Chapter 18: Sisters Against Others
"Ah Ruan, isn't there a place in your heart for me to be carefree?" His pupils seemed to be a little darker than the night, and his eyes seemed to engulf her like an abyss.
She subconsciously opened her eyes, not daring to look at his eyes that made her uncomfortable, she bit her lip and said coldly: "No." ”
Her words are like the ice blade that goes straight to the bottom of her heart, which is both chilling and heart-wrenching, and when she moves a little, it is bloody, doesn't her heart hurt? No, it hurts, she doesn't know when Xiaowuji has these thoughts, maybe she has already noticed it, but she doesn't dare to confirm it, but she knows what it means to break off immediately, if it is a broken entanglement, there will only be more people in pain.
Hearing this, his body trembled slightly, his eyes eased for a moment, he seemed to be unable to calmly raise his hand to clasp her arm, and with a force, she fell into his arms unexpectedly. Seeing her frowning and about to get up, he didn't care about the thin lips and walked towards the red lips that made him think about it.
At the last moment, Ruan Wushuang's heart jumped, and she raised her hand and landed on his cheek, and while he was shaking, she hurriedly broke out of his arms and involuntarily retreated three feet away.
Seeing her avoid Ruan Wushuang like a wolf, tiger and leopard, his heartache was almost indescribable, and the pain in his heart was more unforgettable than the burning pain on his face.
He has always been wanton and chic, and his uninhibited appearance always made her unbearable, but she pinched her palm tightly and told herself that she couldn't be soft-hearted, and the pain was better than the pain for a lifetime. Mowgli, I'm sorry.
She gritted her teeth, and then said: "If you told me this before falling in love with Dugu Liancheng, it might be ......" She didn't continue, but saw a bright light rise in his gray eyes, and asked her to snuff out this light again, but it was really ...... Enough...... Cruel......
"But now, we can't do it anymore, and I can't tolerate a second person in my heart except for Dugu Liancheng. As soon as the words fell, she turned and walked out of the pavilion quickly, and in the end, they couldn't even be friends?
There was no room for a second person, and her words lingered in his mind like a spell. is as tenacious as him, and a tear was quietly drawn in his eyes, saying that men don't flick when they have tears, but at this moment it hurts to the extreme.
It was like a belief for many years, and then it was annihilated in an instant, he took a deep breath, raised his hand to wipe the tears in the corners of his eyes, his scarlet eyes were full of determination, and then he whispered to himself: "It's enough to like it once, but no matter what, Ah Ruan, you can only be me in this life." ”
Immediately, he sorted out his emotions and strode away as if nothing had happened. Dugu Anle, who was hidden in the dark, fell to the ground as if she had collapsed, afraid that Xiaowuji, who had not gone far, heard her voice, she tightly covered her mouth that was about to cry, why? Why did God do this to her? At this moment, she was like a boat with a lost compass in the sea, not knowing where to go, closing her tears, her pain was no less than that in Xiaowuji's heart.
Mowgli's brother...... Ruan Wushuang...... She kept murmuring in her soulless mouth, and tears fell on the back of her hand one by one like pearls with broken threads, and then she seemed to think of something...... Right...... It's all Ruan Wushuang...... It's her............ It's her......
"Hahaha......" Thinking of this, she couldn't help crying and laughing. It's just that the crying laughter contains too many things that she can't bear. Her years of affection turned out to be nothing more than a self-inflicted joke............
Ruan Wushuang only felt that her heart was very chaotic, she was in a hurry, but she suddenly crashed into the arms of Dugu Liancheng, who had been waiting for her for a long time.
Knowing who it was, she raised her hand and hugged his waist, her face pressed tightly against his, as if the painful wound had finally found a good medicine.
His clear eyes flashed a touch of distress, and he looked at her clenched lip flap with low eyes, and couldn't help but raise his hand to rub her green silk, and said softly: "If you want to cry, cry out! ”
Dugu Liancheng didn't say it, she could still bear it, as soon as he said it, she only felt that her eyes were sore, and the corners of her mouth were uncontrollably down. It's false to say that she is not sad in her heart, and it is also false to say that she doesn't want to cry, God knows that she wants to faint now, but her mind is very clear.
"Dugu Liancheng, do you think I'm doing the right thing?" she asked with teary eyes, and only in front of him would she show her vulnerable side. Who would have thought that she would have such a side that seems to be hard and determined?
"When it is judged, it is broken, and it is best for him. Dugu Liancheng said softly, and his chin gently rested on the top of her hair. He had seen Xiao Wuji's thoughts about her early on, which was undeniable, but she only had one ............
Hearing this, she was silent, but her heart was much more comfortable........................
When he returned to the palace banquet, Ruan Wushuang returned to his previous appearance, as if nothing had happened, but he was drinking by himself, making it impossible to see what he was thinking.
Dugu Liancheng looked at Ruan Wushuang with some concern, and then quietly withdrew his gaze, Dugu Anle lowered a pair of eyes that were red from crying, and looked at Ruan Wushuang with a little more unknown hatred............
Others didn't notice it, but Ayu felt that the atmosphere had changed inexplicably, she looked at Ruan Wushuang, and then at her brother, and when she saw her brother's gray appearance, she must have returned defeated again.
She couldn't help but sigh lightly, and then leaned closer to Xiao Wuji and whispered: "Brother, defeat is not important, being cheeky is the king." ”
The implication is that it doesn't matter if you are rejected, it would be nice to do it again.
Hearing this, Xiao Wuji looked at Ayu with a cold look, his appearance startled Ayu, and it was the first time she saw him look at her with such an expression, thinking that something must have happened, and then she coughed lightly, and then said goodbye.
