Chapter 49: Pain (Tearjerking)
(Some book friends are entangled in the problem of Han Xin's crossing, affirming that he did not cross, but only awakened the memories of the past life and the afterlife, and personally I don't like the crossover plot that has been used up......
Tear jerker, you don't shed tears, it means that I can't write well. )
Xu Bao blocked the bullet for Han Xin in order to save Han Xin, and was shot through the lobe of his lungs, his eyes were already dilated, but with a smile, "Little ...... Han...... Good ......."
Xu Bao's voice was intermittent, and he finally lost his breath before he finished speaking, but Han Xin still understood from the shape of his mouth, even when he was dying, the old squad leader was still telling Han Xin to live well.
Han Xin seemed to have been struck by lightning suddenly, his face turned pale, and he rushed over frantically and smashed the seriously injured national soldier who barely fired a shot to death with his fists.
In the confusion of flesh and blood, the soldier of the national army secretly said that it was a pity that he failed to kill the executioner who had killed too many of his brothers, and slowly closed his eyes, revealing a trace of unwillingness.
"Squad leader, squad leader, wake up! You see, I killed the man who hurt you...... The squad leader ......, "Han Xin, who killed the soldiers of the national army, still had blood on his hands, and he trembled and came to Xu Bao's dead body.
He swayed and fell to the cold ground, but his hands were still holding Xu Bao's corpse.
Leaning on Xu Bao's body dejectedly, as if the two of them were comforting each other, Han Xin closed his eyes slightly and said nothing, and tears the size of beans rolled down in a bunch in the blink of an eye.
He was crying bitterly, but he couldn't hear a little crying, Zhou Yiyao shook Han Xin's body in a panic, and tears flowed down her beautiful eyes, "Han Xin, you ...... It's all my fault...... If you want to cry, cry out, don't hold back......"
At this time, Han Xin couldn't hear anything...... The old squad leader walked towards him, holding the yellow and blackened steamed bun in his hand, and his ordinary face contained the greatness in the ordinary.
"Squad leader, I haven't made you a platoon commander, company commander, battalion commander! Why did you leave me alone? You treat me like a son, and I haven't had time to repay you yet......"
The old squad leader's voice seemed to come out from a far away, with relief, and he could vaguely see his still simple smile, "Silly boy, the squad leader has only made his due contribution to our great revolution, don't be sad for me." ”
Han Xin cried: "Good squad leader, don't go, please, I need you, and our third class also needs you." ”
The voice of the old squad leader came: "Okay, silly boy, where are people who can't leave, I'm gone, your life has to go on, live well......"
Xu Bao's figure passed away suddenly, a lightning bolt pierced the sky, light rain fell one after another, and the scenes not long ago appeared in front of him in an instant, the fields, the third class, the barracks, the mountains, and the rivers all showed a tragic and desolate color, and these scenery floated from the far-reaching vastness, and drifted away into the vast expanse in the distance......
Han Xin seemed to wake up from a dream suddenly, there was no trace of tears on his face, he looked at the body of the old squad leader, gently helped the old squad leader sort out his clothes and hats, patted the dust, everything seemed cautious, as if he was afraid of waking up the sleeping old squad leader.
Zhou Yiyao looked at Han Xin in a daze, a deep grief floated from her heart, she couldn't believe that Han Xin, who was talented and confident and optimistic in her eyes, would be sad to this point.
He ...... You must hate me so much! Zhou Yiyao's body was already a little crumbling, and Han Xin's Xiao Se's back that left with the old squad leader without looking at her again made her lose her mind a little.
The world is so big, but she doesn't know where to go, "Yi Yao, Yi Yao, what do you see?" It wasn't until her companion's voice woke her up that she turned back gloomily, her face pale, "It's okay...... Save people...... I'm tired, go back first......"
"Sister Xiao Ye, what's wrong with Sister Yi Yao?"
"I don't know, I've never seen her like this."
……
The Red Army won, and the Odd Soldiers team won the first merit again, but no one showed the slightest joy, just because the old squad leader Xu Bao was gone......
That night, Han Xin carried Xu Bao's body back to the camp, "I'll send the old squad leader", the words stayed, and he walked to the mountains with Xu Bao's body in his arms.
The comrades-in-arms of the Odd Soldier team got along with Han Xin day and night, and they knew too well the strength of their instructor's heart, but everyone was very frightened to find that Han Xin's face became pale, he staggered when he walked, and his speech was not as coherent as usual, and even a little incoherent.
Everyone was a little worried, such an instructor made their hearts ache, "Brothers, let's also send off the old squad leader!" Erniu's suggestion was silently agreed by everyone, and they walked towards the mountains together.
