(a)

When I woke up, I was lying on a bed in the infirmary. Pen | fun | pavilion www. ｂｉｑｕｇｅ。 ｉｎｆｏ

I see you.

You sit in the chair next to my bed. You look at me.

You say, "Do you feel better?" ”

Tears fell down the corners of my eyes. I say to you, "No. I don't want to be here. I'm leaving. ”

You look at me, and you say, "I know." ”

You say, "I know it all." ”

I covered my eyes with the back of my hand. Tears poured down again and silently.

You say, "No one will ask you any more." ”

You say, "This matter is over." Let it be a thing of the past. ”

You look at my tears pouring down my face.

You say, "Alive, that's how it is." Sometimes, we have to stay in places we don't like, in scenes we don't like, and experience things we don't like. It's like a stream that is blocked by stones. ”

You say, "But it will pass." The stones will fall behind, and the stream will continue to move forward. ”

(b)

That day, in the infirmary, you said to me, "Xinxin, as long as everyone lives, they will inevitably get hurt." We can't label all the wounds of our hearts on our clothes. We can't show it to everyone: there's a wound here, please don't touch it. So, sometimes, others will inadvertently touch it for various reasons, and sometimes because they love us and want us to be better. It would be painful, even so painful that we felt unbearable. ”

You say, "Sometimes, our teachers and friends will help us block some of these touches, but sometimes, no one can help us block them in time." At this time, all we can rely on is our own bravery. The only way to do that is to be brave enough to bear that pain. And how damaging the pain is, it's up to us. If we are strong, it will be weak. If we are fragile, it will be strong. ”

You say, "Xinxin, we need to heal the wound in our heart, and we can't let it stay there for a long time." If we can't heal the wounds in our hearts, we will be touched in many places, intentionally or unintentionally. A lot of places will become places where you can't stay. In the end, we may abandon our lives for fear of pain, or we may end our lives without armor. Could it be an honor rather than a shame? ”

You say, "Heart, no matter how much pain you feel, I know that you have the strength to bear it." Perhaps, in your own opinion, you have already been knocked out by it once in the canyon. But I never saw it that way. I think you've beaten it once. You were knocked down, but you got back on your feet. I have always believed that you have the strength to stand up again. You have the strength to stand up again and again. Like right now, you're standing up. ”

(c)

You say, "I'll give you a gift, maybe you'll be happy." ”

You take out a tumbler and place it next to my pillow.

You say, "This tumbler was a gift from my father when I was a child." I always carry it with me and keep it in a drawer in my office here at school. At that time, I was younger than you are now, and I had just joined the provincial shooting team for training. My father knocked this tumbler down again and again in front of me, and it stood up tenaciously every time. My father told me that life is like this. Son. I want you to understand that life is all about: seven times down, eight times up. ”

You say, "Now, I'll give it to you." ”

You say, "I walked into the classroom of your class and said to Teacher Li that there is something important and I want to take you out immediately." What I'm saying is true. That important thing is what I want to tell you about what I just said to you. The bravery and strength of a person's heart is his most reliable armor. Trumps all external protection in the world. The world could not have been safe and beautiful without that armor. Do you understand? ”

And just like that, in your voice, my tears gradually stopped.

I put my hand off my eyes.

With tears glistening on my eyelashes, I look at you.

You smiled softly at me.

You say, "Don't think about it anymore and rest in peace." ”

I nodded.

You say, "When you feel better, we still have a little trouble to face together." Would you be scared? ”

I shook my head.

I said, "Am I bothering you again?" Guide? ”

You shake your head. You say, "No." ”

I said, "I'm really not a good student. I'm always in a constant situation, causing you to face all kinds of embarrassing situations. ”

You say, "Heart." ”

I said, "Huh? ”

You say, "It's really nice to see you breathe and talk as you normally would." ”

I said, "Mentoring ......"

You say, "I used to think I wasn't afraid of anything. In this life, I will not be afraid of anything. ”

You say, "But, I know now, I'm not that fearless." ”

A strong warm current enveloped my heart.

(iv)

I said, "Guidance." ”

You say, "What? ”

I said, "I can tell you what's going on in the canyon." But you don't tell anyone, okay? ”

You nodded. You say, "I'm not going to tell anyone." ”

I said, "I met that guy in the canyon." ”

You say, "The man who ran away in black armor?" ”

I said, "Yes." ”

You look at me.

I said, "He fell on a rock in the middle of the river, covered in terrible wounds, and was dying. ”

I said, "He still has the last light in his eye." He saw me. He watched me until the light went out. ”

I said, "There are a lot of snakes around him. There are still a lot of wolves howling. ”

I said, "I know his last." He fell off a cliff and fell into the valley of the Blackwater River, where he died. ”

I said, "He was eaten by the snakes and the wolves." ”

I said, "Is that how a good person ends?" ”

You bow your head. You hang your head and can't speak for a moment.

I said, "Guidance? What's wrong with you? ”

I look at you and get worried.

Again, I said, "Did I say something wrong?" ”

You try to keep your head up. You say, "No." You're not wrong about anything. ”

You say, "Xinxin, thank you for trusting me so much and telling me these words that are hidden deep in my heart." ”

You say, "No matter how painful it is, if you need it, I'll face it with you." ”

You say, "Being a good person is the duty of life." No matter how it ends, we should all be good people. ”

You say, "The end of the body is not necessarily the end of the soul." ”

You say, "I believe that being a good person is the wisest choice we can make in life." In every life. Can you believe it? ”

I said, "If you believe it, I believe it too." ”

I said, "I believe." (To be continued.) )