(a)

I sat next to the driver's seat again in my new shoes. Pen, fun, pavilion www. biquge。 info

Kaohsiung removed the ticket from the window and clipped it to his passport bag on the desk.

He restarted the car.

"Isn't that the way home?" I say.

"I didn't say I was going to send you home." Kaohsiung said, looking ahead.

"So where are we going?" I asked.

Kaohsiung said: "You'll know when you arrive." He said: "Now that you are in the kidnapper's car, you have to experience some fright." ”

I bit my lip and stopped talking.

(b)

A long knife is inserted into the shell of the baby turtle.

It pried open the crust bloody and cut the tortoise inside alive. In a moment, there was a wriggling pile of flesh on the ground. The eyes on the turtle's head are still open.

I was so frightened that I closed my eyes.

"Want to buy some? Miss? Very fresh and the roasted baby turtle was the best. The stall owner asked enthusiastically while waving his knife.

I quickly said, "No, no. ”

The smile on the stall owner's face disappeared immediately. He said, "Hey, hey, please stand out a little bit, don't block my stall." ”

I took a few steps back. I looked at Kaohsiung and said, "Why did you bring me here?" Do you want to buy groceries for your home? ”

We were standing at the entrance to a huge farmer's market. All around is the sound of various animal chirping and butcher knives chopping boards.

I saw a very large fish being caught in a net from the tank. The fish-stall owner slammed it on the head with a large wooden stick, knocking it unconscious, and then the white knife went in and the red knife came out, and at once it cut open its body, and blood gushed out, staining the board red.

Suddenly the white eyes of a man came to my mind, this man had one hand to his throat, one eye was nailed to something like a long needle, and his other hand was pointed directly at me.

Then I thought of the wolves that had lunged at me, their foul saliva, the pain of their sharp teeth cutting through the backs of my hands, and the muscle fibers that had caught me peeling me.

I suddenly realized that this peaceful and prosperous world does not exist for all living beings. Even if it is a peaceful and prosperous world on earth, for many creatures, it is still a terrifying and bloody infernal hell.

Every hour of every day, on this planet alone, how many lives are experiencing horrors worse than war, and are descending into more brutal slaughter than Lake Kano.

And so many of us, in fact, are murderers, or accomplices.

The killing karma I committed was not only that fetus and Wengao? It dawned on me that it was immeasurable. From birth to now, the lives I have participated in have been immeasurable.

A severed frog leg twitched in the basin. Suddenly, it bounced up and landed on the top of my feet.

I screamed, took a step back, and threw it to the ground.

Kaohsiung bent down and picked it up. He put the bouncing muscle back in the basin.

There was a muffled sound behind him. I looked back and saw an eel grabbed by the tail and its head slammed into a rectangular plank. When it stopped writhing, it was pressed against the plank. A spike is passed through its head, and it is then sliced open from head to tail. Red blood immediately flowed out, penetrating the lines of the plank.

I don't think I can stay for a second.

I said to Kaohsiung, "If you want to buy something, just buy it and leave." I don't like places like this. ”

Kaohsiung said: "I don't want to buy groceries. I brought you here. ”

I said, "Why did you bring me to a place like this?" ”

Kaohsiung said: "Let you see how vast the pain of life is, and also let you see what your own strength can do." “

Kaohsiung said: "At this moment, we can't save the pain that is happening in the hospital, but we can completely save here." ”

He said, "Xinxin, you have great power to change the fate of many living beings here, to save them from such horror and suffering. ”

"Do what you can do and change what you can't," he said. ”

I remembered what you said to me when you were watering potted plants in your hospital room.

I feel the pain that has happened to you, and my heart is tingling.

Should I be indifferent to the same pain that is happening here, and take it for granted?

We can have double standards for ourselves and other lives, but nature should always be the same.

If I take the pain that happens here for granted, I have to accept the one that happened in the hospital.

Because, they are the same.

(c)

The next hour. We bought four large wooden barrels in the market.

We bought a lot of turtles, frogs, loaches and fish and sorted them in wooden barrels.

"Buying so many things, do you own a restaurant?" The stall owners asked.

Kaohsiung said: "That's right, we received a big feast. There are hundreds of tables. ”

Kaohsiung kept paying until all the money in his wallet was used up.

I said, "You shouldn't have bought such expensive shoes just now, how many lives can you buy with so much money." ”

Kaohsiung said: "Those shoes are also life-saving." The next time a big truck is chasing you from behind, you'll be able to run a little faster and won't be crushed into meatloaf and make you sad. ”

I sighed.

(iv)

The car stopped by the river. We lifted the vats out of the trunk of the car. We poured all the life inside into the rushing river.

We watched them swim in the water and disappear into the waves.

Some of these creatures do not leave immediately after they are free. They turned around, swam towards us, lingered at our feet for a moment, and then turned around and ran towards their newfound life.

I said, "By doing this, will we be able to help with the guidance?" ”

Kaohsiung said, "Yes." I believe. Definitely. ”

He said: "If his pain at this moment occurred because he had taken too many lives in the past, then the rebirth of so many lives now because of him must alleviate his suffering." ”

I looked at Kaohsiung. Why did he know about his previous life? You also told him that the pain of the present is caused by killing too many beings in the past?

(5)

During the eight days that you were in a critical coma, every day after school, Kaohsiung took me back and forth between the fish market and the river, and persevered in repeating this thing.

If we desire to live for ourselves, to live for those we love, then all life is so desired. If we stifle the same desires of other beings, we will not be able to fulfill our own desires.

Nature does not operate with two rules that divide and oppose each other. It will only treat all living beings with the same rules.

If we want to fulfill our own desires, we must first support the same desires of other beings.

No life wants to be separated from its beloved.

"We do this, does it really work? Can they really be saved? I said, "They're going to die anyway." Many of them have been seriously injured during fishing and transport. ”

Kaohsiung said: "Yes. But they don't die in such horror. They can die with dignity. ”