Deep in the mountains, Han Xin knelt on the ground, and in the night sky, the light rain became heavier and heavier, dripping on Han Xin's body, soaking his ragged clothes to a soaked kneer.
He took a shovel and cut the hard ground one by one, and then carefully picked out the broken soil with his hands, and gently placed Xu Bao in the pit that could completely accommodate his body.
The soil slowly swayed on Xu Bao's body, Xu Bao smiled kindly, closed his eyes tightly, and was slowly covered with dirt.
"Squad leader...... You, go well, you can rest assured...... I'm going to live well. ”
As Xu Bao's body was covered with mud, only his head remained, Han Xin's vision blurred, and a confused white mist seemed to rise in front of him, tears kept rolling down, and he fiercely used his soaked sleeves to wipe away the tears, but it was useless, and new tears couldn't stop pouring out of his eyes.
His hands and feet were trembling violently, his heart was twitching for a while, it seemed to be gradually cracking, gushing out hot blood, he felt a little difficult to breathe, his chest seemed to be pressed against a thousand pounds of boulders, he wanted to tear open his throat and roar a few times, but there was no sound.
He bit his lower lip fiercely, and the blood on his lower lip was flowing from his bite, and he couldn't help but whimper, and he grabbed a handful into the air in despair, as if he wanted to grab the old squad leader's dead soul......
This reality is too cruel, how many winds and waves, how many bullets and bullets, desperate situations, even if it is the Luding Bridge, they have survived, but just like this, in order to save themselves, people are gone.
The old squad leader did not fall under the enemy's gun, but he died to save himself.
A burst of heart-rending pain made Han Xin finally howl: "Squad leader, I'm sorry for you...... You know that you are the most important person in my life...... I've even made you my own father from the bottom of my heart......"
"Squad leader, don't go! I'm begging you, I hurt here! Han Xin ripped off his already ragged clothes like crazy, scratched and beat on his chest: "Squad leader, I, Han Xin, shouldn't wake up...... It shouldn't be like this......"
The members of the Strange Soldiers team who were standing with him behind Han Xin were stunned, Er Niu desperately pounced on Han Xin's arm and begged with tears: "Brother Han, Brother Han, don't be like this, be sober!" The old squad leader is gone, gone. ”
"Fuck your mother's ......" Han Xin, who had lost his mind, punched Erniu a few meters away, Erniu fell on his back, Han Xin suddenly pulled out the big knife on his waist, his eyes were red, and he roared loudly: "Don't be afraid, squad leader, no one can hurt you in front of me!" I'll take revenge on you......"
Erniu jumped up from the ground suddenly, didn't care about wiping the blood gushing from his mouth, and grabbed Han Xin's right hand holding the knife, and the members of the Strange Soldier Team who reacted also hurriedly came up to help and snatched the big knife from Han Xin's hand.
Han Xin sat down on the ground in a dejected manner, letting out a long, painful wail, like a wounded beast, roaring in grief.
"Brother Han......"
Han Xin waved his hand, "You guys disperse, don't worry, I'm fine!" Then he shook it in front of Xu Bao, covered it with all the soil, and piled up a high grave.
"Squad leader, hehe, I know you like to eat steamed buns, and you can eat four or five in one bite, you see, I'm really useless, so I'll give you the leftover!" Han Xin muttered to himself, trembling, took out a steamed bun that had been soaked from his pocket and placed it on Xu Bao's grave.
"Squad leader, we, we also brought you ......" Erniu, Shishi, and Shixiao stepped forward, hurriedly took out the steamed buns left over from dinner, and put them in front of Xu Bao.
Han Xin glanced at everyone gratefully and smiled, "Squad leader, look, the big guys are all worried about your goodness!" You should be able to eat enough now......"
That night, it was very stormy, and the members of the Odd Soldiers did not know how long they had been standing, only that their knees were a little sore, while their instructor kept kneeling.
For the old squad leader Xu Bao, everyone has a lot of feelings, but what they don't know is that Xu Bao is the first recognized "father" of Han Xin, who lost his father at a young age, and has always taken great care of Han Xin, like an elder and a good teacher in life.
He was like a good medicine that no one could replace, bringing a trace of peace of mind to Han Xin, who was in a trance because of the memory of the third life, so when the elder finally died because of Han Xin, Han Xin finally collapsed.
No matter how strong my heart is, I can't resist the collapse that starts from the inside.
The old squad leader died, Han Xin was in pain, and after the pain, he seemed to have matured a lot in an instant, and the impact of the memories of his past life and future life became more and more obvious.
He began to shine with a sense of composure, a kind of wisdom, a kind of firmness, a kind of madness...... When this different mind erupts, the whole world will be shaken.
(To be continued)