Chapter 121: A Sunny and Rainy Night Alone

In the summer, Su Hong ran to dye her hair.

She is dyed burgundy, and her skin is as white as snow, and her facial features are well-defined. Lei Jun said that she looked like an "orchid" like this, and Su Hong took a mirror and looked at it.

"It's not like it at all, where is it?" She frowned.

"Oh, it doesn't matter, I'm going to marry Hu Ren anyway." Fang Wuying deliberately said, "When the time comes, you can't think about orchids." ”

Hearing Fang Wuying say this, she laughed.

At that time, they were at Wuying's house, Su Hong was surfing the Internet, her eyes swept a few lines of words on the monitor, and suddenly laughed.

"See what?" Fang Wuying came over.

Chapter 121: A Sunny and Rainy Night Alone" Fang's blog. Su Hong used the few lines of the mouse to pull the blue, "Oh: '...... The spherical plants in the park were neglected to be pruned, and there were many bright red young leaves on the stupid green round head, and at a glance, it looked like the person who had taken the top improperly, and a few funny new hairs of different colors had grown on the back of the head. Oh no wonder how she came up with such a parable! ”

Fang Wuying also smiled: "Its people." ”

Their joke attracted passers-by, and she looked in, "What are you laughing at?" ”

"Ahh Your analogy is stupid! Fang Wuying pointed to the monitor and said. How can you describe a plant field like this? ”

Fang saw the sentence in blue. Very dissatisfied: "What's wrong? This metaphor is what Xiao Wu said. I borrowed it. Didn't he say it well? ”

One is a small martial arts sentence. Fang Wuying and Su Hong were stunned for a moment.

"Oh. Did he write it? Well. It's fun. ”

"He deserves to be the emperor of words. Everything in the pen has feelings.

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Listening to them sing and harmonize, Fang was furious!

"Oh, it's silly and stupid, what he writes is full of fun, and everything is affectionate?! You two are too much to see the wind Chapter 121 Alone on a sunny day and rainy night! ”

Su Hong was also a little embarrassed, she coughed: "Uh, that's not what it meant......"

"Let me tell you, he doesn't write words anymore, and he's not the emperor of words anymore."

"How can it be that home really writes a lifetime ......"

Fang snorted, "Words can only be written with worry, and he has nothing to worry about now." ”

"How do you know that people don't have to worry about anything?"

"Haha! What he is worried about now is that the housing provident fund is too small. Fang laughed, "By the way, when it comes to sorrow, he said yesterday that he was going to advertise: ask Jun how sad he is, and drink Red Bull when he is sleepy and tired." ”

"Hahaha!"

"Hey, don't laugh! Chong Erci, didn't you say that selling copyrights is quite profitable? Can Xiao Wu's words sell copyrights? He wants to buy a house. ”

Fang Wuying couldn't cry or laugh: "So Li Houzhu went to the Ministry of Education to apply for the author's copyright tax?" Literary works will be without copyright in 50 years, and his words will be available for 500 years, right? Really want to give copyright, primary and secondary school textbooks

"Huh? Alas, sure enough, ......"

Su Hong wiped the tears that came out of laughter: "Then what else does he write if he doesn't write words?" Writing ad copy for someone? It's also quite profitable. ”

"No, people are writing."

This news is amazing!

"What did he write?" Fang Wuying asked in surprise, "Why haven't I heard him say it?" ”

"Of course you haven't heard of it." Fang said triumphantly, "Yes, I said that the current writing is ugly, so I said that he will write it to me." ”

Fang Wuying looked very excited, he got up from the sofa and asked Fang on the back of the sofa, "...... What type is he going to write about? Avant-garde or magical literature? Oh YGDD, sister, tell him to get the Nobel! ”

"Let Empress Li go and get the Nobel? Chong'er, your brain is short-circuited? Fang looked at him like a monster" He wasn't interested in that award at all, and the award wouldn't like what he wrote, he wrote fantasy romances. ”

"Huh?!"

