Su Hong was at Fang Wuying's house that night, and it was still dinner for the two of them, Fang Wuying's minced meat, eggplant and egg crisp. Fang was not at home as usual, she was at home only a handful of times during this time, according to Fang Wuying, his sister was either in class or going out to play, she was not at home at all, and no one could control her.

After dinner, Su Hong stayed to watch TV, and Fang Wuying installed a pay channel here, so that he could watch divery, which was Su Hong's favorite TV program.

What aired that night was a science fiction documentary: When the Earth Destroyed. It is about what will happen to the earth and humanity if a global nuclear war breaks out. The film starts with the nuclear fog that cannot be dispersed after the nuclear war, because the light cannot pass through this special cloud, the earth will be a piece of Chapter 109 Their love is dark, and then the plants will disappear because they cannot get photosynthesis, and humans will find a way out in chaos and darkness, and the creatures will gradually become extinct, and only rodents such as rats will be left in the world......

Su Hong said that it was better to simply die in a nuclear war as soon as possible, Fang Wuying said that this kind of thinking was too negative, and he must find a way to survive if he said it.

"Well, this positive way of thinking is really like yours." Su Hong smiled deliberately, "And I believe that all the human beings in the world are dead, and our captain Fang will still be dressed in a rat skin, jumping around freely, and living a very nourishing ......life."

"Hey! ……”

"As for me, I'm exempt." Hong smiled and said, "I don't want to be a mother mouse." ”

After she said this, Fang Wuying was angry and wanted to pounce on her, and the two of them laughed together on the sofa.

At this moment, Su Hong raised his head, and after a while, he walked in from outside.

"Yo, Sister Su, you're here too." She looked at Su Hong and said hello with a smile.

Su Hongdian looked at Fang in surprise before he remembered. I hadn't seen her for two or three months. Chapter 109: Their Love

I wore a lot of heavy makeup that night. Dressed in long flowing hair. His eyes were covered by heavy eyeshadow. The lines of the lips were coquettish, and the lipstick was piercing. Plus a tight black dress. It makes her curvy even more. Looks a lot older, like a man in his twenties.

"Ahh Fang, you're back......" Su Hong let go of Fang Wuying's hand that was holding Fang Wuying a little embarrassed, smoothing his hair.

"Hmm. But I'll have to go out later. Fang finished speaking. Look at Fang Wuying. She changed her Xianbei language. "Do you have any land?"

Fang Wuying seemed a little unhappy.

"There are too many of them." He also said it in Xianbei language. "When you don't come back for two nights, I don't dare to cook too much.

”

"It's okay." Fang laughed, "I'll take two bites and leave." ”

"Where are you going?" Fang didn't answer.

"Go meet a friend." Fang said as he walked to the kitchen, "By the way, I probably won't be back tonight." ”

"Not coming back?" Fang Wuying frowned, "Sister, you've been away from home for four days this week. ”

"Ah, does it matter?" A light laugh came from the kitchen, "Can't you sleep when your sister isn't at home?" ”

Seeing that Fang Wuying showed signs of anger, Su Hong gently tugged at his sleeve.

"Don't quarrel, talk slowly." She whispered.

As she was talking, she came out of the kitchen, eating a small bite with a shallow plate, while glancing at the TV: "What are you watching?" ”

"Interesting stuff." Su Hong said with a smile, she also changed her Xianbei language.

"It's weird, I don't understand."

Fang Suoran retracted her gaze tastelessly, she glanced at Su Hong, and then at Fang Wuying: "Isn't this accompanied by someone, why do you have to be at home?" ”

Fang Wuying was even more displeased, he held the water glass and said, "It has nothing to do with that." You're always not at home, I'm worried about you, Auntie......"

"Oh, okay, why don't you go out and play, what's there?" She laughed, "Even if I stay at home, I'll be arguing with you." ”

"Sister, did I deliberately quarrel with you?" He said coldly, his eyes fixed on the TV.

“…… No," Fang casually pulled the last bit of rice into his mouth, "Sister doesn't have the ability to quarrel with you, and she can only listen to your scolding." ”

After she finished speaking, she didn't look at Fang Wuying, turned around and went into the kitchen.

Fang Wuying put the cup on the coffee table heavily!

Su Hong suddenly felt a little uncomfortable, she felt as if she was in a quarrelsome place.

