Chapter 468: I am not a fool
The sky was already peaceful, and in a relatively remote corner of the north of the Caoying camp in Guandu, Lu Ren was holding the fence with his hand, quietly looking north. The uncrowned mane had loosened at some point, and the cold wind in early winter had blown away Lu Ren's long hair, and the messy long hair was just let the cold wind blow, swinging like a wanderer in the wind. And at this moment, Lu Ren's body exuded bursts of gloom, and the whole person felt so sad and desolate in the cold wind.
Ten steps behind Lu Ren, Zhao Yu's expression was filled with deep unease, and he watched Lu Ren nervously. To tell the truth, Lu Ren has been standing motionless here since he woke up from a fainting, and now Lu Ren is so gloomy and so sad and angry, anyone who sees it is afraid that they will feel a little uneasy in their hearts. It's just that it's too gloomy, but people don't dare to come forward and talk to him for a few words of comfort. Therefore, Zhao Yu now has no other way than to keep an eye on Lu Ren and prevent Lu Ren from doing anything stupid in this state.
I don't know how long it has passed, suddenly someone patted Zhao Yu lightly on the shoulder, Zhao Yu hurriedly looked, and saw that it was Guo Jia standing behind her, so he hurriedly whispered: "Guo Saijiu, you came just in time." Sir, he ......"
Guo Jia waved his hand and asked, "Since he woke up, he has been standing there like this until now?" ”
Zhao Yu nodded lightly: "Xiaoyu doesn't know much about Mr. in the past, and I want to come forward to comfort Mr. but I don't know how to speak." Guo Saijiu, you and Mr. are close friends for many years, please go over and comfort it! The way the gentleman looks like this is really worrying......"
Guo Jia nodded, slowly came behind Lu Ren and called, "Brother Yihao, don't be like this. Don't they all say that life is unsatisfactory nine times out of ten? The blessings and misfortunes themselves are unpredictable. What are your plans now? Do you stay and continue to avenge Wan'er, or do you ......"
Lu Ren slowly lowered his head. The voice was particularly cold: "Plans?" Nine times out of ten, life is unsatisfactory? Lao Guo, you said this very lightly. ”
After saying this, Lu Ren suddenly turned around, the expression on his face was calm and gloomy, and he called Zhao Yu from afar: "Xiaoyu, I still have a few bags of good wine in my tent." Please go get it for me. ”
Zhao Yu hesitated and responded: "Sir, you vomited blood in the rush before, or ...... young."
Lu Ren's face sank slightly: "Go quickly!" ”
Seeing this, Guo Jia frowned slightly and glanced at Zhao Yu, Zhao Yu came back to his senses, and then hesitated for a moment before turning around and leaving. Guo Jia saw that Zhao Yu had gone far, so he asked Lu Ren: "You deliberately broke this girl apart, do you want to tell me something?" ”
Lu Ren looked at Guo Jia coldly, and suddenly clenched his fists with a hideous face, gritted his teeth and said, "Old Guo." I have something to ask you, and you give me an honest answer! ”
Suddenly, Lu Ren's gaze suddenly became extremely sharp, and his cold tone could almost freeze people into ice sculptures: "Guo Fengxiao!" Do you really think of me as a three-year-old who doesn't understand anything and can't see through anything!? ”
Guo Jia and Lu Ren have been friends for seven years, but it is the first time they have seen Lu Ren's sharp gaze and tone, and they were so shocked by Lu Ren that they took two steps back, and forced themselves to say, "What are you, what are you talking about?" Whatever......"
Lu Ren took a few steps forward, looked at Guo Jia and said, "Don't lie to me anymore." Yuan Shang was deliberately let go by Cao Gong and you, do you really think I can't see it? Lao Guo, tell me. Isn't that so!? ”
Guo Jia lowered his head silently when he heard this, originally wanting to quibble a few words. But for some reason, when those quibbles came to Guo Jia's mouth, Guo Jia didn't say a word, but only after a long time did he raise his head and smile calmly at Lu Ren: "I already knew that these things can't be hidden from you." Yes, Yuan Shang is what I suggested my lord to let go......"
The words are not finished. Lu Ren's angry fist was already swinging out. Guo Jia was caught off guard, and was hit firmly on the cheek by Lu Ren's punch, and the person rolled to the ground on his side with a muffled sound. Seeing that Lu Ren finished this punch, he pointed at Guo Jia on the ground and said hatefully: "You really dare to admit it!" ”
Lu Ren's punch had no reservations in terms of strength, and the corners of Guo Jia's mouth were bloodied because of this. Sit on the ground and rub your cheekbones a few times. Guo Jia looked back at Lu Ren and smiled coldly: "You kid, you can be ruthless!" Seems like this is the first fight between the two of us, right? I'm calculating or not, you planted in my hands are actually not a loss, and in such a short period of time you seem to have woken up, we should also be considered a draw, maybe it should be said that I actually lost to you......"