"Hmmm! There are a lot of male pigs, a lot of female pigs, all of them have crossed over, and all of them have a big background," Fang said, "and they are all handsome men and beautiful women, and then everyone falls in love endlessly, those who are married will leave again, those who are not married will make trouble, old love and new love, break up and reconcile...... Ha ha! I just love watching romance! ”

Fang Wuying covered his face with his hand: "...... Ball lightning struck me. What the hell this is! ”

Su Hong smiled dryly: "Hou Master Li's new work really sounds like the works on the list of Tianlei List." ”

"Hmph, you guys don't see anything! Xiao Wu also said that he plans to serialize it on the Internet, but I'm alone as the target reader, so as long as I'm happy, I don't care if others like him or not. ”

"Hmm, I didn't expect this guy to be so ......" Fang Wuying didn't find the right word for a while.

"Listen to what you say." Su Hong added, "Fang said he wanted it, and he wrote it." ”

"It's never about words, right?" Fang was halfway through speaking, and suddenly remembered something, "By the way, what about the one who refused to obey last time?" ”

Su Hong was stunned: "Which one?" ”

"That's the one who is going to the Southern Song Dynasty?" Fang asked, "What about next?" I don't know yet. ”

Su Hong let out a soft "ah", she paused, "There is no follow-up." ”

"How?"

"Woman, I didn't go." Su Hong said, "The man left alone." ”

Fang was slightly stunned: "Really?" ”

"No one knows exactly what happened." Su Hong's expression was a little gloomy, "No one dares to ask, I see that I am already sad to death......"

"Sad to death? The man? ”

"Hmm."

Three people, a little quiet for a while.

"That'...... Just gone? Fang asked, "The man left alone?" ”

"Well, Wei Bin sent him." Su Hong said, "At that time, he was the first to discover them." As for what Xin Qiji said when he left, Wei Bin didn't tell us. ”

"Lin Lan finally found it." Fang Wuying said suddenly.

"Really?"

"Well, after all, there are people who have been in contact with the ancients, and they have to sign some confidentiality agreements and the like, and the government has to keep in touch with them." Fang Wuying said, "She is still in the city." ”

"Okay, why don't you want to go?" Fang asked.

"Who knows." Fang Wuying shrugged, "People's hearts are changeable. ”

So no one talked about it that day.

Almost a month has passed since this incident, and one weekend, Wei Bin went to CCB to do some errands. He had a fixed deposit due and needed to make a rollover, so he happened to meet Lin Lan there.

The rainstorm in early summer was more than ten o'clock in the morning, the weather was dark and damp, but there were still a lot of people on the weekend, Wei Bin took the number, and was about to find a place to sit and wait to look up, and found the woman in the row of gray and white metal chairs.

He hesitated for a moment and went over to say hello: "Lin Lan? ”

Lin Lan looked up and looked a little surprised, but quickly smiled: "What a coincidence!" I didn't expect to meet my benefactor. ”

Her voice wasn't loud, but it still drew a few people next to her to look up and pay attention to them

Wei Bin's expression was a little embarrassed when she said this: "...... That's my job. ”

He said as Lin Lan sat down beside him.

"Come here on errands?" Lin Lan looked at him.

"Well, there's a sum of money that's due to be rolled over." He smiled, "Actually, it's not much of the living allowance issued by the state for three years." ”

"Still studying?" Lin Lan asked.

"Graduating in June." Wei said, "The defense has been passed. ”

Lin Lan smiled: "That's good! ”

"What?"

"Young!" She said, "Was you actually an intern before that? ”

Wei Bin nodded: "If there is an accident, it will be turned positive by this time next year." ”

"Are you still going to read it?"

"Not for now." He thought for a moment, "Let's talk about it when we have a chance." ”

Lin nodded and said: "If it is a public office, it is still necessary, and at present, doctors are quite popular, unlike the flood of masters." ”

"Now that even the mayor's driver has a Ph.D., I hate being called 'Dr. Wei' as if I was being teased."

Lin: "What are you afraid of?" You're not a girl, girls are afraid that studying for a Ph.D. will become an extinction teacher, so boys can just read up. ”

Wei Bin was silent, he chewed on the title "boy" playfully.

