Late testimonials
This article is dedicated to my few friends who are chasing more.
I hope that the long night will give you a short pastime.
The state has been very bad recently.,The update progress will slow down a little (no less than one update a day),Here the prophet will say to everyone.,Wait for the state to improve and then make up.。
Let's talk about myself first.
I still remember when I was a sophomore, the first time I came into contact with the Internet, I didn't know anything about the power of routines, and I opened a Xianxia text by instinct, but my ex-girlfriend read the wedge and said that the story was not good.
Here's a special thank you @ Xi Xiang classmates, I registered a starting point account at that time, and finally made the text with dozens of clicks not so lonely.
In my junior year, I was extremely disgusted with civil engineering, so I made up my mind to write essays to make a living, and I met a few nobles, gave me some practical guidance, and got some meager remuneration for the first time, and also signed the first book buyout in my life. It's an urban text with an explosion of brains.,It's signed by a small website that has now gone out of business with the tide.,It's also a failure to the editor in charge.,She signed me as a newcomer against public opinion.,It's really appreciated my words.,But I'm too busy with the graduation project eunuch.。 Even though writing it down may not save the site, sometimes I feel sorry when I think about it.
After graduating, after hesitating for a long time, the offer of the school recruitment was still turned down, and he entered a novel website as an editor with the opportunity of being a writer, and at the same time opened a supernatural novel, which was forcibly pushed on the shelves all the way, and the editor-in-chief was also dedicated. I won't talk about the name of the novel here, and I may commit a bit of a mother's taboo. Half a year later, because he was not suitable for the workplace, he left the company, and he left Nanjing from scratch, avoiding his dreams.
After the Spring Festival in 17, I still had to come to Nanjing to look for a job, after all, the female ticket disliked that Yangzhou did not have a high-speed rail. Resolutely implement the principle of not entering the civil pit, found a job as a copywriter, and found that this network company was actually serving the Putian hospital, and his heart was broken. At that time, the female ticket had not yet graduated, and I had to work to earn money, and the other jobs were either too low or could not be interviewed for professional reasons, so I had no choice. At that time, I often sat in the company and was confused, and I often wondered if I was trying to improve the conversion rate of the website. The heart is extremely separated, on the one hand, I want to do better performance, get promoted and raised, but on the other hand, I always have a bad conscience.
In the end, he chose to leave, refused to raise his salary and retained, and flipped the table again.
Sometimes I am extremely disgusted with the city of Nanjing, which is dying of old age but has a vegetarian diet, and the ancient capital of the Six Dynasties is no longer in its glory, but it has high housing prices and scarce high-quality employment opportunities. Like a cage to me.
Sometimes I like the city of Nanjing, which always retains a tranquil literary and artistic face, and can still capture the humanistic atmosphere that has not been washed away by the tide. To me is like sweetness.
With the support of the female ticket, I am currently writing full-time from home. This book was a new beginning for me. Since it was a pure newcomer at the beginning, the book did not get any good recommendation and is still half-dead. Friends who have been chasing all the way to this point, you are an important motivation for me to keep writing, and it is very gratifying to have you accompany me on this journey. But I'm going to survive after all, and sometimes I have to write some short stories to contribute, and I hope you can understand. At present, it seems that I will get a full attendance of 600 when I die of this book, which is less than one-third of the rent, so it is inevitable that I will have to be distracted and write something else to make ends meet.
Let's talk about the book.
The Tang Dynasty is an important part of our national cultural bloodline, and due to the haste of writing, I have not performed well enough at many levels. In terms of characters, I don't deal with some characters simply enough, such as Li Bai, who wrote the wind and smoke of the Tang Dynasty in half of the world, the inherent image of the world is a chic and uninhibited and arrogant immortal. In fact, my feelings for him have always been complicated, although his talent is undoubted, but no one is perfect, and sometimes, he is a different person. His chic arrogance is often extremely rational, and those who should flatter will flatter, and he is a little pampered and arrogant in front of the powerful who greatly appreciate his talent. Maybe it's because I had too high expectations for him, after in-depth understanding, there will be some regrets, he will bend his waist to the powerful, he will make some useless complaints, he may not be a good hand at governing the country through the world, Xuanzong does not have so much time to deliberately suppress him, he is also an ordinary person like you and me who will be smoothed out by life.
The difference is that he will always protect the inner side of the sky, and he is a person who does not only have this life.
The original intention of writing this online article is also to let us not only have this life, but also see the many possibilities of life.
Born as human beings, we have the sword of Damocles hanging over our heads, the number of life is always predetermined, and when the time comes, we have to go even if we are unwilling. The meaning of the online article is to let us make endless changes and deductions in our lives in a limited time, and increase the width of our lives. A good story should be like a lifetime after reading it, and now I can't catch it, and I believe that one day I can really do it. That's why I'm not going to write a pastime that suppresses emotions and blindly pursues a sense of coolness.
Far from it.
Yu Lang is a person, and after reading it now, keen friends must have noticed that this person seems to be sad and sad, and he is affectionate in his bones. He had many friends, but most of them were regarded as chicken ribs, and they did not slack off and left without worry. His affection for friends and even lovers is often reserved and restrained. Or maybe it's just that he sees himself this way, and the story is written here, in fact, the character and fate of the characters are beyond my control, and they have their own trajectory, and I just relay this story.
For an author who is not very mature yet, the protagonist will have some of his own projections, and Xiyue Academy is actually my high school alma mater, Yangzhou Middle School, and many of the old people in Xiyue Academy also have the shadow of former friends. I was thinking that my friends could meet again in this book and smile, but unfortunately, it seems that I didn't get my wish, and it seems that they who were caught by me to see the strong men who came to see them left the pit after the first order. It's a bit of a pity.
People are different, today is not yesterday. I miss the days when everyone in high school was messing around together. Nostalgic for those stories that died without a problem.
The original intention of the pen name Gu Rugui also has some meaning to commemorate the old people, and this book hopes that friends will be at home and return to the same place.
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Finally, good night, see you tomorrow.