Suddenly, when he came back this time, the gift he brought to his sister was a conch he got from the deep sea, the shape of the conch was very peculiar, and the pale pink color looked particularly moving, Shanshan liked it very much.

"There are also those sold on the street," Mr. Suddenly said. "I didn't see anything particularly good when I picked it up, this one was obtained by my comrade-in-arms from somewhere, so he gave it to me."

"Oooh!" Shanshan excitedly took the conch and looked at it, and suddenly she asked, "Brother, is your comrade-in-arms handsome?" ”

Burst out laughing.

"I said, why do you care about people?" He shook his head, "Honestly, Shanshan. If you want to find someone more handsome than Xuanxuan's father, this is a very difficult thing! ”

"Well, that's right." Chapter 7 sat next to her brother's bed, "Who called someone the first iron-blooded handsome guy in ancient and modern times?" The ones like the guards don't fit my aesthetics. Hey, this so-called 'Lang Yan is unique, there is no other in the world'. ”

Oh, I suddenly remembered that my sister already knew the truth.

"How does it feel?" He reached out and patted Shanshan's arm, "After learning the truth of everything?" ”

Shanshan held the conch and thought for a while: "As I expected. ”

This is an answer that I didn't expect at all!

"It's not that I'm not surprised at all, it's just that I've always felt that there was a problem, but now that my premonition has been confirmed, I feel more steady." Shanshan said, raising her hand and touching the bun on the back of her head, "Look, Mom gave this to me!" ”

Xin suddenly looked at it, it was a hosta.

"Daddy's proposal for Mommy." Shanshan was a little proud, "Mom gave it to me." ”

That hosta was suddenly seen, Lin Lan has always kept it in the drawer like a treasure, and only on very special days will she take it out and wear it.

"This is number two." Shanshan pulled out the hosta. Said slowly, "No. 1 is in the Southern Song Dynasty." ”

Chapter 7 Suddenly stunned!

"Well, in the hands of your biological father." Shanshan looked at her brother and continued, "In the hands of one of his concubines." ”

Suddenly, I didn't know what to say, such a fine detail, but Lin Lan didn't tell him, probably too warm and delicate emotions, which can only be shared between women.

"Mom's memoirs are as rich as a book." Shanshan joked.

"Well, come up with a flashy title then." Suddenly laughed, "It's called "How I Married Huo Quai". Guaranteed to be a big seller. ”

"It's a big deal! If we really want to publish a book, our mother will have to be assassinated by Dad's fans the next day. Shanshan rolled her eyes, "Besides, she didn't go to great lengths to marry her father, she couldn't write a book at all, hum!" ”

Suddenly smiled: "Then I should ask my father to write a book: "How I Married Lin Lan", didn't Dad go to great lengths to marry my mother?" ”

"Haha! In that case, mom will really become a public enemy of women! ”

"But then what? You don't have anything else in mind? ”

Shanshan thought for a while, "On the way home that day, I saw Huo Quzhi actually buying eggplants in the vegetable market, which made me feel weird." ”

Burst out laughing again!

"He also thought there was something wrong with the eggplant, and asked me if I had bought the wrong eggplant, whether I wanted white eggplant instead of purple eggplant...... Later, I didn't even dare to look at him. ”

"Don't you dare to look at Dad?"

Shanshan nodded: "It's too much to break my dreams, think about it, Idols I have worshiped for so many years." It actually existed by my side, and as soon as I said that I wanted to eat cold eggplant, the idol ran to buy it for me...... This is unbearable! ”

Suddenly laughed for a long time, and then said: "Overall feeling, it sounds good?" ”

Shanshan laughed, and she shook her calf: "Hmm." But then I figured it out, dad is dad and I'm me. No, I should even say that the person I worship is not him at all. ”

"How?"

"He's completely turned." Shanshan curled her mouth, "In the last two months, my father went to the Jiuquan Satellite Launch Center on business, and I asked him when I came back." How does it feel to revisit the old place? ”

"What did Dad say?"

