Chapter 11: I can't bear it, Zhang Baotong

After knocking on the door for a while, the landlord came out with his clothes on, opened the door in a chattering voice, and asked her, "What are you doing?" Why did you come back this night? These words made her feel as if she had gone out to stand on the street. Pen × fun × Pavilion www. ｂｉｑｕｇｅ。 ｉｎｆｏ

Without saying a word, she entered the courtyard and walked upstairs. When I came to my cousin's door, I knocked on the door, and my cousin asked impatiently, "What are you doing here?" If you have the ability, don't come back. She thought her cousin was just talking angry and would open the door for her. However, her cousin did not open the door for her. She stood outside the door for a while, not sure whether to leave or not. According to her temperament and face, she would never beg others so cheekily. However, the landlord had locked the door, and she couldn't go out even if she wanted to. So, she kept knocking on the door.

My cousin finally opened the door, but the light was not turned on. When she entered the house, she felt that her cousin had slept on the little bed, and spread the mattress that had been placed on the wall on the floor in the dark, spread the futon, and fell asleep.

However, not long after she fell asleep, she heard a creaking sound from her cousin's bed. It was a very familiar sound, and whenever her cousin pressed her under her to do something like that, the little bed would be overwhelmed with this noise. However, she didn't sleep in the same bed with her cousin, and she didn't do anything like that with her cousin, so how could the bed make such a noise?

She immediately realized that her cousin was not just sleeping on that little bed, there must be a woman as well. She knows that her cousin's **** is very strong, and she has to do this with her almost every day, sometimes two or three times a night. However, since she became pregnant, my cousin hadn't been involved in this for two or three months, and he must have been unable to bear it. However, she still felt that her cousin was really bold enough to dare to lead a woman into the house, not to mention that it was not good for the landlord and neighbors to know, and it would invite rumors, and he would look down on you as an immodest and imdecent person, and despise you, and even stop treating you as a human being; For her, this behavior of her cousin made her see his essence very clearly and profoundly. Although Xiuxiu killed the fetus in her womb, she still regarded herself as her cousin's future daughter-in-law, and her cousin also swore to her that he would be a cow and a horse for her in this life. She didn't want her cousin to be a cow and a horse for her, she only hoped that her cousin could really love her and hurt her, but her cousin brought other women into the house and did this kind of thing with other women in front of her. This made her feel that her cousin didn't take her seriously at all, and was even openly humiliating and provoking her.

Thinking like this, Xiuxiu's heart was full of sadness, and she felt that her cousin was indeed not someone she could rely on, but now she didn't want to rely on him anymore. She had already thought about it, and tomorrow she would go out to look for a job, and when she found a job, and with the money, she rented a house by herself, and she no longer relied on her cousin to live. Thinking so, she comforted herself so that she could sleep peacefully, for she was so tired and sleepy.

As she slowly sank into a daze, she heard a woman's low voice, low and soft, inaudible, but clearly felt. Xiuxiu slowly turned around, turned sideways, opened her eyes alertly, and quietly looked towards the bed where her cousin was sleeping. I saw that my cousin was pressing on the woman's body, doing that kind of thing again.

After a while, when the matter was done, my cousin whispered to the woman to get dressed and get out of here. The woman felt the darkness and put on her clothes, and then, quietly got out of bed, and then asked her cousin for money. At this time, the cousin was wearing shorts, wearing a coat, and holding the key to the courtyard gate, and went down from the bed to the ground, and felt in his pocket for a while, and took out the money and gave it to the woman.

But the woman counted the money in the dark, and whispered, "It's only forty dollars, and there is still a gap of ten dollars." The cousin got impatient and said, "I have no money, go quickly." The woman was a little reluctant and refused to leave. However, the cousin clicked the door open and pushed the woman out. The two quarreled in a low voice outside the door for a while, but the cousin sent the woman out of the door, and then returned to the house in the dark, went to bed, and fell asleep, and snoring so loudly that she could not sleep again.

Because she couldn't sleep, Xiuxiu thought a lot, and felt that her cousin was deliberately bringing women into the house for her to see, because her cousin had told her many times in a warning tone that as long as he waved to the women on the street, countless women would follow him. It means that there are so many women in the world that if she is disobedient, he will attract other women to take her place. It seems that my cousin does have this kind of ability and courage.

As a woman, Xiuxiu can tolerate her cousin beating her and scolding her, and even treating her as a human being, but she can't tolerate her cousin taking other women into the house to do such an unseemly thing in front of her. She knew that her cousin was blatantly despising and humiliating her, blatantly disregarding her dignity and existence, and was teaching her and punishing her. In the face of her cousin's behavior, she felt sad and helpless, and felt disheartened.

She didn't sleep all night, and at dawn in the morning, she still felt tired and weak, she didn't want to eat, she didn't want to move, and she wanted to be so lazy and sleep all the time. However, this was not the place where she would stay for long. Although falling asleep like this could make her feel more comfortable and tired, it could not alleviate the sorrow and sorrow in her heart. She felt that her priority was not to sleep, but to find a job as soon as possible. In this way, she can settle down and work to earn money and get out of the current predicament. The ups and downs in the past few days have made her deeply realize that others are unreliable, and if you want not to be a slave and subordinate of others, you have to support yourself by yourself.

Although she knew that she had not recovered physically and mentally from the wear and tear of the abortion, she did her best to get up from the bed, make the meal, and call her cousin up to eat. When my cousin saw Xiuxiu tidying up, he felt a little strange, but he didn't ask, and he didn't wash his face, so he asked Xiuxiu to bring him the food and sit on the quilt to eat.

My cousin was eating, but when he saw that Xiuxiu didn't serve him food, he said, "Why don't you eat?" Xiuxiu said in a very cold tone, "I can't eat it." Then he said to his cousin, "I'm going back." My cousin looked at Xiuxiu for a while and said, "The police are arresting you everywhere." Where are you going? Xiuxiu said, "I don't want to stay here anyway." The cousin rolled his eyelids at her, and replied with ignorance, "If you want to go, you can go." Xiuxiu didn't hesitate, turned around, didn't bring anything, and walked towards the door.