Chapter 133: Have You Ever Really Loved A Woman?
It's the number of times they have met, and Lin Lan herself feels that something is not quite right.
She felt that Wei Bin seemed to have something to say, but she could not say it, and that subtle sense of concealment often shrouded the atmosphere of conversation in a moment of silence.
Lin Lan is not a teenage girl who has never experienced anything, she is a sensitive woman, she can use her intuition to capture the root of this weirdness, women are already sharper than men, and she is a mature person facing someone who has never been in love.
When summer came, Wei Bin called Lin Lan and said that he had found a particularly delicious Japanese restaurant.
"Hmm...... In fact, it is a semi-annual bonus. Wei Bin said, "I want to invite you to dinner." β
On the other end of the phone, Lin Lan smiled, her guess became more and more accurate Chapter 133 Hve Yu Ever Relly Lved A mn?.
However, she still went to the appointment that day, and the restaurant was in a nice place, and there was a Japanese garden with a view of the pond.
Wei Bin ordered a table on the edge of the pavilion.
The weather was a little hot, Lin Lan wore a gray thin spring shirt, simple, probably because of pregnancy, her complexion was very clean, and she didn't apply powder at all. Wei Bin looked at her quietly, watching her sit on a pool of lotus flowers, the wind swinging lotus leaves, the woman inadvertently looked forward to her beautiful eyes, extremely elegant but not abrupt.
She's five months pregnant, but she's not too pregnant.
"How many awards have been given out so showy?"
She put down her hand to green green Japanese tea. The corners of his lips are slightly raised.
"Ugh. Not much. Wei Bin said. But. It's definitely enough for today's meal. β
"It's okay, no more." Lin Lan smiled. "I can't really eat much."
Wei Bin hesitated: "You now." Really don't need to be taken care of? β
"My sister comes over occasionally." She said. "I'm going to hire a babysitter next month. She was always worried about me. β
"Then Chapter 133: Hve Yu Ever Relly Lved A mn? It's better. β
The dish came up, the milk grilled dish was grilled, and the hand roll was ...... A table full of them.
"Hey, so much, can't you finish packing?" Lin Lan said with a smile.
"It's okay." Wei Bin said, "Let's pick up what you like and eat it first." β
He pushed the roasted and roasted vegetables in front of Lin Lan again: "The hand-rolls are too cold, these are better." β
"Alas, you don't match your age like this." Lin Lan shook her head.
"How?"
"Young boys, it seems that there are very few who take care of women so much." Lin Lan smiled and said, "Your girlfriend should be happy about this, right?" β
Wei Bin was silent, and his chopsticks froze.
"Can you tell me to meet me?" Lin Lan looked at him tentatively, "Anyway, you can be considered a friend, right?" β
Seeing his silent appearance, Lin Lan sighed slightly.
"Say whatever you want." Lin Lan said gently, "I don't like to keep going around the bend, it's painful for everyone. β
Stopped for a long time.
ββ¦β¦ I think, you get the idea. Wei Bin put down his chopsticks and whispered, "I'm just looking for a way, and I don't want to offend you because of this." β
Lin Lan didn't know what to say for a while.
He raised his head and looked at Lin Lan: "...... At the end of the year, I will be able to get more salary. β
Lin Lan sighed.
"Of course, it's not a big deal, I still don't earn as much as you......" his voice became weaker, "and those so-called advantages and achievements, even if they are all put in front of you, are not worth mentioning." β
"No, it's not." Lin Lan said softly, "Xiaowei, don't say that. β
"That'...... Will you promise me? He was bold and looked at Lin Lan.
Lin Lan shook her head slightly.
One of his hearts sank to the bottom of the deep pool!
"You didn't offend me, you're a very good person yourself." Lin Lan tried to say in a gentle tone, "It's just that it's not the same thing, understand?" β
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"You should find a better girl, young and beautiful," Lin Lan laughed, "I'm like this, I can't do it." β
ββ¦β¦ Don't send me a good guy card. β
Lin Lan smiled bitterly: "It's not a good person card, just from the perspective of others, I feel sorry for you." Xiaowei, how old are you? β
"All combined, 27 years old."
What does it add up? Lin Lanwan, she rarely heard this kind of calculation of age.
"Well, you're only 27, and I'm six years older than you." She crossed her fingers and said, "At this stage, this gap doesn't seem to be much, what about another ten years?" What about twenty years? Come to think of it, it's really scary. β
"That's nothing." Wei Bin said, "It doesn't matter if it's another thirty years, Lin Lan, I'm not someone who makes decisions just on impulse." β
When he said this, his expression was so serious that it was impossible to refute it.
Lin Lan was a little annoyed, she felt that she seemed to be at a certain point, no matter how it didn't make sense.
"And then I'm almost having a baby......"
"I know this, but Lin Lan, instead of going to find a man who doesn't understand all this, why don't you just accept me?"
Lin Lan lowered her head and was silent.
Wei Bin suddenly said, "I understand." The root of the problem is age, isn't it? β
"Uh......"
