(a)

Four days later, I was discharged from the hospital and returned to the team. Pen ~ fun ~ pavilion www.biquge.info

Before I returned, the school team teacher must have explained the precautions to everyone, so no one asked me anything about the disappearance.

I silently returned to the team. Everyone trained together very quietly and ate together as if nothing had happened.

However, after the meal, I noticed that no one had chosen to sit next to me.

I sat alone with a plate and a long table. I felt a lot of eyes staring and small voices behind me.

I bowed my head and scooped the rice with a spoon without saying a word, but as soon as I took a bite, I secretly spit it out. The chili oil in the dish made the wounds in the corners of my mouth hurt like fire. I took another sip of the soup and spit it out.

I looked at the plate and paused for a moment, then carefully chewed the food with the intact half of my mouth.

I withstood the countless stares behind me, and without saying a word, I struggled to deal with the rice on the plate and the soup in the bowl.

That's when I saw you walking towards the long table where I was with a lunch box.

You sit down across from me.

I keep my head down and don't look into your eyes.

You push the lunch box towards me, and you say, "Eat this." ”

I sat still.

You helped me open the lid of the lunch box, and I saw that it was a very bad, fragrant egg drop porridge.

You say, "It's not hot now." ”

You push me a smaller spoon and say, "Use this." It is smaller, so it does not touch the wound in the mouth. ”

I silently took the spoon. I see a large white bandage around your right arm.

You say, "Eat it." In the evening, I asked the cafeteria to make you a small wonton separately, without chili peppers. ”

I took a bite of the egg drop porridge at just the right temperature, and then raised my eyes to look at you.

You look at the broken corners of my mouth with infinite guilt.

You sadly say, "I'm sorry, Xinxin." I've never hit a student before. ”

You say, "I don't know what's wrong with me." I regret it. I apologize to you. ”

I whispered, "No." Guiding you to do nothing wrong, it's me, the behavior is outrageous. It's me who should apologize. ”

You say, "It still hurts, doesn't it?" ”

I shook my head. I looked at the bandages on your arm and whispered, "What about you?" Does it still hurt? ”

You move your arm and say, "I'm steely, I'm fine, you see, I move freely." ”

You say, "I've been worrying about your teeth." If you break your front teeth, you won't be able to marry in the future, and you'll be in trouble. ”

I couldn't help but smile slightly.

You look around, and you hand me a roll of paper.

I asked, "What is it?" ”

You say, "Go back and open it when no one is around." ”

Then you say, "There's training in the afternoon, and the teachers have a meeting at noon, so I'll go first." Small wontons in the evening and porridge tomorrow morning, Mr. Xiao Tang in the cafeteria will send you a room. You won't be in the cafeteria this week. ”

You stand up, we look at each other for a moment, and then you leave me.

(b)

After lunch, the teachers gathered in the auditorium for a meeting, and the team members went back to their rooms for a lunch break.

I closed the door to my room and carefully opened the roll of paper you had stuffed into me.

It's a review of your handwriting. A review book written in my tone.

Here's what it reads:

"Dear team leaders, base leaders, teachers, and students,

I hereby make the following self-review of the serious personal safety accident that occurred due to my unauthorized departure from the team during the outing on the 27th, and sincerely apologize to the leaders, teachers and students.

In order to improve the actual combat level of the school team, according to the overall arrangement of the school's summer student work, on the 23rd of this month, I went to the Xiyuan Shooting Training Center base with the school team with good training conditions for a 20-day intensive training.

Before leaving, the leaders of the school team had repeatedly emphasized that because the Xiyuan base is located in the nature reserve, it is also a geological disaster frequent area, and the field environment is complex, each team must listen to the command of all actions, and after accommodation, in addition to free time can rest and entertain in the designated venue, no student is allowed to go out without authorization, if there are special circumstances to go out, it is necessary to report to the team leader, obtain consent, and it is strictly forbidden to act alone. In the process of going out for training or visiting, each group should take the designated vehicle according to the prior arrangement, follow the team leader teacher and tour guide, follow the established route, act in unison, and before driving, the team leader should check the number of people and report to the general team leader. I am clearly aware of the above requirements put forward by the leaders of the school team, and at the team meeting on the 24th, I made a statement on discipline on behalf of the second group.

However, in the process of visiting the cultural relics exhibition hall unearthed from the ancient battlefield ruins of Xiyuan Canyon on the 27th, I violated the operational discipline of the school team because I wanted to satisfy my curiosity for adventure and curiosity, and in the process of the tour guide, I left the team without authorization, and left the scheduled tour route, went deep into the canyon alone, and entered the rocky beach area of the ancient riverbed with the sign of "be careful of the beast". Because it was dark, he lost his way in the canyon and couldn't find his way back, so he went about 8 kilometers deep into the dangerous area of the canyon, only to encounter wild wolves foraging for food, and was pursued by the wolves. Sudden cardiac arrest due to running too fast and being frightened, and shock.

This incident has caused the following serious consequences: first, the school team has revised the established training schedule, dispatched all teachers and staff to cooperate with the search and rescue work, which seriously affected the smooth completion of this training camp, affected the effect of this training, and may directly affect the school team and students' season results and annual rankings this quarter;

Second, it alarmed the management personnel of the training center and the local public security system, seriously affected the reputation and image of the school, and caused a very bad public opinion impact on the continuous development of the training camp in the future.

Thirdly, it caused harm to itself.

Fourth, it caused a serious overrun of the school's health care funds this month.

I am now deeply aware of the above serious consequences and feel extremely guilty.

After in-depth reflection, I believe that the main reasons for this accident are as follows:

First, the sense of collective honor is weak and the organizational discipline is poor;

second, the idea of individual heroism is serious;

Thirdly, they could not accept the criticism and advice of others with an open mind, and they still resisted and rebelled against the mistakes pointed out by the school team leaders at that time, and could not repent seriously, and even attacked the teacher, causing personal harm to the teacher, which was of a bad nature.

After the accident, with the help of the training base and the local public security system, the leaders of the school team took timely search and rescue measures, successfully rescued and implemented first aid, and ensured my life safety.

During the search and rescue process and the subsequent treatment process, the students also showed me sincere friendship with classmates, and gave me a lot of care in helping me to reform my thinking and correct my behavior afterwards.

Here, I would like to express my heartfelt thanks to the leaders of the school team and the base, teachers and students for their care and help, and once again express my great regret and sincere apologies for the unauthorized outing on the 27th.

I am willing to accept the punishment of dismissal of the team leader and three suspensions in the new season, and I have no objection to the school's decision to give a serious warning. I would also like to express my sincere apologies to the instructor who was injured as a result of my attack.

I promise not to make the same mistakes in the future, to work hard to correct the shortcomings, and strive to become a model of abiding by various rules and disciplines, and I also hope that all students will take me as a example, effectively enhance their safety awareness, abide by organizational discipline, and be a qualified member of the school team.

In the latter part of this training camp, I will definitely eliminate all kinds of distractions, concentrate on it, go all out to complete various training projects, and strive to achieve excellent results and make up for my mistakes. I hope that the school team leaders, teachers and students will give me a chance.

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In Xiyuan Training Base on a certain day, a certain year, a certain month" (to be continued.) )