Chapter 18: Be Prepared to Lose
"Looking for someone?"
"Yes, big brother, no matter how capable I am, I am also a person, there are words in the mortal world, three stinkers, and a Zhuge Liang, therefore, I need help, the more people the better, I must be trustworthy, I have it here, the same big brother can help me find a few more, I can only trust the eldest brother now." ”
Shi Mo Yun thought for a moment, and suddenly stood up: "You want me to find someone to deal with Mo Sheng, he is my younger brother, I don't allow anyone to hurt him, let alone find someone to hurt him myself!"
"Mo Yun!"
"Okay!" Shi Mo Yun waved his hand: "Don't say anything anymore, I am not a person who understands righteousness, no matter what others say about me in the future, I will spare no effort to protect my younger brother." ”
"Shi Moyun, I didn't expect you to be such a person, in vain I trusted you so much!" Ah Zhu got up angrily, afraid of waking Ah Zheng, so he had to roar in a low voice.
"You have grievances and revenge, and I can't stop them, do you want me and my brother to kill each other?" Shi Mo Yun is not afraid of him now, even before, for the sake of Mo Sheng, he was not afraid.
"That's not what I said, Mo Yun, I wanted you to deal with Wu Le in a hurry, I didn't say that I would definitely kill Shi Mo Sheng. ”
"That said, you still have this plan. ”
"Yes. Yes, what's wrong? Yes, it's not for ourselves. Killing Wule is to avenge the blood and revenge, which is selfish. I admit it, and Ah Zheng will admit it too. And when you kill Mo Sheng, it's for Wule City, do you think it's wrong for us to do this?"
Shi Moyun naturally didn't feel that there was anything wrong, and of course he couldn't say anything to refute it, but his eyes were sad: "He is my younger brother." ”
"Yes, even if you are not related by blood, you have family affection, and he will not be disliked by you no matter what. But, have you ever thought that many people have younger brothers like you, and if Shi Mosheng continues to let it go like this, other people's younger brothers will also be harmed, and you have to hurt more people in order to protect your own brothers?"
"I'll let Mo Sheng listen to me and manage the city well, he's so smart, he can do it, believe me. ”
"It's not a matter of whether he's smart or not, it's that he doesn't care about Wule City at all, he doesn't have this responsibility in his heart, I'm afraid it was Wule who forced him to sit on it, the same as me at the beginning, but it's different, I did better than him. ”
During Azhu's reign, he was indeed very good in all aspects, there is no doubt about it.
Shi Moyun sat down with the back of the chair, raised his head, and looked at Ah Zhu with his tearful eyes: "No matter what, unless there is no way, otherwise, don't hurt Mo Sheng easily, count it as a big brother, please beg you." ”
"Shi Moyun, I will never be soft-hearted, once I am soft-hearted, I will not be able to protect my beloved, and I will be injured, you are not unaware of my past, if so, how can you step on the corpses of thousands of people and sit on the throne of the city lord?" Ah Zhu's eyes were cold, and his eyes were fierce and looked at Shi Moyun: "I'm sorry, I can't promise you." It's too hard for me to do. ”
Shi Moyun said fiercely: "Okay, then there's nothing to talk about." ”
"Shi Moyun, I really know you today!" Ah Zhu dropped this sentence and went back to the room.
Shi Moyun sat for a while, then went back to the room, and while absentmindedly pinching Ruan Meng's legs, while thinking, Ruan Meng looked at him, listlessly, and asked him, "What's going on?"
"Ruan Meng, I did this, is it wrong or right. I'm conflicted, Ruan Meng. Shi Moyun looked at his wife deeply, hoping for help and comfort.
"What the hell is so difficult, you tell me. ”
"Ah Zhu asked me to find someone, and I thought that he was going to deal with Mo Sheng, so I didn't agree. ”
Ruan Meng said softly: "If you don't agree, don't agree, anyway, with or without you, things will go on and won't change." Why should you bother with that?"
"However, I am worried about silence. ”
"I'm also worried, watching him grow up, why don't you worry, but he is also a smart person, Ah Zhu is not a person to mess with, as long as he gives up the position of city lord, Ah Zhu will definitely not embarrass him. ”
"I don't believe that a person who has taken a noble status will let him out. When Shi Moyun heard her say this, he was even more uneasy.
It depends on how Mo Sheng chooses himself. ”
Shi Moyun sighed heavily.
Ruan Meng didn't know how to persuade him, so she had to yawn and close her eyes.
Shi Moyun sighed again.
What if everything could go back to the way it used to be? Unfortunately, people can be born again, but time cannot be repeated.
*
Ah Zhu hugged the sleeping Ah Zheng, and waited until Ah Zheng woke up, before listening to those facts, Ah Zheng was out of control, and he had no choice but to let her rest first.
When the time came, as soon as Ah Zheng opened her eyes, she smelled the fragrance of bamboo, which made her feel instantly relieved, but she felt very sad, and her nose twitched and cried.
"Okay, stop crying. Ah Zhu didn't say anything, just these two sentences, repeated several times, while saying that she wiped the tears on her face before, Ah Zheng was tired of crying, and said: "They know everything, but they don't tell me, why, just because I'm not from the Shi family, is this fair?"
Ah Zhu said: "Why are you not sensible, are you confused?" After speaking, he pinched her nose.
"I'm sad and don't have the heart to joke with you. Ah Zheng took his hand away in disgust.
