Farewell to Death (1) (163)
"Say no more!"
Could it be that this is just a big misunderstanding?
God is too good at joking with people!
Misunderstandings can bring lifelong regrets!
Tao Qisheng couldn't admit and believe this, it was so cruel to him!
What I have been tormented for many years is only caused by misunderstandings!
It's a complete misunderstanding, missing the most important thing between husband and wife, and this kind of joke made by fate is really cruel!
It was complete suspicion and hesitation, he didn't show up in time, if he appeared in the crop field, wouldn't it stop his father from being confused by the beauty ** at night? Can that still stage a tragedy in this life?!
The misunderstanding of his father led to what can be said to be a wrongful death - at this moment, he suddenly woke up, but he was full of remorse!
Qiu Lanzhi shed tears and continued: "No, you let me make it clear, this kind of shameful thing has happened, under the same roof, how will the three of us get along and live together in the future." I was also surprised by his sudden departure from home, and I also knew that he felt guilty for what he had done wrong, so he covered his eyes and ears under the guise of going out to work. ā
Tao Qisheng was silent, but he was thinking in his heart: After he dies, he will go to the underworld to make amends to his father!
Qiu Lanzhi was still sobbing and said: "Seeing that he was not at home, I relieved my heart, in order not to affect our relationship, so I concealed the things of the year!" Qisheng, he has not had a woman for many years, and it is understandable that he did something stupid on the spur of the moment, but-"
"Please don't say it, your words are ripping out my heart!" Tao Qisheng's tears could no longer be uncontrollably fluttering and flowing, those were strong man's tears!
This time, Qiu Lanzhi was wiping away tears for him.
"You're a person who doesn't shed tears easily, but this time it's āā?"
"Maybe that's the only tears I have left!" Tao Qisheng blinked a few tears in his hazy eyes, and a few wry smiles that were difficult to catch on his thin cheeks. How could a big man be willing to shed tears in front of others? But his tears were behind his back, and he didn't know how many times they had secretly flowed. His heart, his heartache, who knows?!
In these years, I thought that with the passage of time, the hurried years would polish everything unsatisfactory and smooth, and there would be no more edges and corners that pierced the heart, but the memories that could not be refused every time were like a hideous monster raging with sharp teeth and claws tearing his internal organs to pieces and drenched in blood, it was the filthy greed of human beings who destroyed this family that should be considered happy, and the happiness that appeared in the eyes of others was just a false appearance!
"In my life, I really haven't seen you shed tears a few times."
"That's because my tears are hidden in my heart, and tears are something that can prove a person's vulnerability!"
"Now I know that it's not just this disease that makes you feel suffering, but in comparison, it's the suffering that your heart has endured for so many years, what kind of suffering is that?!"
"Aren't you the same?!"
"Yes, we are a pair of hard-working mandarin ducks, martyrs under ethics and morality!"
"The saddest misfortune in the world like this has come to us!"
"This is fate, we can't escape it!"
"Have you forgiven him, then?"
"Wrong is already wrong, now that he is dead, what else can not be forgiven! Come to think of it, it's not easy for him in his life, he lost his wife early, and he worked hard to pull the three of you to adulthood, and now his sister and sister are also doing well. In this life, there is no merit and hard work, and people should not forget the grace of nurturing! Regardless of whether you have earned money outside or not, after all these years, as long as you are safe and sound, then it is time to come back. ā
"You're a reasonable person, thank you! It's a pity that he really never came back! Tao Qisheng looked very excited.
"Why? You know? Qiu Lanzhi wondered.
"He's dead, dead in that sinkhole in the mountains!"
"Sinkhole?" Qiu Lanzhi was stunned for a moment, and then suddenly realized that it was the mysterious "cunt pit" that Liu Xingmei secretly said in her ear.
"He didn't become a lonely ghost in a foreign land!"
"How so?"
