The moon came out, Su Hong lay on the balcony, looking up at a bright moon in the sky, this year's moon is said to be the roundest. A large plate of Huang Chengcheng hangs in the air, reminiscent of a good quality cheesecake......

"Drink tea." Lei Jun handed over a cup of incense tablets, "But it is said that incense tablets can't lose weight." ”

Su Hong smiled, reached out to take the cup, and continued to look up at the moon: "I think of ......"

"Huh?"

"When I was in college, Jian Rou and I always liked to climb to the top of the dormitory and bask in the moon." She whispered, "The moon was so good back then. ”

"You guys were so good like conjoined twins that I felt redundant." Lei Jun smiled, he gently rubbed his nose with his hand, "You all know in your class that you two are inseparable, and it is fate to enter a unit in the end." ”

"I want to go wherever she goes, and I always feel that if Jian Rou is here, I probably don't have any problems - you may not understand this kind of bond of young women."

"This kind of is commonly known as girlfriends, right?"

"Yes, girlfriend." Su Hong looked at Lei Jun, "But I heard that the most hated thing for men is his wife's best friend, and he can't wait to kill me soon, you don't seem to want to kill me very much?" ”

Lei Jun laughed: "Why do you want to kill you?" After killing you, who can listen to me talk about Jian Rou? Few of the people in this group knew her. ”

Su Hong was silent for a while, and suddenly said: "It's really strange, I wasn't married at that time, she was a person from the past, and they could still talk so much to each other." In my senior year, my boyfriend was admitted to Shanghai to study for a doctorate, and I couldn't eat for a few days after the breakup, and she was sadder than me. ”

"Well, Jian Rou is a good old man, she has always been like this."

"Lei Jun, I miss her so much, really, she is my best sister, and I don't have such close friends anymore."

Su Hong's voice was very nostalgic, she knew that in Lei Jun's place, it didn't matter what she said.

Then, she heard Lei Jun's voice: "I miss her too, I wake up in the middle of the night, I always wonder if she is doing well at the moment, whether there will be any difficulties, often night after night, worrying about what happened to her without evidence...... It's like I can still find her. ”

Lei Jun looked into the distance and looked a little dazed, Su Hong looked at him, closed her mouth, and put her face in the crook of her arm.

When she was in college, Su Hong met Lei Jun. From the very beginning, he appeared in front of Su Hong as the image of "best friend's husband", Jian Rou was not only Lei Jun's classmate, but also his wife, and they even got married and had children in college. At the same time, Lei Jun is also Su Hong's senior. Lei Jun, who is only two or three years older than her, seems to be much older than Su Hong. Su Hong often thinks that marriage is such a strange thing, being a husband and a father can turn a naughty boy in his early twenties into a mature person who takes on everything. In terms of relationship, Su Hong is just a friend of Lei Jun's wife, she has her own boyfriend, although she is close to Jian Rou, she only says hello to Lei Jun when she sees Lei Jun. But when there is trouble, her first reaction will be to think of Lei Jun, and Jian Rou is very calm about this: There are not many men in the courtyard who can be cows and horses, and your boyfriend is studying in graduate school in another school, if something happens, who else can you find if you don't look for him? Don't look for it, but see the outside, Su Hong, you are Lei Jun's daughter's aunt.

can't see outside, so I slowly treat him as my relative: if you lose your luggage carelessly at the station, you can find Lei Jun to cry and ask him to help find your luggage back; If you haven't reviewed your homework well, you can ask Lei Jun for a handout, and by the way, write down all the review points; It's going to be an internship, the department's assignment intention is unclear, and Jian Rou can't be contacted on a business trip in ancient times, so she still called Lei Jun to pour bitter water......

And this brother-like man who can be relied on has never disappointed her once, throughout the college stage, in the first few years of work, Lei Jun's existence has paved a sense of security for Su Hong's life, it is not obvious, faint, like a water-colored artistic background, you can't notice it if you don't look closely, however, no matter when, it's there.

Everything was broken after Jian Rou's disappearance.

That was the first time Su Hong saw a desperate expression on Lei Jun's face, which made her greatly frightened! Even this fright is far better than Jian Rou's disappearance......

The first time she found out that Lei Jun would be weak, the first time she found that he would be at a loss, and the first time she found out that he would cry.

Later, Su Hong silently told herself not to trouble Lei Jun anymore, if something happened, she would carry it alone, and she could no longer treat Lei Jun as "sky", because Lei Jun's own sky had been lost.

However, as time passed, Su Hong slowly realized that things were not as she thought.

Lei Jun seems to have quickly broken free from the tragedy of his wife's disappearance, he began to work as usual, take care of his daughter, be considerate to his colleagues, treat the needs of his friends with enthusiasm, and treat Su Hong as usual.

