The spring of the third year of Tongzhi came very early, just after the spring equinox, the fields on both sides of the Wei River showed a full of spring, the peach blossoms and plum blossoms in front of the farmhouse and behind the house were about to bloom, and the hundred-year-old willows on the winding river embankment would also be tender, and this pair of spring only made people feel so uncomfortable. Pen, fun, pavilion www. biquge。 info

In this spring light, a team of brave exercises with knives and guns walked forward along the official road, and several sedan chairmen carried a green sedan chair and walked unhurriedly with the team, followed by two guards on horseback, and the guards were holding revolvers on their waists.

"Zhao Liu, how long do you have to get home!"

The curtain of the sedan chair was lifted, and sitting in the sedan chair was a twenty-year-old young man with a dark face but extremely handsome.

"Young master, it is estimated that I will be home in two hours!"

The servant's answer made Zhao Ziyu nod, looking at the scenery of the fields outside the sedan chair, his nose took a few breaths of fresh air, and he suddenly felt relaxed, but there was an indescribable pressure in his heart, and his brows gradually wrinkled.

"Snow ......"

When he read this name on his lips, Zhao Ziyu's heart swelled with a burst of guilt.

The year before last, almost on the wedding day, he left home and went to the provincial capital, on the surface he was invited by the governor Tan Yanxiang to go to the provincial capital to discuss matters, but in fact she was to avoid the life with Xueqi after marriage, and even since then, he has been stationed in the Weinan camp for a long time, where he practiced group exercises - at the beginning, the governor Tan ordered the gentry from all over the country to hold group exercises, which naturally some people supported and some opposed, but for Zhao Ziyu, this made her see an opportunity to leave home.

In order to avoid the "newlywed wife", she held a group exercise. Although she is not in the army, whether it was in Jiangxinzhou or Huangzhou, she had seen with her own eyes how Zhu Yifeng and those foreigners trained, and she naturally wrote it down after seeing too much. When the regimental training was held in Weinan, it was even more like a gourd to draw a scoop to train the soldiers, and now this regiment of less than 5,000 people has also been trained in a decent way.

After hiding for more than two years, I finally have to go home.

Thinking of home, thinking of his wife and children at home, she had a wry smile on her face, she had indeed done something wrong...... But if it weren't for Xueqi serving her father and raising her children at home for more than two years, how could she ...... Isn't this also to avoid Xueqi?

In the end, do you do it wrong?

Early in the morning, Li Xueqi came to the wall fort, holding the child, looking into the distance, looking at the road leading to the outside of Xiaoyi Town.

"Wen'er, Daddy is coming back soon, do you miss Daddy......"

"Want to ......"

Although he was very vague about his father's appearance, Zhao Hongwen, who was only two and a half years old, nodded and said.

At this moment, Li Xueqi saw that a team of people seemed to appear in the distance, it must be Ziyu who was back, thinking that Ziyu had returned home, she only felt that her eyes were hot, and tears flowed out involuntarily.

"Mother, don't cry, Daddy is back, Mother doesn't cry......"

Seeing that his mother was crying, Zhao Hongwen hurriedly wiped his mother's cheeks with his little hands.

"Mother doesn't cry, mother doesn't cry!"

Holding her son in pain, Li Xueqi muttered.

For her, who is nineteen years old this year, two years ago, she had always hoped to marry into the Zhao family, but after the dream came true, the two got together less and left more, and the pain in the heart is probably only known to her - after marriage, the two have not shared a bed.

Looking at the beautiful face of the son in his arms, Li Xueqi could think of how beautiful his own mother was, and secretly wondered, could it be that Brother Ziyu still hadn't forgotten her and Hongwen's mother.

Li Xueqi hugged the child in her arms tightly, and for more than two years, she had regarded it as a given, but ......

"Hey......"

With a sigh, she took a deep breath as she looked at the approaching procession, and then walked down from the fort with her son in her arms.

"Wen'er, shall we pick up Daddy?"

As soon as he got off the sedan chair, Zhao Ziyu saw his wife and children standing in front of the door, looking at Xueqi's delicate appearance, the guilt in his heart was even stronger, but ...... What can I do?

"Snow ......"

"Brother Ziyu, you're back!"

Li Xueqi hurriedly pulled the child in front of her and said to Hongwen.

"Wen'er, call Daddy!"

"Daddy......"

This sound made Zhao Ziyu's heart tremble, and she bent down to hug Hongwen. Holding him tightly, tears almost flowed from her eyes at that moment. Just then, a voice reached his ears.

"Young master, you can come back, the master is waiting for you in the back house."

It was the housekeeper who had followed his father for decades, and Zhao Ziyu, who knew that he couldn't lose his temper, nodded, and then said to Hongwen,

"Hongwen, I used to be with my mother, and I will go to play with you after talking to my grandfather for a while."

"Coming back?"

Hearing the footsteps behind him, Zhao Yipu, who was looking at the book, put down the book in his hand.

"Hmm!"

Whispered, looking at her father's body, Zhao Ziyu's heart couldn't help but breathe a sigh of relief, when she first went home, she was most worried about her father's body, but later her father's illness slowly improved, and his body was much harder than before.

"How long are you going to stay at home this time?"