"Let's be honest. That time I went into the mountains and forests alone, just to see him again, maybe for the last time. Ever since I had seen you two in the fields twenty years ago, and had overheard you in the courtyard at night, and I had overheard it outside the window, I could not help but find out the matter that day, and he repented it, and swore before me that you were innocent, and that you would go out into the mountains and forests to be with the beasts, and punish yourself. In fact, he is not far from us all these years! Because I still refuse to believe his explanation, and in doing so, I am forcing him to death, and IāI am also a sinful man! ā
Qiu Lanzhi's heart twitched and ached, so it was, this kind of truth revealed to give her a strong shock. In the past, she was worried day and night that her father-in-law would suddenly reappear in this house one day, and in that case, she really didn't know how to deal with it! And this kind of secrecy is so tight-lipped that it has been concealed for more than 20 years! She sighed, wiped away the tears she had shed, and said:
"It's out now, so you should think wide. In any case, he is also the father who gave you life, and he is also my father-in-law. Would you like to get help in salvaging his body so that it can be buried?"
"I've thought about this for a long time, he feels that he has no face to see people, so he has no face to enter the Tao family's graveyard. Perhaps, that sinkhole is his destined destination, let him rest there! It's not that we don't have filial piety, but if we alarm others, how can we explain it? Can the cause of his death be said? I've been away from home for so many years, and now I suddenly say that he died there, it's just making up nonsense to deceive others, and I believe that no one can make up this kind of nonsense, and it's really hard to justify it when the time comes!"
"That's what you said!"
"That's all there is to it!"
The two men fell silent in an indescribable grief.
Tao Qisheng asked: "Do you believe in the sentence 'husband and wife are birds in the same forest, and they fly separately when disaster comes'?"
Qiu Lanzhi first shook his head blankly, and then said categorically: "I don't believe this, unless they are not a loving couple!" This home is the woods, and we are the two birds in the woods, born together, and dead together, never abandoned!"
Tao Qisheng's heart fluttered, and he choked up and asked: "That-that-are we in love?"
"What do you say?"
"If we love, but I owe you so much!"
"It's all in the past, don't say it."
"I can't compensate you in this life, so let's wait for the next life!"
"Do you believe there will be an afterlife?"
"I-"
"No one knows if there will be an afterlife, so don't say anything! Brother Qi Sheng, do you still want to see me dance for you? ā
"I want to see it."
"Then I'll jump to show you."
Qiu Lanzhi went to the ground, opened the cabinet and took out a set of Korean costumes she treasured, which was also her wedding dress. After the change, she danced barefoot on the ground, and she did not sing, probably for fear of disturbing the two children in the Westinghouse.
Tao Qisheng lay there with his head tilted on his side, under the dim light, he seemed to feel that the lovely butterfly flew into his eyes again, the figure was still graceful, the posture was still beautiful, as if the passing years had not swallowed and transformed the original childishness of an elegant woman. The dusty door of memories was opened again, and he happily walked inside to enjoy the beautiful scene.
Looking back on the past, once upon a time, the once beautiful face, the current, although there is a gap in contrast, in the eyes of those who love her, can only face the vicissitudes left in the ruthless years with a helpless sigh and fall into the heart!
The charming girls of the past made many men think about and regret their lives as long as they took a look!
Tears flowed freely on Tao Qisheng's face, and it was his cheeks that flowed, but why did he feel as if they were flowing into his heart again? But the grief and despair in my heart cannot be washed away by these tears!
If life is gone, the heart will die with it.
Thinking about his life, it should be ordinary, and he has never been brilliant, like many ordinary people, he lives a life of eating, drinking, and sleeping in a regular manner, without any great ideals and extravagant hopes, and he is satisfied with just seeking peace and clothing, but why should he encounter extraordinary and unglorious things in this ordinary life without glory? Could it be that this is the life of a man?
With his blurred vision, he looked at his wife dancing on the ground, which may become the last good memory he left behind in the world!
In his heartache, he muttered:
"The gold is empty, the silver is empty, and after death, he is in his hands.
The wife is empty, the son is empty, and there is no meeting on the Huangquan Road.
The fields are empty, the land is empty, and how many masters have been changed.
The name is empty, the profit is empty, and in the blink of an eye, the wilderness is a letter. ā
At this moment, he suddenly felt that the monster in his crotch began to swell rapidly, and it still brought the pain of wanting to burst.
He gritted his teeth and tried to hold back, but the sweat on his forehead came out again.
This damn swollen cock looks like she's asking for his life!