Tao Zhenzong's words, word by word were like a needle pricking her heart, making her heart break in the bleeding! This time, she put her frozen hands in her armpits to keep warm, and put her chin on the knees of her legs again, and she couldn't help but let the tears of grievance flow down. She thinks that there is nothing saddest in the world than the person she loves but does not love herself!

A cold wind blew, and her body shivered with a gust of shivering. At this helpless time, she began to miss her father, and she didn't know where her father and Uncle Zhenkun were now, and were they safe along the way? Ask the Bodhisattva to bless you, don't encounter any dangerous things, and you can turn evil into good fortune! My mother and younger brother should also go back to Lao Yuan's house, right?

In this way, a girl who is in love for the first time is suffering from the pain of falling out of love, or it should be said that she has already felt the pain of unrequited love without love!

Her beautiful vision of the future was cruelly shattered by the person she fell in love with a dream, and a girl's love was so fragile and vulnerable!

Just when she was not paying attention, two women's figures appeared in the distance.

One is Liu Xingmei.

One is the stamen.

Liu Xingmei looked at this side for a while, then turned and left.

And when the stamen saw her gone, she seemed to feel bored, and walked away.

The two of them seemed to be at such a distance that it was impossible to even say a word.

I don't know how long later, the weather suddenly changed, the wind and clouds surged, and the clouds rolled up from all sides like stormy waves, trying to swallow the clear blue sky. In this case, Mei Xiang wiped the tears on her cheeks and hurriedly helped the drunk teacher to sit up.

"Teacher, get up quickly, it's changing, it looks like it's going to rain!"

It's raining, and it's not the first rain since early spring. However, what made Mei Xiang panic was that she thought of the violent storm in the past two years, and the hail smashed people's dreams of joy during the autumn harvest! How can this happen in this spring?

Tao Zhenzong opened his eyes with a stunned expression.

"Where is this?"

"On the riverside."

"How did I get here?"

"You've drunk too much, you have to come here, and you won't go back!" Mei Xiang picked up her clothes and put them on.

With Mei Xiang's support, Tao Zhenzong staggered to his feet, and his legs were still stumbling a little disobediently.

At this time, a group of children were shouting and running towards this side—

In the following days, there was no man in the family, just like there was no backbone, Liu Xingmei always felt that there was nothing in her heart, and she was a little empty, thinking about what happened to her husband outside.

Thoughts begin with leaving.

The wait stretched out.

At this time, she suddenly realized that she cared so much about her man, and the taste of worrying was very uncomfortable. Faced with the loneliness of a room, she had more resentment and sorrow, sadness and melancholy.

That's the man she'd seen since she was a baby!

Fate is a very strange and wonderful thing.

From then on, whenever the shadows of dusk came like a tide, covering the earth with a hazy dark gray, and in the eyes of those who watched, another picture could be seen, a young and handsome woman with a double-barreled shotgun on her shoulder, a wine gourd hanging from her waist, and a dog by her side, often wandering back and forth on the "Magpie Bridge" at this time. That kind of situation makes people's hearts more or less sad and romantic.

Liu Xingmei was even thinking that if Tao Zhenkun didn't go well outside and couldn't get along, then he would be able to return to his side one day earlier.

When people saw that she was a little strange, they would be curious, so when someone asked her, she said, "Now that there are bandits and devils, I will think that I am patrolling and sentry." ”

No one can argue with her reasonable statement, only to laugh it off.

When Old Lady Wu saw it, or only he could understand it, he sighed and said, "It's really embarrassing for this child!" ”

Her marriage to Tao Zhenkun is a sad product of feudal thought, and it was bound together by a contract of "baby kiss". So, deep down in her heart, she has a little resentment towards her confused parents on both sides!

When she was in the boudoir, she often thought: With her own figure and appearance, it is not impossible to marry into a rich man's family as a young grandmother, even if it is not an exaggeration to be an official wife. Thinking about it further, it is not impossible for Pu Yi to choose a concubine. Eat fragrant and drink spicy, clothes to reach out and eat to open your mouth, how comfortable should that kind of happy day be? But the ruthless father and mother refused to repent, so they had to push her into the fire pit, and they didn't give her the right to choose once, let alone the opportunity to choose a husband! But now what about her, even the mysterious beautiful man who once made her heart flutter on a red horse didn't have the heart to think about it, and decided that Tao Zhenkun was the only man in her life!

