(a)

I galloped along the path under the tall Ming Dynasty walls. Pen, fun, pavilion www. biquge。 info

I had only one thought in my mind: he was sick, he was having a fever, he was too sick to come to work.

I don't quite know what I'm doing, and I can't calmly judge whether it's the right thing to do or not.

Like a waterfall that must rush down from the top of the mountain stream, I can't help but rush towards where you are.

I have to see you! All I know is that I have to see you. I can't do anything until I know what happened to you.

I stood in front of your door, panting for air.

I gasped for air as I reached out and knocked softly on the door.

I hear you coughing inside. I heard the sound of the furniture moving slightly. I heard footsteps.

I hear your hoarse voice asking, "Who?" ”

You cough as you come over and open the door.

You open the door. You see me.

You're taken aback. You stand there stunned for a moment. You immediately closed the door.

I propped up the door with my hand and wouldn't let you close it tightly.

I said, "Guide, let me in." ”

You said solemnly behind the door, "Xinxin, why are you here?" You should go home now. ”

I said, "Let me in." ”

You say, "No." Go home. ”

I said, "Then I'll just stand here and knock on the door, and I don't care who sees me." I don't care what the consequences will be. ”

The door creaked open.

You look at me. Your eyes are bloodshot. You say with difficulty, "Come in." ”

(b)

I can tell at a glance that you have a high fever without a thermometer.

You have severe nasal congestion. You cough constantly. Your voice doesn't look like yours at all.

You open the drawer and rummage through it.

You find a mask. You put it on. You've blocked your mouth and nose.

You say, "What are you running for?" ”

I said, "Let's see how you are." ”

You say, "Now that you see it, can you go back?" ”

I took a step towards you.

You say, "Don't come here." Don't come near me. It's the flu, it's contagious. ”

I said, "I don't care." ”

You take a step back, you try to keep your distance from me. You say, "I care." ”

I look at you and I say, "Since when did you start having a fever?" ”

You say, "Last night." I took the medicine and thought that the fever would go away today, so I went to work. I don't want to keep seeing well, and my body temperature is getting higher and higher. I don't want to cause trouble to Lao Wang in the past, and I don't want to infect everyone. ”

I said, "All day today, guide, have you eaten?" ”

(c)

You hold a small bowl and drink the noodle soup one bite at a time.

You're so hot that you start to sweat on your head.

When you're done, I take the little bowl. I put some more noodles in a small bowl and poured some noodle soup over it.

I said, "Eat more." If you sweat all over your body, your fever will go away. ”

You say, "Okay." You'll go home right away when I'm done. ”

You say, "Why did you disperse so early today?" Is the training over? ”

I nodded, and I said, "It's over." I didn't skip class. Director Wang was in a bad mood today and let us go home early. He said he was upset when he looked at us. ”

You say, "Huh? ”

You look at me, and you say, "Why is Director Wang in a bad mood?" Did you do anything to upset him? ”

I looked down and said, "None of them did anything bad." I think Coach Wang was upset because of me. ”

You say, "You? What did you do? ”

I said, "Actually, I didn't do anything. It's just that Mr. Zhou from the Provincial Sports Commission, who recommended you to apply for a substitute teacher last time, suddenly came to the training ground today. He sat in your seat and said he wanted to see me. It should have been Director Wang who invited him to meet me. ”

"Teacher Zhou?" You stop your chopsticks. You say, "Teacher Zhou came to the training ground in person in the afternoon?" ”

"Hmm." I said: "He said he had seen all my results and said I was excellent. ”

You say, "What else is there besides this?" Is there anything else you guys talked about? ”

I said, "He wanted me to give up my studies and go to the provincial youth team. ”

Your hand tilts and the soup ripples in the bowl. But you quickly straighten the bowl.

You say, "Did he say that explicitly?" ”

I nodded.

You say, "How did you answer?" ”

I said, "I didn't even think about it, so I immediately replied to him, I don't want to." Director Wang's face immediately turned red. I think I can't come to the stage under the guidance of Wang. He was in a bad mood and upset when he looked at us, all because of me. ”

You bite your lip and you look at me.

You say, "Xinxin, how can you answer like that?" ”

I looked at you, and I said, "The tone is not very polite, I know that I am wrong." However, I've said it all, and I can't take it back. Fortunately, Mr. Zhou has a lot of adults and doesn't care. However, I am speaking from the heart. I never considered joining the provincial youth team, never wanted to give up my studies, and never thought about leaving the school team to go somewhere else. No matter how polite it is, I always want to express this meaning. ”

You look at me. You put the bowl in your hand on the bedside table.

You say, "I don't want to eat it." ”

I'm looking at you. I said, "Are you angry?" Am I picking the wrong one? ”

You say, "Wrong choice." ”

You say, "Do you know how grand this invitation is?" How rude would it be for you to refuse right away? ”

I said, "But I blurted it out in a hurry." ”

You say, "In a hurry?" ”

I said, "Guide, I don't want to leave here, I don't want to leave you." I don't want to think about it for a day. ”

You shake your head. You want to speak, but are interrupted by a violent cough.

I was frightened by your violent coughing, and I hurried to help you pat you on the back, trying to make you feel better.

Just as you are coughing, there is a knock on the door outside.

I heard the voices of Director Wang and his lover ringing out in the hallway outside.

I stood up in a panic.

I looked for a place in the room where I could hide.

You cough as you point to the staircase that leads to the attic.

I didn't have time to think about it, so I quickly climbed up the stairs.

As soon as I climbed up, I regretted it because I forgot my bag underneath.

But it's too late. You've already gone to open the door, and Director Wang and his lover both walked in.

It is the first time that Mr. Wang's lover has come to your place, although you have been to their house many times. As soon as she walked in, she looked around the room. Seeing her look up, I was so frightened that I quickly retracted my head.

I hid on the roof, listening to the sounds of the house through the skylight of the attic, and no longer dared to look down.

I silently prayed in my heart that I would never see my bag. It rested on the floor near the door.

I watched from the roof as the sky slowly darkened, and I looked down at the white electronic watch hanging around my neck.

How long will they sit here? What if they don't leave and stay late?

I sat there and didn't dare to move, for fear of making the tiles rattle and drawing their attention.

I was stuck on the roof. (To be continued.) )