"My sister also planned to do a PhD at first, but then she decided to work first. It's easy to be on the job, but it's not easy to graduate if you study for a doctorate directly, and you have to transfer to a postdoctoral degree after five or six years of study, and you can't get out of it. ”

“……”

"I was going to sign for a Ph.D. at the time, but then I thought about it for so many years, and it hurt my brain when I listened to it, and the training fee was actually not much ......."

"Lin Lan."

"Huh?"

"When he left, I sent it."

Lin Lan's expression froze for a second, and then she lowered her head.

Wei Bin's words were like a switch, pushing the center of gravity that she deliberately wanted to bypass with irrelevant words before to her eyes.

"He told me he would remember you." Wei Bin said, "He said, he remembered everything you said, and he would be waiting for you over there......"

Lin Lan didn't say anything for a while.

Wei Bin hesitated for a moment, but still asked, "Why don't you want to go over again?" ”

"You think this woman is more selfish and selfish, right?" Lin Lan said suddenly.

Wei Bin was a little embarrassed by being told like this, and he shook his head: "I didn't mean to blame you. ”

For a while, there was a bit of a dullness between the two.

"How do you feel about graduating and entering the society?" Lin Lan asked suddenly.

The topic turned back to trivialities, Wei Bin was a little strange, but he still replied: "I'm a little unaccustomed, although it's something I've been looking forward to, but it's ......."

"Huh?"

"There are few people in the institute." He said, "There are only a few teachers I deal with, and they are all ...... who know where I come from."

"Origin?"

"Because I'm a special student." Wei Bin scratched the back of his head, "But it's different when you enter the game." ”

"How?"

"There are colleagues in the office, as well as colleagues from other departments, seniors and leaders, this and that...... And I had to worry about the defense, and I was so nervous that I was nervous, and I didn't have a good appetite when I just went to that week. ”

Lin Lan laughed: "Later, okay?" ”

"Hmm. When I'm depressed, I think I'm not too bad, I used to ...... Uh,I'm talking about past grades.,General evaluation or something.,It's still good.,Even if you enter the unit, there shouldn't be much of a decline.,I've always been not good at interpersonal relationships.,But it's useless to only get along slowly.。 ”

Lin Lan said comfortingly: "Every fresh graduate comes over like this, and the general adaptation period is only one year, and some people become old fritters in less than a year, which is sad and has no new taste." ”

"Well, I think so, too." Wei Bin said, "So I feel much better now than when I first came in." ”

Lin Lan smiled, she paused for a while, and then said, "Then what is it that ties your current life?" ”

Wei Bin didn't understand for a while.

"Sounds like you're taking the situation at school as a foundation and then tweaking the details on top of that, right?" Lin Lan said, "'The overall evaluation of past results is good, even if you enter the unit, there will not be much decline', is that what it means? ”

"Well, that's true.

”

"So......" Lin Lan paused, "If I really go to the Southern Song Dynasty, what can I use as my foundation?" ”

Wei Bin was stunned.

"Memories can be washed away, but cognition can't be washed away from the past, and I probably don't like what I see: why are they all bound to their feet? Am I an ugly pair of heavenly feet? Lin Lan smiled, "He is a modern person with a belly of poetry and songs, what should I take to ancient times?" What is my Pan-Asian Summer Marketing Plan? ”

Lin Lan's smile was a little bitter.

"Forget it, let's not talk about it." She pretended to wave her hand easily, "To put it bluntly, it's all an excuse, retreating is retreating, and it's useless to cover yourself up as a flower." ”

Wei Bin thought for a while: "But he said that he was willing to stay......"

Lin Lan lowered her head and didn't make a sound.

"I was alone in the control room at the time, and he quietly asked me if I could keep him." Wei Bin whispered, "He told me that he didn't want to go back to the Southern Song Dynasty and wanted to go to you." ”

Lin Lan's eyelashes trembled slightly!

