The ridge is full of Yingshan Red (novella) Zhang Baotong 2016.1.2

Yuxiu has been waiting for Chen Jie hard, but from the end of the year to the beginning of the year, and from the wax moon to the new year, she still hasn't seen Chen Jie coming. Pen fun and pavilion www.biquge.info

Just after the fifteenth day of the first lunar month, Secretary Shui sent someone to call her and asked her to go to the commune to deliver this year's work arrangements. As soon as she walked to the front of the South Goods Store, Sister Liu stopped her and said, "When will you eat your candy?" ”

Yuxiu usually rarely talks to Sister Liu, and when she said this, she was very puzzled, so she asked, "Why do you like candy from me?" ”

Sister Liu said, "Aren't you in love with that educated young man?" ”

Yuxiu sighed softly and said, "Talking about love, he came over every day when he was fine in the past, and he hasn't seen anyone since he left here." ”

Sister Liu said, "Don't lie to me, I saw that people came to you at the beginning of the year." I had a lot of stuff on my bike. ”

Yuxiu asked, "Are you serious?" How don't I know? ”

Sister Liu said very seriously, "When did I lie to you?" You seemed to have gone out with Secretary Shui that day, and he didn't know where he stayed for a long time, and then he pushed the cart away. ”

Yuxiu was not in a hurry to go to the commune, and immediately went to find Huang Gehui. But Huang Gehui shook his head three times in a row and said, "When did he come, why don't I know at all?" ”

She wanted Chen Jie to come over, and the people in the team should know, so she went to Team Nine to find Xiuli.

Xiuli, Chunmei, Xiuqin, Qiu Ju and others were around a small table to "upgrade", everyone was noisy and shouting, so lively, but as soon as they saw her come in, they immediately calmed down, and looked at her with a flat and indifferent look, which made her feel strange.

Xiuli stopped playing her cards, showed a cold look, and asked Yuxiu, "What's the matter?" ”

Yuxiu wondered if Xiuli knew about her going to the county seat with Taoyun, but she didn't know that Taoyun and Hualin had made an appointment in advance. She asked everyone, "I heard that Chen Jie came back at the beginning of the year, have you heard?" ”

Xiuli shook her head and said, "No," and then asked everyone, "Have you heard?" ”

Everyone shook their heads and said, "No." ”

Yuxiu saw that the sisters who usually met and were affectionate, but today they became so cold, and they were in a good mood and were puzzled, and said, "Okay, nothing else, you guys can play, I'll go." ”

However, she still felt that something was wrong, walked halfway, turned back again, and shouted for Qiu Ju to come out.

Qiu Ju came out of the house, and when she saw Yuxiu's gloomy face, she looked a little timid, and said, "Sister Xiu told me something?" ”

Yuxiu took her to a place farther away from the door of the house and asked angrily, "Qiu Ju, you tell me honestly, how did I provoke you, and you are so cold to me?" ”

Qiu Ju squeaked and said, "It's not like this." ”

Yuxiu forced and said, "Qiu Ju, we are all sisters, don't hide anything from me." ”

Qiu Ju blinked in embarrassment, and said for a long time, "I said, Sister Xiu, don't blame me." ”

Yuxiu said, "You are honest with me, how can I blame you? ”

Qiu Ju said embarrassedly, "Some people say that you are sleepy with Secretary Shui in order to let Chen Jie go to college." ”

As soon as Yuxiu heard this, she was like five thunderbolts, and immediately asked, "Who did you listen to?" ”

Qiu Ju was anxious and said, "Sister Xiu, don't ask again." We listen to what others say. ”

Yuxiu was so angry that she said, "I know." He walked briskly towards the brigade headquarters.