Looking at the daughter in front of him, Zhao Yipu's tone seemed very calm.

"Two or three days!"

It's not that Zhao Ziyu is unwilling to stay at home for a longer time, but he is afraid, afraid that Xue Qi will find out the truth.

"It's been so long, and you still haven't told Xueqi."

staring at his daughter Zhao Yipu's tone was dissatisfied. Three years ago, he only thought that he had little time, and he had no intention of asking about his daughter again, so he came by her temperament, but now, for more than two years, Xueqi has been filial piety at home, but it is all in Zhao Yipu's eyes, otherwise she will feel more and more guilty about her.

"Dad, I ......"

Zhao Ziyu opened her mouth, but still didn't speak.

How so?

Did you tell her that she was a woman?

Since he is a woman, why did he marry her in the first place?

delayed people for a whole life.

Selfish!

How many times when she woke up at night, Zhao Ziyu would scold herself like this, whether it was Sister Yujie or Xueqi, she was like this, she was sorry for the dead Sister Yujie, and even more sorry for Xueqi.

But now it's too late to say anything, and she doesn't know how to end it.

"Do you plan to keep it a secret for the rest of your life like this?"

Zhao Yipu's tone was full of dissatisfaction.

"You let me do this, how can I go to see Brother Li under Jiuquan."

Three years ago, he thought that he would take the first step, but who would have thought that last year's Xueqi's father, Brother Li, who seemed to be in good health, would take the first step. Even if he arrives under Jiuquan in the future, how can he see his brother?

There is no shame to see!

"I, I'll tell Xueqi about her ......"

After opening his mouth and hesitating for a moment, Zhao Ziyu spoke.

"When?"

"Wait, wait until the time is right......"

When the time is right, when will the time be right? Zhao Ziyu didn't know that when she returned to the inner house, looking at Li Xueqi who was reading to her child, she still silently chose to leave, but entered the study, listening to the footsteps outside the door, Li Xueqi's heart ached.

She knew that once again he had chosen to leave.

It wasn't until the sky was completely dark, when Li Xueqi coaxed the child to sleep and just returned to the house to sleep, the footsteps sounded again, she raised her head and saw Zhao Ziyu who walked into the house, and her heart suddenly looked a little nervous, but she was full of expectations.

"Brother Ziyu, I ......"

The joy seen in Xueqi's beautiful eyes made Zhao Ziyu's heart suddenly swell with reluctance, and the feeling of guilt became even stronger.

"Xueqi, I ......"

Do you want to tell her?

Tell her the truth!

In Zhao Ziyu's heart, this voice kept echoing, could he have lied to her like this for the rest of her life?

"Brother Ziyu, I know, I know ......"

I don't know if it was because of fear or because of fear, Li Xueqi hurriedly stopped her words.

"Little sister knows that you can't forget Sister Yujie, know that you and she are a husband and wife in distress, and know that your heart is all about her, but I am willing to wait, and my little sister is willing to ...... for the rest of my life."

Li Xueqi's tears flowed out when she said this, and her words made Zhao Ziyu's heart tremble, and she didn't know what she should say for a while?

"Xueqi, you ......"

Now Zhao Ziyu even has a thought, that is, to tell her immediately and loudly, telling her that she is a woman like her, and that she was going to marry her because she was selfish and selfish, and she can't lie to him anymore.

"I ......"

opened her mouth, she still couldn't say that sentence, Zhao Ziyu was afraid of hurting her, even though she had already hurt her. But she still deceived herself and wanted to "protect" the girl in front of her, just as she wanted to "protect" her in the first place, only God knows, she has been living in chagrin for more than two years.

"My lord, my lord, Master Zhang, please come back quickly!"

At this moment, there was a sudden rush of shouts outside the door!

The shouting outside the door made Zhao Ziyu feel relieved, at least now the shouting outside the door relieved her, and hurriedly walked outside the door, only to see a personal soldier kneeling outside the door.

"What's going on?"

"My lord, Master Zhang asked the villain to ask the adults to return to the camp quickly!"

The big camp refers to the Tuanyong camp outside Weinan City, and Zhao Ziyu has almost taken it as his home in the past two years.

"Huh? Did something happen? ”

Zhao Ziyu asked again. At this time, the soldiers presented a letter in both hands. After taking the letter, opening the letter and looking at it, after seeing the content of the letter, Zhao Ziyu's face changed instantly, and he immediately commanded.

"Prepare the horses! Back to the camp! ”

"Brother Ziyu, are you going to leave again?"

Looking at Zhao Ziyu, who was about to leave, Li Xueqi said with some reluctance.

"Xueqi, something happened in Tongguan, the governor ordered me to go to Tongguan immediately, I can't help but ......"

Looking back at Li Xueqi, Zhao Ziyu gritted her teeth and said.

"If so...... If so, when the time comes, Daddy and Wen'er will ......"

Without waiting for Zhao Ziyu to finish speaking, Li Xueqi hurriedly shook her head and said.

"No, no, Brother Ziyu, you won't have an accident, you will never have an accident......"

"Snow ......"

Holding Xue Qi in her arms, feeling the uneasy tremor of her body, Zhao Ziyu whispered in her ear.

"I'm sorry ......"

After saying that, Zhao Ziyu hurriedly walked towards the front yard......

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