"Everything is done?"

"Hmm."

"Are you going back to the barracks again?"

"Yes."

"Training the new army is not a one-day effort. Don't get too tired. ”

"Okay."

I bowed my head. My heart was empty, and I felt pain for a while.

You look at me.

You say, "Qin'er, I'll be back soon." In a few days, it will be my aunt's birthday. Last night, my father told me that she had been married to my family for so many years, and had been in charge of household affairs for many years. My father said that this year is my aunt's birthday, and my father is going to make an exception to congratulate her and hold a lively banquet. At that time, I'm going to come back too. ”

"Really?" My eyes lit up.

You look at the sparkle in my eyes. You nod and say, "Really." ”

You say, "I'm gone, wait for me." ”

I watched you turn away.

You walk to the door. You stopped.

You look back at me.

We looked at each other.

You move your lips. What do you want to say.

My heart was pounding. I know what you're trying to say. I waited for you with crimson cheeks.

But when you reach the end of your mouth, you stop again.

You say again, "I'm gone." ”

I said, "Take care." ”

I listened to your footsteps as you walked quickly down the stairs.

You stop again at the end of the stairs. You seem to be hesitating to go upstairs again and say what is in your heart. But once again, you decided not to say it for now. You're out of the yard.

I stood there and listened to your footsteps fade away. The warm heart feels cold again. The soul that is full has also become empty again.

I realized that the kind of independent happiness you had before you came home from Qingchuan has been far away from me since then.

When you fall in love with something, you give away your happiness.

From now on, you can't call the shots. What you love will determine whether you are happy or not.