Zhang Yan cried.

In the quiet hospital room, he cried like a child.

The past that he once thought would fade away with time burst out again, and his irrepressible emotions became excited, and the scenes stained with blood made his tears flow uncontrollably.

"Okay, it's all over, don't cry."

"A big man is crying here, so that those little nurses can't be ashamed to see it."

There was a hint of a shallow smile on the corner of Lao Liu's mouth, but there was an indescribable bitterness.

He was also an experiencer.

It's so hard to forget the blood and tears of the past.

To this day, he still remembers the scene when he carried Zhang Yan to the helicopter: Gan Bei's body was covered with white maggots, the wounds were white from seawater bubbles, and there was a disgusting smell on his body.

On the way from Nanhai to the hospital, he was in tears.

Of the 31 people who died, half of the soldiers were ...... trained by him.

He had thought more than once that if he had participated in the mission that day, he might be able to save a few more people.

31 martyrs, with an average age of less than 23 years!

On the day of the memorial service, the whole army was at high speed, and I couldn't cry!

The red national flag covered the empty coffin, and at that time, Zhang Yan was still lying in a coma on the hospital bed.

……

Lao Liu stood up and patted Zhang Yan's shoulder gently, this was the last soldier he led, and because of this, their relationship was closer than that of brothers.

Zhang Yan has been crying, and her two eyes have been swollen.

Lao Cui sat on the edge of the bed with his hands on his hands, his eyes were full of helplessness and bitterness, who would have thought that so many people were sacrificed in that battle.

In the past five years, Lao Cui has also cried and complained for countless days and nights, and even thought about exchanging those brothers with his own life.

Unfortunately, it was too late.

"Captain, the eldest and his daughter-in-law have been guarding his grave, and she is still not married!"

"My brother is also a soldier, and I can't bear to see him."

"Tofu: His parents all left last year, and the old man couldn't let go of the tofu when he died, and he was only 19 years old when he left......

……

Zhang Yan muttered in the ward as if talking to herself, and her tears couldn't stop flowing.

"I know, I know all these years of hardship."

"I'm sorry for you as a big brother, 31 brothers, all gone."

"When I went to the graves of my brothers last year, their graves were covered with grass, and I felt sorry for ......."

"Dazi, being a big brother can't stand you."

Lao Liu and Lao Cui both cried.

It's been five years, and I've been pressing ...... in my heart for five years.

No one has been able to get out of the shadow of the year, and only people's lives can age through time, but they can't change their feelings.

The three of them were crying loudly, and some strange and familiar figures had already appeared at the door.

"Get out of the way, and go back to the ward."

A coquettish cheer came from the back of the crowd, and the men in hospital gowns immediately dispersed, but did not go back to rest as usual.

"Are you three alright?"

After the petite white-clothed nurse came in, she became much gentler, and she couldn't stand it when she saw the three big men crying here.

No one responded to her, and the three men just sat there and cried motionless.

The little nurse frowned, and she could only turn around to find the head nurse in her heart, and after a while, all the medical staff in the department came.

"Chief, are you alright?"

Lao Cui's identity is a colonel, and he is a middle-level cadre here, so it is natural to be called the chief.

But before he could speak, a cry of pain suddenly sounded in the ward.

"Ah......h

Zhang Yan suddenly stood up from the sofa, holding his head with both hands, with a painful look on his face.

"I'll kill you!"

"Kill!"

"Kill!"

"Kill!"

"Disperse, it's not right!"

Lao Liu yelled and was about to hug Zhang Yan, but he didn't expect Zhang Yan to have a lot more strength after he went crazy, and he pushed him to the ground at once.

"What's wrong with you?"

"Be quiet."

Several medical staff tried to come forward to help, but before they could get closer, Zhang Yan knocked them to the ground with three punches and two kicks.

"Zhang Yan, don't be impulsive, calm down!"

"Zhang Yan, calm down!"

"It's all over, you have to calm down!"

Lao Liu got up from the ground and was about to step forward to stop Zhang Yan, but he suddenly stopped, turned his head and said to the patients at the door: "Come a few people, help me restrain him." ”

"Yes!"

"It's coming!"

Several strong men walked in from the outside, the medical staff withdrew from the ward, and several people surrounded Zhang Yan, and then Lao Liu breathed a sigh of relief.

He regretted it a little, and it would not be good for anyone to bring up the events of the year again.

He was a little glad that this was a military hospital, and the patients were all active-duty soldiers, and they still had the ability to resist beating with two blows.

At this time, Zhang Yan's eyes were as red as two walnuts, and his fists were beating everything in front of him indiscriminately.

He was in pain, and his brow had become a pimple.

"Up!"

With Lao Liu's order, the four soldiers collectively stepped forward, hugged their arms and legs and pressed Zhang Yan to the ground.

Two fists are hard to beat four hands!

"Please go and inform the psychiatrist and the doctor in the rehabilitation department to come over, my brother's situation is a little special."

The medical staff looked puzzled, but they didn't ask anything, and turned to inform the doctors in the psychology and rehabilitation departments.

Lao Liu stood at the door and looked at Zhang Yan who was pressed to the ground, and tears flowed down his eyes again.

He remembered the situation when his superiors recalled Zhang Yan, and at that time, many people were doubting whether this former elite warrior could take on the heavy responsibility.

Lao Liu used the most resolute attitude to support Zhang Yan's return to the team, and after four years, when Zhang Yan appeared in front of him again, although there were some changes, he was still very satisfied overall.

Because Zhang Yan's spirit is very good, for a special soldier, the pain and changes in his body do not have the greatest impact on his combat effectiveness, and the spirit is the most important.

Ten minutes later, several doctors walked into the ward, looked at Zhang Yan's condition, turned his head and asked, "What's the matter?" ”

"War Syndrome."

The doctors all frowned, they were all military doctors, and they naturally understood what war syndrome was.

"How did you get this disease?"

"Coming down from the battlefield?"

"It's been peaceful for a few years......."

Several doctors whispered to exchange their opinions, but Lao Liu couldn't wait any longer, and stepped forward and said, "I hope you can help my brother as soon as possible, okay?" ”

"It's our job to help the sick."

The doctor comforted Lao Liu for a few words, and then asked several soldiers to carry Zhang Yan on a stretcher.

"Lao Cui, I'll go and have a look, and I'll come to you after Zhang Yan is settled."

"Go ahead."

Lao Cui's voice was very weak, and his eyes were also red and swollen, and they hadn't eased yet.