After a while, Fang came out of the kitchen, she carried the Kun bag that was thrown on the cabinet, and then went to the shoe cabinet at the door.

The atmosphere was not good, everyone didn't speak, and Su Hong was extremely embarrassed.

After a while, Fang leaned into the living room again: "By the way, Sister Su ......"

She leaned against the door, wearing a lace narrow-heeled sandal on her right foot and a finger hook on the other.

"Watch out for this guy." She looked at Su Hong with a smile, "I was entangled by my brother, but it's quite a troublesome thing, and there are a lot of lessons from the past." ”

Su Hong smiled reluctantly: "Where, he is a good ......"

"Haha, of course!" Fang also smiled, "Who would say that my family Chong'er is not good?" By the way, there is a TV, Sister Su, have you seen it? 《everrybdylveRymnd》。 ”

"American drama. It's an old film, it's a good ......"

"Well, but when we get here, we'll have to change it." Fang smiled, "It should be called everybdylvePul." Isn't it? ”

Her smile looked a little cold, and her Xianbei language was mixed with English, which sounded extremely strange.

Su Hong looked at Fang Wuying worriedly, he was still staring at the TV, but his face was quite ugly.

Fang's sound of the door closing disappeared for a long time, and Fang Wuying still didn't speak.

Su Hong simply turned off the TV, and the living room suddenly quieted down. She sat on the sofa silently with Fang Wuying, listening to the ticking of the wall clock.

“…… Do you think that's funny? Fang Wuying suddenly said, "What is the relationship between me and her?" ”

Su Hong didn't know how to speak, they were obviously sisters and brothers who strictly adhered to the traditional concept of "respecting the elderly", but the conversation just now was like a quarrel between a hostile daughter during the rebellious period and her father who was so angry that he couldn't fight back.

"It's okay for the first month, but the longer it goes, the more wrong it becomes, and there are always quarrels." He continued, "I don't care about my homework, I don't have to adapt to the situation and I don't listen to me, I can't help her with anything but to provide for her consumption." ”

"She doesn't want you to help either." Su Hong said, "If you come to help her live, then what is she herself?" ”

Fang Wuying nodded: "I can't teach her like Grandpa and Auntie did, I am not qualified, and I can't do it." As soon as she talked too much, she said that I didn't take her sister seriously. ”

Su Hong picked up the teacup and took a sip silently.

"She's much weaker than you are, and you have to be considerate of her." She whispered.

Fang Wuying was stunned for a moment, and smiled bitterly: "Really?" But she hurt me, and she has never shown mercy. ”

“……

Say it casually. Su Hong tried to persuade him, "Don't take it personally."

Fang Wuying's expression seemed to be in some kind of contemplation, and then he said slowly: "She just said that I was 'very pestering', and I said this before, in front of my mother.

”

"Really?"

"Hmm. said that I would refuse to let go of whoever I was entangled, and I would stalk and fight until I died. If you kill the one in front of you, you'll find the next one......"

"What?" Su Hong didn't hear clearly for a while.

Fang Wuying smiled at her: "She said that whoever I like will be pestered, saying that I am the best at this, Fang will be entangled by me, if you have to break free in order to survive, you will become a big villain who is sorry for me." Then I'll move on to the next target. ”

“……”

She said, "I am like this to everyone: yes, yes, my mother, I am like this, and I am like this to my second brother; Ken is the same, and now it is ...... for you Still so. ”

Su Hong's heart, puff!

;; Solid......

From the very beginning, she knew that "the name of Fu is unavoidable in her relationship with Fang Wuying, after all, it is a personal history that Fang Wuying can't get around." But Su Hong has been trying her best to avoid mentioning this person, she knows that the other party has nothing to say, and with this name, there are emotions that are too complicated to be explained.

She never thought that Fang Wuying was gay, nor did she think that he still loved Fu Jian and refused to forget, it was impossible. But if he wasn't worried about the impact of this name on Fang Wuying, Su Hong didn't have such a big confidence. So at this moment, the vague and clear shadow churned in her heart again......

"I never; I was like this, or I never knew I was like this, until she said so. Fang Wuying looked at Su Hong and said softly, "Su Hong, do you think I'm really like this?" ”

There was a little trepidation in him.