He didn't seem to be hit by his wife's departure, and the depression only lasted for a short time before disappearing, and like every strong person, Lei Jun finally accepted what reality gave him. Seeing this result, everyone in the bureau secretly breathed a sigh of relief, and everyone was afraid that the pillars of the bureau would collapse, not only because of his excellent ability, but also because of his beloved personality.

But only Su Hong knew that he was not well yet.

She knew that Lei Jun was still thinking about Jian Rou in his heart, he still remembered his wife who had been missing for many years, Jian Rou's things were still kept in the bedroom, and her long-necked perfume bottle was left on the table, although the liquid in it had long been volatilized, Lei Jun still refused to throw it away, still wiped it clean, and put it on the dresser. Her clothes were still hanging in the closet, Su Hong could even imagine that in the middle of the night when no one was around, Lei Jun leaned in front of the closet, gently stroked these silk or cotton clothes with his hands, gently hugged them in his arms, and sniffed the faint fragrance that could barely be smelled on it, which was the smell left by the departing hostess......

No one spoke, the night was quiet, and only the faint singing of the neighbor's TV could be heard, accompanied by the chirping of insects from nowhere. The milky moonlight trickled down and wrapped them in the same mournful memory.

In the air, there are unknown autumn flowers, exuding a mournful and soft fragrance.

In the early morning after the Mid-Autumn Festival, Lei Jun met Fang Wuying on the jogging track in the back mountain of the bureau.

It is a mountain road, not accessible to vehicles, and is only used by tourists and morning exercisers. Lei Jun will come to the morning exercise an hour in advance every three or five days. And Fang Wuying has to do a ten-kilometer long-distance running exercise every morning.

"How? Yesterday's date? Lei Jun quipped, "It looks like it's in good spirits." ”

Fang Wuying smiled and didn't speak, he took off his headphones and stuffed them into his pocket.

"You can't do it with running shoes." He pointed to Lei Jun's shoes, "When running long distances, the soles of the shoes should be slightly harder, like this kind of old lady's shoes, the soles of the feet will be injured over time." ”

Lei Jun looked down at his feet helplessly: "Good sneakers, you say they are old lady's shoes." ”

"Long-distance running is all about skill." Fang Wuying said, "It's better to spend money on a pair of regular running shoes." ”

"Sounds experienced?"

"I have won awards in the all-army competition before, and I won the first triathlon."

"It's not ambiguous." Lei Jun was a little surprised, but he was relieved when he thought about it, "But it should be, after all, he is from the special forces." ”

"What should it be?" Fang Wuying smiled, "How can there be so many shoulds in the world?" Practiced. ”

"Okay - haven't answered my question yet, what's the date like?"

"What date?"

"Look at you, you want to avoid the topic again, right?"

Fang Wuying lowered his head and smiled, but did not speak.

"What? Unsuccessful? “

"No date, yesterday." He said, "Actually, I went to my sister's grave." ”

Lei Jun was stunned for a moment, he stopped and let out an "ah".

“…… Thought of going see her. Fang Wuying also stopped and wiped the sweat from his forehead, "I dreamed some time ago, I always dreamed of her, maybe the day has come." ”

Lei Jun thought for a while and asked cautiously, "Have you been dead for a long time?" Your sister? ”

Fang Wuying nodded: "It's been a few years, I didn't marry well, and I ...... in a few years."

Lei Jun didn't know what to say, and after thinking for a long time, he said, "I'm sorry." I don't know ......."

"It's okay, I haven't mentioned anything about my family." Fang Wuying shook his head, "My sister is gone at a very young age, and it is uncomfortable for anyone to listen to this matter, so I don't like to talk about it." ”

Lei Jun said: "Well, whoever changes to another family is a painful thing. ”

Fang Wuying raised his face and looked at the little blue sky revealed between the bushes, his expression was full of a rare blankness: "My sister had a bad time when she was alive, and every time I think of her, I feel that the world is unfair. ”

“……”

“…… married a very bad person, and didn't treat her well. Now, even though I have the ability, I can't save her fate. ”

Lei Jun looked at Fang Wuying with a miserable face, and he saw the same misery in the other party's eyes.

It was the silent pain of being struck hard by fate.

"That'...... What about parents? ”

Fang Wuying shook his head: "It's not there anymore." ”

Lei Jun was silent for a moment before he said, "You're the only one left." ”

"Hmm. Can't. Even if I'm the only one left, I'll have to live well. He bent his knees and ran forward.

Looking at Fang Wuying's back, Lei Jun sighed and ran along.

…… Who the hell said his parents were abroad? Sure enough, he thought, it was a rumor!