(a)

There are no unprovoked encounters in the world. Pen? Interesting? Pavilion wWw. ｂiquge。 infoEven the indescribable motion of particles has its own laws.

It's too complex to put into words, but it's not chaotic.

I visited you that afternoon on Tuesday and came out of the hospital in a rather disturbed mood.

Distraught, I walked out of the side door of the inpatient unit and walked to the nearby bus stop. Because I didn't want to meet acquaintances and face the prosperity of the world, I chose a path that I don't usually take.

I don't know why I chose this path, maybe when a person's mood is different from usual, the choice will be different from usual.

I wandered around the alleys, sometimes past an old well, sometimes past a dilapidated ancestral hall, sometimes past someone's kitchen.

The road ahead gradually widened. Main Street is coming soon.

As I walked out of the alley and onto the pavement of Main Street, I heard a sharp brake sound on my side, and when I looked up, a military ten-wheeled truck came to a stop next to me.

The glass of the cab of the big truck was shining right next to me. It stared at me as coldly as two alien eyes.

The driver poked his head out of the cab.

At that moment, we all said, "Huh? Why are you again? ”

(b)

The one driving this car is the same young soldier who pressed the heel of my shoe on the road last time!

He looked at me, sighed deeply, and said, "Little sister, if you always walk absentmindedly like this, sooner or later you will be rolled under the wheels!" ”

But I'm not absent-minded! I'm pretty sure I was pretty careful when I left the alley and turned onto Main Street. It was his car that drove too hard, and after discovering the situation, he wanted to brake, but because the weight of the car was too large and the force of inertia was too strong, he couldn't stop in time! The amount of braking distance he reserved for himself was too little.

I looked at him, and I couldn't help but sigh deeply, and said, "Sir, if you always drive so fiercely, sooner or later, you will run over someone else." ”

He looked at me and said, "That's how we drive military vehicles." In the future, we will not drive on the main roads of the city, but on the battlefield where shells are constantly falling and craters are everywhere. ”

I said, "But you're driving on the roads of the city, where there are elderly people with limited mobility, pregnant women, and little children running around." ”

He looked at me, a disapproving smile on his lips. He said, "Well, I'm scaring you again today." What about your older brother who drives in sunglasses? Didn't I pick you up today? ”

He's talking about Kaohsiung.

I shook my head and said, "Not today." "I thought to myself, if he was there, if he saw you and almost ran over me, I don't know how he would react.

The truck driver said, "Where are you going?" I'll give you a ride? Don't you tell anyone about today's events? ”

(c)

It was the first time I was in a military vehicle.

I've never been in such a huge car before.

Climbing into the cockpit of such a behemoth, I sat down next to the driver. I habitually pulled behind me and was surprised to find that there was no seat belt on the side seat at all!

As I sat next to the driver, I had the feeling of looking down on the beings from the top of the mountain, as if the dense crowd that was spreading out was a swarm of ants wriggling on the ground, and the huge cold mechanical force I was in could destroy the entire ant colony in an instant. I don't know why, the word "tank" suddenly came to my mind, and I suddenly understood the reason why humans love huge machines.

As the car jolted, I was still thinking about mechanical forces and the destruction of organisms. My cranky thoughts were blown away by another brake blow. I threw myself forward, then was pushed back in the middle of a sudden start, and my head slammed into the window next to me.

The driver's movements were violent. He was pulling something sharply, turning something. His elbow constantly invades my space. As he manipulated the savage force in this way, he looked at me and said, "You sit tight." ”

That afternoon, I was going to my home. That's where the truck is going. So, that day, the big truck took me all the way to the door of the communication room in the compound where my family was located.

When I emerged from the towering behemoth, I saw the old man guarding the door looking at me with his mouth wide open, like watching a cook in an apron come out of a smoking tank.

(iv)

"Actually, I've seen you before. Before the last time you pressed down on your heel. ”

That day, on the road, the young driver said this to me.

As he drove, he said this to me, who was constantly leaning forward and leaning back.

I looked at him in amazement.

He said, "Maybe you didn't notice me at the time. ”

He said: "Do you remember a suicide that happened on the railroad tracks? ”

Immediately, I saw pale skin without blood where the blue clothes had been lifted, scarlet, half-congealed blood on the skin.

I tried to push the picture away.

I said, "Were you there too?" ”

He said, "Yes." My car was parked right behind your school bus, a few cars in between. ”

"I saw a very handsome man get out of the bus, his forehead was bruised and swollen, but he was very agile," he said. Then you and another boy come down with you. Go ahead. ”

He said, "I saw that you came back later, and you felt a pain in your heart, and your face turned pale, and you covered your heart, and you sat down on the ground against a tree by the side of the road. That handsome man is supposed to be your teacher, and he and that boy are helping you. They gave you pills. ”

He said: "I saw you get back into the car again, your car turned onto the fork in the road, turned around on the fork in the road, got into the opposite lane, and left the scene, it should be you who took a detour." ”

"The place I was going to was right ahead, I couldn't make a detour, and besides, the car was too long and there was nowhere to turn around," he said. I was stuck in traffic until the traffic was in front of me. ”

He said, "You didn't notice the military vehicle behind you at all. A girl like you, beautiful and pure, has always lived a comfortable life, and it is always others who notice you, and you rarely notice others. ”

He said, "Actually, I hate girls like you the most in my heart. What are you proud of? Do you treat others as garbage? ”

There was a certain hatred in his tone, an air of hideousness.