The Tao family had a good life, and her in-laws were also amiable, and she was generous enough to embarrass her for a period of time when she was willful and lazy, and never picked her nose and eyes. In that era of the old society, Diao's father-in-law and evil mother-in-law abounded everywhere, and her arrogance could be connived upon, presumably because her in-laws loved their son. Tao Zhenkun's appearance, in his heart, is not too ugly person, he can poke in front of hundreds of people, he is also loyal and honest, and he has learned to bear hardships and stand hard work. It's just that the way to welcome relatives is for the sake of safety, but she always feels like she has been kidnapped, which is not much different from robbing relatives!

Marry a man, marry a man, dress and eat.

But she married with reluctance, so she naturally hid the beautiful side of her nature, and she also showed unsatisfactory places in filial piety and thrift!

In addition, don't look at the in-laws who are only middle-aged, but in less than two years, they have died one after another! Unexpectedly, when they got married, they already began to owe debts, first their father-in-law died of cancer, then her mother-in-law committed suicide crazy, and those who saw a doctor and took medicine continued to owe famine, and life gradually fell into decline, and she was overstretched.

In the eyes of the villagers, they will definitely think that she is a broom star, and she will not be able to bring good luck to her family!

It was only after her husband left, after thinking about it, that she realized Tao Zhenkun's care and consideration for her. If a big man doesn't have the ability to endure humiliation, it's not as easy to beat her as it is to pick up a chick? Not to mention that he knows martial arts, he can't play and can be considered clean! In the early feudal society, under the traditional etiquette of male superiority and inferiority of women, women were not beaten and scolded, which was purely the grace of God.

It seems that no matter how strong a man's shoulders are, he can't bear the damage to his dignity! Out of the compulsion of life, helpless!

Thinking of her husband's goodness, it really made her ashamed and regretful. Marry a chicken with a chicken, marry a dog with a dog, until this time, she resigned herself to her fate! Tao Zhenkun, who is not a wishful husband, let her slowly understand what love is after marriage.

At the moment when she saw her husband leave, the distant back, the sense of vicissitudes that sprouted quickly and heavily pressed on her heart, only then did she really understand what love and happiness are, and this love was a little late for her, or it should be said that it had patronized her a long time ago, but she didn't find it too early! As for what happiness is, this happiness will make her slowly feel its intoxicating warmth in her memories, and deeply understand and understand the full connotation of love. That man's shoulders made her feel that it was worth relying on for her life. Only then did I feel surprised that my husband was not a cowardly person as he imagined, and that he was used to her out of the most sincere love.

She once thought that she had grasped the beautiful love she longed for in her hands, how could she suddenly feel like she was going to lose? Moreover, happiness that was once close suddenly becomes distant and untouchable, and there are some beautiful things in life that cannot be grasped by will, and are fleeting!

So she has attachment and reluctance, and she doesn't know when she will be reunited, which makes her tears flow down her eyes!

In any case, those who have expectations have hope and beautiful imagination.

After Tao Zhenkun left, she still burned incense in front of Guanyin Bodhisattva like her mother-in-law, praying for auspiciousness and peace for her husband. Although it is a bit self-defeating to know this, it is a kind of sustenance of good wishes.

Her husband is gone, and she is left alone to support the portal, what will be waiting for her?

In the eyes of those perverts and hooligans in the village, her beauty and figure are beyond the reach of the women of the village in jealousy, and she is just a tempting prey, and it will be a great honor for anyone who can catch it. Some ill-intentioned men are secretly jealous of the wind: this beautiful butterfly, I don't know which one of the blessed people will fly into. People say that "people match clothes and horses match saddles", so that they can match beauty. But she deliberately wore it under the ragged clothes listed in patches, but it could also bring out her graceful figure, and she was dressed like a mountain village girl, without scratching her head, and it was enough to be amorous. There is no need to wipe the rouge and powder, or even the head is not combed and the face is not washed, sloppy, as for how dirty, it is not enough to talk about it, so as to reduce the swagger of a little posture, but it still can't hide the beautiful face is as white and red as a peach blossom. Whenever she appeared in front of the villagers, it was a beautiful scenery and pleasing to the eye.

Now Tao Zhenkun is not at home, he has gone out to work for a short time, and when he sees an opportunity, he has tried his best, either flattering or teasing with light words, or some people who took the initiative to help her work were also politely declined.