(Girls' Literature)

All Muluo could do was continue to pretend to be Xuanqing, so that the people of Yin Kingdom did not discover the fact that the real crown princess had long disappeared...... All she could do was to stay by his side silently, even if he didn't listen, she had to comfort him every day......

In the end, she still hopes that Ouyang Luoxun can regain her strength and turn back into the Bai Luoxun who didn't know Feng Xi before. At that time, Bai Luoxun was really the pride of the entire God Realm, and almost all the goddesses in the God Realm longed for it!

She misses Bai Luoxun very much, at that time.

After three full months, Ouyang Luoxun's heart has always stayed on the day of Xuanqing's death and has never been able to get out.

On this day, the sun was shining, but Ouyang Luoxun's heart was still gloomy, and it was even raining lightly.

As usual, he went to the restaurant alone to drink and get himself drunk, so that he could hallucinate and show off the phantom in front of him.

What he hopes for most every day is the moment when he gets drunk, and every now and then, a dazzling figure will appear in front of his eyes, and only at that time can he see the beloved in his heart and see her smiling at him......

No one knows how afraid Ouyang Luoxun is in his heart, afraid that he won't be able to see Xuanqing, and that he will forget her heroic smile......

Before, didn't he forget Fengxi for three hundred years? He didn't dare to imagine that if he accidentally forgot Xuanqing one day......

Drinking not only allows her to see the person he loves, but also makes him forget all the pain in his heart and all the responsibilities he carries on his shoulders. At that moment, it was as if the whole world was left with him and his beloved, just the two of them, living happily together......

There is no parting of life and death, no conspiracy to hurt, and no misunderstanding...... There are only two of them in the world, carefree, happily together.

But on the contrary, Ouyang Luoxun's alcohol consumption is too good, it is simply a thousand glasses not drunk! Every time he wanted to get himself drunk, it took a long time...... Then I can see the delicate person I think about day and night in my heart, and see her gentle smile at myself.

Only at that time can Ouyang Luoxun feel that he is still alive, can he find the meaning of his survival, and can he really feel the heart in his chest, and he can still beat......

There are no dazzling days, his world is only a gray scene, only the boundless darkness that does not see the light of day, making him think that he is actually dead.

More often, Ouyang Luoxun even feels that when he is actually drunk, this world is real, because in that world, there is his beloved......

He would rather be drunk all day long, preferring to regard everything he sees and feels when he is drunk as real, and everything in reality as illusory......

Only in this way can his heart be slightly better than anything......

Ouyang Luoxun thought that he couldn't forgive himself in his life, so he hurt Xuanqing and Fengxi so much...... Over and over......

He thought that if he could, he was really willing to exchange the whole world for Feng Xi's life. Because, only Fengxi is his world! He doesn't care about any living beings...... All he wants is her! As long as she's alone......

He is even willing to exchange his long life for Fengxi's ten years! used his life to exchange Fengxi for ten years of innocence. Even if this is the case, it is good for Ouyang Luoxun.

However, God could not hear his wishes. The whole world has not changed because of Feng Xi's death, or his mood, the sun still rises in the east and sets in the west, time still does not stop, everyone's days are still illuminated, and there is no change in the slightest.

Sometimes, Ouyang Luoxun would suddenly have a thought, a thought that the whole world would go to Fengxi's funeral...... He thought that if Feng Xi died alone, he would be very lonely......

This thought would pop up from time to time, and he himself would be slightly surprised.

Ouyang Luoxun didn't know that this was an idea that he couldn't want as a god. But he always can't help but have this idea in his mind, sometimes he really wants to, just let the whole world go to the funeral, such an impulse.

This time, compared to the time when Feng Xi's soul was scattered 100,000 years ago, it made him sad and painful, and he really wanted the whole world to go to Fengxi's funeral.

Just as Ouyang Luoxun was pouring his own wine, a goose-yellow figure suddenly appeared in his sight.

He wanted to ignore the figure directly, but the figure stood in front of him, and sat on the seat across from his table, looking at him indeed.

Only then did he raise his eyes expressionlessly to look over, but when he saw this person for the first time, he couldn't help but be stunned.

He looked at the person in front of him almost obsessively, and his eyes shone with a light that had long since disappeared recently. After a while, he finally couldn't help but sneer, raised his hand and stroked his forehead, and muttered: "I got drunk so fast today, I finally saw Xi'er again......"