Lu Ren said angrily: "Guo Fengxiao, I have always admitted that I am inferior to you, but you really underestimate me!" Do you really think I don't have any scheming? I might as well tell you that there are some things that came to me out of the blue, but I am not sure in my heart...... No, I should say that I can be sure, but I don't dare to face it, I am lying to myself. But you bastard, can't you lie to me again? At least let me lie to myself and feel a little better to deceive myself! ”
Guo Jia got up, although he had already guessed what Lu Ren had figured out, he still asked, "What did you think of to be like this?" ”
Lu Ren snorted coldly: "How old am I?" If Lao Cao wants to enter Hebei, with Yuan Shao's family background, where is it so easy to start? If nothing happened to Yuan Shao's family, his old Cao could only stare dryly! You let Yuan Shang go back, didn't you just want Yuan Tan and Yuan Shang to fight among themselves in order to compete for the throne, and then he Lao Cao would be able to start? Am I right, Guo Fengxiao, Guo sacrifice wine! ”
Guo Jia spit out the blood stains in his mouth, and smiled back on the side of the pubic side: "Why are you always like this?" Not shrewd when you should be shrewd, but shrewd a little too shrewd when you shouldn't. But even if you think about it now, what can you do? Are you going to turn against me, or are you going to get the word out about it? ”
Lu Ren raised his fist again in a fit of rage, but in the end, he gritted his teeth and forcibly put his fist down again. After a while, Lu Rencai said gloomily: "I finally understand why you kept giving me bags of wine before the war was over at that time!" Because Lao Guo, you know me very well, and I am a person who is better than ghosts, and you will be able to calculate clearly what kind of actions I will have under what kind of mentality.
"You know that I will definitely relax when I am waiting for the desired result, and the mood that has been suppressed all the time also needs something to vent, so you handed me bags of wine one after another, in order to get me drunk, so that I would not be able to cut Yuan Shang with one knife when Cao Gong's army first returned. You know that I am about to get revenge for my great revenge, but you don't dissuade me from drinking a few glasses first, and then drink recklessly after the real revenge is avenged, this is already making it clear that you want to get drunk on me and delay time!
"Last night, when the three armies were rewarded, almost everyone was laughing and laughing, and it did seem that they would be unprepared and lost. But Lao Guo, am I really such a confused person in your eyes? Did you know that there are some things that I know better than you do? This camp is Lao Cao's camp, not Yuan Shao's! Even if Cao Gong wants to reward the three armies, he will not be unprepared to the point where the prisoners in the threshold will easily escape! If there was no inner ghost to help Yuan Shang, and even told Yuan Shang the military password last night, he Yuan Shang would be shot down by the sergeants even if he had ribbed wings!
"And after I was shocked to hear that Yuan Shang had escaped, you and Cao Gong were both blocking me from chasing Yuan Shang, and they both said to me, 'There will be a chance in the future'...... If I can't see it anymore and can't figure it out, then I'm a hopeless fool! No, or should I say that I was a hopelessly big idiot, and I had to know everything later. But Lao Guo, you are my most trusted and respected buddy all the time, how can you treat me like this!? What's the difference between this and betraying me!? Do you know that if you had told me about this from the beginning, I would have nodded and agreed to you!? ”
Guo Jia spit out another mouthful of bloody phlegm before sneering: "Will you let Yuan Shang leave?" Are you lying to me or are you lying to yourself? What kind of temper do you kid, I don't know? As for you saying that I betrayed you...... Don't blame me, boy, I warned you early on. Do you remember that I once told you that between the great cause of the lord and the personal friendship with you, I would ultimately choose the former. If you were to change to me, should you choose to have a personal friendship with you, or should you choose the general trend of the world!? ”
Lu Ren's body trembled a few times when he heard this, and finally didn't say anything.
Guo Jia stood in front of Lu Ren at this time and asked coldly, "What are you thinking about?" ”
Lu Ren glared at Guo Jia fiercely, and said coldly: "Since you want to calculate me, why don't you do it more strictly, so that I don't see anything!" If it was just Yuan Shang who escaped, I might only sigh bitterly that this is the will of heaven, but now I know that it was you who laid the game...... Being betrayed by my most respected and trusted buddy, do you know how sad I am now? As I said before, when I figured these things out, I wasn't sure, and I even expected it to be just my own mindfulness, but you answered so straightforwardly! Even if you just lie to me, I'll feel at least a little better......"
At this point, a few tears had fallen from the corners of Lu Ren's eyes, but he was still gritting his teeth and holding on.
Guo Jia didn't speak immediately, but shook his head, stood where Lu Ren was standing before, and looked north for a while before turning around and saying to Lu Ren: "What if I lie to you, what if I don't lie to you?" If you have seen through it, but you still insist on deceiving yourself, that is the most stupid. ”
Lu Ren lowered his head when he heard this, and said to himself: "Yes, it is the stupidest ...... to lie to yourself."
Guo Jia said: "It's good that you know, so you don't need me to explain too much." Yihao, people who are not ruthless can't do great things, which is why I abandoned Yuan Shao and switched to the lord. Stinky boy, you are also a ruthless person, and you are also a person who can't do anything big. Now that Yuan Shang has been let go by the lord and me, what are you going to do next? ”
"I should ...... How? (To be continued.) )