"I know what he says is true." Wei Bin said, "Since he has already made up his mind not to give up his illness, why do you want to leave him?" ”

Seeing that Lin Lan didn't answer, Wei Bin regretted it a little, he paused for a long time before saying, "I'm sorry, I spoke too directly." ”

Lin Lan shook her head.

“…… We discussed escaping. She whispered.

Wei Bin looked at her a little surprised.

"He said he was gone, he didn't want to forget me, and he didn't want me to forget him. He said Lin Lan, let's run away, go to a small place, no one knows us, live incognito, by the way, he also said that he wants to learn computer science......" Lin Lan suddenly smiled, "Look, how beautiful the plan is?" As long as the NSA doesn't come to arrest us. ”

Wei Bin was silent for a moment and said, "Do you think the people of Guoan will definitely be able to find you?" ”

"It has nothing to do with national security."

Outside, the rain was heavier, and the loud bang shook the heavens and the earth.

“…… Before, I had tried to integrate him into this society. Lin Lan suddenly said, "I know a friend who is an HR person, and I want to ask the other party to help him get him into a company." ”

"Well, it's harder, isn't it?" Wei Bin said, "How can you conjure up an identity or a diploma out of thin air?" ”

Lin Lan nodded: "So people are also very embarrassed, and later they agreed to help take a look." I made a resume in both English and Chinese, and I wanted him to start from the basics. ”

Wei Bin felt helpless, he didn't approve of this kind of disregard for the rules from the bottom of his heart

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"But it didn't work out in the end." Lin Lan raised her face and smiled, "He can't adapt to it, he can't adapt to the interview at the beginning, he doesn't know how to deal with it at all, and he has no interest." ”

“…… Of course. ”

"I thought, forget it, don't embarrass him. At that time, I hadn't resigned, and my monthly salary was tens of thousands, so it wasn't too difficult for two people. Since you don't want to enter the company, you can enter the school, the ancient literature foundation is so good, you can't enter the ancient book research institute of a first-class university, just find a second-level college to teach, it doesn't seem too bad. ”

“…… I don't think it's a good idea to let Xin Qiji teach. Besides, now I need a doctorate to enter a second-level college. ”

Lin Lan laughed: "And he has to take the English test, he hates the alphabet so much that he grits his teeth." ”

"Understood." Wei Bin suddenly said, "The modern city is a network that is sparse but not leaky. He's here, and he can't be placed. ”

"He can't leave everything in Song, he says it's okay, but his heart can't deceive people." Lin Lan sighed slightly, "Even if you don't go to work, you will rely on your wife to support you, is he willing?" He hasn't lived in the Southern Song Dynasty for half his life. Here, is it okay for one year, two years, five years and ten years? I think of his Great Song River and Mountain, and I think of the anti-gold organizations he single-handedly supported...... Can he not hold a grudge against me? ”

Wei Bin was silent for a while, and suddenly said, "What if he is really willing?" ”

"What"

"Drop it." He turned his face sideways and looked at her, "It seems that blocking all paths has given him enough opportunities." ”

Lin Shen looked at him: "...... Is there really someone who can leave the past behind? Have you seen it? ”

Wei Bin was speechless for a while.

At this time, the front desk happened to call the number, and Lin Lan stood up: "I'm sorry, I'll go over first." ”

Looking at her departing back, Wei Bin looked at the number in his hand, there were three people in front of him, and he flipped through the passbook again, which showed that there was still a balance of 12,000 yuan.

This is the entire property of the hussar general.

Because the institute provides free room and board, Wei Bin's living allowance is mostly used to buy books, and his most frequent entertainment is to go to the street for a day on the weekend, and then go to Pizza Hut for afternoon tea or something, which is relatively the most cost-effective consumption, because there is tiramisu he is interested in can refill the cup for free. Even then, Wei Bin usually carries a book with him. At present, he does not get much internship salary, and because the graduation post is about to be canceled, and he has to rent another house, Wei Bin's life is still not so comfortable at present.

But this is enough, he thinks that even if it is only 12,000 yuan, it can make a good starting point in life.

