In the face of helplessness, seal your heart and lock your love, bury your love, and turn into smoke!

Mei Xiang ran home, stood on the ground of the outhouse and watched everything in a daze, wiped her cheeks that were rain or tears, and then cleaned up the dishes and chopsticks on the kang table, washed and put them neatly in a simple cupboard, and cleaned the floor of the inner and outer rooms. She stood in front of the small mill and was in a daze again, not soaking soybeans. She was thinking: If she died, would her mother still be in the mood to make tofu?!

She went to the back room and found the best clothes in a broken box, which was the fabric that her mother had pulled for her and her brother in the city during the Chinese New Year, and both sisters and brothers had made a new set of clothes, hers was yellow with flowers. The sisters and brothers can have new clothes, which is also because Liu Xingmei is willing to spend money from the beautiful dialect. She put down this new set of clothes that she was usually reluctant to wear, and found the dress that Liu Xingmei gave her to change from her mother to a small one. She took off her coat and put on her trousers, which were now a little smaller, and put on her best shoes and socks, and took out a piece of glass from the trouser pocket she had taken off yesterday, and folded the clothes she had taken off and set them aside. Standing in front of the wall, facing a small mirror hanging, she brushed her slightly damp hair, and when she got up in the morning, she combed a braid, like Liu Xingmei, because Liu Xingmei was her idol to imitate. Facing her handsome and slightly pale and haggard face, she wanted to try her best to keep her last bright smile in this world, but she saw far-fetched and helplessness in her smile! She went to plug the door of the house inside, then came back, pulled a pillow, and lay down on the edge of the kang, and picked up the glass piece with her right hand.

In the impression of others, Mei Xiang is a shy and cheerful girl, who knows, she is like the sentimental Lin Daiyu in "Dream of Red Mansions" that Liu Xingmei told her. She once told Liu Xingmei that when she knows more words, she will read this "Dream of Red Mansions". But now, she is about to leave behind all her beautiful wishes!

In her mind, in this life, whether poor or rich, only a tombstone engraved with a name will preserve and prove that this person has been in this world once.

For the sin seed in her belly, she can't give full play to the great maternal love of women, which is a shame that she can't bear!

"Daddy! Mother! Brother! Sister Xingmei! Farewell! See you in the next life! She muttered, tears streaming down her face.

She didn't know how painful and sad the people who loved her would be when she died. I only know that as long as I cut my wrist, I can't help if I am found!

So, as soon as she closed her eyes and did not hesitate, the glass piece was cut down at once, and blood gushed out and flowed to the ground.

She was paralyzed, and she didn't seem to feel the slightest pain in her despair.

Quietly, quietly, she was waiting for death to come, this was her final resolute choice......

But what about Liu Xingmei?

At night, she felt lonely again, with knives, scissors and shotguns on the kang, and she once again experienced suppressed panic in her insomnia. Faintly, she could still hear her in-laws walking and talking, and although she would use the illusion she created to persuade herself, it didn't work, the fear was still spreading wildly, and the ghostly shadow seemed to fill the space of the three rooms.

She was a wise and courageous person, but she was afraid of being alone in the house.

Maybe it's because all kinds of strange phenomena have happened in the Tao family, which has caused her psychological shadow!

At midnight, a wolf's howl sounded outside the window, sounding like it was in the yard, which made her even more creepy.

Could it be that the wolf is coming again?

She was afraid that wolves would hurt her livestock, and now she has horses, donkeys and pigs.

Why didn't you hear the black tiger screaming?

(To be supplemented)