(a)

Your face turns blue. Pen? Interesting? Pavilion wWw. ｂiquge。 ｉｎfo

You close your eyes and hold your breath.

You leaned back in your chair, like something was poking and nailed there, unable to move.

Your face is dripping with sweat.

"What about the painkillers given by the doctors? Where did you put your medicine? "Your hands grope around the side of the table, and you can't find the handle of the drawer.

Director Wang hurriedly opened your drawer and found a white plastic medicine bottle.

"Isn't that it?" He looked at the label.

You're struggling to breathe, and you're completely speechless.

"How many slices do you want to eat?" He poured four or five pills from the bottle into the palm of his hand.

"Is that enough?" He hands you the medicine.

You grit your teeth and breathe heavily. Your hand fumbles around the tabletop. You can't find your way.

"Here. The pills are here, in the palm of your hand. Three tablets, right? Water, water is here. Director Wang hurriedly said, "The medicine is very effective." You brace yourself a little and it will work in no time. ”

You open your eyes slightly.

Director Wang: "How is it?" Is it better? ”

You nod faintly.

Director Wang asked, "Can you stand up?" I'll help you to lie down in the duty room for a while. There's a wire bed over there. Lie down and you'll feel a little more comfortable. ”

You nod faintly again.

Director Wang grabbed your arm and said, "Come, get up slowly, hold me tight, and lean on my shoulder." ”

He said, "It's good, that's it, move a little bit and take it slowly." ”

You trip over a chair hard. You want to grab something to support the body, but grab an empty one. You almost fell. You're almost on your knees. Coach Wang firmly framed your arm.

You grabbed Wang's arm and struggled to get back to your feet, the muscles of your whole body trembling slightly. You sweat like rain, and you are struggling.

Director Wang cautiously said, "Be careful! Breathe slowly, breathe evenly and then take a smaller step. You hold on a little longer, and we'll be there in no time, with two more steps to lie down. ”

(b)

Wang said, "How do you feel? ”

You nod slightly. You feel your throat dry and there's a fire burning in your stomach.

Director Wang grabbed your wrist and checked your pulse, feeling a little more relaxed.

You ask in a low voice, "How long have I been asleep?" ”

Wang said, "About 20 minutes." ”

Director Wang said: "You are doing well in the morning, when did you get into a bad pain again?" ”

You say, "I felt okay today, but I didn't hurt all the way." Who knows when the thunder starts to hit again. ”

Coach Wang: "When it hurt a lot just now, did you not see clearly?" ”

You nodded.

Director Wang said: "The inkwell is so close, can't you see clearly?" ”

You nod your head again.

Wang said, "What about the pills I handed you?" Can't you see it clearly? ”

You nodded. You say, "It's pitch black, and even if it's a little bright, you can't focus it accurately." “

Director Wang said: "Is it like this every time I get in pain now? ”

You say, "Not every time, when it hurts so much." ”

Coach Wang asked, "How long will it last?" ”

You say, "It's not too painful and you'll be able to see it slowly." ”

Director Wang: "Did you tell the doctor this?" You nodded.

Wang instructed: "What does the doctor say?" ”

You say, "It's better to take painkillers." Now that's the only thing that can be done. ”

Director Wang: "Did it happen when you were alone?" ”

You: "Once or twice." It'll be fine in a while. Once, when I was washing clothes in the water room, I suddenly felt a terrible pain, and the room, the basin, the clothes, all these lines and boundaries were suddenly gone. Another time, when I walked to the zebra crossing in the middle of the road, I suddenly felt a lot of pain, and the road was mixed with everything, and I couldn't find the ground. ”

Director Wang: "This is too dangerous. ”

Wang said, "You better go to the hospital again." Your current situation is not suitable for you to live alone. ”

He said: "I will go to Principal Cheng as soon as I go to work tomorrow, and I have to tell him about your situation, let you officially take sick leave, and everyone will take turns to take care of you." ”

He said, "You'd better stop going to meetings on the weekend, can you keep going?" Seeing that you are in a trance day by day, and your face is haggard, I am ...... in my heart I'll go to the Provincial Sports Commission to explain the situation in person. ”

You say, "Let me go again, I haven't seen you for a long time, especially friends from other provinces and cities, I guess I won't be able to go in the future, see you for the last time, even if I say goodbye to everyone." ”

When Director Wang heard you say this, he didn't insist on persuading you anymore.

He was silent for a moment and said, "Okay. Well, we'll talk about it when we get back from the meeting. You must not be strong, you can't persevere, you must tell me. ”

You nodded.

(c)

Instructor Wang walked out of the duty room with you.

Coach Wang will help you open the door.

You hold on to the door frame, and you try a few times, but you can't cross the low threshold.

Director Wang: "It's still hurting, isn't it?" ”

You can't control yourself, you lie on the door frame, sweating like a pulp.

Wang said, "You can't do this. I'll call a taxi and take you to the hospital right now. ”

You shake your head.

Wang instructed: "Be obedient, don't be reckless." ”

You shake your head again.

Director Wang looked at you, sighed, and said, "Then I'll take a taxi to send you back to rest." So, it's always okay, right? ”

You didn't shake your head anymore.

(iv)

Director Wang helped you and got out of the taxi.

The dim light shines on the steps at the entrance of your accommodation. You look at the steps. There's no way you can step on it. You feel tired to the bone. You hear yourself panting and your heart pounding.

You hurt like you're torn apart, your knees go limp, and you almost stumble one step at a time.

Wang said, "Hold on. It's coming soon. ”

You said in a trance: "Lao Wang, I can't do it anymore." "You go limp uncontrollably to the ground.

Director Wang held your arm vigorously and shouted loudly into the communication room, "Master Zhang! Master Zhang! Come out and help me! ”

Master Zhang, the doorman and mail receiver, wore a cotton coat and carried a super large tea jar, walked out of the communication room, and when he saw the situation under the steps, he immediately put the tea jar on the steps, and walked down in three steps and two steps: "Oh, what's going on?" ”

Director Wang panted and said, "Don't ask yet, help me pick him up and send him to the room first." ”

Master Zhang came over and helped hold your other arm, and the two of them helped you stand up again.

Master Zhang looked at your face and said worriedly, "Young man, what's wrong with you?" The face is so bad, should I be sent to the hospital? ”

You chatter your teeth and say, "It's okay, I've drunk too much." ”

Master Zhang said, "Drinking too much? Why don't you smell alcohol? ”

Coach Wang said: "Master Zhang, don't talk yet, hold steady." Be careful, go upstairs, take it one step at a time. ”

Beads of sweat on your face are rolling down like a waterfall.

Your legs are stiff and you can't bend them at all. You almost screamed. You say, "I, really, can't do it." "You can't feel where the ground is, you can't feel where your legs are, you can't help but get on your knees.

Director Wang was also sweating with anxiety. He said, "Master Zhang, come, you hold him hard, and I'll carry him up." ”

The last thing you can feel is your knees hitting the edge of the steps.