"He thought about it for a long time, and he actually said, the satellite launch rack is so big!"

Burst out laughing!

"Crazy about me! I don't mean to ask about satellite launchers, I'm asking you how you feel about revisiting the old place and thinking about the past. Shanshan said, "As a result, he said that he was not nostalgic, he liked the satellite launch pad, and he hated to move home!" I'm dizzy! ”

I can't laugh at it!

He also sent a tour guide to take him to visit and see the memorial statue, and he said that he would not see it, so he squatted under the launch shelf and was very satisfied, but they said how could he not go to see it, it was a national hero...... Of course, no one knew it was him, so they pulled him around alive. I also took a bunch of photos......"

"Oooh!" Suddenly became interested, "Show me!" ”

"Sensei, it's really half a death in popularity." "He nibbled on a burger and made a gesture under his own statue — stupid!" ”

"Hahahaha!"

After the brother and sister chatted for a while, they suddenly asked, "So, the direction of your life has also been determined?" ”

My sister is studying finance without any features. When she first chose to volunteer, no one thought that she would choose this.

"I can't find my way." Shanshan sighed, "I'm still confused, I always feel that the time has not come." ”

"Where's your boyfriend?" Suddenly asked.

"What's that?" Shanshan rolled her eyes, "I haven't figured it out yet, what kind of love are you talking about?" I'm not the type to have a partner. ”

Suddenly laughed: "Aren't you going to think about Xiaomo?" Didn't you be a guest at his concert last year? ”

Li Xiaomo is the son of his father's colleague, his parents are both ancients, this is a talented, short-tempered beautiful boy, a strong skip of grades when he was a student, went to college at the age of 16, and began to form a band from high school, performing in various colleges and universities in the city. The fans are countless......

Last year, Shanshan was invited to be a guest, and Huo Shan learned like Susan Weig, and during that time, Shanshan played her record at home every day, 'drem, this is the song Shanshan sang at the concert, "Dream of Lust * Lover". I still remember that my father frowned when he heard it......

"That heavy pupil? Can't talk about it. Shanshan shook her head, "After all, it's not all the way. ”

Xiaomo was born with double pupils, and his parents were frightened when the child was first born, and the research institute also regarded the child as a precious material and repeatedly examined it, intending to perform surgery, but later found that there was no sign of lesions, so they did not deal with it.

"Huh? Then you still go to be a guest? "It's a little weird.

"It's just singing." Shanshan paused, "Survive together, you know?" We are only comrades on the bottom line. ”

She paused again before saying, "He has his problems." ”

Suddenly, he wasn't sure what his sister meant, but he vaguely felt that he understood the deep meaning.

"Where's my brother? Is your life certain? Are you going to go back on the road of officers? Shanshan said. Well, you have a good example, just go all the way up like Xuanxuan's father. ”

When his sister said this, he was suddenly silent, and after a while, he said: "Actually, you don't necessarily have to go that way." ”

"Aren't you already in the army, don't you plan to climb up?"

Suddenly shook his head: "That's not my purpose. ”

"Then what did you do when you joined the army in the first place?"

Suddenly I couldn't answer my sister's question.

He actually didn't know why he wanted to enter the army in the first place, he just felt that he "should" do it, and this had nothing to do with what his adoptive father was, although Wei Bin also joked with Lin Lan at the beginning that he had finally become the most envied and least likely identity before, a military family.

Of course, his sudden entry into the army has nothing to do with his biological father, although he is also a famous soldier.

After learning the truth, for a while, I was very curious about my biological father, who was in his early years. It can be regarded as a legend of the Southern Song Dynasty, although he did not know that he had a descendant who lived more than a thousand years later......

Just a year ago, I suddenly participated in a very magical experiment. He had been associated with the research institute for many years before that, when he was only one or two years old. Suddenly, he was carried by his mother to the research institute to do a systematic examination for Director Liang at that time, and prepared a genetic data in the institute.