Ruan Wushuang didn't know how he fell asleep, and he didn't know how he got back to the house, anyway, when he woke up, he didn't see the shadow of Dugu Liancheng. Since she moved to the mansion given by the old emperor, she would see him every day when she woke up, but this time he was a little unaccustomed to not seeing him.
She sat up in a daze, raised her hand and rubbed her temples, lifted the quilt and went to bed, what time is this, today is going to the morning court, Qiying didn't know how to call her.
After changing into court clothes, he opened the door, and saw Qiying walking over with a food plate.
"Childe woke up. ”
"What time is it? Why don't you call me? Ruan Wushuang's willow eyebrows furrowed slightly, blocking in front of the Seven Shadows.
"The master said, you don't have to go to the morning today, the emperor has him, you just have a good rest. Qiying said with a smile, he thought that his master was tired of Ruan Wushuang last night, and he didn't want her to go to today's morning dynasty because he was distressed, but he didn't know that Dugu Liancheng felt sorry for her and didn't sleep all night.
Hearing this, a warm current surged through Ruan Wushuang's heart, and the corners of his mouth hooked slightly, then he turned around and walked into the room.
Ruan Wushuang was unsettled and drank the porridge for a while, when he heard a familiar voice coming.
"Lord Su. ”
This voice pulled back Ruan Wushuang's chaotic thoughts, she raised her eyes when she heard the sound, and looked at it only to see Dugu Anle walking leisurely, the corners of her mouth were slightly hooked with a shallow smile, but no matter how she looked at it, she felt very awkward, and she always felt that Dugu Anle didn't look right, as for where it was, she couldn't say.
Thinking of this, she shook her head secretly and smiled, thinking too much.
"Seven Shadows brought another pair of chopsticks. Ruan Wushuang looked at Dugu Anle who was approaching, and ordered with his side eyes towards the Seven Shadows who were waiting on the side.
"No need. Dugu Anle glanced at Qiying Dao coldly.
"This porridge is good, why don't you eat some?" Ruan Wushuang said in a little surprise, in the past, if Dugu Anle had touched her eating, he would have jumped in happily, but today he ...... Wrong...... Still something is wrong...... So she couldn't help frowning and looking at her, at this moment she found that Dugu Anle's eyes were not as clear as before, but a little more impenetrable turbidity, what happened?
"Let's all go out first!" Princess Ben has something to tell Master Su. Dugu Anle picked up the princess's shelf and said coldly. The words fell, and the maidservant who was following Dugu Anle withdrew.
Ruan Wushuang's eyes narrowed slightly, and his heart turned, and he said to the seven shadows on the side: "You go out first." ”
"Yes. Seven Shadows glanced at Dugu Anle faintly, and then withdrew, thinking to himself What happened to Princess Anle today?
When there were only two people left in the room, even the air was quiet and terrifying, and then Dugu Anle finally opened his lips and said, "Master Su...... Oh no...... I should call you Ruan Wushuang. ”
Hearing this, Ruan Wushuang's heart jumped, and he was happy...... How did she know? Without waiting to ask, she only listened to Dugu Anle's cold words: "I heard the conversation between you and Brother Wuji last night, how can I be surprised?" Looking at Ruan Wushuang's surprised look, Dugu Anle couldn't help but hook his lips and smile coldly, as if mocking.
"Anle...... You ......" Ruan Wushuang looked at Dugu Anle's expression, and he didn't know what to say for a while.
"Hehe, Ruan Wushuang, I remember when we first met, I told you that I like Brother Wuji, but what about you?" Dugu Anle asked coldly, obviously blaming Ruan Wushuang for all the faults.
"An Le, since you heard everything last night, I have nothing to say, but you believe me, I really don't like Xiaoji. Ruan Wushuang explained lightly. Today's situation was something she didn't expect, like a blow to the head, which caught her off guard.
"Enough, you don't quibble anymore. Dugu Anle suddenly shouted, looking at Ruan Wushuang with angry eyes, as if he wanted to burn her with anger.
"Do you dare to say that today's situation was not caused by you? Do you dare to say that you have never had a Wuji brother in your heart? Ruan Wushuang, your hypocritical face really makes me feel disgusted. Dugu Anle said word by word, and every word smashed on her heart like a thorn.
Ruan Wushuang knew that no matter what she said at the moment, it would be useless, even if she did, she would be regarded as a quibble, so she simply kept her mouth shut, but secretly thought to herself in her heart, what if An Le went to the old emperor to denounce her.
She didn't speak, but let Dugu Anle take it as a default.
"Ruan Wushuang, count me Dugu Anle blind and see the wrong person, and from now on you will be my Dugu Anle's enemy. Dugu Anle said word by word, and his tone was full of hatred. As soon as the words fell, she stood up.
"An Le, where is the emperor ......" Ruan Wushuang hesitated for a moment, but still said loudly, she really didn't dare to imagine that if Dugu An Le really went to denounce her, what would be the consequences?
Hearing this, Dugu was happy to take a moment. She didn't turn around, but said lightly: "Don't worry, I won't let you die so quickly." As soon as the words fell, she opened the door and walked out. But no one saw the tears that fell from her eyes when her words fell. In fact, in the final analysis, she still relented to Ruan Wushuang, but this was only this time, and next time, she would not be soft-hearted again. Dugu Anle told himself.
Ruan Wushuang looked at Dugu Anle's back until it disappeared, his heart was sad, as if he was suffocating, but he couldn't help but breathe a sigh of relief, as long as Anle didn't denounce her, but I was afraid that the sisterhood between her and Dugu Anle would come to an end.
Thinking of this, she closed her eyes for a moment, and then slumped back in her chair.