9. We can't talk about love
The ridge is full of Yingshan Red (novella) Zhang Baotong 2016.1.2
Chen Jie also had to go to the grassland to pick flowers, but Yuxiu said, "There is only this one flower here, and over this ridge, there are flowers all over the mountain." Pen Fun Pavilion www.biquge.info"
As soon as Chen Jie heard this, he immediately took Yuxiu's hand, walked around the lake, and then walked along a path up the mountain towards the mountain. Because it is a hilly area, the mountains are not very high, so they will climb to the top of the mountain in a while. Almost all of the mountainous areas near the mountain side are cleared by the production team to grow tea and rapeseed, while the remote mountains are covered with dense trees and flowers. Because there are several reservoirs connected to each other, the water vapor and humidity are particularly high, and after the new rain, the fog is thick, covering the mountains and fields layer by layer, making it difficult to see the mountains on the other side.
Carrying bamboo baskets and flowers, they walked to the top of the hill and waited for the mist to slowly drift away. Around noon, there was a sudden flash in the sky, as if the sun was about to come out, and the fog began to drift away in large areas with the wind. Soon, the opposite side of the reservoir was lit up by the sky, revealing patches of bright and dazzling red flowers. The saffron was not a patch, but a mountain all over the wilderness, and wherever the fog cleared, it was the kind of wet bright red soaked by the rain, like volcanic magma burning.
Chen Jie had never seen such a beautiful and spectacular scenery. He put down the basket in his hand and couldn't help jumping and shouting, "Ying-mountain-red, red-full-mountain." Then, he picked up Yuxiu at once, spun it a few times vigorously, and then kissed her on the forehead, and shouted in an addicted tone, "He Yuxiu, I love you." You are this beautiful Yingshan Hong. ”
Yuxiu looked at him with Mingxiu's gaze, smiled intoxicatedly, and said, "You really love me?" ”
Chen Jie said very seriously, "Don't you feel it, don't you believe it?" ”
Yuxiu looked at him with a smile, her eyes a little moist. Chen Jie was moved, so he hugged Yuxiu tighter, and when he picked up her face, his face was already full of tears. Chen Jie comforted her and said, "Yuxiu, I will love you forever." ”
However, Yuxiu did not get happy, but shook her head pessimistically.
Chen Jie was anxious and said, "You still don't believe it? He hated to take his heart out and show her.
After seeing the red flowers and the beautiful scenery, they went down the mountain. Yuxiu silently took Chen Jie's hand and walked on the familiar path before letting go. Only then did she say to Chen Jie, "It's not that I don't believe you. However, good flowers do not bloom often, good times do not always exist, how long can we get better? ”
Chen Jie said, "Who said that good flowers don't bloom often, and good times don't always exist?" The mountain flowers bloom every year, the beautiful scenery is there every year, and I will come again with you next year. ”
Yuxiu said, "It's okay next year, but what about the year after next year, the year after tomorrow?" ”
Chen Jie was speechless, because he might have left here the year after tomorrow or the year after tomorrow, recruited workers to go to his father's unit, and built a railway in the mountains of the Yunnan-Guizhou Plateau.
Yuxiu saw Chen Jie lower his head, so she said to him, "Tell you a story." So, she told him the story of Han Xiaoyi and Yan Meizi. After telling the story, she said, "A few days ago, I went to Yan Meizi's house, and she happened to go on a blind date, looking for a security officer from the commune, a demobilized soldier, who was not only divorced, but also eight years older than her. ”
After listening to the story, Chen Jie immediately felt a heavy responsibility: loving someone is risky and has a price. You either make her happy or you make her miserable. But he just wants her to be happy, and he doesn't want her to be miserable. It's just that he doesn't have the ability and the means. As an educated youth, of course he knows that he can't fall in love with a rural girl. However, this girl is so delicate and cute, he can't help but want her not to love her, otherwise, he won't be able to eat and sleep well. It's not that he hasn't stopped himself, but the result of stopping can only be to draw a knife and cut off the water, and raise a glass to pour more sorrow. From the moment he first saw her, he was shocked, he didn't expect that there was such a pure and beautiful girl in the world. So, whether he was working in the fields or sleeping in bed, his mind was full of her voice, smile, and beautiful appearance. That's why he made that ridiculous move of blowing the flute to attract the phoenix. At the same time, this immediately made him realize that it was no wonder that he played the harmonica in front of the brigade department for so many days, and she refused to pay attention to him. It turned out that she was afraid that she would follow the old path of Yan Meizi. So, he said to her apologetically, "I'm sorry, I shouldn't have been so impulsive and gaffe just now, and I shouldn't have been rude and disrespectful to you." I will definitely correct it. ”
She frowned and said, "Are you thinking too much?" I didn't mean that. ”
Chen Jie continued to review and said, "I should indeed have a little boundary with you, but I like you so much that I can't help but treat you as a favorite person." Actually, I also know that the two of us can't fall in love. Otherwise, the two of us will be friends, best friends. As he spoke, he raised his fist above his head and swore an oath.
Chen Jie's words made her disheartened, sad and disappointed. If it was just to be friends, she wouldn't give much, but she had already given her whole heart to him. Originally, she didn't tell this story to draw a line with him, but to know what would happen to Chen Jie once they met Han Xiaoyi and Yan Meizi. She wanted to know how much he loved her through his answers. Unexpectedly, the story she told had the opposite effect. So, she regretted it very much and felt that she shouldn't have told him this story. In fact, she also knows the end of their love, but she is willing to take this risk, because he is the new and beautiful spring of her life, and the rain and dew of her emotions. She is willing to endure any punishment that comes her way after a romantic life.
Thinking of this, Yuxiu stopped, took Chen Jie's hand again, and said very earnestly and sadly, "No matter what changes happen in the future, I will be with you." ”
But Chen Jie said, "Han Xiaoyi and Sister Yan also want to be together, but can they?" ”
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