Yuan Xi mixed garlic under his feet, and was hooked down by Yuan Shang, and before he fell, he grabbed the clothes on his back, and under a pull, the two fell down together. Yuan Xi was facing up on his back, and then his body fell to the side and back, while Yuan Shang fell headlong under Yuan Xi's armpit and fell forward facing the ground.

Bang!

The two fell to the ground at the same time, and Yuan Xi immediately turned over, rode onto Yuan Shang's back, and pressed him to the ground.

"Convincing or not convincing......

Yuan Shang shouted: "Dissatisfied! ”

This is a corner outside Yuan Shao's study, not a necessary place, at this time it is far away, and no one in the house found that the two brothers were fighting.

Yuan Xi took the lead and was slightly distracted. One didn't pay attention, was turned over by Yuan Shang, and fell to the side by himself. As soon as Yuan Shang turned over, he immediately climbed onto Yuan Xi, grabbed his collar hard, and scolded: "Dare to scold Lao Tzu for being a sissy? Damn ......"

Then a fist came towards Yuan Xi's face, and Yuan Xi suddenly hit his head forward, hitting him in the chest. Yuan Shang was in pain and was knocked to the ground. Both of them immediately got up again and scuffled together.

The clouds in the sky moved very fast, and the wind was blowing, but the wind at this time was not as piercing as the wax moon, but had a hint of heart-deep coolness, and it was quite comfortable to blow on the body.

Yuan Xi gasped, sweat on his forehead, lying on the ground looking at the branches on his head, his eyes were in addition to the poplar tree that had lost all its leaves, and it was the corner of the black and bare eaves.

"Hey, when did you kid start discovering that you like men?"

Yuan Shang was also beaten badly, there were bruises on his face, he leaned against the corner of the wall, he couldn't even lift a finger, but he still yelled hysterically: "Lao Tzu doesn't like men!" ”

Yuan Xi said: "It's not a big deal to like men, and you're not the only one gay in this world." According to research, there are actually many people who have a same-sex orientation, but they are just secretly suppressed. ”

Yuan Shangdao: "What? Do you also like men, second brother? ”

Yuan Xi said: "Phew! Do you think I look like me? ”

Yuan Shang was disappointed for a while, and said: "I used to like women, but since one time, by the way, I was still harmed by you......"

Yuan Xi scratched his head and said, "You like men, what does it have to do with me?" ”

Yuan Shangdao: "I just understood the things of men and women at that time, and once I forcibly grabbed your pretty girl Zhu'er and wanted to do the things of men and women, but before I succeeded, I was broken by you, the second brother." You also kicked me hard and kicked me to the cold ground. Since that time, I've noticed that something is wrong......"

He clutched his crotch, as if he still had lingering thoughts about that time.

Yuan Xi asked, "What's wrong?" ”

Yuan Shangdao: "...... I can't lift my spirits when I see a woman. ”

Yuan Xi said: "You deserve it!" ”

Is this still a psychological problem? The human psychological world is a rather complex system, and the slightest deviation can lead to a big difference in behavior. If you are locked up in the dark during childhood, you can develop claustrophobia. It is not impossible that Yuan Shang was knocked into a ** little maid during puberty, which led to homosexuality.

Yuan Xi said: "Then what about after that, you like men?" ”

Yuan Shang grabbed his hair in pain, gritted his teeth, and said, "I visited the brothels in the city a few times later, but each time I found it disgusting. I didn't want to be like that, I didn't want people to see that I was different, so I acted very masculine and spent a long time combing my hair and beard every morning. Everyone praised me for being manly, for being a beautiful man, and I didn't want anyone to know that I didn't like women. By the way, second brother, how did you find out? ”

Yuan Xi said: "What's so difficult about this? Even though you're pretending to be good, you can still spot clues by chance. One look, one orchid finger, and it betrays you. ”

Yuan Shang immediately climbed up to Yuan Xi, grabbed his feet nervously and said, "Then is there any way for me to recover?" Second brother, do you know the doctor in this area? I don't want to be a dead......"

Yuan Xi was shaken by him so that his body shook from side to side, and he hurriedly stabilized him and said, "Don't be excited, even if you don't like women, it's not an important thing." ”

"It doesn't matter?"

"There are a lot of gay people like you in the world who are living well. If you don't look for a woman, you can find a man. ”

Yuan Shang's face was bruised, and he roared angrily: "Don't talk about the wind and cold here, the two poles of heaven and earth, yin and yang, mutual birth and mutual absorption, how can a man live with a man?" Second brother, you still have to help me find a way, if I can cure my disease, I will promise you any conditions. ”

This guy was also in a hurry, the first time he met someone who said it didn't matter if he liked a man, and the first time he was understood, he was very excited. But in addition to being excited, I still look forward to being able to be like a normal man, instead of being called a dead, after all, this title has a kind of contempt.

"Uh......" Yuan Xi was a little embarrassed, I only heard that this is a sexual orientation, but I haven't heard that this can also be cured? At most, I have changed from gay to bisexual, and I haven't heard of turning the bent into a straight one.

"Third brother, listen to me. It's not that it's incurable. But he is a mental illness that may take a long time to be completely cured. ”

"No matter how long it takes, I can afford to wait...... You don't know, I'm very nervous when I see people every day, I'm afraid of being seen, can you understand what it's like for a person to be worried every day? I can only relax by locking myself in a dark room. Second brother, you must help me find a way. ”

Yuan Xi said: "First of all, you have to take it easy by yourself, don't be afraid of being seen." To put it bluntly, this is a disease, you should treat yourself as sick, what is so bad about being sick? ”

Yuan Shang's eyes lit up and said, "Yes, yes, yes, it's just sick......

Yuan Xi said: "Secondly, you must emancipate your mind, seek truth from facts, and face up to your own symptoms. It's best to talk to more people to reduce the burden on your heart. For example, talk to young girls more, talk to each other, and talk about happy topics more. So you can understand the beautiful side of this woman. It's better not to go to brothels, the women there are different. ”

Yuan Shang nodded again and again, looked at him earnestly, and hurriedly asked, "Well, what else?" ”

Yuan Xi said: "And? Let me think about it...... There is also to cultivate some interests, such as painting and singing, cultivate more hobbies, and exercise more. Male hormones are produced during exercise, and when you have exercised your abs, come to me again. ”

Yuan Shang's eyes were red, and he was almost about to burst into tears. It's so good that after so many years, someone finally understands.

"Second brother, thank you so much. I've been bothered by this question for so many years, thanks to you...... If it weren't for you, I'd like to make a promise......"

"Don't-"

Yuan Xi hurriedly shook off his hand, and Yuan Shang's affectionate eyes made him startled, and his legs almost weakened. But he still managed to stand up and fled.

"Hahaha-" Yuan Shang's hearty laughter came from behind.