He thought he was drunk, but suddenly heard the gentle and soft voice of the woman opposite ringing in his ears: "Brother-in-law, don't drink anymore." ”

Ouyang Luoxun was stunned again, the obsession in his eyes disappeared, and was replaced by a coldness.

He judged at the first time that the woman in front of him was not Xuanqing. Even though their looks are exactly the same, she is not Xuanqing, her voice is different from Xuanqing, and her personality looks different. Moreover, she also calls herself brother-in-law.

After Ouyang Luoxun reacted, he couldn't help but sneer, he even thought that he was drunk, and the person he saw was the person he had been thinking about for a long time...... turned out to be Xuanqing's twin sister in the world, An Qiyue.

With this realization, Ouyang Luoxun directly ignored An Qiyue, who came out of nowhere, picked up the wine bottle by himself, and continued to add wine to the bowl.

It seems that he still hasn't drunk enough, otherwise why wouldn't he be drunk yet, and he is still so sober that he can't even see the shadow of the person in his heart......

Seeing that Ouyang Luoxun ignored his existence at all, An Qiyue couldn't help pursing her lips, and mustered up the courage to reach out and take the wine bottle in Ouyang Luoxun's hand.

Ouyang Luoxun found An Qiyue coming to get his wine bottle, and couldn't help frowning, raised his eyes, and looked at her with displeasure. saw that her face, which was obviously a little timid, suddenly had a hint of stubbornness, which made him associate the person in front of him with Xuanqing for a while. Once upon a time, Xuanqing also looked at himself with such a stubborn expression......

But immediately after that, An Qiyue's somewhat anxious voice came from her ears, "Brother-in-law, you really don't drink anymore!" Look what you've been tossing yourself into! If my sister has a spirit in heaven and knows that you torture yourself so much and are so painful, she will not feel good in her heart! ”

Every word An Qiyue said was clearly transmitted to Ouyang Luoxun's brain, allowing him to clearly distinguish once again that the person he saw was An Qiyue, not Xuanqing......

In my heart, I couldn't help but feel a sense of loss again.

Nothing is more heartbreaking than a person who looks exactly like his beloved, but is not his beloved.

Even if Mulu Luo dangled in front of his eyes all day long with a dazzling face, Ouyang Luoxun was indifferent. Because Muluo's face is a trick, just like Ye Hui'er pretending to be Xuanqing's sister is a truth, and these gods with high cultivation can be seen at a glance. With Mucun's face, Ouyang Luoxun could naturally see her true face at a glance.

Therefore, in the face of Muluo, who also appeared in front of him with a dazzling face, Ouyang Luoxun's heart would not have any emotional ups and downs.

But An Qiyue is different, she is a real face that looks exactly the same as Xuanqing, pure natural, pollution-free, and she has not used any spells to decorate. Especially when she looked at Ouyang Luoxun so stubbornly, it was easy for Ouyang Luoxun to overlap the face in front of her with the face in her mind......

This uncontrollable misrecognition made Ouyang Luoxun feel tortured the most! is obviously the same person, why can't he be the person in his heart?

Mistaking others for Xuanqing will make him feel guilty in the bottom of his heart, and he will feel that he is unfaithful to Xuanqing. It would make him feel physically and mentally tormented.

Ouyang Luoxun did not let go of the hand holding the wine bottle, but with a slight force, he took the wine bottle from An Qiyue's hand. While continuing to add wine to his bowl, he deliberately avoided An Qiyue's gaze, and said with a little self-deprecation: "Heh, I hope she can have a spirit in the sky and be unhappy for me...... If so, how good would it be? It's a pity that she can't feel anything anymore, she disappears, and she will never appear in this world again. ”

The bleak and helpless smile on the corner of his lips would make anyone sad when they saw it.

An Qiyue couldn't help frowning and looked at Ouyang Luoxun with a gloomy expression, seeing that he was full of wine, put down the wine bottle, and was about to pick up the bowl to drink, and hurriedly stretched out his hand again and directly grabbed the wine bowl on the table. On the other hand, he frowned and swore an oath: "No! I'm sure my sister can feel your feelings! She loves you so much, how can she bear you so painful? ”

Ouyang Luoxun finally raised his eyes and looked at An Qiyue again, but this time he didn't overlap the face in front of him with the face at the bottom of the heart.

His sanity was so sober that even he felt terrible, and although he was smiling lightly, the smile was cold. He only heard his own voice ring word by word: "She's dead, her soul is gone!" Gone, you know? She couldn't feel anything! No matter what I do, she won't look at me again......" he said, picking up the bottle on the table and pouring it into his mouth.