When I become an adult, I still go to the institute for check-ups every once in a while.1 Essay α

This is a procedure that all the children of the ancients were fixed to carry out. Although he did not understand the need for such an examination before.

A year ago, it was a deep regressive hypnosis.

In the process of regressive hypnotherapy, after the subject has been hypnotized, the hypnotist will ask him to go back in time as much as possible, as there have been previous trials that have shown that the hypnotized subject can really go back to any period of life, even embryonic memories.

The reason why I agreed to do this experiment was that I wanted to be able to see my biological father with my own eyes through retrospective hypnosis.

It was an incomparably wonderful journey, and the final result was far beyond his expectations, and even completely shook the cornerstone of his life!

The first thing he felt was the flames.

Yes, huge flames, countless torches, violently burning pine branches and sparks scattered everywhere!

It was a very strange environment, full of shouts, the neighing of horses, the screeching of metal, and the earth-shattering shouts, but the words of those men were like foreign languages, and he could not understand them at once, and he only felt that the storm was blowing all around him, and the sand and gravel were grinding against his skin, and he was galloping......

He's on top of a blazing horse that is galloping at great speed!

No, not only him, but also a man on that horse, and a man behind him, and that man protected him tightly, so that he would not fall off his horse.

"Keep your head down! Hold on to the reins! The man behind him shouted in a low voice.

Suddenly he felt that the voice was familiar, and he couldn't turn back, so he had to guess who this person was...... Is it his biological father, Xin Qiji?

Where the hell is this?

It was a night, there were no stars and moons, only countless torches, and I felt terrified for no reason on the back of a bumpy horse!

He smelled blood! Pungent bloody ...... There is a massacre going on!

Suddenly, I felt that the cold hairs all over my body stood up!

Running wildly, running wildly, hot liquid splashing on himself, fishy and sticky, that's ...... It's human blood! I was so frightened that I almost fainted!

"Hold on! Don't let go! ”

The voice behind him rang out again. Suddenly, he didn't even dare to open his eyes and look back at who it was, he was so scared that he was trembling all over!

There was a strange force that clamped down on Ran's left arm!

This made him open his eyes, and at a glance, he almost fainted!

It was a dead man with half of his body cut off!

He has half a dead man on his arm!

Suddenly, I couldn't control my screaming!

However, the man behind him cut down the dead man from his horse with a single sword!

"Don't let go, hold on." The person behind continued to whisper, "It's about to break out, and there is an answer outside." ”

I'm going to see this guy! I'm going to see this guy with my own eyes!

Suddenly shouted in his heart, he must look at this person who spoke!

Trying his best, he suddenly turned his face, and his gaze fell on the face of the person behind him.

…… Time, stopped.

It was a young man who fell into the eyes. It didn't look much bigger than him, but the armor was covered with blood, and the knife in the young man's hand was a little curled up because he had slashed too much......

Suddenly recognized the man's face!

The snow is bright, and there is still a trace of flesh and blood. In the cold night wind, the young man held the knife, and he looked so fierce and stoic, like a cold steel sculpture!

That's not Xin Qi's disease.

It was his adoptive father, Wei Bin.

……

The entire hypnosis process is only one hour. But I suddenly felt as if I had passed a long century.

He never expected that he was originally going to pursue his biological father's hypnosis, but let him see his adoptive father again!

No, that's not even Wei Bin.

Suddenly knew this, it was not Wei Bin, who had become a physicist now, it was the real Huo Qu's disease.

That's the Western Han Dynasty Great Sima and the hussar general Huo Quai!

Later, I suddenly learned that he felt the cold, strong wind, light stimulation, pain, and fear during the hypnosis process...... It was not the immediate situation in hypnosis, but what he felt in his mother's body back then, that is, it was Lin Lan's feelings.

Suddenly, he used cellular memory to preserve all of this intact, even though he was a small embryo at the time, and his nervous system was not yet mature enough to understand the meaning and intention of words and circumstances.

Lin Lan once told her about her adoptive father breaking into the Jinbing Camp alone to rescue her mother, but she didn't say it in such detail, she only described it in general terms, and she didn't even mention the details of half a dead person hanging on her arm.

