264: Self-defeating
"I'm sorry, you recognized the wrong person. Shushu.com is the fastest update"
There was no trace of a living person in Ming Tian's eyes, there was just despair.
This short sentence made Wei Jingjing unable to speak.
She glanced down at the dishes on the table.
Braised cocoon white.
Soy sauce, how can there be such a bad inn in Dongyang County, and the white sauce is not in season, and there will be no such thing, obviously, this is definitely not a dish from the hands of the store, it should be made by Ming Tian himself.
However, a plate of braised cocoon white is made as ugly as a modern work of art, the size of the cocoon white cut varies, the large one is as big as half a cocoon white, and the small one is as thin as a silk thread.
The dark soy sauce is overpoured, the light soy sauce is not poured enough, and the sauce is overcooked, resulting in the sauce being as thick as toothpaste, and the sugar is too much, and the floating sugar grains can be seen with the naked eye.
This is a dish made by Mingtian... This is not a dish made by Mingtian either.
"The Mingtian I know will never make this kind of garbage, let alone use this kind of garbage to drink."
After Wei Jingjing finished speaking, she pulled Xiaofei up: "I'm sorry, it seems that we really recognized the wrong person." ”
After that, she pulled Xiaofei and left, leaving Ming Tian alone to continue to sit alone at the table and drink heavily.
Behind, there was a faint, Mingtian sob.
"Sister Jingjing, what's wrong with Mingtian? He... Why did he become like this? ”
Seeing Ming Tian's sloppy virtue, Xiao Fei asked worriedly, walking on the street, where did she still have the lively appearance she had before, but she was worried with Wei Jingjing.
"Self-blame, guilt, despair and overwhelming powerlessness, no matter how strong a person's mind is, there will always be an upper limit, and when this upper limit is exceeded, the person will collapse. And the stronger the person, the more depraved he is when he collapses. ”
Wei Jingjing thought about Ming Tian's appearance just now, and sighed regretfully.
That day, Wei Jingjing kept the Weilai Bathhouse invisible, and witnessed everything with Xiaofei Xiaoji.
The reason why he didn't come forward was because Pan Yunu was too powerful, and it wasn't just about strength...
Pan Yunu now has a body of 800 people, although her perception is not as good as that of a godhead, if she realizes the existence of Weilai Bathhouse, then Weilai Bathhouse will not be able to escape her clutches.
Therefore, Wei Jingjing can't come forward, because once she comes forward, even Wei Lai's bathhouse will be destroyed by her.
But instead, Wei Jingjing, Xiao Fei, Xiao Ji, and the three of them witnessed everything that Ming Tian had experienced.
Including the seven words that Cui Xinrou said before she died, including Anluo sacrificing herself just to save Mingtian's life.
After that, Wei Jingjing followed Pan Yunu back to Jiankang, and conducted a certain investigation, and finally understood how Pan Yunu became like this, and what is even more gratifying is that Wei Jingjing also accidentally discovered Pan Yunu's weakness!
That's right, it's a weakness! The more powerful the creature, the more fragile the weakness it carries, not to mention that Pan Yunu actually became stronger in that way, her weakness is naturally more deadly!
I thought that as long as I told Mingtian, this war would be won and ended, but I didn't expect...
"That day, Mingtian lost too much." Back in the bathhouse, Wei Jingjing sat on the boss's chair and looked at Xiaofei silently.
Xiaofei also threw herself into Wei Jingjing's arms very well-behaved, enjoying her touching and killing.
"Sister Jingjing, I still don't understand why Mingtian is so decadent."
"If you've ever experienced it, you'll understand what it's like."
Lighting a lady's cigarette, Wei Jingjing breathed a long sigh of relief and turned on the space monitor, in the picture, it was the picture of Ming Tian walking alone on the street carrying a pot of wine.
"He looks so lonely." When Xiaofei saw this picture, she was also moved by compassion.
"yes." Wei Jingjing shook her head regretfully: "In this situation, he can only survive by himself, if he can survive, he will become stronger, if he can't survive, he may be a waste for the rest of his life." ”
Wei Jingjing looked at Xiao Fei in her arms, and there was still a hint of Mingtian's ... Final Expectations!
Pan Yunu's strength crushed Mingtian's cognition and self-confidence.
Witnessing Cui Huijing's death can be regarded as a blow, but what really defeated Mingtian was Cui Xinrou's and peaceful end.
Although Ming Tian has always liked Cui Xinrou very much, it is only based on the care of the cute girl, how to think, the seven words that Xiao Rou said before she died made Ming Tian realize that this girl had always had a crush on her.
This hidden affection was expressed on her deathbed, but Ming Tian, who accepted this affection, had to watch her die.
A girl shows her love for herself before she dies, and at the same time realizes that she has always liked this girl, but she can't do anything about watching her die.
This sense of self-reproach is enough to prevent people from facing reality.
What's even more sad is that Pan Yunu came to Dongyang County because of his hindsight, as well as the conceit of having obtained the godhead and the food summoning system, plus holding so many great deeds.
It can be said that Cui Xinrou died because of Mingtian's conceit.
And the last straw that really crushed Mingtian was An Luo's consciousness.
The Cui family was wiped out up and down, and Mingtian had already realized the consciousness of death at that time, but at this time, An Luo stood up and exchanged himself for Mingtian's chance to live, but he thought he was in a coma and had to accept this life in exchange.
Mingtian can't die, because this life is the six hundred people of the Cui family, and An Luo sacrificed himself in exchange.
Mingtian wanted to die again, and the loss of everything that night made him have no reason to live.
This is the so-called can't survive, can't die.
"I'm sorry, I can't do anything... Sorry ......"
In the picture, at the bottom of a damp and dirty dead end, Ming Tian stumbled in the corner of the wall while drinking heavily and crying bitterly.
Killed the heroes of Xiao Baojuan, saved the heroes of Yangzhou, preserved the heroes of the Di tribe, and defeated the heroes of Pang Chong.
Such a traverser, who can be said to be extremely successful, can be compared to Wei Lai's exploits, but like a tramp, he can only numb himself with alcohol.
Mingtian... He didn't have the face to see anyone, he just hoped that all this was just a dream of Nan Ke, and when he woke up, nothing had happened.
"We're going to help him, Sister Jingjing."
Compared with Wei Jingjing's maturity and stability, Xiaofei's simplicity made her unable to stand up anymore, pick up the coat on the hanger and put it on and prepare to leave.
"Don't go, Xiaofei!"
Unexpectedly, before his hand touched the doorknob, Wei Jingjingyu waved his hand, and the door of the bathhouse disappeared into a wall.
"Sister Jingjing, what are you doing? Didn't you see Ming Tian's appearance? Now Yin Chan and Xinzhu are thousands of miles away, there is nothing around him, and only us can help him! ”
And Wei Jingjing just raised her head silently, in addition to unbearable, there was more firmness in her eyes.
"It's a test for him! In the face of a strong enemy like Pan Yunu, he must overcome this difficulty! True, he really has nothing left, but..."
Speaking of this, Wei Jingjing's pink fist clenched slightly, and although the words were resistant, she still said it.
"Don't forget our ancestors, Grandpa Wei Lai has also crossed this difficulty, and don't forget Grandpa Wei Lai's ancestral teaching: if you just lose what you have and give up on yourself, then he doesn't deserve anything!"
"I don't want it!"
At this time, Xiaofei, who has always admired Wei Jingjing, puffed out her cheeks and replied: "Everyone has a time of weakness!" He may not need help, but at least let him know himself! ”
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