Do you know? This loom ......

Zhao Da didn't continue to say these words after seeing Cao Cao, staring at the loom, thinking hard about Cao Cao's intentions. He has followed Cao Cao for many years, and it can be said that as long as Cao Cao moves, he can figure out Cao Cao's intentions, and then solve unspoken problems for Cao Cao. If it weren't for this, how could he be deeply respected by Cao Cao, so that the ministers and even Liu Xie, the son of heaven, were in awe?

The Son of Heaven and the ministers may not be afraid of Cao Cao, but they are afraid of Zhao Da, Cao Coffin, and Lu Hong. Because everyone knows that Cao Cao still has rules to abide by, but these three people have always done things by unscrupulous means. What kind of monarchs and ministers, common people, and vulgar ** principles are bullshit in the eyes of these three people.

The state apparatus embodies the will of those in power, and the will of those in power is the foundation of all rules!

Zhao Da is Cao Cao's shadow, and it is not an exaggeration to say that it is a roundworm in Cao Cao's stomach, but now he is increasingly incomprehensible to Cao Cao's thoughts.

In addition to the robbery of the jade seal, the reappearance of the drought, and the assassination of Cao Pi by strange people, there have been too many accidents in Xudu City in recent days. With Zhao Da's mind, he could already see that the spearhead of everything seemed to be pointing at Cao Cao.

According to Cao Cao's previous style, he had already asked Zhao Da to deal with it secretly. If someone dares to rebel, he, Zhao Da, will dare to make an example of a hundred, and even cut down the grass and eradicate all the evils.

But although Cao Cao listened to him Zhao Da told him many important things, he was always indifferent, if he didn't fly alone today, Cao Cao didn't even want to see him Zhao Da again.

What happened to Sikong? How did he not know about the current crisis? In this case, why does he not have a countermeasure at all, he is not like planning it, if this kind of thing is not considered in detail, won't years of hard work be ruined?

When Zhao Da was worried, he listened to Shan Fei and said: "This loom has been around for a long time. Shan Fei could see that the loom was an ordinary thing, with a long service life and many signs of wear.

Cao Cao was originally Mu Ran, and when he heard this, he said: "This is the loom used by Lilac." ”

Solo flew "oh". He was not a psychiatrist, but he could see that Cao Cao was preoccupied, "Mrs. Ding...... What's going on? ”

Cao Cao didn't respond, and said after a while: "In my life, there are few rules for acting, and it is difficult to say whether it is right or wrong. ”

Solo Fei knows that people's titles are mostly reactions at the social hierarchy, even if the emperor Lao Tzu reveals his true feelings to his confidant, I am afraid that he will rarely call himself me, because the emperor with a little brain knows that if he claims himself like that, he is not talking to his friends on an equal footing. Hearing that Cao Cao didn't use the word "lonely" to call himself, Shan Fei secretly thought that Lao Cao at this time did not have an official shelf, and it looked like he was talking to a close friend.

With a smile, Cao Cao said again: "It doesn't matter what others say about me, I think I have a clear conscience about many things I do." When the imperial court recruited me as a military captain, all I wanted was to make meritorious service for the country, and after my death, I had to inscribe the tomb and say: 'The tomb of Cao Hou, the general of the Han Dynasty who conquered the west', and my life's wish was enough. ”

He didn't turn around when he spoke, Shan Fei could only see the wrinkles at the corners of his eyes, the gorgeous hair on his sideburns, and the lonely figure, and he believed that Cao Cao was telling the truth at that moment.

"But many things in this world are not what you want!" Cao Cao finally turned around and looked at Solo Fei.

Solo flight slightly frightened.

The Cao Cao in his memory is really not angry and arrogant, this is the bearing that has been cultivated by the power for many years. If it weren't for this, history would not have passed down the allusion that Cao Cao was a knife catcher.

But now Cao Cao's eyes are bloodshot, his face is gray, and he really looks decadent. From the doctor's point of view, Cao Cao turned out to be a bit of a dying sign.

How is this possible? As far as he knew, Cao Cao would not die until more than ten years later, but now it seems that Cao Cao's time is running out?

Shan Fei finally understood why Zhao Da was worried, and waited for Cao Cao's next words.

Cao Cao added: "I soon found that I couldn't adapt to this sinister world with just one passion, so I began to study the ugly rules. Many people just don't know or don't want to believe that this rule exists, but as long as you know these things, it's always easy to learn, and most importantly, you need to give up your naïve dreams! ”

Solo Fei suddenly felt that Cao Cao's thoughts were very similar to that of Night Star Shen. Or it can also be said that this is the common trend of a certain type of people in this world - they all want to be a good person, but in the real soil of survival, they have become deviated from their original intentions.

Cao Cao muttered: "I treat those who treat me with sincerity, and I treat them with sincerity, and I treat them with cunning if I deceive them." Those who want to harm me, I fight back, and I will not have the slightest mercy. I will use power to attract people who want to get power, and I will give them fame if they want to get fame......"

