When she was pressed against the couch, Xizi's whole body tensed, her tightly closed eyes and eyelashes trembled uncontrollably, her hands and feet were cold, and her heart was beating violently and almost came out of her mouth. Pen, fun, and www.biquge.info

After all, since she was a child, she had never been so close to a man's body, let alone in a state of complete clothes. The thought of what she was about to face only made her feel more nervous and scared than she had ever been.

But Zhao Hou was not eager, not rude, but gently kissed her neck and lips, soothing her frightened fawn-like emotions. He was a majestic prince in the court, a strategizing marshal on the battlefield, and on the bed, he was a lover who was good at appeasing virgins, and he was also the best at provoking women's lust.

When the earlobe was also sucked, Xizi's body also softened, and he was no longer powerless to resist, no matter how much copulation techniques were taught by the old palace maid of Chu during the meeting, it was just a theory, how could a little virgin defeat an adult man who had experienced a hundred battles?

Everything that followed was like a dream, first like a terrible nightmare: it was a sharp pain like an arrow piercing her heart, which only made her suffer from pain, and she subconsciously struggled desperately; But in the blink of an eye, it turned into a beautiful dream: just as the poem says, there are bandit gentlemen, such as cutting and learning, such as grinding, Xizi was embraced by Zhao Hou's arms, and his whole body seemed to be as happy as soaking in a hot spring. The final process was violent, like a mountain and forest avalanche, like a flood draining, and Xizi felt that he was swept by a torrent and rushed to the unknowable other side, and it could not stop for a long time......

Suddenly opening her eyes, Saiko woke up from her dream, only to find that she had left a little red on the bed but there was no trace.

She breathed a sigh of relief, it turned out that it was a dream, and she dreamed of that night more than a year ago, when it was the end of the winter of the first year of Zhao Hou (488 BC), and now it was the midsummer of the third year of Zhao Hou (486 BC).

However, although a long time has passed, Xizi has always remembered it clearly, because it was the first time Zhao Hou was fortunate to her, not only the red plums on the bed, but also she shed many tears on the pillow.

But the tears disappeared in an instant, this was her own choice, she had no regrets, as a gift from Yue Guo to Zhao Hou, this is her mission and her destiny.

But so far, the debts owed by the Shi clan to King Yue can be regarded as paid off, right? And her mission has come to an end, right?

Got up and stirred her face with the cool water of Xue Li Palace, Xizi asked herself not to think about those things anymore, the sky outside was already white, she had to get up and make up, and she still had something to do today.

However, in front of the "glass mirror" that Zhao Hou had set up for every lady, beauty, lover, and eighth son in the palace, while the maid combed her black oily hair, and looked at the delicate face that could not be illuminated by the water's edge and in the copper jian, Xizi fell into thought again.

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In the country of Yue, there is a saying that every woman has two men in her heart.

The first man is for nostalgia.

When a woman is still a girl, at an age of ignorance and unknown, in the season when a teenager does not know the taste of sorrow and life blooms like a lychee, she will accidentally fall in love with a man she thinks is very good.

But because of the limited identity, the girl will remain reserved and shy, and it is difficult to tell this feeling, so she can only "know what she wants". Every time she could see the man from afar, and talk to him extravagantly, she would be extremely happy. A man's well-written memory, a man's loyalty and humility, gentleness and versatility often fascinate girls.

However, the reality is cruel, all the man does is to send the girl to please another man. When this was known, half of the girl's heart was dead, and when the man could not give up the rest of the things and died with her, the girl's heart was completely dead. After that, they were completely separated with different responsibilities and began to enter different life trajectories, and the two lines may have been very close, but they did not intersect after all......

But in any case, the first love is a lifetime that people can never forget, because it is unforgettable, the two "in love, stop at the ceremony", the occasional nostalgia is beautiful, it will bring ripples to the current peaceful life, but it will eventually become weaker and weaker.

Now Xizi has become Zhao Hou's concubine, first named the seventh son of Yue, and promoted to the eighth son after a few servants, since then, she can only hide Fan Li deep in her heart, and can not mention it again, can not read it again, and can not even think about it again.

