Chapter 257: Decision
Wang Yongan woke up and fell asleep, and the painful torture lasted for three days, and he finally woke up. Pen, fun, pavilion www. biquge。 info He saw that the people around him who cared about him were looking at him with ecstaty, and he sat up with his weakness, ate a bowl of gruel, and recovered a little. Looking at everyone's concerned eyes, Wang Yongan smiled faintly and said, "I'm all right, it's okay." ”
"Commander......
"How is the training of the soldiers?"
"Because you've been in a coma for three whole days, the military's heart has fluctuated a little." Fang Xianwu admitted.
"Take me to see, these bastards dare to be lazy!" Wang Yongan said angrily.
Zhang Tie hurriedly said, "Commander, you better rest first." ”
Wang Yongan shook his head, put on his military uniform, and insisted on going, but the rest of the people couldn't stop him, so they followed him, and someone wanted to help, but Wang Yongan pushed him away, and said: "I'm just a little weaker, but I can walk by myself." Everyone followed Wang Yongan to the school ground, and the listless soldiers immediately cheered when they saw Wang Yongan suddenly appear. Some soldiers speculated that if something really happened to the commander, what would be the future of everyone, whether the army would be disbanded, whether it would be annexed by others, and especially what the treatment would be in the future, whether it would drop seriously.
Where to find such a commander who is good to himself, all the sergeants were full of emotion in their hearts, praying that the commander was safe, and now seeing Wang Yongan in good spirits, they were happier than anyone else.
"Brothers, train well and don't be lazy." Wang Yongan only told this sentence, and made another joke: "Add meat to dinner today, don't live up to this meat." ”
"Yes, Commander." The soldiers shouted, there is nothing more exciting than the commander reinvigorating, the commander is the soul of the army, the courage of the army, Wang Yongan appeared again, it gave the soldiers enough confidence and hope.
Returning to the room, Wang Yongan rested a little, and asked what had happened in the past three days, because Wang Yongan was in a coma, many people came to visit, but except for a few people who were allowed to visit, the rest were all blocked by Gong Wuyuan and Fang Xianwu, and since Wang Yongan fell into a coma, the newspaper that scolded him also disappeared.
"Someone must have deliberately instructed it behind it." Li Zuzhi airway.
Wang Yongan waved his hand and said, "Don't worry about this. Then he asked, "Is there any news from the Navy?" ”
"Nope." Fang Xianwu said, "They don't want to wade into troubled waters at all." ”
Wang Yongan sighed and said: "Originally, a vigorous action to protect overseas Chinese has become an action for me to gain fame and reputation, which is really sad, ridiculous, and cola." Maybe it was young, Wang Yongan only took one day to recover his body, and the next morning he ran with the soldiers, although he ran last in the 3,000 meters, but seeing that the commander was able to insist on running in the morning, the morale of the soldiers and officers slowly recovered.
After the morning run, the guards reported that someone had visited Wang Yongan, and the business card was Chen Qimei, an old friend, and Wang Yongan said, "I'll go see him." ”
After Chen Qimei saw Wang Yongan, she only saw his beard unshaven, and couldn't help but reddened her eyes and said, "I'm sorry, Jingyun, I really can't stand you." After all, as a historical figure with the most character, Chen Qimei's taste of the rivers and lakes far exceeds that of revolutionary comrades, and most of his trusted subordinates are also people with lofty ideals. The reason why Chen Qimei has been repeatedly excluded from the League is precisely because the taste of the rivers and lakes on his body is too strong, and most of the revolutionary comrades are scholars, international students and other intellectuals, and after getting along with Chen Qimei, they feel very uncomfortable with many of his Jianghu styles, and they can't help but exclude him.
When Chen Qimei asked to see Wang Yongan but couldn't, he immediately found something unusual, he knew his friendship with Wang Yongan, judging from the feelings that they could entrust each other's lives to each other, Wang Yongan would never see him because he made small moves in private, so there was only one reason, Wang Yongan had an accident. Chen Qimei sent his subordinates to supervise the barracks, and when she learned that Dr. Ford had stayed in the barracks for three hours, she approached Dr. Ford to inquire about the situation.
"As a doctor, I have my own professional ethics, and I will never reveal a patient's secret," Ford said. ”
Chen Qimei took out a thousand dollars, and Ford immediately said: "But I will not refuse to inform the patient's friend of his condition, after all, you are friends." "Well, this Yankee's professional ethics are only measured by money, and it's no wonder that the whole world sees Americans only as worthy of the word nouveau riche.
And Chen Qimei learned that Wang Yongan was excited and vomited blood and fell into a coma, and thought that it was caused by the revolutionary party forcing him away, and he suddenly felt very sorry for Wang Yongan and sorry for this friend. So he inquired about the news every day, hoping that Wang Yongan could wake up and recover, and also hoped that he would have the opportunity to come to the door to apologize.
Chen Qimei, who was righteous in the rivers and lakes, did not consult anyone at all, so she told the revolutionary party about the ghostly actions behind the scenes and betrayed her comrades.
Wang Yongan smiled and said: "I already guessed, but I didn't expect you to come and admit it." ”
Chen Qimei said with a bitter face: "I, Chen Yingshi, am sorry for my friends, I am in the rivers and lakes, alas...... People are ...... in the rivers and lakes."
"People can't help themselves in the rivers and lakes." Wang Yongan said with a smile.
Chen Qimei said: "Yes, people can't help themselves in the rivers and lakes." Although I was opposed to Li Xiehe's proposal in my heart, I was a member of the League and was determined to overthrow the Manchu government. ”
Wang Yongan said: "I know you are very embarrassed, but we are friends, I am very happy that you can be honest with me." ”
"Have you decided?" Chen Qimei asked.
"Yes."
"What decision?"
Wang Yongan raised his head and looked at the blue sky outside the window and said: "I almost died in the past three days, if I die, will history remember me?" ”
"This ...... No way. ”
"Yes, because I'm so smart that I live for myself." Wang Yongan said with a smile, "So I should be stupid once, for the sake of others to live, in order for someone in history to remember such a person, once when the country was in turmoil, went overseas to help overseas compatriots." ”
"You're leaving?"
"Yes, I want to protect the overseas Chinese."
Chen Qimei got up and said excitedly: "Jingyun, you ...... You...... Did you really make the decision? ”
Wang Yongan walked to the window and looked at the floating clouds in the clear blue sky outside the window, changing into different shapes with the blowing of the wind, just like a variety of life, no one knew what would happen in the next moment. The reason why he was in a coma for these three days was, on the one hand, because of excessive sadness, and on the other hand, because the continuous work had caused him to be seriously overdrawn, and he himself did not know it. Within three days, he woke up and fell asleep, half-asleep, but he had a new consciousness.
"Maybe my first choice was selfish rather than for the country and the nation, and maybe I selfishly took advantage of everyone." Wang Yongan seemed to say to himself, "I have deceived others, but I can't deceive myself, I love this country and nation, although I hate this government, but sending troops to protect overseas Chinese is the hope of the 45,000,000 people in the country, and it is the only thing that the country and the nation can be proud of, I can live up to myself, but I can't live up to the people." It has been a hundred years since the great powers humiliated China, and now that the protection of overseas Chinese and sending troops has become the only expectation of the national spirit, do I have to bear the people of the world? ”
Wang Yongan laughed, turned around and suddenly said, "Ince, do you know? For many years, I have not made a stupid choice, how many years, I have been doing nothing, and now, I want to make a stupid choice, I do not live up to the people, I do not live up to the nation, I do not live up to my conscience. Send troops to protect overseas Chinese immediately! ”