Chapter 136: Sympathy

"Let go, Yulin, let go of me, I'm Shuyan." Shuyan pushed Yulin away hard and slapped him.

Yu Lin was stunned, but now he was sober, he touched his cheeks, looked at Shuyan's eyes of shame, anger, hatred and pity, and was ashamed of himself.

"I'm sorry, Sook-yeon, I'm sorry." Yu Lin hurriedly walked into the bathroom and let the faucet flush himself. He raised his fist and slammed the bathroom tiles hard, blood running down the walls. Then Yulin leaned against the wall and cried bitterly......

For several days, Yulin always avoided Shuyan, he either lived directly in the photo studio, or simply stayed in the hospital for the night, or went home in the middle of the night, left early in the morning, and hardly met Shuyan. Shuyan felt that this matter had to be explained to Yulin, otherwise it would affect her future work.

That day, after Yulin came home in the middle of the night, Shuyan did not fall asleep, but waited for Yulin's arrival.

"Yulin, are you back?" Shuyan took the initiative to greet Yulin.

"Shuyan, you haven't slept yet?" Yu Lin said without raising his head.

"Yulin, I want to talk to you. You sit down. "Shuyan's tone is non-negotiable.

Yulin had to sit at the dining table.

"Yulin, I can understand what happened that night, I hope you don't mind too much."

"But I can't forgive myself, and I don't know how I can ...... you, I'm sorry, Shuyan, I'm sorry." Yulin lowered her head and pinched her hands, not knowing how to face Shuyan.

Shuyan saw that Yulin always kept her head down and avoided her gaze, so she shouted at Yulin fiercely: "Yulin, you raise your head and look at me." ”

Yu Lin was shocked by Shuyan's tone, and hurriedly looked up at her.

Shuyan slowed down her tone: "I know your mood, I also know that you were drunk that day, I know your feelings for Shuxian even more, you are an unintentional move, you are still a humble and polite gentleman in my eyes, so, don't blame yourself too much, these days, you always avoid me, if this continues, it will affect our future work, you have worked hard to let me come to Shanghai, to replace Shuxian, to obtain intelligence, and to deal with the enemy, is this the result?" ”

Yu Lin lowered his head: "It was my mistake, I shouldn't be drunk, let alone drunk, thank you for forgiving me, Shuyan, I promise, there will never be such a thing in the future." You are right, and this should not affect our work in the future. ”

Yu Lin raised his head and smiled at Shuyan, and Shuyan also smiled at Yulin, and the two finally let go of their previous suspicions.

In the dead of night, Shuyan quietly walked to the bedroom door, looking at the sleeping Yu Lin, there were still tears on the eyelashes of the closed eyes, and there was a trace of tears on the cheeks.

Shuyan was deeply saddened by Yulin's situation: a son-in-law who originally lived in a brocade clothes and jade food, a prosperous and wealthy environment, joined the revolution with patriotic enthusiasm, whether it was during the anti-Japanese period or in the current civil war, he spared no money and his life, and made outstanding contributions to our party, but his father was killed by the Japanese, his mother also died of sadness and depression, and the brotherly brother Yu Ting also sacrificed his life for righteousness, as well as his second uncle, second aunt, and his sister-in-law, all of whom were tragically poisoned by the Japanese. There is not much left of the Lu family, and now, his favorite wife, his own sister Shuxian, has also left him, and the two children are so young, and he can't enjoy the joy of family under Chenghuan's knees with the children. How could this sorrow and pain be erased from his heart? How can others understand the suffering he endures every day?

Sook-yeon returned to the bedroom and lay on the bed, unable to sleep for a long time, she could not watch this outstanding man just like this being tormented and eroded by the merciless years, tormented and consumed by miserable circumstances.

She thought of Yu Rong, more than ten years ago, when she met Yu Rong for the first time, she saw that Yu Rong admired her young master so much, so devotive, Shuxian also told her that Yu Rong and Yu Lin grew up together as childhood sweethearts, and the two grew up together, although Yu Lin married Shu Xian, Yu Rong married Yu Ting, but now Shu Xian and Yu Ting are ancient, and Yu Rong raised Yu Lin's children Ming'er and Yu'er, if these two can come together and build a family again, then whether it is for Yu Lin or Yu Rong, Or it's even better for the kids.

Although the two are now called cousins, as long as this layer of window paper is pierced, then the two can work together to make ends meet. Children can also grow up freely under the protection of their parents.

It seems that the person who poked the window paper was none other than himself. After paying attention, Sook-yeon decides to talk to Yurong the next day.

Today is Sunday, a day off, Shuyan went to Bali Bridge to find Yurong. Yurong was sorting out the herbs in the pharmacy when she was surprised to see Shuyan coming.

"Cousin, are you here?" Yurong looked out for a while, but didn't see Yu Lin coming over, and felt strange: "Hey, cousin-in-law, didn't my cousin come with you?" ”

"Yurong, I'll come alone today, I'm looking for you to have something, you come upstairs, I'll tell you." After Shuyan finished speaking, she went upstairs, Yurong felt a little strange, so she put down the herbs in her hand and went upstairs with Shuyan.

"Cousin-in-law, what the hell is going on?" Yurong asked impatiently.

Shuyan went upstairs and saw Ming'er playing with a small pistol on the side, and hurriedly walked over: "Ming'er, where are you playing with a small pistol?" ”

"It was given to me by my cousin and aunt." Ming'er didn't raise her head, she was concentrating on studying the little pistol, the crosshair of the little pistol fell, and Ming'er didn't know how to put it on, and was thinking about it seriously.