The second man is used for marriage, the husband of the woman, and the heaven of the woman.

When she was in Zhuji Lai Mountain, the girl in the west of the village was naïve and reckless, she either carried a basket in the mountains to pick Cang's ears, or barefoot and yarn by the water, so she was completely happy and grew up without worrying about sudden disasters and injuries.

However, since she was selected to enter the Huiji to receive various training, and knew all kinds of intrigues and intrigues in the world, Xizi has forgotten how to live spontaneously, she must wear a false mask to please others, and make profits for the country. For a long time, she didn't know who she was, and even Fan Li, the gentleman she was secretly in love with, didn't give her a sense of security, but pushed her into the fire pit.

I thought I could fly with Fan Li, but Fan Li abandoned her halfway, Xizi was like a frightened bird, but because he was shouldering the heavy responsibility of a country, he could only fly alone, flew into the cold Zhao Palace, was put in a cage, and became a canary.

However, she never expected that here, she would find her nest. It was Zhao Hou who held up a sky for her, and after the first visit to Xizi, he also changed his lukewarm attitude towards her, and often came to Xue Li to stay overnight, giving her comfort, so that she was no longer alone and struggling, panic and displacement, and slowly, Xizi began to rely on Zhao Hou's wings.

She seemed to understand why Mrs. Xu Huan, who was as smart and graceful as Mrs. Xu Huan and Mrs. Le Lingzi, would be willing to fall in love with Zhao Hou and not care if she would share a husband with other women. Zhao Hou is not shirtless, although his appearance is not handsome, and it can even be said to be ordinary, but he has a heart-wrenching charm, even if he is not a monarch......

He was wise, wise enough to see through the dust of thousands of years of history; In the same way, he was also gentle, so gentle that he did not regard women as slave utensils, but gave them a lot of respect, which was a bright spot that Xizi had not seen in any man before.

Before meeting Zhao Hou, Xizi believed that the most precious thing in the world was the white water between men and women, which was as clear as a stream. After getting acquainted with Zhao Hou, I knew that in this world, there is still a feeling of high shores and deep valleys, that is, looking at the world and caressing the roses......

Even if Zhao Hou is on the expedition now, thousands of miles away, the state he built single-handedly can still give Xizi a sense of security.

At the end of her stunnedness, Xizi realized that her hair had been combed neatly and she had been dressed in a flower-like jade ornament.

"Replace it with a simple one." Xizi is no longer a "broom for use" with a humble status, but an unattainable Yue Bazi, who can't help but bring a bit of the majesty of a superior person when he directs slaves and maids.

However, in Changle Palace, Xizi is still the lowest concubine, Mrs. Le, Mrs. Xu Huan, Bo Mi Beauty, Kong Liangren, no matter who is higher than her, as Zhao Hou's new favorite, to survive in this complex harem, Xizi has to have an extra heart, even the jewelry he wears, but also pay attention not to exceed the simple nature of Mrs. Le, when Zhao Hou is not there, she almost grasps the power of life and death in the harem, although Mrs. has always been kind, Xizi has Mrs. Xu Huan protection, but still can not be careful everywhere.

So, today I want to go to cooperate with the ladies and sisters to pray for Zhao Hou who went out to conquer the Qi country, and Xizi can't help but sincerely hope that Zhao Hou will return from the expedition to Qi as soon as possible.

It's been almost a year, and Xizi has never dreamed of Fan Li again, and she doesn't know if she will dream of him again from now on. On the contrary, Zhao Hou fell asleep more and more often, and she vaguely felt that Fan Li's afterimage was almost completely squeezed out of her heart by Zhao Wuxian......

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As the saying goes, love is deep for a long time, here Xi Shi began to miss Zhao Hou Chu, and Zhao Wuxian himself, but he didn't have time to cherish this love for his children, he had crossed the river, 50,000 troops and 20,000 soldiers converged, and was under the Gaotang City, preparing to capture this base camp of the Chen clan of Qi State!

PS: I won't say that this chapter was made up by pressure from readers, and I blamed you for being 404, Kouheng! There's a chapter at half past one.,These days, when you're out of the house.,It's late to have time code words.。 (To be continued.) )