She came to the door of Secretary Shui, kicked the door open, and entered the house. Seeing her angry, Secretary Shui asked timidly, "What's wrong?" ”

Yuxiu said, "Some people say that I am sleepy with you in order to get Chen Jie to go to college." ”

Secretary Shui's face sank and asked, "Who did you listen to?" ”

Yuxiu said, "It's Qiu Ju of Team Nine, they all seem to know." ”

Secretary Shui was silent, lit a cigarette, thought about it while smoking, and then scolded, "Isn't it that Huang Yueqin, a son of a bitch, has a bad heart and spreads rumors." ”

Yuxiu said, "You have to discipline her well, don't let her be too presumptuous." ”

Yuxiu returned to her room and was so angry, but this kind of rumor was spread behind her back, and she couldn't justify it even if she had 10,000 mouths. She wanted to ask Yueqin to question, but when she thought about it calmly, she felt that it was inappropriate, because Yueqin would not admit it, but would make the rumors spread faster. Moreover, the beauty of the girls also made her so angry, not only did they not tell her about this rumor, but they also listened to the rumor and were so cold to her. However, the most important thing for her now is to know if Chen Jie really came to the team headquarters. She thought that the team headquarters usually had these people, except for her and Huang Gehui, Chen Jie generally did not contact other people, if Huang Gehui was not in the team headquarters that day, Chen Jie would stay in whose house for so long? I'm afraid it's only Yueqin.

As a result, the most terrible worry began to emerge in her heart: must it be Yueqin who told Chen Jie bad things about her, which made Chen Jie change his mind? Otherwise, Chen Jie went to college, why didn't he come to see her and thank her? So, she went to the health room.

Yueqin saw that Yuxiu was usually so arrogant to her, but this year she took the initiative to come to her, and she was very happy, so she looked polite and wanted to pour tea for her. But Yuxiu waved her hand and said, "You don't have to be polite, I only ask you one thing, did Chen Jie come here at the beginning of the year?" ”

Yueqin panicked at first, but immediately calmed down, and said with a smile, "You don't know that he came to you, how do I know?" ”

Seeing that Yueqin refused to tell her the truth, Yuxiu said, "If you don't know, forget it." ”

In the afternoon, Yuxiu went to the commune to deliver the materials, and went around the road to the house of Yan Meizi of the seventh team in Huatang. Yan Meizi is stepping on the sewing machine at home, making clothes. Seeing Yuxiu coming, he stopped what he was doing and made tea for Yuxiu.

Yuxiu once came here when Yan Meizi got married, but she hadn't seen her for half a year, and Yan Meizi was no longer a sister, but more like a guest in a farmhouse. The appearance of the flowers and moon has been ruthlessly eroded and destroyed by real life, showing the haggard color of the mulberry. But no, how can the flowers not wither and wither without sunshine and rain.

The tea was boiled, and the two chatted while drinking tea. Yan Meizi asked, "I heard that the educated youth named Chen Jie went to college?" ”

Yuxiu nodded.

Yan Meizi said, "Didn't come back to see you?" ”

Yuxiu originally wanted to say that she didn't even get a letter. However, she was afraid of hurting her self-esteem, so she said, "We were just friends." Yan Meizi said, "Even friends should come back to see you." ”

Yuxiu bowed her head and was silent.

Yan Meizi sighed and said, "People's fate is destined. People's marriages are all led by the old man. If Yue Lao ties you and him together with a red thread, whether you and he are enemies or thousands of miles away, they will eventually become married; If Yue Lao didn't tie you together, no matter how close you were, you wouldn't be able to become a family. ”

Yuxiu asked Yan Meizi sadly, "Since two people who love each other can't become a family, why do you send this person to you?" ”

Yan Meizi said, "This is Yue Lao playing tricks on us with love." I don't know in which life we have offended him. ”

Yuxiu said, "But we haven't offended Yue Lao, why is he so cruel?" We have not done anything unreasonable, so why should we be punished in this way? ”

The two talked for a long time, and Yan Meizi asked Yuxiu, "Why don't you write him a letter and ask the reason?" ”

Yuxiu said, "But we're just friends, how can we ask such a question?" ”

Yan Meizi said, "This is related to the happiness of your life, don't be indecisive." ”

Yuxiu came here because she was upset, and she wanted Yan Meizi to persuade her to make up her mind and die of this heart, but she didn't expect Yan Meizi to use these words to persuade her. She couldn't help but think: Didn't Sister Yan say that her heart had died a long time ago, if her heart had died a long time ago, why would she be so persuasive? Maybe Yan Meizi's heart is not dead at all, but her heart has been given to Han Xiaoyi.