"Aren't they afraid that you will go to Wule? they are afraid that you will be injured, don't you understand?" Ah Zhu said helplessly.
"This is a good thing to say, I think it's because my mother married later, and she didn't give birth to a boy and a girl, and the people of the Shi family didn't pay attention to her, and she was killed. ”
Ah Zheng didn't think about it, the Shi family didn't welcome Ah Xiu at first, her husband died, she couldn't give birth, the child was someone else's, why did she enter the door, if it wasn't for Shi Chen's insistence, she wouldn't have been able to become Mrs. Shi at all.
The men, women and children of the Shi family don't like Ah Xiu, although she is as beautiful as a flower, but it also makes people think that she is not a good person, and later, the facts have also proved that because of this woman, she offended the god of martial arts, and also killed Shi Chen.
Ah Zhu said: "Don't think nonsense. ”
"No, you don't know about the situation in our family, my mother insisted on adopting me, and no one paid attention to her for a long time. It's because we're all outsiders. ”
Ah Zhu only knew that he was busy, busy with work, and busy with how to avoid Ah Zheng's entanglement, but he didn't expect to get to know the Shi family well.
However, at present, it seems that the Shi family may not be of much help to them, and the way Shi Moyun behaved just now is not strange.
"Hungry?"
"Huh?"
"I'll give you something to eat. ”
"Where can I eat?"
Ah Zhu said solemnly: "If you don't eat enough, how can you have the strength to take revenge?"
"But I really can't eat it. ”
"Then drink something and wait. Ah Zhu walked out after speaking, Ah Zheng thought that just now, Ah Zhu was also a little wrong, she just thought that she was in a bad mood and didn't care about Ah Zhu well, and she couldn't help but blame herself a little.
About half an hour, when Ah Zheng thought about what to ask, the door also opened, and Ah Zhu was holding a tea tray, two jasper translucent crystal cups, and the crystal cups were embossed with green leaves, which were lifelike. The crystal cup contains a bright red liquid, on which are floated goji berries and red dates.
Azhu said: "Goji berries nourish qi, red dates nourish blood, brown sugar warms the body, millet nourishes the stomach, sweet potatoes help digestion, improve appetite, and white fungus beauty." It's all good for you. ”
Then handed it to Ah Zheng, Ah Zheng smelled it, the fragrance of red dates was very strong, she pressed it with a spoon, but she refused to eat it herself, coquettishly: "You feed me." After saying that, he put the crystal cup on the dinner plate and leaned against it, looking very tired.
Ah Zhu put it on the table, brought one, sat down, and said, "Kiss me and I'll feed you." After saying that, he came over.
Ah Zheng pushed him with disgust and said, "You are getting more and more shameless, I don't!"
Ah Zhu sat there, his face ugly.
He wasn't angry that she was shameless.
Ah Zheng didn't want to eat anything, he brought the food, but it made her want to eat, this will, smell, can't eat, and her stomach screams, Ah Zhu heard it, and didn't move, just waiting for Ah Zheng to surrender.
After a stalemate, Ah Zheng suddenly howled and cried, beating the bed while crying, which frightened Ah Zhu, and hurriedly turned around, scooped up a spoonful, put it to her mouth, and said, "Okay, don't cry, give it to you." ”
Ah Zheng stopped crying, finished drinking, craned his neck and said, "Do you know how good I am?"
"You know, I've always been afraid of you. ”
"Yes. "Ah Zheng is very proud.
"No, you don't know. Ah Zheng sighed lightly, "What I'm talking about is not the kind of fear you understand, but, I'm afraid that you will cry, afraid that you will be hurt, afraid that you will be unhappy, afraid that you will forget me, afraid that you will not want to be with me one day, when you chase me, I refuse you, and on the other hand, I am also afraid that you will give up, and on the other hand, I am afraid that you will not give up." He looked at Ah Zheng's eyes and smiled bitterly: "It's very contradictory, isn't it? I also think that I am such a contradictory person." I want to love and I am afraid, do you think that I am particularly cowardly?"
"Azhu, I'm sorry. ”
She is sometimes quite willful, and she can't detect Azhu's goodness, Azhu does everything for her, but she misunderstands Azhu.
"And, do you want to eat?"
"Hmm. "He made it, and she loved it.
"Let me kiss it. ”
As soon as he finished speaking, Ah Zheng took the initiative to give him a long and intoxicating fragrance of osmanthus flowers.
Another cup was brought over, Ah Zheng touched his tongue to his lips and said, "You drink it too." ”
Azhu shook his head.
"Do you drink it too? ”
Ah Zhu smiled: "I drank it just now." ”
Ah Zheng immediately understood, and couldn't help but have a crimson face, like a brilliant osmanthus, glaring at him while drinking, and then drank it in one gulp.
The porridge was sweet, and her bad mood improved. In fact, after so many years, I already know that sadness is useless except to prove that she is cowardly, the murderer will not appear because she is sad, and her mother and father will not come back to life because she is sad.
"Ah Zhu, no matter what the price is, Wu Le must die, and besides, it must be my own bloody blade!" Ah Zheng said solemnly, his eyes cold and firm.
Ah Zhu said: "If the price is to lose me, will you still choose to do this?"
"No, no, Azhu, no matter what, I can't lose you a third time. Don't scare me. ”
Ah Zhu said solemnly: "Listen! We all have to be prepared and lose each other's preparations." ”