Chapter 342: Cause and Effect, Responsibility
Seeing his wife like this now, he was very distressed.
With tears in her eyes, Qin Keqing took a deep breath and looked at Jia Lian with teary eyes.
"Master, it's not like this, the concubine has something to confess to you."
Feeling Qin Keqing's emotional collapse, Jia Lian was a little frightened, and as soon as he held the person in his arms, Jia Lian spoke cautiously.
"What's the matter, if you have anything to say, I am your husband, we are husband and wife, there is always a solution."
Sighing, blaming herself for not giving her a more correct sense of security, Jia Lian blamed herself a little.
Pear blossom shook her head with rain, and Qin Keqing couldn't cry. The more Jia Lian was like this, the more she felt uneasy.
At the beginning, when Jia Lian discovered the Jia Mu incident, he had already stopped Qin Keqing from doing it. It's just that later the resentment became deeper and deeper, Jia Zheng came to make trouble, and Jia's mother had that attitude, Qin Keqing finally made a move for the sake of Jia Lian and herself.
Even if Jia's mother's death is not completely her responsibility, but with the changes in Jia Baoyu and others after Jia's mother's death, Qin Keqing was not a vicious person in the first place, and the condemnation of conscience broke out today, and she finally couldn't bear it.
The throat whimper turned into a hysterical cry, Qin Keqing hugged Jia Lian tightly, tears like beads with broken threads, sliding down from the snow-white and delicate cheeks one by one, converging to the chin, and finally soaking Jia Lian's chest.
"I'm sorry, I, the old lady, the old lady I killed."
The words startled a thousand waves, Jia Lian was stunned and bowed his head incredibly.
"When I went out that day, I gave her medicine that can make people emotional, because I knew that the old lady would definitely be angry when she saw the second uncle's appearance, so she would be angry to death."
I couldn't cry, and it was difficult to say a word, but Qin Keqing finally opened his mouth.
If struck by lightning, Jia Lian's face changed greatly by Qin Keqing's words, and the movements in his hands involuntarily let go, looking at the person in front of him dumbfounded.
Qin Keqing noticed Jia Lian's changes, and the panic in her heart was even worse, she looked at her husband at a loss, covering her mouth with both hands.
Of course, she knew what she was going to face when she laid it all out.
What's more, she did it on the premise that Jia Lian had stopped her.
With her shoulders shrugged, Qin Keqing looked at Jia Lian helplessly, at this time, even she didn't know what the road ahead was, and what kind of face Jia Lian would face her.
As Qin Keqing expected, Jia Lian stood dumbfounded, unable to digest the information Qin Keqing told for a while.
From the first time he met, Jia Lian had a very good impression of Qin Keqing in his heart.
The shyness of the girl when he first saw him, the natural charm on his body, everything fascinated him.
Later, because of an accident, his first time was also handed over to her.
Although the one in the Illusory Realm and the one in front of him can be said to be two people, they are both one soul after all. So Jia Lian has always thought that Qin Keqing and Keqing are the same person.
Men always have a special affection for their first time. So even though Jade was the first person to whom he belonged emotionally, Jia Lian did not make Qin Keqing feel cold because of this.
The twists and turns of getting married, during which Qin Keqing was a daughter's family, which made Jia Lian see strong and courteous. In the past, because Qin Keqing and Jia Zhen had a leg in the later generations, Jia Lian originally had some reluctance in his heart. With the real becoming a family, Jia Lian's concerns have long been gone.
Later, Qin Keqing became his virtuous helper, helping him take care of his family and help him socialize.
is mellow and gentle, a house of men, women and children, except for Jia's mother, who had scruples in her heart because of her identity, the others are all praised.
So in Jia Lian's heart, Qin Keqing has always been gentle and amiable, kind and pure. Even if he found out that Qin Keqing had the intention of getting rid of Jia's mother, he only thought that she was just thinking about it for a while.
Human nature is evil, and sometimes it is normal to have evil thoughts. But when it comes to implementation, it's different.
Taking a deep breath, although Jia Lian couldn't accept the sudden truth for the time being, the appearance of his wife crying so much that he was even more distressed.
Involuntarily reached out and held the petite person in front of him in his arms, Jia Lian tried to calm his mood.
The two of them had cleared the door before they entered the door, so the empty room was now only the two of them.
Quietly waiting for Qin Keqing's mood to calm down, Jia Lian thought about it seriously, in fact, he could still forgive Qin Keqing.