He's a guy who can "get started" at any time.

Just thinking about it, Lin Lan completed the formalities and walked back from the counter.

"Let's go first.

She raised her hand at Wei Bin.

“byeebyee。”

His dinner that night was fresh milk bread with a bottle of yogurt.

Initially, Wei Bin expressed his shock at the cheap world of livestock and poultry, but after an occasional glimpse of the terrible scene of the light of day in a modern chicken farm, his interest in meat diminished. Xiao Wu said that if he continued like this, he would become Su Hong's second, but Wei Bin did not feel that his body showed the slightest sign of weakness.

He still keeps working out, but not so often, because time has to be spent in more precious places, and when people come out of the lab after a long night's sleep, there is only one place they want to go: the bedroom.

For Wei Bin, life has not changed qualitatively, and outsiders are puzzled by this because they have not grasped the core of the problem: in the past, this person used his brain to fight, and now he is still working with his brain, and an efficient mind can solve all problems, which is a concept that Wei Bin has always believed in.

In two months, he will be twenty-seven years old, and Xiao Yang and they all said that they would celebrate his birthday for him, the youngest member of the overall team.

He was not yet twenty-seven years old, and the youngest members of the Control Team were half a year older than him.

Twenty-seven, this is an age where you can play online games all night, spend your salary every month and then gnaw at the old, play all over the world with your girlfriend, and still be regarded as a "boy" in modern society, and what a heavy twenty-seven years for Wei Bin!

He was twenty-seven years old......

Wei Bin felt that this old number almost made him dizzy, he couldn't even think of what his thirty-year-old self would be like, there was a sense of imbalance, which was seriously in his heart, that was the feeling of twenty-three years of beacon fire, and the four years that suddenly fell silent: twenty-three, is his past, four, is his present.

But can people really leave the past behind?

Suddenly remembering what Lin Lan said during the day, Wei Bin suddenly felt strange, he sat for a long time, and finally pushed away the book under the lamp and stood up from the desk.

The cramped room was taken up by a third of the tall bookshelves, and Wei Bin walked over to the bookshelves, he crouched down and pulled open the drawers at the bottom of the bookshelves.

There were two things in it: a golden scimitar and a toy-small toy.

The knife was given to him by Emperor Wu of the Han Dynasty, who untied the sword from his body and handed it to him with his own hands. Therefore, even when he was seriously ill, the treasure knife still followed Wei Bin's side and was never lost. The Western Han Dynasty items he brought with him were not handed over to the research institute, but all of them were kept in the name of private property.

And the velvet shoes the size of an adult's palm were worn by his son Huo Zeng.

It had been two thousand and one hundred years since the child died, but in his memory, it was only four years.

Wei Bin still remembers how he felt when he saw that sentence: "...... Ju was six years old, the first year of Yuan Feng, died, and mourned the marquis. No children, no one, except for the country. ”

In the first year of Yuan Feng, he died ......

At that time, his gaze stayed on those two words for more than ten seconds, and finally, he recovered his reading speed and moved to the next line of words.

No one knows how he felt in those ten seconds.

After silently looking at the little shoe for a while, Wei Bin put it back in the drawer, stood up, and returned to the desk.

The faint has dissipated.

Nothing can stay forever, and nothing can survive forever, so do things, and so do people.

Under the lonely lamp, Wei Bin was wrapped in a feeling of sadness or melancholy, and he couldn't help but be quiet, in the darkness, the sound of trees being shaken by the wind, mixed with the unknown tide in the distance, slowly but firmly poured into his ears.

Appendix

BG: The episode beeli of "The Legend of Sword Wind" is similar to Wei Bin's thoughts at this moment, reminiscent of "gradually dusk, clear corners blowing cold"...... Yes! This is not good, it is a lament for defeat, and it is very unworthy of Xiaowei's classmates, uh, then replace it with "Dream Back to Blowing the Horn Company Camp"!

Oops, touch your chin, this seems to be Lin Lan's husband's words, sweat sweat, but it's okay to borrow it first!!