Adventures in Heaven (novel) Zhang Baotong

So, what am I living for? Maybe it's not a question to think about, but a practice that requires people to do it physically. Pen "Fun" Pavilion www.biquge.info No matter how you live, the ending of fate is the same. The meaning of one's life is not to be seen by others, but to be experienced by oneself, because no one pays too much attention to others. But human life and survival need to be upheld by fairness and justice, and without such guarantees, life and survival will deviate from the right path, human good and virtuous will suffer from it, and evil and evil will go unpunished. What does this strange country have to do with me? However, many affectionate and respectable names such as Ylan, Gillian, Gna, Ying'er, Beze, King, Yunbu, Ukel and Princess have become as inseparable from me as I am and have become part of my life experience. They have all given me a lot of selflessness, and all I can do in return is to make what I do do in line with their wishes. Thinking about it in this way gives me great comfort.

After dark, I felt bored alone and decided to spend the night at Ylang's. After I entered the kingdom of heaven, Ylang became almost my home. Every time I encounter sorrow and sadness, I always return there like a lonely and helpless child, to find solace and comfort from her maternal warmth and embrace. In this regard, I often feel that I am too selfish, and I usually leave Yilan and this family behind, and every time I encounter sorrow and depression, I think of running back to find warmth and comfort. However, I can't help it.

When I returned to Yilan's house, it was already dark and Yilan had already rested. When she heard the knock on the door, Yilan immediately knew that it was me who had returned, and opened the door with her clothes on, asking me why I had only returned that night. I didn't say anything, I called "sister-in-law", and threw myself into Yilan's arms. Elan put her arms around me and asked me what had happened to me and why I hadn't come back for so long. I wouldn't speak, just hugged her tightly.

Ylan took me into the bedroom, undressed me for me, and pulled me under the covers and hugged me tightly. Soon, the chill I had brought from outside was warmed by the warmth of her body. I nestled my warm face between her plump ****, quietly feeling the maternal love and incomparable warmth. Under her comfort and persuasion, the loss and sadness in my heart were quickly melted away by the pleasant warmth.

When I woke up the next morning, I was lazy in bed and refused to get up. Yilan wanted to get up, but I didn't let her get up, just hugged her tightly and sighed incessantly. Yilan asked me if I wanted to enter the palace today. I viciously said I wasn't going to that bastard place again. Ylang asked me why. With tears in my eyes, I told Yilan about me and Ying'er. Yilan heard it and didn't blame me, but just sighed silently with me.

In the winter, there is no work left in the fields. Ylang sat on the loom and weaved all day. And I sat next to her and talked to her, or told her about Han China. She seemed very happy that I could stay at home, always with a bright smile on her face, and waited for me with the best meal and the warmest ****. It seems that I can stay here with her, which is her luxury and greatest satisfaction.

I knew that I had asked for too much from her and too little for her, so every time I thought about it, the feeling of repaying the favor filled my heart. She lived alone and widowed, and her life was miserable and hard, but I rarely took the initiative to love and care for her. In fact, in addition to gratitude and guilt, I do have that kind of affection and love between men and women for her. In all fairness, Yilan is also a mature and beautiful woman, full of rich enchantment and sexiness in her style. It's just that this temptation and beauty are often diluted or even ignored by being too close to me.

Maybe it's because I haven't seen it for a long time, maybe it's because it's in a dull mood, maybe it's different from the past, today I think Yilan looks good, the clothes seem to be brighter than before, the demeanor is more moving than in the past, and even the hair is more emotional than in the past. This made me look at her with a playful eye as I talked to her. She may have sensed the strangeness of my gaze, and from time to time she raised her head to meet me with that seductive gaze. This made me feel a little restless, and I stroked her beautiful face with my hand as I spoke. She stopped what she was doing and leaned back against me.

Immediately, we hugged each other tightly, and after a frenzied kiss, I picked her up, put her on the bed in the bedroom, stripped naked, and kissed her while shouting intoxicated that I wanted to go home. Ylang hugged me tightly and said to me in a motherly soft, "Go back, poor child, this is your home." So, I put my face to her arms and called Mommy, Mommy. Then, it is necessary to vent the sorrow and lovesickness that have accumulated in the body for many days.

However, at this moment, there was a knock on the door. Ylan and I panicked, hurriedly dressed, straightened our hair, and came out of the house. When I opened the door, it turned out to be Beze. I said, "Brother Don't look for me at this time, what's the matter?" "Don't see that Yilan was dressing up in the mirror in the bedroom, and he didn't have a good time entering the house, so he called me out of the door, panting and saying that Ying'er left the palace and ran away. As soon as I heard this, I asked when I left the palace. Beze said that she had heard the guards guarding the bridge say that she had left the palace early in the morning. The guards guarding the bridge wanted to stop her, but she said that the Queen Mother asked her to go back to the village to visit her mother. Therefore, the guards did not stop her.

I said she might have gone to visit her mother in Peach Village. But Beze said that he had gone to Taocun, Ying's mother said that she had not seen Ying'er, and the guard guarding the bridge said that she had gone in the direction of the east. Momomura was on the west side of the palace, but why did she go east? At this moment, a thought flashed through my mind: she was afraid that she had returned to the reeds. So, if I want to go back to the palace first to report to the king and the queen mother, I will say that Yingzi misses his mother and wants to stay at his mother's house for two days, so I will go out to find her to return.

Don Ze looked a little embarrassed and said, "When and where can you find Ying'er?" If you can't find her, isn't it a crime of deception? I said, "If you don't say this, the king and the queen mother will be relieved, and send people to look for them, won't they make a big deal out of it?" After pondering for a long time, he said, "In this way, I will go to the palace and tell the king and the queen mother." When he was gone, I went back to the house. When Elam saw me, he said, "I'm afraid that the palace has something important to send you?" I nodded and said, "Ying'er has left the palace and is still missing. I told her about Ying'er last night, so when she heard it, she was surprised and said, "Do you know where she went?" I said, "I don't know, but I must look for it at once, otherwise it will be difficult for me and me to deal with the king and the queen mother." ”

I asked Ylang to prepare some dry food for me to eat on the road, and hurried on the road. Walking all the way towards Yunshan, I couldn't help but think: Why did Ying'er run away from the palace? In the kingdom of heaven, it is a blessing for a woman to marry into the royal palace, and to enjoy a wealth and privilege like no other. Did she really dislike the glorious palace life?

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