Some of the drink slid down the corners of his lips, down his cheeks, down his neck, and into his closet. He gulped down the wine, his throat rising and falling as he swallowed. He tried with all his might to numb himself so that he could not feel the heart-rending pain from his heart.

His words not only shocked An Qiyue on the side, but also sprinkled a lot of salt on his own wounds that had not yet begun to heal! He only felt that his heart was cracking again, and every word he said was the last thing he wanted to admit was a fact...... It's the reality he's been running away from......

An Qiyue watched Ouyang Luoxun raise the wine bottle and drink from the side, and forgot to stop it. Every word Ouyang Luoxun had just said echoed in her mind, it was so clear, it hit her brain over and over again, making her whole person in shock.

She always thought that even if her sister died, she would still have a reincarnation like a normal mortal...... But now Ouyang Luoxun told the truth mercilessly, which made her thoughts shattered in an instant.

An Qiyue shook her head in disbelief and muttered to herself, "How can this be ......?"

She really couldn't believe that her sister who she hadn't had time to meet for real was completely gone...... How remorseful she was, her own lack of ability, failed to save her sister from the cat demon's hands that day!

also because the soul was seriously traumatized, and he recuperated in that piece of soul jade for three full months.

She hated her incompetence to death, and she saw her sister being killed by the cat demon, but she couldn't do anything about it......

Seeing that Ouyang Luoxun didn't blink his eyes, he drank the entire bottle of wine in one go, and then reached out to get another bottle on the table. An Qiyue came back to her senses at this time, and hurriedly stretched out her hand and pressed Ouyang Luoxun's hand, stopping him from continuing to pour himself.

She looked at Ouyang Luoxun and said seriously: "Even if this is the case, my sister will not want to see you like this!" She believed that even if her sister was a cold-hearted killer, she would not want to see her loved one torture her own so uncontrollably! What's more, her sister's heart has never really been cold.

Ouyang Luoxun was stunned for two seconds because of the seriousness on An Qiyue's face.

It's just that even he doesn't know that after he deliberately hurt Xuanqing like that and pushed her away from him, does she still have love for herself? Even if there is love, how much is left? If she were alive, would she really care about herself?

Even he didn't dare to guess about these......

Because of the answer, he will be afraid......

But this time, Ouyang Luoxun didn't insist on getting the wine bottle anymore, but took back the hand that was held down by An Qiyue and put it on the table casually.

After a while, he adjusted his emotions, looked at An Qiyue with an indifferent expression, and spoke first: "Did Xiye and Mo Li help you shape your body?" He vaguely remembered that Dark Night and Yin Moli had mentioned this matter last night. It's just that at that time he was drunk, his mind was full of dazzling figures, and he didn't listen carefully to what they said.

I only vaguely remember that it seemed to say that An Qiyue's soul had recovered, and she could use that piece of soul jade to reshape a physical body to resurrect.

At this moment, he couldn't help but think, how good would it be if his Qing'er was as lucky as An Qiyue?

It's a pity that this piece of jade can only be used to reshape the body of a person with a soul. If he could shape a soulless body, he would have snatched it from Qing Qian's hands 100,000 years ago and reshaped Fengxi's body.

If that's the case, he doesn't have to suffer from 100,000 years of lovesickness, and then experience 100,000 years later, so that he will be separated from life and death again...... That way, everything will be fine.

An Qiyue nodded, it was indeed with the help of Yin Moli and Yin Moli that she was able to use this piece of soul jade to reshape her body and return her yang in this world.

She had just returned to Yang, so because she was worried about Ouyang Luoxun's condition, she asked them about Ouyang Luoxun's whereabouts, and hurriedly came. This is her brother-in-law, the person her sister loves the most in this world. She thought that with her sister's death, the saddest thing in the world should be Ouyang Luoxun.

Sure enough, she was right. As soon as she came, she really saw Ouyang Luoxun's obviously different state from three months ago.

The stubble on his chin has grown, but it has not been shaved off, his white hair is only casually tied behind him, his face has lost a lot of weight, there are dark circles under his eyes, his eye sockets are sunken, and even the flesh on both sides of his cheeks is sunken inward, and his chin has become more pointed.

Such Ouyang Luoxun, where is there such a jade tree in the wind and stunning talent that she saw when she hid beside her sister! Now he drinks heavily all day long, and he doesn't take care of himself, and his whole person is decadent!