Let's not talk about Qin Keqing, just talk about himself. From the beginning of the crossing to the present, how many times in the middle of the time I want to strangle Jia Mu directly. It's just because in the end it's the original grandmother, and she really didn't do anything heinous.
Although the murderer's helper is also a murderer, it is as Jia Mu said before.
With the death of Mrs. Wang, the real murderer is no longer a threat to Jia Lian, and Jia Lian himself is not only alive and well, but also living a very nourishing life. Therefore, Jia Lian's resentment against Jia's mother was also reduced.
Moreover, in the final analysis, Jia's mother has never had murderous intentions towards Jia Lian.
But does Jia Lian really not hate Jia's mother?
Hate.
Whether it was Jia's mother who wanted to stuff people into his room three or four times, or her bias in the second room, it made Jia Lian feel disgusting.
And whether he knew it or not, it was an indisputable fact that his predecessor was killed by Mrs. Wang.
Even the current Jia Lian was almost killed by Mrs. Wang in the early stage. Later, after Jia Lian's showdown, Jia's mother also protected the second room, so every time she thought of this, Jia Lian couldn't wait to slap her to death.
But it's just a thought.
So now that Qin Keqing said that Jia's mother was responsible for her death, Jia Lian's heart fluctuated even more because she couldn't accept such a Qin Keqing for a while.
After all, in Jia Lian's heart in the past, Qin Keqing was gentle and lovely, and the change was too big to make him a little confused, but now that Jia's mother is dead, and after such a long time, the sadness of Jia's mother's death at the beginning has faded.
So Jia Lian's real mood swings about this matter, to be honest, are not very big.
After all, his soul still comes from another world, and Jia Mu's feelings for him are really not as deep as Qin Keqing's.
But now, Jia Lian can finally understand why Qin Keqing took such good care of Jia Baoyu and others before.
Since Jia's mother died, Qin Keqing not only sent things to the mansion several times in the open, but was later reprimanded by Jia Yu several times, but secretly it has not changed.
The seasonal vegetables sent from the small Zhuangzi were as big as the shops over there, and Qin Keqing used his dowry silver to fill them.
For example, some of the rouge gouache and clothing jewelry in the house.
Although the big head is still in Rongguofu's own shop, there is still a large share, and she secretly uses the things of the two-room shop.
Of course, Qin Keqing never thought of hiding these things from Jia Lian. Whether it's clear or secret, or whether it's cutting first and then playing, at least Jia Lian knows it.
Rongguofu is now thriving, the newspaper has one newspaper a day, and Jia Lian has also begun to collect money. Although the popularity has dropped sharply since the shift from free to paid, the people are obsessed with the efficiency of information and are fascinated by it. As a result, the desire for this only way is very high, so even though the number of people has plummeted, it has begun to make profits.
The fountain pen factory is even more wealthy, and the rubber trees in Yunnan Province have expanded by dozens of acres, and even Jia Lian began to study relatively cheap things such as bamboo, and wanted to popularize it throughout the country. Therefore, Jia Fu has long been able to do this kind of thing, but Jia Lian knows that the tree is a big move, so he deliberately keeps a low profile.
Another thing, the Zhen family is now in a hurry to pay off the treasury as soon as possible, since Jia Lian knows about this, he naturally won't take it to heart, for fear that the Zhen family will hit the attention of the Jia family, Jia Lian is naturally secretly happy, and where will it be known to everyone.
Therefore, with the current net worth of the Jia family, Jia Lian didn't care about these small favors that Qin Keqing gave to the second room, but looked down on her in his heart and felt that she was magnificent.
Thinking like this, Jia Lian felt a little uncomfortable in his heart because of Qin Keqing's sudden confession.
Holding Qin Keqing's hand tightly, Jia Lian broke Qin Keqing's head open.
At this time, the beauty's originally charming and moving eyes were already red at this time, her mouth was a little swollen because of the unconsciously rising for a long time when she cried, and her little face was white and red, which was indescribably pitiful.
Reaching out to brush the tears off Qin Keqing's face, Jia Lian sighed helplessly.
"I see, then tell me why you did this."
Speaking softly, Jia Lian seemed a little cautious. Qin Keqing is basically in a state of collapse now, he is afraid that he will accidentally make her think too much and something will happen.
Wife, it's still her own.
As if sensing Jia Lian's change in attitude, Qin Keqing's crying voice became quieter, and he twitched the corners of his eyes with a handkerchief while twitching his mouth.