Su Hong couldn't answer immediately, she just held Fang Wuying's hand for a long time before saying, "I didn't feel that you were pestering me." But even if you pester me, I'm glad to be. ”

She saw a dim light flashing in Fang Wuying's eyes.

"I know I have a problem with this, and although I do, I don't know how...... Somehow it just can't be changed. ”

"You don't have a problem, Fang She has her personal reasons, do you think she has no scars on herself? ......" Su Hong looked at him gently, "You have to take that into account." ”

"She still treats me as a brother, but I don't know how to treat her as a sister." Fang Wuying rubbed his forehead tiredly.

"Treat her as you think you want."

"But she's my sister, right now, I'm left with her as a relative, I'm afraid she'll be angry......"

Su Hong stared at Fang Wuying, and suddenly for a moment, she had some kind of illusion: the man in front of her was not Fang Wuying, whose actual living age was far more than thirty years old, but the fourteen-year-old boy who was afraid that the person she valued would not love her, the jade doll Murong Chong who she had seen with her own eyes......

Then she laughed, leaned her face over, and whispered, "Ask you something." ”

"What?"

"In the future, can I also call you 'Chong'er' like Fang?" Su Hong said.

Fang Wuying looked at her a little stunned, and after a while, he said, "...... Of course. ”

"But don't call me 'Ping'er', I'm afraid to hear that...... Scared to death. ”

Fang Wuying came over, and he finally laughed: "Got it." ”

Then they began to kiss, and the man's lips were soft and moist, with a kind of innocence that was calm and pure.

This is the difference between Fang Wuying and Li Longji.

Su Hong finally discovered this: they were two completely different people.

If it was Li Longji, he would never show weakness in front of his favorite concubine, he would never admit his problems and then think hard about solutions, and he would not expose his heartache and shame to her......

For Su Hong, the man she has been with for 20 years is more like a father's existence, he can tell her that everything is happy and happy, but he will not confide in a word of sincere distress and fear, and even he has the right to deprive her of life. They were never equal.

But this is not the case with Fang Wuying.

He has weaknesses, a past that he is ashamed of, and a character flaw that frightens even himself...... He let Su Hong know that he didn't try to pretend about it, and hoped to find a solution from the difference in the nature of the two. His concentration is not to show his omnipotence, but to better let the other person understand himself and understand the other person more deeply.

He was a truly brave man.

Su Hong deeply likes this kind of Fang Wuying, although the longer she gets along, the more she can feel the many contradictions of this man, most of the time he is a man who can stand up to the sky, and a few times, he is just a little boy full of fear, afraid that people will not love him, afraid that people will not take him to heart.

"Hey, I'll tell you a secret......"

"What?"

At night, Fang Wuying turned sideways to look at Su Hong, the soft white moonlight spread on his smooth ** back, like a winding river that forgot to flow.

"Actually, I'm a boring guy, neither smart nor doable." Fang Wuyi looked at her with clear and moving black eyes, "The real me is ugly, my brain is not good, I am full of problems, and I am looked down upon by everyone." ”

Su Hong's heart was throbbing like boiling water.

"Maybe, I don't like you at all, maybe ......"

When he said this, his eyes were very gentle.

Then, Su Hong reached under the sheet and gently held his hand.

"It's okay." She whispered, staring at him, "It doesn't matter, I like my Chong'er, whenever I like it." ”

"Really?"

"Hmm. Even if you end up in poverty~ down, and even go to set up a stall, you are often chased by the city management all over the street......" Su Hong said, laughing softly, "But what, as long as it's you, it's fine." ”

She looked so happy, content, like an angel.

Fang Wuying suddenly hugged Su Hong tightly, his body was as warm as tears.

Appendix

BG: "Legend of the Sword Wind" episode Gu. The melodious harmony of men and women is moving. Sogou can be found.

Oh, the iron-blooded beautiful man who is hard to find through the ages actually feels that he is "ugly, his brain is not good, he is full of faults and annoying" (oh cake seller, who gave me a rope to hang the southeast branch~), the so-called "hidden behind the brutal killing, it will always be a huge inferiority", this is what it means.

So the human heart, tsk, is really a master of distorting facts, self-deprecation is not credible, and the belittlement from others is even more unbelievable. If you feel stupid, ugly, and useless, think about my family's unresponsive son, it will definitely help you improve your mood~!!