I once asked you if you ever felt hopeless.

You say, "Yes." ”

I asked, "What do you do when you're desperate?" ”

You say, "I'll sit there quietly and watch despair run rampant in my heart, I'll watch it quietly until it has no strength, and then retreat and disappear." ”

You say, "All feelings and emotions will fade away." Even if they make us feel bad, don't be shaken by them. As long as we don't put up with it, they will eventually disappear on their own. ”

You say, "I'll look straight at it until it loses the power to control me." ”

Dear you.

You're amazing.

I have a lot of admiration.