"That day, the second uncle had to break in that day, I was afraid, I was afraid that they would know that the old lady was under house arrest by us. I went to the old lady, but she refused to help directly, and I was confused for a while, so I drugged her. ”
Saying that the tears were involuntarily left, Qin Keqing pursed his lips, and the tears broke the embankment again.
"It's me who is guilty, I, I asked Ruyue to give me a dose of medicine that can make people feel excited, I have read a medical book, and the book says that when people are old, if they are in a mood disorder, and then they are stimulated by others, they are prone to excessive heart fire and liver qi disorders."
(Blind fabrication, not elegant.) )
The rest couldn't go on, Qin Keqing pulled Jia Lian's collar, and he was already a little hoarse.
She really blamed herself in her heart.
Blame yourself for being ruthless, blame yourself for being inhumane.
Especially looking at Jia pardon, Jia Lian, Jia Baoyu and others, in pain after Jia's mother's death, she regretted it very, very much, and regretted it so much that she couldn't wait for time to reset.
But what about time reset?
If it's still the same scene, she will still do it.
In the final analysis, no matter what, in her heart, Jia Lian is far more important than Jia Mu a hundred times and a thousand times.
Gently patting Qin Keqing's back soothingly, Jia Lian sighed again.
In this way, he could forgive her even more.
First of all, the reason why she did this was entirely because of him, and secondly, according to Qin Keqing, she did not directly attack Jia Mu.
He had been puzzled before, Jia Mu obviously died at the gate of Rongguo Mansion, how could there be such a thing as Qin Keqing's attack, but he never thought that the reason came from here.
This can also explain why Jia Mu suddenly attacked the person surnamed Wang, suddenly fainted after being thrown away, and was angry with Jia Zheng to death.
While soothing and caressing Qin Keqing's back, Jia Lian knew that he would no longer have the indifference and carelessness he had before when he saw Jia Baoyu in the future.
Whether it is human nature or atonement, for the sake of Qin Keqing, or for the sake of Keqing, Jia Lian has to find a way to get this matter over.
In the final analysis, although this matter cannot be regarded as Qin Keqing's 100% responsibility, he also interfered after all.
Although if nothing happened later, Jia Mu would be more angry at most, and she would not be angry to death.
But since there is cause and effect, we have to find a way to make up for it.
The original cowpox in Qin Keqing's hand is counted as one, and the war will start at this time, and the people in the Guangdong area will be displaced.
Of course, the most important thing is that Jia's mother couldn't let go of the second room the most during her lifetime, although Jia Lian said that she would not lead the wolf into the room, but she had to help the staff to help.
Thinking like this, time passed unconsciously, and when Jia Lian came back to his senses, Qin Keqing didn't know when he was tired of crying, so he slept upright in Jia Lian's arms.
Crying and laughing, he hugged the person on the bed, Jia Lian looked at his wet chest, and reluctantly took his clothes to change.
By the way, she took off Qin Keqing's coat, threw her dirty clothes on the chaise longue together, Jia Lian took out her pocket watch and saw that this girl had been crying for more than an hour.
Today is Xiao Qingyun's washing, there are still many guests to greet outside, Jia Lian looked at Qin Keqing who was still sobbing when he fell asleep on the bed, sighed, and when he opened the door, there was a faint sound of Xing's voice outside.
"Such a good daughter-in-law...... I'm going to see if this kid eats it...... Courage, he saw that Tian'er was out and about business, and his daughter-in-law was busy...... I was wronged, I have to clean him up! ”
With the sound of the door opening, Jia Lian looked at the courtyard in confusion, and Xing was carrying the hem of his skirt and going up the steps violently.
The scolding and scolding in his mouth did not stop, Jia Lian felt that something was wrong when he heard it, and he was about to ask who had provoked her, but he never thought that Xing Shi would raise his head, and happened to see Jia Lian with an open mouth and a bewildered face.
His eyes lit up, and the momentum of the Xing clan came up violently.
"Brother Lian, you have no conscience, you have to make it clear to me today, otherwise I don't care how big an official you are, how much the emperor respects, even if I am a stepmother, I will always be your mother, and I will also be the master of Keqing's girl!"
The spit was flying, Xing pointed at Jia Lian with one hand, and the other hand was still holding the hem of the skirt, not caring that Jia Lian didn't react, and went to the house angrily.
What the?
What with what?
Confused, his head turned in the direction of Xing's in confusion, and Jia Lian looked blankly at the large group of girls who followed behind Xing's.
Who can tell him what really happened?
Instinctively told him that the Xing clan seemed to be coming at him just now, but because of Qin Keqing's words just now, Jia Lian was a little uneasy.