From Ming'er's mouth, it was clear that he didn't recognize So-yeon as the cousin who gave him a small pistol.

"Let my cousin show you." Shuyan took the small pistol and the crosshair from Ming'er's hand: "Ming'er, you go outside to play first, and your cousin will help you fix it later." ”

Ming'er nodded, walked towards the door, not at ease, and turned to Shuyan again, "Don't fix the little pistol, if you can't install it, you can fix it when your cousin comes." ”

Shuyan smiled: "Don't worry, Ming'er, my cousin and aunt will fix it." ”

Only then did Ming'er leave with peace of mind.

"Ming'er, this kid is just worried." Yu Rong looked at Ming'er's back and said leisurely: "He is still thinking about his own mother." ”

"Yurong, do you have any glue here?" So-yeon looks at the small pistol and sees that the crosshair is broken.

"Yes, I'll bring it to you."

Yurong handed the glue to Shuyan, and Shuyan carefully glued the crosshair to the barrel of the small pistol: "Okay, it's time to make an errand." ”

Shuyan sat on the edge of the bed and took Yu Rong's hand: "Yu Rong, I came today just to ask you, Brother Yu Ting has passed away for several years, what do you plan to do in the future?" ”

"What else can I do? If there is any organizational task entrusted to me, I will do my best to complete it. Yurong's answer was very simple.

"I'm here today, I won't talk to you about the organization, I'll talk to you about your personal affairs." Shuyan doesn't like to beat around the bush and likes to be straightforward, so she gets straight to the point and talks to Yurong about personal issues.

"What's the personal matter?" Yu Rong's big eyes flickered.

"It's your marriage." Shuyan went straight to the point: "Have you ever thought about living with Yulin?" ”

When Yurong heard this, she withdrew her hand from Shuyan's hand: "Sister Shuyan, what are you talking about?" Sister Shuxian has only been gone for more than a year, not to mention the young master, even I can't pass this hurdle in my heart. ”

Yurong didn't expect Shuyan to talk to her about her personal life, and tied her to Yulin very bluntly. If this had been left for more than ten years ago, she would have asked for it, but now, Yurong's feelings for Yulin have long been buried in her heart, she just wants to be Ming'er and Yu'er's aunt and adoptive mother, and she doesn't dare to hope to become Ming'er and Yu'er's stepmother.

"Yurong, I know your thoughts about Yulin, I can see it from the time we first met, you have always had Yulin in your heart. It's just that the two of you are destined. But now, Brother Yuting has passed away, Shuxian has also sacrificed, and you have brought Ming'er, Yong'er, and Yu'er three children, you are originally a family, if you can live together, it will be a good thing for Yulin, for you, and for the children. ”

Yurong was silent after hearing this, but her heart was overturned, and it was difficult to calm down.

"Yurong, I'm not as good at talking as Shuxian, I've always been quick to talk and fast-talking, I came here to tell you this today, I hope you can care more about Yulin in the future." Shuyan muttered: "He is very bitter in his heart now. ”

"Sister Shuyan, what's wrong with the young master? Could it be that after Sister Shuxian sacrificed, he collapsed? Yurong took Shuyan's hand and asked anxiously.

"It's not like he's slumped, he's just working non-stop, day and night, preferably 24 hours a day, every hour of the day, so that he doesn't have extra time to think about Shuxian. However, I know that he has never come out of the shadow of losing Shuxian, and many times, she looks at me as if she is looking at Shuxian. So-yeon shook her head helplessly.

"You and Sister Shuxian are twin sisters, which will inevitably make the young master feel plausible." Yurong can understand Yulin's feelings, and sometimes she can't tell who is between Shuxian and Shuyan.

"Yes, when Yulin sent a report to Ming Feng, I asked me to pretend to be Shuxian and take over her in the Secret Bureau, just to confuse the enemy and make it difficult for the enemy to distinguish, but he forgot, which will also bring trouble to himself and make him miserable."

"Sister Shuyan, I understand what you said, but now you are the nominal husband and wife, how can I ......?"

"Yulin and I are for the needs of work, once the task is completed, I will leave Yulin, I hope you can fill this vacancy in time, Shuxian's vacancy." Shuyan took Yurong's hand and said the last five words word by word.

Yurong nodded tearfully.

"That's it, I'll go back now, and then we'll take the children to the park to play together in the afternoon, Yulin hasn't seen the children for a few days." Sook-yeon proposed.

"Well, the kids will be happy."

When Sook-yeon gets home, Yu-lin is repairing the gramophone.

"So-yeon, where have you been?" Yu Lin turned his head and looked at Shuyan.

"Yulin, what's wrong with this gramophone?" Shuyan didn't answer Yulin, and saw that he was fiddling with the gramophone, so she walked over to take a look.

"Maybe it's been a long time, some parts are aging, I'll fix it, maybe it can still be used, Shuxian used to love to listen to Schubert's serenade, I ......" Yu Lin wanted to speak and stopped, he realized that his obsession with Shuxian would make Shuyan think that he couldn't get out of the shadow caused by Shuxian's death: "I'll fix it right away." ”

"Yulin, the weather is good today, it's rare for us to be free at home, why don't we go to the park with Yurong's family to relax."

When Yu Lin heard this, he nodded again and again: "Okay, okay, I haven't seen Yurong's family for many days, and I miss the children very much." ”

"Then let's go now."

"Okay, let's go." Yulin put down the tools, walked out of the West Wing with Shuyan, walked out of Jixiangli, and walked towards Bali Bridge.