(a)

In the long days of losing you, I have experienced all the sorrows of human life. Pen | fun | pavilion www. ｂｉｑｕｇｅ。 infoI've tasted them in all sorts of ways.

The kind of grief that can still shed tears is actually far from the most unbearable grief.

Just like the grief I used to cry on the eve of my first death in your story, it wasn't actually the worst grief.

The worst grief is actually not so intense.

It's actually very slow, it's peaceful, it's stretching, it's quiet.

Compared with this soft and soft sorrow, the bitter cry that day can even be said to be a kind of happiness.

True grief cannot be cathartic. You can't stop it from penetrating, and you can't get rid of it in any way. It seeps into the blood and cellular fluids like the venom of a venomous snake, gently enveloping you from all directions pervasively, and it invades your most essential places without you feeling anything. You're soaked in it before you know it.

You can't make a sound, you can't move, you can't sigh, you can't cry, you can't bleed, you can only smile, you can only be silent, you can only be quiet, you can only sit down, you can only fall into its net.

It is neither bitter, nor sweet, nor bitter, nor fiery in its fire.

It is colorless and odorless.

When it hits, you can't struggle.

It destroys your core like the fastest knife, leaving behind a village that is outwardly unharmed and deserted, no longer devoid of life or sound.

So, no one can know it, no one can see it, and no one can overcome it, except its prey and the wisest enlightened one.

It can't even be captured and talked about in literature.

When it comes, the writer of literature can only turn around, look at the moon in the sky, and whisper, "The moonlight is so cool tonight." ”

(b)

In the days we spent our lives together, the shooting team had a total of three outings for training.

These three training outings have been successful in improving the performance of the competition. They also left an indelible impression on every member of the training for life.

At the many gatherings held after the teammates grew up, everyone talked about these three training outings, and they all remembered it vividly and felt a lot.

I haven't been to any of these meetings. When I met S in the bar later, I listened to him tell me one by one.

Everyone's deep memory of these training trips proves that your training views at that time are correct.

You were very opposed to keeping shooting in the training ground and doing it in a scientific and technical way. You've always advocated that shooting is both a competitive sport and a mental activity.

Do you think that if a person can't achieve clarity of mind and ethereal serenity, his shooting level will not be perfect. It will be difficult for him to break through the upper limit of his potential. His talent will not be able to be brought into full play, and he will not be able to feel the most hearty joy of life in the sport of shooting.

You have always believed that being in the natural environment and feeling all kinds of natural elements has an irreplaceable role in improving the level.

Do you think that when a player feels that his ceiling has reached or the bottleneck cannot be broken, letting him feel and think about it in a natural environment is often the trigger point for stepping to a new level.

You have always believed that energy and wisdom are contained in nature, and if you are not nourished and nourished by nature, the human mind will be like the withered grass of autumn.

Instead of shooting sports based on a full and harmonious mind, it is no longer the shooting sport you understand.

It is because you hold this view that you are able to reach that level. It is precisely because you hold this view that following your training has become something that all people are passionate about.

You are like a magician, you can fully release the joy of enjoying life and realizing one's potential between pointers.

You're not like a mountain in front of you and you're going to be bowed down.

You are simply directing the stream of life into the river into which it is supposed to flow by gently leading.

(c)

The Xiyuan training camp is the result of your hard work since you came to the shooting team. A lot of the specific things in the training camp are your contact. The results of the training camp are also obvious to all.

Unfortunately, my safety incident occurred. My disappearance has ruined almost all of your previous efforts.

After the fact, you are under a lot of pressure when it comes to school.

You never said anything to me about the pressure you've been under because of me.

This incident has been cited as a case of failure of guardianship loss of control in various meetings. Whenever such a moment comes, all eyes are quietly cast on you. Even at high-level meetings of the education system, the story has been raised.

Therefore, after the Xiyuan training camp, you can hardly put forward your views in this regard. But you've been trying to bring it up. Coach Wang also did his best to support and help you, but your efforts were unsuccessful for a long time.

For many school leaders, enriching and liberating one's heart is not the most important goal. It's not even a work goal at all. In their view, there are countless things that are all more important than this goal. They always tend to bury this goal for all sorts of trivial things.

The reason why they behave like this cannot be said to be all their fault. Because their interests dictate that they have to do that.

In this industrialized education system, no one will pay you for enriching and liberating one's mind. It will pay you for 45 minutes of operation required by the syllabus, but it will not pay you for sending nectar to a person's mind. It focuses on whether the operating procedures of the machine are accurately repeated. It is indifferent to the specific effects of such implementation.

This is the fundamental reason why education alone cannot achieve wisdom. There must be something to care for the souls of human beings who have been repeatedly ignored.

(iv)

Just when you thought that it would be impossible to organize a training camp in the future, Mr. Zhou from the Provincial Sports Commission gave you strong help. He won an opportunity for our school to hold a summer camp of Chinese culture in a high mountain training base, because the location of the summer camp of Chinese culture is in the high mountain base, so he suggested that Principal Cheng consider sending our shooting team to participate, on the one hand, we can learn Chinese culture, on the other hand, we can also carry out summer shooting training.

This training was very successful and there were no accidents, which offset the negative impact of my training camp in Xiyuan to a certain extent.

After returning from the training camp at the alpine base, our school team has achieved continuous and stable good results, and after winning honors for the entire region in various regional competitions, a bigger surprise was sent to the door. (To be continued.) )