(a)

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I didn't do it as much as people thought it would, it was all out of love for learning, even though I was also very passionate about learning.

In the first few days of my re-entry into the classroom, I was praised by my teacher every day. Teachers in various subjects have repeatedly cited me as an example of how to overcome difficulties and persist in exploring knowledge. Their words have hung me on display in various occasions. Teacher Li sent a photo of me wearing a cane to class and said, "You see, Xueba has never been made by luck, and it has been hard work and hard work behind it. ”

I felt a myriad of eyes cast on me.

I felt that there was always some whispering floating around during recess.

I resisted my own weakness and risked receiving such praise.

In this way, I carefully hid my other love.

In the midst of the praise, you are the only one who reproaches me.

In this life, things are often like this. You are on my side when all the people reproach me. And when everyone is in favor of me, you are on the other side.

Whether you're on my side or not, I'm deeply moved.

Because only you know me. Your care is not untargeted. Your thoughtfulness is precise and in place. Your comfort is to the point.

Therefore, in the process of getting along with others, it is not enough to have mutual kindness. Understanding, in fact, is more important. It is the eye of love and care. Without it, all love is blind. Because it is blind, it is often ineffective.

Because of the difficulty of walking, I couldn't go to the cafeteria to eat at noon every day, and my classmates took turns to cook for me. So, after the class bell rang, everyone rushed out of the cafeteria, and when they ran to the cafeteria, the classroom was empty except for me.

That's when you walk in through the front door of your classroom.

We haven't seen each other for 18 days. It was as if 18 years had passed.

We looked at each other with mixed feelings. We looked at each other's eyes and told each other everything.

You look outside the classroom, and you hear time coming this way. So, you overcome the fluctuations in your heart, and you say, "It's not all right, why are you in a hurry to come to school, if you can't get it right, you will have to stay sick in the future." ”

I said, "Because, two flashlights are running out of batteries." ”

I said, "Because I don't want to listen with my eyes anymore, I don't want to speak with light anymore." I want to be seen by his eyes and heard by his ears. ”

I said, "Because although my heart is full, my feelings are still captives of my senses, right?" ”

My words caused a new wave in your heart.

You pause for a moment, then you look at me, and you sigh. You say, "Be careful, and ask for your help." ”

At this time, the first batch of students who grabbed the food had already begun to return.

You look out the hallway and exit the front door of the classroom.

Before you left the classroom, you finally said to me, "Be careful, don't be reckless." ”

Then you turn and leave.

Just a minute after you left, the first group of students to eat came in.

I hear you meet them in the corridor in the distance, and they greet you warmly. I hear you answering them in an easy-going and gracious manner.

My eyes have been following the direction you left. My heart follows your voice and footsteps until all the sensations that come from you are drowned out in the noise of the world.

S's voice came: "Princess Xinxin, it's time to eat." Let's see if the food I bought for you today is delicious? ”

I took the lunch box from S.

S sat down across from me, looked left and right, and whispered, "The guide came to see you just now." ”

I quickly scooped up a full spoonful of food and stuffed it into my mouth, avoiding answering.

S said in a smaller voice, "The guide misses you very much." He wipes your gun every day. One person rubs for a long time. Not much more. ”

I shoved another spoonful of the food into my mouth, and I slurred, "The food is delicious, thank you." ”

(b)

On the 37th day after the injury, I finally resumed my daily training with the shooting team.

When I re-emerged on the training ground, I felt a surge of excitement that I had fulfilled my wish. Every plant and tree in this place makes me feel very intimate. In the midst of that emotional warmth, I knew that this place would be the kind of place that would be etched in my memory for the rest of my life.

The members of the team welcomed me back with enthusiastic eyes and warm applause. You join everyone in applauding and welcoming me back. Your eyes fall on me. It was a gaze that I will never forget in my life.

It was that gaze that made me know that I was no longer a lonely ghost in the world. You're the place I can always go back to.

I had an amazing result that afternoon. I've never behaved so flawlessly. After Coach Wang saw my results, he was speechless for a while.

Then, he looks at you and says, "I don't have anything more to guide her today." She got everything right. She did it even more than right. I can't think of anything else to tutor. ”

He said, "In that case, I'll go first." You come to counseling. You are the best. You know that imperfect place. ”

He looks at you and says, "You know that very well, right?" ”

You look down and smile a little and say, "Well, I know." ”

After Director Wang left, there were only two of us left in the guidance office.

Your first action is for me to sit down in front of you. You say, "Don't stand, your feet aren't all right yet." ”

Then, you poured me a glass of water.

You sit across from me and look at me while I drink water. You look at me thoughtfully. You look at me with affection.

You kept looking at me like that, and you didn't speak.

"Why do you keep looking at me like this?" I asked in a whisper.

You say, "Like you said, a nail can't leave a magnet on its own." ”

Tears glistened to my eyelashes.

I lowered my head and whispered, "Is that what you're trying to guide me?" Is this where that imperfection lies? ”

You say, "Perfect moments, perfect results, all of them don't last forever, and that's where the imperfections are." ”

You look at me gently.

You stand up.

You say, "Do you want to see me shoot a live bullet again?" ”

I said, "Yes." ”

You say, "This time, you don't have to hide behind a pillar and peek at it." ”

You say, "This time, every shot is made specifically for you." Heart, congratulations on recovery. ”

(c)

The next hour was overflowing with happiness.

You echo and match mine with your flawlessness just right.

You used your flowing clouds to interpret my previous flowing clouds from another angle.

The two shots are like two voices performing the same perfect song. They fit in with each other, but they are very different. They are presented separately under the same theme. Their echoes make the whole theme three-dimensional and full, and the whole theme shines between their singing and harmony.

I've been sitting next to you while you're shooting.

My gaze follows your every movement, your every expression.

I hear every breath you take beside me, every heartbeat.

I heard a steady and continuous sound of gunfire constantly echoing around the shooting range.

The sound of the shooting went all the way to the deepest and deepest part of my heart.

This is another expression of your deep affection.

Because what you want to express is beyond the carrying capacity of words, you have to express it with the help of something more meaningful than words.

Let's look at the target paper you finished shooting.

I saw it with tears in my eyes.

I overlapped the two sheets of target paper that we had finished typing.

All the bullet holes, they all coincide exactly!

You've made an exact copy of the target paper I just shot, and every bullet hole, the tiniest part, is exactly the same.

This is the most affectionate love confession I have ever seen.

Only you can do that.

It's also the first time I've seen your incredible precision review technique.

Director Wang is right: you are the god of guns. Amazing, superb.

(iv)

That day, we overlapped two sheets of target paper and looked at them side by side.

We feel that life is fulfilled and that everything is going well.

We have the common feeling that all our long-cherished wishes in this life have been fulfilled and that we have nothing else to ask for.

We were so immersed in this feeling of happiness that we couldn't speak for a long time.

For a long time, you say, "Perfect things will be a thing of the past." When it becomes a thing of the past, we should be thankful that we once had it and not be afraid to lose it forever. ”

You say, "Do you understand the imperfection of today?" ”

I said, "Understood." Even if it is the most perfect moment, the most perfect thing, you must be able to let it go anytime, anywhere. ”

You say, "Very well, heart." ”

Say, "We must have been separated longer than 37 days." We all have to be ready at all times. ”

Many of the things you say will come true.

We have now been separated for 3,700 days, and this separation will continue to continue. (To be continued.) )