In the name of family affection, it is too simple and easy to deliberately want to harm an unsuspecting person. Because it is so simple and easy, and at that time, I couldn't see its hideous consequences, and I couldn't see its horror of harming others and themselves, so many people will easily do this kind of thing, and they will have a sense of accomplishment or luck, thinking that they have finally taken advantage of something. As a result, throughout the ages, there have always been people who have gone forward to do such sad things, and then fall into the net of restoration.

The morning after Xia Wenhou's father and son left, his father had not returned home yet. You said goodbye to me early in the morning and hurried out the door. You changed horses, first hurried back to the barracks, explained the affairs of the barracks, and then went to your uncle's house near the water from there. I will send you to the door of the inner court. You promised me that after this matter was done, you would come back as soon as possible, and you would bring me good news so that I could wait at home with peace of mind.

With indescribable ecstasy, the eldest brother watched you ride away from the house. He held back his cough again and again to finally stop laughing wildly. Now, Father and you are no longer at home. Heaven gave him a good opportunity, he decided to seize the opportunity, and in the past two or three days, he attacked me.

After breakfast, my aunt left me in her room. She looked me up and down, and there was something in her eyes that I hadn't seen before. I was a little uncomfortable to look at her.

At this time, she smiled and said, "It's true." I haven't looked at you so carefully on weekdays, and after a careful look, I found that you are now so standard. ”

She said: "Girls grow up so fast. Now, you have the charm of your biological mother, and you are a Peugeot little beauty. ”

I bowed my head. I said, "Mothers don't make fun of their daughters. ”

The aunt smiled lovingly: "You were brought up by me." It's too late for me to be happy, how can I be willing to make fun of you. ”

She looked at me with affection.

Suddenly, she seemed to remember something. She turned to the maid and said, "By the way, go and make a pot of tea that the master brought back yesterday." ”

"Did my father come back with tea yesterday?" I asked.

The aunt smiled: "You'll know later." ”

"It smells so good! It smells so good. Mother, what kind of tea is this? Brew a pot, the whole room is so strangely fragrant? I asked.

"It's a rare treasure. The old man said that this flower was picked on the snow-capped mountains of the Tibetan people. It takes more than 20 years to bloom tweed. The aunt said, "The lord said that this tea is the most suitable for women to drink, and after drinking it, the complexion is bright and bright, and the skin is smoother than snow." ”

She looked at me and said with a smile in her eyes, "You try?" ”

I said, "Well, thank you, Mother." ”

I took a bite. Extraordinary! All of a sudden, I felt that my internal organs were fragrant. The fragrance is ethereal and endless.

I looked at my aunt in surprise and exclaimed, "Sure enough, it's the tea that the gods drink." ”

The aunt smiled and said: "The tea that the gods drink must be drunk by people like the gods to match." I'm so old, it's useless to drink these, it makes the aroma tangy, but it makes people look at jokes, and it seems that they don't know respect. ”

She said, "Since you like it, I'll give you this tea." You can take it back with you. ”

I said, "How can this be?" It was a gift from my father to my mother. ”

"What else is there between our mother and daughter? Mother has, not all of them are you and Jingyun's. My aunt said to me, "However, the things that are expensive are all kinds of exquisiteness. The old man said that this tea can't be left for a long time after opening the can, and it must be drunk within two or three days, otherwise there will be no such strange fragrance. Moreover, you should drink seven cups a day without interruption, so that the aroma will penetrate deep into the viscera and will not fade for many years. In the future, you don't have to apply all the incense powder. ”

If I hadn't coveted that strange fragrance at that time, if I hadn't thought of waiting for you to come back from the water, I wouldn't have been surprised by the fragrance in front of you. It can be seen that all fools also have their own internal reasons.

I happily took the tea can back to my small building, and couldn't help but be curious, that day, I drank several cups as my aunt said. Sure enough, when I woke up the next morning, there was a faint aroma in my internal organs, which smelled sweet and warm, and even the clothes I wore on my body and the handkerchief I held in my hand were dyed with that beautiful fragrance. I was overjoyed, and the next day, during the day, I drank some more. Soon only half of the tea leaves my aunt gave me were left.

However, drink half of it, and it will be enough. Big brother knows everything about me too well. He has been with me since I was a baby, and he knows everything about me, what he should know and what he shouldn't know. He really wanted to succeed in one fell swoop, so under the cover of the rich aroma, he increased the dosage of the medicine he administered several times, so much so that if I drank it once at the right time of the month, it would be enough to satisfy his plan.

The huge dose of the drug later caused long-lasting damage to my body. Many years after my eldest brother's death, these effects are still felt in me. It was it that caused the two miscarriages that followed me to be extremely difficult and dangerous, causing us to almost die when Liu Shen's first child was born. In the decades that followed, it caused me so much unspeakable pain that I was reminded of the sins of my eldest brother and aunt at the birth of each child.

It's really not easy to forgive them. I also struggled to truly forgive them for a long time. It wasn't until I finally understood that only forgiveness could make the pain of the body stop in the body and not disturb my own heart.

No matter how clever a person is, as long as it is a human calculation, there will be no eternal calculation. Big brother knows a lot about me. However, he still didn't know me well enough. He forgot, I was my father's daughter. I am the daughter of the warrior who would rather be split in half than surrender. I was born with his blood in my veins. The eldest brother didn't calculate, I had the guts to kill him. I didn't even calculate, I would be willing to die and not let him succeed. Therefore, in the end, all his calculations were in vain.

Kids, I'm living to that age now. I've come to understand that too much of the scheming in this world is actually all in vain in the end. Not only is it a futile effort, but it is often a reversal of one's own life. They seem to be the least intelligent, but they are often the smartest. But whatever I say, you won't believe it. You will still be thinking about all kinds of things.

Later, on my 60th birthday, my son hosted a feast for me. At that feast, I met Xia Wenhou's fourth son again. He was already gray-haired at that time, but he was still in good spirits, and he could still vaguely see the appearance of his youth from his face.

I specially called him out and asked my second son to toast a glass of wine to the deceased Xia Wenhou and himself on my behalf. The glass of wine made him honestly scared for days. He thought that this glass of wine had something to do with the fact that he proposed to me when he was young and said a word or two about Meng Lang to me when we first met. Early the next morning, he made a special trip to give me an apology form. It was unwarranted for him to be so frightened. In fact, I just want to do this, to pay a sigh of tribute to those who have lost their youth forever.

This man, he never knows, what his visit with his father Xia Wenhou, his momentary admiration, brought me.

He never knows what happened in that mansion after he and his father left your house.

He will never know all those earth-shattering things that have been triggered because of him.

He will not know the connection between this era and his actions back then.

Just like none of us, we don't know the connection between a casual act on a daily basis and the whole reality, all the history, and all the future.

In fact, there is no action at all, it is unimportant.

Everything we think doesn't matter is, in fact, crucial.