Pain (1) (329)

This is the student's class and he said that he has something to do and comes home, and it is the responsibility of a teacher to care for each student.

Shen Qinqi was holding a dustpan and soybeans in the yard.

"Sister-in-law Qinqi, why doesn't Mei Xiang go to school?"

Shen Qinqi stopped and said: "Brother Zhenzong, I don't know why, she reads so well, why don't she say she won't read it, and I'm wondering these days!" Are you going to come, I'm just going to ask you? ”

"Didn't you ask my sister-in-law Xingmei? The two of them are often together, and they don't have anything to say, why she always knows! ”

"She only said that Mei Xiang didn't want to study anymore and just wanted to help me do some work at home, and she couldn't persuade her."

"Chu Ge said the same thing when he spoke for his sister, but I always felt like something was wrong, and it wouldn't be so simple. Sister Mei Xiang is very sensible, if she doesn't want to study, she will definitely say it to me. ”

"I also think that since she doesn't go to school, she doesn't look happy every day, as if she has changed as a different person. There are too many words and too few dates. It seems that Chu Ge's words are missing, Mei Xiang is grinding in the house, you go ask her! This girl is so big that the mother can't figure it out, it's the same as which door to smoke, hey! Mei Xiang, Teacher Tao has come to see you, and you haven't come out to greet you?! Shen Qinqi in the courtyard shouted at the house as he spoke.

"You're welcome." Tao Zhenzong's memories of the Chu family were almost unfamiliar, as if he had left no memories at all. Although he and Chu Yunzhao are called by the same generation, after all, they are nearly twenty years old when they are younger than Chu Yunzhao, and they are not childhood playmates. Especially in the past ten years of studying outside, he has become unfamiliar with some people and things in the village!

I don't know why, he turned out to be a little nervous?

The door of the house was closed, and Mei Xiang, who was sitting on the bench grinding in the room, had already heard the teacher's familiar voice, which made her excited and sad, but she didn't even seem to have the courage to open the door and go out to greet her. She paced around the room in a panic, as if she wanted to hide, ashamed to see the person she liked! When the familiar footsteps came to the door, she calmly calmed down, and was still busy sitting in front of the millstone.

The door was gently opened, and the sunlight poured in, making the slightly dark room suddenly brighten. When I look up, I don't know if it's the sun or the people, I will have the illusion of dizziness.

"Teacher!" She screamed timidly and stood up.

Tao Zhenzong stood outside the door and didn't come in, he looked at Mei Xiang and asked, "Chu Ge only asked for one day off for you, but you haven't been to school for several days, do you really not want to study?" ”

"I-" Mei Xiang panicked for a moment, shook her head and nodded.

"I think I told you that you were the best student in the class. You don't read anymore, can you tell me why? ”

Why?

Mei Xiang was shocked, her body trembled slightly, her heart was dripping blood, her eyes were hazy with tears, she had to lie and prevaricate, she lowered her head and said: "A girl, just know a few crop words, these days, it is useless to have cultural knowledge, I am afraid that I will not be able to leave this mountain for a lifetime!" Now that my father is not at home, and my younger brother is still young, he will definitely be better than me in the future, so let him study! I-I've grown up, and I want to do more work for my mother, and it's worthy of my father who is not at home! ”

"That-that-what-hey! Liu Xingmei also agrees that you don't study? Tao Zhenzong was annoyed by his spitting. When confronted by Mei Xiang, he was ashamed that he had done something better with a prostitute. That kind of thing, after it was really enjoyable, I realized that I regretted the pain and became a misstep and hatred for eternity!

"It's my own business!" Mei Xiang said lightly, she pursed her lips, revealing stubbornness, and seemed to have resentment.

Yes, the teacher she admires only has Liu Xingmei in her heart!

"It's useless to be a scholar!"

Tao Zhenzong shook his head again and smiled bitterly: "Your words are reasonable, this is not a peaceful era, and reading is useless, just blame the wrong time!" You are doing your filial piety, and I have nothing to say. ”

Both teachers and students have pain from the depths of their hearts, and they can't express it in words.

Mei Xiang went to see the teacher, and on his handsome face, with a cloud of melancholy, and deep pupils filled with melancholy, she was shocked to find that the young man was no longer as energetic as when he first returned. Perhaps, people who fall into the mire of feelings are the easiest to change, not to mention that they are coveting a love that belongs to someone else?!