Suddenly, he didn't expect that he would be able to witness this scene more than twenty years ago, and even the frightened expressions of the surrounding Jin Bing, he could see it clearly.

Suddenly, I didn't mention this hypnosis to my mother. He was afraid that his mother would be frightened.

In addition, he did not know how to describe to his mother, describing the shock he felt this time, and even that it was not just because he witnessed his father's murder......

From the moment he caught a glimpse of his young father, he suddenly felt that there was a strange and familiar feeling that rose from the depths of his heart......

He couldn't make out the feeling, but it was so clear and familiar, like, what do you say? It was as if he had witnessed it more than once.

That's not because he put this scene in his mind and played it over and over again for so many years. Rather, when did he personally see this man fighting and breaking through in the dangerous ancient battlefield, not only this time.

There is something, in the depths of the subconscious, like an undersea volcano that has been frozen for thousands of years. It is a memory that has been sealed for decades, perhaps even hundreds or thousands of years, and the conclusive evidence has long since been lost in the long river of time. But that feeling, the emotion of deep shock and incomparable reverence, was preserved intact.

He couldn't talk to anyone about all this. Suddenly, I couldn't even determine if it was a hallucination deliberately fabricated by the conscious mind in order to make it feel smooth, or if there was really such a memory. From the day the embryo was formed, it re-entered his subconscious and stored in his **......

Later, he finally talked to his father about it.

Suddenly, he told his father everything he saw in the hypnosis at that time, and he even drew the style of the knife that his father was holding at that time.

Wei Bin looked at the sketch silently and didn't make a sound.

"And then, Dad, you know what? When I went back to my dorm, I couldn't sleep for a long time. Rubbing his temples tiredly, he continued, "For a week, I couldn't sleep every night, listening to the comrades on the top bunk snoring until dawn. Because as soon as I close my eyes, I can see you in armor......"

"Is it like that in the Golden Soldier Camp?"

Suddenly there was silence for a moment, and he shook his head.

"It's the way it used to be." The older boy whispered, in a tone that bordered on fear. "Daddy, I'...... I see you when you were eighteen or nineteen, because you look younger than I am. ”

Wei Bin looked at his son in horror!

“…… There's a big stain on the king's sheepskin robe, right? Suddenly, he put his palm on the left hem of his clothes and gestured, "You pointed a knife at him, and at that moment he actually wanted to give the order to kill you, but a soldier behind you saw it, and he was so frightened that he bit his mouth desperately, and as a result, he bit his lips and blood flowed to his chin." Right? Later you punished him. ”

Wei Bin couldn't help but gasp!

"Why are you seeing this?" He was amazed, "Why do you see what is behind my back?" ”

Suddenly looked at his father in infinite confusion, and after a long time, he said, "...... I don't know. ”

“……”

"But that's what I saw, from the angle across from you." His voice was still shaking, "And I—I must have been standing on the left side of the Evil King at that time, or I wouldn't have noticed the stains on his robes." ”

"I am one of your Hun generals. Father. After the surrender of the Evil King, I will be under your command. Suddenly, in an unfathomable and mysterious tone, he whispered, "That must be my past life, if it weren't for this hypnosis that turned everything before, I would never have remembered this." ”

Wei Bin sighed deeply.

That day, the father and son had this secret conversation in Wei Bin's study, and the conversation was already more than four o'clock in the afternoon, and the warm slanting sun shone in from the window, and the dark red light sprinkled on the wood-colored window lattice, which suddenly reminded me of the precious morning dew on the red willow branches in the desert......

“…… Perhaps your sudden disappearance disturbs me. Suddenly said this, and laughed, "I don't want to accept the official ending that you died of illness, and I can't find you everywhere. The resentment is so deep that I feel as if I ...... Well, it seems that there is something unfinished on the mind, and you must get your approval from Dad. ”

When he said this, he laughed mischievously: "So I was reincarnated, and after waiting for more than two thousand years, I finally found a suitable physical body. ”

As soon as he said this, the atmosphere in the room finally relaxed.

