Chapter 76: Her hug is healing
For Tang Yunyun, what is the difficulty of cooking a meal and cooking several dishes? But to make a meal that can be eaten by Zhao Jun, it should be the real difficulty!
At this moment, Tang Yunyun's mood was also heavy. She knew that Zhao Jun kept all the sad things in his heart, and it should be impossible to say it, but she was afraid that he would be suffocated for a long time, and her heart would be messy and become chaotic. She knew that now must be the darkest time in Zhao Jun's life, and it would certainly be best if she could stay by his side all the time...... But she can only accompany her for a few days at most, and she can't stay with her forever, can she?
So when will he be able to come out of this dark time of his life?
After Tang Yunyun was reborn, she only saw "Tang Yunyun", the biological father who always asked for money, and her own parents had long been missing, so there was no way to feel the warmth of her parents' invitation anymore. But she still knows that such a thing is a sad thing no matter who it puts on anyone.
Although Tang Yunyun was not in a good mood, she still cheered up and made him a table full of dishes, she knew that he couldn't eat it, but she also hoped that he could eat one or two bites of every dish.
"Zhao Jun, I've finished the meal, are you going to eat it now?" she asked loudly in the kitchen.
Zhao Jun immediately walked into the kitchen from the outside and helped her bring the food out together, "Let's eat now." ”
It wasn't the first time the two of them had eaten alone face to face, but this time the atmosphere was particularly sad. Tang Yunyun knew that Zhao Jun was still trying to hide his sadness, he ate almost rice by rice, and the food was also sipped in small bites, stuffed into his mouth and chewed mechanically, even if he put the best food in the world in front of him, it was impossible for him to eat it.
"If you don't want to eat it right now...... We can skip it first. Tang Yunyun stretched out his hand and pressed his arm.
"Eat, I happen to be hungry too. Not wanting her to worry, Zhao Jun actually showed a smile.
After eating this meal for more than two hours, Tang Yunyun didn't feel that time passed very slowly, but wanted to be by his side silently like now, and it was good like this.
After all, she had loved him for so many years.
During this period, Zhao Jun's mobile phone vibrated countless times, and he had already adjusted the mute mode, but there were still many people looking for him, wondering how he was now.
He doesn't really care what the rumors on the Internet are fermenting now.
When cleaning up the dishes and chopsticks, Tang Yunyun secretly sent a message to Lin Feifei, saying that she had found Zhao Jun, saying that he seemed to be fine, and she applied to be by his side for a few days.
"Are you sure he doesn't have any problems?" Lin Feifei was still very worried about him, and almost replied to Tang Yunyun's WeChat in seconds, "Send me the address." She commanded her.
"No, I don't want anyone else to bother him. Tang Yunyun also replied in seconds.
"Aren't you two afraid of something happening when you're alone?" Lin Feifei dialed over, but Tang Yunyun refused, "Why did you hang up my phone?!"
It can be imagined that Lin Feifei was already annoyed and angry.
"You just give me a day!" Tang Yunyun replied on WeChat, "I will accompany him well, but I don't think he needs too many people to disturb him." That's it. ”
Lin Feifei finally agreed, and immediately replied, "Then you can accompany him for a few days, I won't give you any work arrangements in the past few days...... Don't give Zhao Jun a chance to do stupid things!"
"Of course, and he won't do anything stupid!" After replying, Tang Yunyun put away his phone.
After cleaning up the dishes and chopsticks from the kitchen, Tang Yunyun saw that Zhao Jun was still sitting on the sofa in a daze, and he seemed to have turned off the light again. Tang Yunyun studied it and found that there was a small lamp next to it, so he secretly turned on this small lamp.
As soon as the small lamp was turned on, half of his side face was dimly illuminated by the soft light, making him look like a figure in a painting.
At that moment, Tang Yunyun didn't know what was wrong with him, as if he had been hit by a Gu, he involuntarily walked over, walked in front of him step by step, and then, bent down and gave him a big solid hug.
Zhao Jun was so shocked by her sudden hug that he stiffened and didn't make any movement for a long time.
But...... It's so warm! Just let her hold it, hug it, hug it until it's old enough to be in the middle of nowhere?
Tang Yunyun was holding him for a while before she realized what she was doing, and what she wondered was not that he didn't push her away, but why she made such a move. She slowly let go of her hand, "Is it better?"
However, Zhao Jun didn't let her leave him like this, he hurriedly stretched out his hand and pulled her directly into his arms, "Is it okay to hug me again?" The next second, Zhao Jun pleaded pitifully.
Just a hug, can Zhao Jun be so moved? Tang Yunyun was stunned.
But this hug is different from the hug she had with him when she first arrived at his house today...... He should have only made such a move in a hurry.
But this hug was incredibly gentle, because before Tang Yunyun could respond, he had already raised a hand and stroked the back of her head, his movements were very light, as if he was afraid of hurting her.
"Sister Yun, thank you for being here...... Cook for me, talk to me, hug me......"
His voice was also very soft, like a murmur, thanking Tang Yunyun over and over again. It didn't take long for her tears to pour out inexplicably and fall uncontrollably. She didn't even know what she was doing, why she was crying......
Finally, the two of them separated.
Tang Yunyun saw that Zhao Jun was also crying, and asked in a trembling voice, "What's wrong with you?"
Zhao Jun smiled bitterly and shook his head, "It's okay, I was touched by your gentleness." Also, I suddenly remembered my mother. ”
Finally, Tang Yunyun heard Zhao Jun take the initiative to mention his family in front of her for the first time. Her heart was not good in every way. But she didn't interrupt him, but listened to him quietly.
"Mom, she...... It was depression after my dad died of illness, and I didn't know it was this disease at first, and I thought it was just a bad mood. In fact, she complained to me at the beginning that she always couldn't sleep well, but I didn't take it seriously at the time, thinking that it was just that the old man couldn't sleep when he was old. Until one day I didn't contact her for several days and felt that something was wrong, so I ran back to the house to see and found that she had swallowed sleeping pills...... Fortunately, she was taken to the hospital in time and was rescued. ”
He spoke word by word, as if he were telling a long story. Tang Yunyun listened with a chill, his face was ugly.