"You think I'm too young to afford this, do you?" Wei Bin said, "I'm 13 years old behind him, and you don't think I'm worthy of being a father to a child, do you?" β
Lin Lan struggled to raise her eyes: "It's not that she is unworthy, but that this matter is not so easy, this kid ...... after all"
"I told you about myself, I don't care about this child's background......"
ββ¦β¦ Don't put your feelings for the Virgin at me! β
This sentence was quite ruthless, and for a while, both of them were silent
"I'm sorry......" Lin Lan's tone was a little difficult.
"I've had a baby, too." Wei Bin suddenly whispered, "A boy." β
Lin Lan was so shocked that she almost forgot to breathe!
ββ¦β¦ I like him a lot, the little guy with the head of the tiger brain. Suddenly, he smiled, "Every time I hug him and kiss him, I take him to ride whenever I have time...... Well, I went to the park to ride a wooden horse, and my uncle and aunt saw it and said they looked like two children. β
ββ¦β¦ You're married?! β
Lin Lan almost flipped the table! He's all married, what is he talking about here?!
"Count...... It's kind of married. Wei Bin was embarrassed, and after a moment of silence, he said again, "However, we are no longer together now." β
There was a long silence.
ββ¦β¦ What about children? Lin Lansheng asked.
Wei Bin lowered his head: "It's dead." β
Lin Lan only felt a burst of worry!
"What's going on?" She asked softly, "Raw?" β
"Well, when I'm old......"
Ten years old? It seems that he is only 27 years old this year, and his child is ten years old...... In other words, this person got married at the age of fifteen or sixteen and had children?!
What a mess!
"What kind of disease is it?" Lin Lan asked again.
Wei Bin couldn't answer for a while, he didn't know what illness Huo was born of.
"What disease can't be treated?" Lin Lan asked, "A ten-year-old child, his immunity is already relatively strong, and medicine is so prosper...... Could it be a terminal illness? β
ββ¦β¦ I do not know. β
"Don't know?!"
The atmosphere suddenly became weird!
"That's it." Lin Lan suddenly said coldly.
Wei Bin raised his head and looked at her in surprise!
"If you want to make it up to me, you don't have to do it." Lin Lan's expression was cold, "You mean to say that you also have a complicated past?" Or as a proof of your maturity? Young man, the script of life is not such a fabrication. β
"No, I didn't! Lin Lan, listen to me, I'm ......."
"Well, you have to say that you are a descendant of the Manchu Qing Dynasty, Aixinjue Luo, right?" Lin Lan was a little annoyed, "Isn't it funny to say something nonsense to attract sympathy and interest from others?" β
Wei Bin's face turned pale!
"Do you understand what it's like to love someone? You think making up some weird past will pique my interest? Do you think that if I fall in love with an ancient person, I will also have a crush on other people with strange backgrounds?! Don't fool me with these illogical words! β
"And did what he say have any logic?" Wei Bin suddenly said, "You forgot how you didn't believe him in the first place?!" β
It's okay not to mention Xin Qi's illness, but when Wei Bin said this, Lin Lan was even more annoyed!
"He doesn't speak logically, it's because he's an ancient! But you're not! β
"How do you know I'm not?" Wei Bin tried to calm down, "Lin Lan, to tell you the truth, it's Huo Quai." β
For a moment, the air between the two of them was quiet.
Lin Lan looked at him and suddenly smiled: "Because I like Huo Quai, so you are under his banner?" Well, when you're Huo Qu sick......"
"Why do you say 'just do it'? I didn't play anyone's flag! I am him! β
"Then I'm not unusual! And I love that man, not because he's a Xin Qiji! β
After Lin Lan said this angrily, she stood up, didn't look at Wei Bin, and turned to leave.
β¦β¦ Walking to the door of the restaurant, Lin Lan heard Wei Bin calling her behind her.
She stopped, but didn't look back, still angry.
ββ¦β¦ I'm sorry. It was Wei Bin's voice, "I messed everything up." β
She heard his apology, and there was a deep panic hidden in it.
She turned around and looked at him helplessly: "Be mature, okay?" β
Wei Bin's expression was like a child holding back crying.
Lin Lan sighed, she turned around, and just took two steps, she heard Wei Bin say again: "...... You just said something wrong. β
"What?" She looked back at him in surprise.
"You say, I haven't loved, I don't understand what love is." His voice trembled, "But that's not right! β
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"I understand what love is all about, and I'm loving right now." He gritted his teeth, clenched his fists, and said word by word, "Lin Lan, I love you!" β
At that time, it was a weekend afternoon, and people were coming and going on the street, and Wei Bin's words were very loud, attracting passers-by to look at them.
However, Lin Lan didn't say anything. She just looked at him bitterly, frowned slightly, and then turned away.
β¦β¦ Stunned as the woman's back finally disappeared into the sea of people, Wei Bin only felt lax and powerless, he had never felt this kind of taste.
This kind of taste of failure.
So he finally understood that he had fallen out of love.
Wei Bin...... Huo Quai, the first love in his life, ended in a fiasco that he had never had before.
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