(a)

You took my rifle. Pen "Fun" Pavilion www.biquge.info you check the crosshair, ruler, barrel, chamber, trigger and butt. You check the cartridges that were sent to me and the cartridge casings that were shot.

You hand the gun to Director Wang. Director Wang frowned and checked again, obviously, his conclusion was the same as yours. He hands you back the gun. "She's never played like this before," he said. ”

You say, "I'll help her analyze it later." ”

You open a new box of bullets, load a bullet, and return the gun to me. You say: "There is no problem with guns and bullets, you continue to practice the second group of live ammunition, do not need to be affected by the results of the previous group, the results of that time are invalid, as if you have never played, you take this time as the first group, start again, don't have a psychological burden, when you practice or entertainment, just play casually, I have no requirements for your group's results." After the training, you stay for a while and come to the guidance office. Let's break it down together. ”

I said, "Yes, guidance." ”

(b)

I changed my clothes, handed over my firearms, and when I came to the guidance office, I saw you sitting inside looking at the second set of target papers I had just shot, and below the target papers were my previous training records and various test indicators.

Seeing me standing in the doorway, you smiled. Say, "Come in, sit down." ”

I sat down at your desk with trepidation.

I see a small portable mirror on your desk. The glass frame on the back of it is blue, shimmering like a jewel, like the waters of the Baojing Lake that we visited in our previous lives. I wonder why a male teacher would put a mirror on his desk.

You notice I'm looking in the mirror. You smile and say, "A gift from a friend." ”

I quickly looked away, I looked down and said, "I'm sorry, guide, I didn't play well in the second group either." ”

You smiled briskly and said, "I said it before, it's okay, I don't have any requirements for this set of results, these 10 bullets are for you to enjoy, you just have fun." Do you think I lied to you? ”

I bowed my head and said, "No, no." I, I'm just ashamed that today is your first time at work, and I've played so badly both times. ”

I said, "Guide, did you want me to be criticized individually by letting me stay?" ”

You laugh and say, "No." Just wanted to give you another balance test. ”

You motioned for me to get up, and you stood in front of the white wall, and you closed the curtains, and turned on the floor lamp, and you brought the floor lamp to the wall.

You say, "Legs apart, shoulder level, side facing the white wall, I say start, you close your eyes." ”

I'll do as you say. I said, "I did a balance test last week. ”

You say, "I know." I've just looked at the test logs. ”

I said, "Did I fail the test?" ”

You shake your head. You say, "Not because you're not qualified, it's because you're too good." I hadn't seen such good results before I met you. I'd like to test it again and make sure. ”

You take a stopwatch and put your finger on it.

You say, "Let's go." Close your eyes. ”

You pressed the timer button on the stopwatch.

(c)

I heard the second hand ticking.

That was the beginning of our reunion and our separation from each other.

I stand in front of you with my eyes closed.

You pick up a pencil and mark on the white wall how much my shadow will shake in five minutes.

You use a tape measure to measure the distance between the two largest shaking points in front and back.

After closing my eyes, I felt your body temperature and breath close to me, and for some reason, my tears suddenly began to flow freely, and my cheeks were wet and still lingering.

I heard the rain outside, interspersed with the roar of thunder.

I burst into tears without a sound.

You looked at the stopwatch and tape measure intently, not noticing my tears.

When the 5 minutes are up, you step back from the white wall in amazement, and as you retreat, you say, "It's true!" I've never seen anything like that! You can really shake only 0.8 mm in 5 minutes! Superb stability and balance! A natural shooter! ”

You pause suddenly, and you see my face full of tears.

You look around, then out the window. You're a little overwhelmed. Then, you thought about it and began to grope around your body. You pull out a handkerchief from your pocket that is not neatly folded, but very clean. Hand me the handkerchief.

You say, "It's new." I haven't used it yet. ”

I looked at you with teary eyes, and I silently took your handkerchief and began to wipe away my tears, which flowed out even more violently.

I stood in front of you and kept wiping away tears. I just kept crying like that, but I didn't cry.

You look at me. You think you should comfort me. You must have tried to pat me on the back or shoulder or something, but you didn't move.

You whisper, "It's okay, if you want to cry, just cry." I'm not going to tell anyone. ”

That day, I stood in front of you like this for about half an hour.

Towards the end of my silent sobbing, you stood up and poured me a glass of warm water from the thermos from the thermos on your desk.

You hand me the mug and say, "Drink some water." It's a new cup, I just came to work on my first day, and I haven't used it yet. ”

I took the cup. My lips are just like that, imprinted on the edge of your new cup.

The warmth from you, the warmth that I have not seen for a long time, has been re-injected into my body and my soul.

On that day, I was 13 years old and you were 24 years old.

(iv)

I held the thermos cup and drank the warm water one by one, and the tears on my face gradually dried up.

You watch me drink water.

I whispered, "Didn't the guide ask me why I was crying?" ”

You shake your head.

You say, "If you want to tell me, you'll tell me, right?" ”

I don't say anything.

You say, "It's okay, if you don't want to say it, you don't have to say it." Are you feeling better now? ”

I nodded.

You say, "I've been to see the watermelon patch." There is not a single bullet hole in the watermelon. Your first set of misses the bullet and doesn't hit the melon. ”

I whispered, "I know." ”

You say, "What did you hit with them?" ”

I bowed my head again and remained silent.

You say mildly, "Don't trust me?" ”

I'm looking at you. I've decided not to talk about it before, but now I'm determined to tell you the truth.

I said, "You won't believe it." Because I found it hard to believe it myself. If I had said it at the time, people would have thought I was making it up. But I'm not lying. ”

You say, "Tell me?" ”

I said, "I saw many soldiers with long knives in their hands, chasing a man on horseback, who was wearing a white battle robe. They wanted to kill him. I felt like I should save him, so I pulled the trigger and I shot down 10 pursuers in a row, and the bullet hit them in the head, and they fell off their horses and couldn't kill that guy anymore. Then, all of a sudden, it all disappeared. ”

With that, I looked up at you.

I said, "That's the way it is. I'm not lying. ”

I said, "The second group didn't do well because I was affected by this strange thing and my mood was very volatile. ”

I look at you and say, "Guide, do you think I'm not mentally normal right now?" (To be continued.) )