Wei Bin finally smiled bitterly: "Don't you think it's too much trouble?" Suddenly, what kind of resentment has to wait for 2,000 years to be completed, and I have to be found? ”

"Well, this ...... I don't know. "I thought about it suddenly, "Although I remember the emotions, the specific events are like antelopes hanging on their horns, and there is no trace of them." ”

“…… Running in the sand and running in the snow alone, looking east and west at the road. Wei Bin said seriously.

Suddenly stunned, laughed!

"No, I don't think I'm lost." He smiled and waved his hand, "Maybe ......"

"What?"

"Maybe it's just to get your approval." Suddenly smiled and lowered his eyes, "After all, he is a Hun general, his identity is embarrassing, and he is not tolerated by the times." ”

…… Just like in this life, his identity is still embarrassing and not tolerated by the times.

The week-long sabbatical was soon over. Although Shanshan and her mother were very reluctant, the orders of the troops were strict, and they had to return to the team on time.

On the day he left, it was Wei Bin who drove his son to the station, and suddenly brought a large bag and a small bag, and the luggage was almost twice as large as when he went home. His parents were always worried that he was not enough, and they brought him everything he could think of.

In fact, I suddenly wanted to say that there was everything in the army. Especially the Marine Corps, the treatment is the best, and there is no need to carry a small supermarket with you at all.

But he didn't say it, and his parents wanted to make his life more comfortable, and they suddenly understood this feeling very well.

When he was sent into the station, Wei Bin suddenly stopped him.

"Actually, I wanted to talk to you about this a long time ago." He hesitated, "I don't know if it's necessary." ”

"What?" Suddenly looked at his father curiously.

"Suddenly, you don't have to work so hard." Wei Bin said, sighing, "You have worked too hard, you have been like this since you were a child, although the child is so good, your mother and I are very happy." But we all think you're too tired like this. ”

Suddenly stunned, he lowered his eyes, and he didn't know how to answer.

"Even if you are not excellent, you are our child." Wei Bin looked at him serenely and said softly. "Even if you don't have any chance, you can't do anything well, and you even want to come back and rely on us, then I won't be angry with you. Suddenly, even if you do, you will still be my son. ”

Suddenly, my heart suddenly felt very empty, but at the same time I felt very full. He looked at his father and tried to smile and say something, but he couldn't make a sound......

He finally understood that in fact, the fear and anxiety in his heart had always fallen on his father's eyes. At that moment, Xin Ranran's chest was filled with a lot of things, not only peace of mind, but also some grievances, some confusion, and irrepressible sadness.

"Oh yes, there's more." Wei Bin paused for a moment, and suddenly laughed, "If the past life you said really existed......"

"What?" Wait and ask in a trembling voice.

"If you were in a previous life, you could really still hear what I said." Wei Bin looked at him and smiled, "Then I have to tell him: even if it is a Xiongnu general, I have carefully selected them one by one." Therefore, he can rest assured that there are no unrecognized generals under my Huo Quai's account. ”

Suddenly looking at his father, he finally laughed.

It was an infinitely reassuring smile, and he suddenly knew that he had never been so relieved, as if the inferiority complex and hesitation that had been lingering for two thousand years had finally been discovered by this person......

At this point, he can finally let go of this heavy burden.

He waved his hand to his father again, suddenly picked up his luggage, and strode towards the entrance of the station.

The weather was wonderful, the sun was shining and the flowers were scenting, and he felt that his life had never been so good, and he could finally start again.

Many, many years later, the old Xin suddenly looked back on his ups and downs, sorrows and joys. After another wonderful life, he finally discovered that his father was the brightest star shining above his head. Although the star was long gone, his light still spread hundreds of millions of light-years and infinitely gentle on him.

His father had been watching him all the time, nothing had changed, and he would continue to do so.

Like the river of life, slowly, but forever and ever!!.