The love in the teacher's heart made her sad, because it didn't belong to her, a wishful little girl!

When she saw the teacher staring at her with very obsessive love eyes, she panicked a little. She didn't know that Tao Zhenzong wanted to capture the former Liu Xingmei from her body, and she was so beautiful and moving when she was a girl? Why is there more pain and sadness in those black grape-like pupils?

For a while, Mei Xiang began to feel at a loss, which she had hoped for, but now she was afraid. She shyly rubbed her hands together, only to be grinned in pain.

Tao Zhenzong saw it in his eyes, stepped into the threshold, stepped forward and grabbed Mei Xiang's hands to see, six days ago, the good-looking little hands that were smooth and delicate six days ago had thick calluses in the rough palms, and the other two hands also had blood blisters bulging at the tiger's mouths. At this time, he was stunned to find that the plum fragrance that bloomed like a hibiscus in the past was gradually haggard, and his eyes were much darker than sorrow.

How can an innocent girl be like this? Could it be that she rejected her family affairs and made her sad like this? That's not right, she continued to go to school after the proposal, but her expression pretended to be calmer, not for this, and not for her mother to let her study, so why? This seems to be a difficult problem to solve.

"Mei Xiang, you have to take care of yourself, don't be too tired." He looked at the dripping milky soy milk flowing from the basin down on the grinding plate, and his nose was sour.

Mei Xiang nodded solemnly, tears streaming down.

Tao Zhenzong looked at the plum fragrance of pear blossoms with rain, I felt pity, and I couldn't help but wipe away the tears on her cheeks. He opened his mouth but choked up, and then walked out of the door in a panic. He wanted to say sorry to Mei Xiang, but he couldn't say the sorry words.

At this time, Shen Qinqi's voice sounded in the courtyard: "Mei Xiang, you make tea for the teacher!" ”

She also wanted to find out what was wrong with her silent and sad-faced daughter from Tao Zhenzong, a teacher.

Tao Zhenzong, who was standing outside the door, sighed: "Perhaps, a woman is virtuous if she is not talented!" ”

As the head of a village, Mrs. Wu's family, his sons and daughters, and grandchildren have never gone to school. Mrs. Wu only studied in a private school when she was a child, and later passed on her knowledge to her children, who in turn passed it on to her own children. But his ancestors were great officials in the Qing Dynasty, but after watching the ugly scenes in the officialdom, they just didn't want future generations to study and become officials, thinking that the whole family was happy when they were reunited. What fame and fortune, what glory and wealth, what gold and silver treasures, what wives and concubines, all are tiring and troublesome vulgar things, only parents, wives and children are the most worthy of having. It is difficult to be an official, and it is even more difficult to be a good official, if there is a good emperor and a good official, can the Qing Dynasty be repeatedly bullied by foreign powers? Only those who are corrupt and incompetent are worthy of being officials with a clear conscience, regardless of the suffering of the people, bearing the infamy for a lifetime, and passing on the infamy to future generations. A good official is to be suppressed and squeezed out by bad officials, and there are really very few honest and honest officials who can survive strongly!

Old lady Wu decided to run the school after asking him for advice as a college student, because if there is no cultural knowledge, it is backward, and if science and medicine do not progress, they will be bullied by foreign countries, people's living standards will not improve, and the whole country will not prosper. In other words, when the invaders are driven out, this seemingly isolated village will be able to communicate with the outside world and become one. On the territory of their homeland, there will be no obstacles to stand in the way, that is the desire that people look forward to.

Mei Xiang was touched by the teacher's concerned tenderness, which gave her some comfort in the incomparable pain. At this time, she really wanted to rush forward and hug the teacher's waist in the back, as if she had changed her age like Liu Xingmei, and called him "Brother Zhenzong", and then poured out her love in her heart, even if she was rejected, then she would gladly accept it without regrets! The teacher's presence has become a warm memory for her.

Her icy and jade body has been desecrated by sin, and she believes that she is no longer a flawless little woman, and she no longer deserves to have the right to dream of beautiful love, and even the right to express it has been deprived.

This is a woman's misfortune!

She stood like a puppet in the room, and only when she saw her body trembling and tears streaming down her eyes did she know that she was a living being.

"Brother Zhenzong, you stay."

Tao Zhenzong looked at the surprised Shen Qinqi indifferently and said, "Mei Xiang is your biological daughter, and she is not your child daughter-in-law, how can you abuse her?" ”