Looking at Shan Fei, as if he hadn't seen anything, Cao Cao continued: "After learning the ugly rules of the world, I no longer feel that I owe anything to others, and I always tell myself that because I owe something, I will have to pay it back after all." But there is a voice in my heart that keeps reminding me that I owe too much to someone. ”

After being silent for a long time, Cao Cao finally said: "I owe a lot to Lilac!" His voice became hoarse in an instant, Cao Cao stared at Shan Fei, and snorted: "Do you know that she has been following me when I was at my worst." At that time, she and I were short of food and clothing, and it was up to her to spin our clothes on this loom in exchange for me and her...... Live without humiliation! ”

He seemed to be talking to Shan Fei, but the sound of the loom "tuk tuk" kept ringing in his ears, and the sound did not stop for a day.

Year after year, day after day......

"In those years, I lived like a wild dog, no one looked down on me, but Lilac was different," Cao Cao said in a dumb voice: "She married the most depressed me when she was the most radiant, and for me, she endured too many strange eyes, humiliating scolding, and even her parents threatened to sever their relationship, but she still married me without hesitation......"

Looking at Cao Cao's excited face, Shan Fei was silent. He flashed in his mind the scene when he first met Mrs. Ding in the restaurant, when Cao Cao, who was the first person in the world, was not dissatisfied with Mrs. Ding's scolding, but only guilty.

The knowledge of the poor and the lowly cannot be forgotten, and the wife of the chaff does not go to court...... People who can know these things and do these things still have humanity after all......

"But in my most glorious time, she will leave me." Cao Cao's voice choked, "She never asked me for anything, but I have benefited too much from her. I know it's my fault, I always want to change, I know that Lilac no longer has hope for me, but she still puts hope in Zixiu. So I took Zixiu with me, and I hoped that one day, everything I had could be handed over to Zixiu...... I don't want to write any tombs, I just think that I can live up to the expectations of cloves. ”

Solo Fei was silent, he knew that Zixiu was Cao Ang, but he also knew Cao Ang's ending.

"Ke Zixiu went before me, and he went for me." Cao Cao said in a hoarse voice: "When Zixiu went out with me, he rode the 'Absolute Shadow' war horse that Lilac personally selected for him. In the battle of Wancheng, at the moment of life and death, I didn't protect Zi Xiu, but Zi Xiu gave me the Shadow War Horse! ”

The room was silent, only Cao Cao's guilty voice stirred.

"Jueying is dead, and Zixiu is also gone. It's just me...... survived. Cao Cao looked like he was only more breathless than a dead man, "But at that time, in order to boost morale and win people's hearts, I actually said in front of my subordinates - the defeat of Wancheng, I don't feel sorry for Zixiu's death, but I am sad about Dian Wei's death." ”

Solo Fei remembers these words, which have been recorded by history.

"When I say this, it naturally makes my subordinates more loyal," Cao Cao muttered......, "but I never thought that I would do this to make Lilac completely desperate for me!" She despairs that the person she once hoped for could have become so cold and cunning! ”

Solo is speechless.

"Since then, I haven't seen the slightest smile of Lilac, and every time we see each other, we no longer have any of the affection we used to have, but more like the enemies of the third world."

Cao Cao said to himself: "I know, I did this on my own, but I didn't admit to having negative cloves at that time, I just thought that I had just done something wrong, how could a man not make mistakes?" I'm just making the same mistakes that men often make. ”

Solo Fei sighed lightly.

Cao Cao continued: "I still hope to make up for my mistakes, and I also hope that Cangshu can help me get back the cloves, and I always think that I am doing my best to make amends." Laughing miserably, Cao Cao looked at Shan Fei directly, "Do you know why Lilac was disappointed in me in the restaurant back then?" ”

- Cao Apu, you really disappointed me!

Shan Fei instantly recalled Mrs. Ding's words at that time, and also remembered Cao Cao's loneliness at that time, but he didn't say anything.

Cao Cao didn't seem to expect Solo Fei to answer, "Now not only is Lilac disappointed in me, but I'm also really disappointed in myself." Tears finally welled up in his eyes.

Even if it is a hero, after all, there is an unspeakable divine injury.

"Because I have been deceiving myself, because I am nothing but a coward, I have always indulged in illusory glory, I am afraid of defeat, I have never been willing to face my cowardice. When I was in the restaurant, I only dared to put the blame on Miaocai; In Wancheng, the cowardly me pushed death to Zixiu; Not long ago, the cowardly and timidly put my expectations on Cangshu's body and a child's body. ”

Cao Cao's eyes filled with tears, and he said in a dumb voice: "No one reminded me, and I pretended not to know and no longer reminded myself, Zixiu died, and I didn't regret it; Lilac left, I don't know how to admit my mistake; Now even Cangshu is dying for me, but I still beg for Lilac's forgiveness like a coward? ”

Tears flowed wantonly, and Cao Cao said bitterly: "I can't forgive myself anymore, how can I get Lilac's forgiveness?" But、Flying solo, you know what......"

Cao Cao poked his chest and snorted, "I have a lot of pain here!" My heart really hurts! No matter how many people I kill, it won't ease my heartache. ”

Zhao Da was silent, he wanted to persuade Cao Cao many times, but at this kind of time, he could no longer say the words of persuasion, he knew that Cao Cao's words were said to him.

"Solo Fei, I know you are a very capable person."

Cao Cao stepped forward, and said with a painful twisted face: "I don't want to be a coward anymore, but now even if I die, I can't solve everything I face." I beg you, I beg you to tell me, I dare not hope for any forgiveness now, but how can I let a dying lilac who is about to leave me no longer be disappointed?

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