Leaving Yan Meizi's house, I walked from the Luojiang River embankment towards the brigade headquarters, and came to the entrance of the village of the ninth team in Chaling. At this time, Yuxiu saw Liangbao coming from the side of the reserve with a dung bucket, and waited for him to come over.

Liangbao put down the dung bucket and asked Yuxiu, "Is there something wrong with me?" ”

Yuxiu said, "Do you know that Chen Jie came here in the new year? ”

"Yes, he also came to my house." ”

Yuxiu felt good in her heart, feeling that she had been good with Chen Jie for so long, but the relationship was not as good as Liangbao. She asked, "What did he say?" ”

Liangbao touched his head, and stopped talking.

Yuxiu said bluntly, "Did he hear about me sleeping with Secretary Shui?" ”

Liangbao said, "Yes, as soon as he came to my house, he asked me about it, and I said that it was rumored in the village, and even the captain Huang Dad knew about it." He was so angry when he heard this, and said that he would rather not go to college than let you do such a thing. Originally, he was going to your house and brought a lot of things, but he was afraid that going to your house would not be good for you, so he didn't go. Later, his classmate came with a tractor, and I helped him move the box from Yun Dad's house to the side of the road, loaded it with the tractor, and he took the tractor away. ”

Yuxiu said to Liangbao, "This must be a rumor spread by Huang Yueqin. She has a bad reputation herself, and she wants to make someone else's reputation stink. I didn't sleep with Secretary Shui. As he spoke, he told Liangbao what happened at that time, and then said, "Liangbao, you think, I am not yet eighteen years old, why do you have to sleep with Secretary Shui." ”

Liangbao said, "I believe your words, but Chen Jie didn't go to your house at that time, he really thought about you." He was afraid that if he went to your house, the matter of making you and Secretary Shui sleepy would spread faster. ”

Yuxiu asked, "Does Chen Jie really believe that I am sleepy with Secretary Shui?" ”

Liangbao said, "He seems to be half-convinced, but he is afraid that there will be many people who say this, and he can't disbelieve it." Otherwise, you write him a letter and make things clear. ”

Yuxiu said, "I was going to write to him, but I don't know his address. ”

Liangbao said, "I have the address of his school, and he wrote to me a few days ago, asking me to tell Huang Dad to give all his year-end dividends to the landlord Yun Dad." With that, he took out the letter from his pocket and gave it to Yuxiu.

Back in the broadcast room, Yuxiu began to write letters to Chen Jie. She felt that she had a lot to say in her heart, and she also had a lot of grievances to confide in him, so she wrote five pages in a free way. However, after a while, when she calmed down, she felt that she should not say these things. Because their relationship has changed, they used to be friends, now they are more like strangers. She was not writing to tell him what she was feeling, but to tell him the truth. So, she tore up the letter she had just written, and began to write again:

Hello Chen Jie, you have been away from Chaling for a long time, why don't you come to see me or write to me? Have I done what I owe you? Makes you unforgiving. I know that we are just friends, so I don't have any illusions or expectations about you, I just want to tell you that I haven't slept with Secretary Shui. I'm only seventeen years old, and I won't let this notoriety stay with me for the rest of my life. I have always cherished our friendship and hope that we will always be friends. I hope you keep improving and look forward to hearing from you. He Yuxiu.

It was late at night when she finished writing the letter. However, as soon as he fell asleep, he was afraid that there was something wrong with the letter, so he got up from his bed and read it again. Then I slept with peace of mind.

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