Chapter 110: We Will Eventually Become What We Hate
After Ouyang Che left, Li Zhishi, who had drunk a few glasses of wine, was already a little drunk.
However, despite drinking a lot, Li Zhishi still did not lose his basic sanity, in fact, if he wanted to make him lose his mind, in the current situation of opening a preliminary awakening, it is basically impossible except for death.
At this time, the fat man was arranged by Li Zhishi to escort Ouyang Che back, and it was okay during the day, but in the city of Nanjing at night, there was no brilliant light illumination in later generations, except for the lanterns and torches set up at intervals, and the candlelight of people on the side of the road could be illuminated, in some sections, if it was a cloudy day without a moon, it could be described as reaching out and not seeing five fingers.
In this situation, if some people have a brain convulsion and want to kill Ouyang Che in order to cut off Li Gang's back road, Ouyang Che, who is a literati and does not know martial arts, will definitely not be able to escape.
At this time, Xylophone went back to the house to wash the dishes, they didn't know how long they would stay here, and the basic housework still needed to be taken care of.
Lying in the courtyard anywhere, Li Zhishi looked at the starry sky, and under the initiative to give up control, the effect of alcohol finally began to gradually appear, so that his original rigorous thinking continued to diverge.
After he started drinking, the xylophone didn't really stop him from eating. In his impression, although the xylophone has some eldest lady's temper, it is not serious, and on the contrary, it can be regarded as knowledgeable.
The girl who can pull her father to save herself on such a night, the girl who can take the initiative to repair her clothes when she sees them damaged, and the girl who can wash her clothes easily, wants to survive in such a world, live well, and how much it takes to pay how much.
Not everyone is him Li Zhishi, the memory of unsealing after the awakening of the soul has made him know that he can no longer be measured by ordinary people, and such a self has to be completely put into racking his brains to fight in this world, so what will a girl who is not deeply involved in the world and kind-hearted be afraid of in this world?
He knew that with the character of the xylophone, he would definitely not be able to do anything to rely on those so-called strong people in exchange for a chance to survive, but if he couldn't cowardly sell himself, then the xylophone must have chosen another path.
Let yourself become fierce, as fierce as a snake and scorpion, in order to dispel the desires of those men, to make people fearful, to bloom again in the cruel land.
The coldness when she entered the world was probably her temperament that she still couldn't change after she took off that coat.
It is precisely because of these that Li Zhishi can tolerate the petty nature of the xylophone at this time, because he understands that if even he begins to reject himself, then the original xylophone may really never come back......
This kind of time for the divergence of thoughts under the influence of alcohol did not last too long in Li Zhishi's body, and when he was fully conscious, but still lying on the weedy in the courtyard because he was lazy, a weak body suddenly appeared beside him, and then sat down gently.
In the afterglow of Li Zhishi's half-open eyes, Xylophone clasped his knees with his hands, and he couldn't find a trace of presence quietly beside him.
"Wood, when I knew you had entered this space too, I was not happy, but I was also happy."
"In front of my dad, I have always been that good girl, but in fact, I don't know how many lives I have in my hands when I enter the space, and the people I have met in the past call me a femme fatale, and those who hate me simply call me that vicious bitch."
"I don't call you cheese but wood because I want the original one to remain in your heart forever, because I know that with your ability, you must have known that the person who killed and framed the sisters was me."
"I hated the man, so I killed him; I hated the sisters approaching you, and feared they might see through who I was, so I chased them away. ”
Speaking of this, the body of the xylophone, who had been keeping her head down, had begun to tremble slightly, and Li Zhishi's expression when she was in the first bowl of wine before really made her panic, because only in front of Li Zhishi could she feel how much she had changed and how much she had fallen.
"I don't know which one is the real me."
"Whichever you are, it's the real you." At this moment, Li Zhishi, who had always thought that he was asleep because of drunkenness, suddenly opened his eyes and said categorically.
"Wood, wood, you're not asleep?" Xylophone was so frightened that he almost jumped up from the ground, and then remembered what he had just said, his face suddenly turned pale under the moonlight, "I, I ......"
"What are you, women just like to think nonsense." Li Zhishi, who sat up, glared at her angrily, "In this space, if you want to live, you have to work hard, and if a girl wants to keep her virginity, she has to be transgender...... No, it's a pervert. ”
Seeing Li Zhishi's serious appearance, but saying some strange remarks in his mouth, the xylophone, which was originally on the verge of collapse, couldn't help but laugh after all, and after laughing, there were hysterical tears, and with these continuous tears, somewhere in his heart was finally completely opened.
Looking at the appearance of the person in front of him, the serious and bad expression on Li Zhishi's face disappeared in a blink of an eye, and what resurfaced was a faint joy and warmth.
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With the talk that night, the original gap between Xylophone and Li Zhishi was finally unraveled, and although Xylophone still looked cold in the face of outsiders, it had actually basically recovered the peaceful nature in the real world.
Sometimes people change in a split second.
This statement does not only apply here, but actually applies to all people, both inside and outside.
In the days when Ouyang Che gradually adapted to the affairs of the Ministry of Rites and forced himself to be busy every day, Li Zhishi also successfully drew a subtle map of Nanjing City, except for the key places that could not be approached but only on a rough table, other places, and even small alleys were clearly drawn.
This map is Li Zhishi asked Muqin and the fat man to keep in mind and memorize, because with the advancement of time, Zhu Cheng and the three of them will definitely arrive in Nanjing City with Chen Dong in a short time, and after calculating with each other, the two of them may have a conflict at that time.
On the other hand, after the fat man has been tired and tired of consuming countless big chicken legs these days, after analyzing the movements of the imperial history Zhang Suo's mansion one by one, Li Zhishi can be said to have enough understanding of Zhang Suo, but just as Li Zhishi was about to find an opportunity to contact, a news that shook the Song Dynasty and the opposition suddenly came out.
Li Gang, the former left minister who has been living at home since his resignation, died of a vicious illness when this autumn was approaching.
At the same time, under the gate of Nanjing City, three people were mixed in the caravan and cautiously entered the city of Tianfu.