An Qiyue finally knew how much Ouyang Luoxun loved her sister. finally understood that the things that my sister thought Ouyang Luoxun didn't love her were all fake.

When she was just reborn, she heard Ying Xiye and Yin Moli talk about Ouyang Luoxun's true intention to deliberately snub Xuanqing, and when she saw Ouyang Luoxun's dignity at this moment, she also believed the words of the two of them even more. She was hiding in Jade Peili at the beginning, and she really thought that Ouyang Luoxun had changed her mind and fell in love with the woman named Muluo, and abandoned Xuanqing...... Who would have guessed that he would want to keep Xuanqing thoughtful, so he deliberately played with Muluo, in order to let Xuanqing leave his side.

An Qiyue thought, Ouyang Luoxun must have regretted everything at the beginning. If he could choose again, she thought, he would never push Xuanqing away again.

The two were relatively speechless, and An Qiyue could also see that Ouyang Luoxun was not in the mood to talk to him, so he simply didn't say much. She just had to look at him and not let him drink anymore.

“…… Did she say anything when she died? After a while, Ouyang Luoxun suddenly asked out loud, looking at An Qiyue's gaze, he was also a little apprehensive.

"No...... However, I saw my sister desperately trying to protect the child in her belly. I think my sister must still love you very much, otherwise she wouldn't be so protective of your children. An Qiyue told the truth, saying everything she thought in her heart, and hoped to comfort Ouyang Luoxun.

When Ouyang Luoxun heard this, he nodded in a trance, and said lightly: "Yes......" How could he not guess how much effort Xuanqing had spent to protect the child in his belly. If Xuanqing hadn't desperately protected the child in her belly, how could he still feel the child's life after he rushed over? This point, he had already clearly guessed in his heart.

As long as he thinks that it is himself and Xuanqing's child, and Xuanqing works so hard to protect their child, his heart feels warm, as if he can feel Xuanqing's love. But at the same time, his heart is constantly hurting......

"That's right! I seem to have forgotten to tell you something! That day, before I lost consciousness, I seemed to hear someone coming and shouting for the cat demon to stop! An Qiyue suddenly remembered the scene before her soul returned to the soul jade that day, and she couldn't help but be excited, and slapped the table in surprise and said it.

When Ouyang Luoxun heard this, the hand holding the wine bottle that was about to be sent to his lips suddenly froze in mid-air, and as soon as his hand slipped, the wine bottle instantly fell to the table, and the wine instantly spilled all over the table. The bottle rolled around the table a few times, then tumbled off the table and fell to the ground with a clattering sound.

Ouyang Luoxun had no time to care about what happened to the wine bottle, let alone the gazes that came from all around him, and his brain only stayed on what An Qiyue said just now.

He put down his hand, holding back his emotions, his throat surged up and down, and his voice was hoarse: "Who is that person?" Did he save Qing'er? Looking at An Qiyue's eyes, there was a faint excitement flickering.

Ouyang Luoxun's heart was apprehensive, he didn't know how to describe his current mood. In fact, he knows very well that if Xuanqing dies, her soul will be wiped out, who else in this world can save her? Something that even he couldn't do......

But hearing An Qiyue say this, he can't help but have a little bit of hope in his heart, hoping for a miracle, a miracle that Xuanqing's soul can be saved. Although, he himself knows how slim such hope is...... It's simply impossible.

An Qiyue bit her lip and fell into some vague memories of that night, and only after a while did she shake her head, and said with some guilt: "I don't know...... All I knew was a woman's voice. I was seriously injured at the time, and before I could look back, my soul could not support it, and then I went back to sleep in the soul jade, and I didn't wake up until now. ”

Her voice became smaller and smaller, and as she spoke, she raised her eyes and secretly observed Ouyang Luoxun's expression. I was afraid that Ouyang Luoxun would be even more disappointed, but she really saw Ouyang Luoxun's expression become lonely again, and she couldn't help but blame herself for a while.

While Ouyang Luoxun was lost in his heart, his brain was running normally, and he couldn't help frowning, thinking about what An Qiyue said. Who could the woman who suddenly appeared in An Qiyue's mouth be?

He didn't have a suitable object in his heart who could match what An Qiyue said, so he simply asked directly: "Who do you think this woman will be?" Her voice, have you heard it before? ”

"Hmm...... Think about it. An Qiyue didn't want Ouyang Luoxun to be disappointed again, and began to think about it desperately.

But her situation that day was special, her whole soul was extremely weak, and that person's voice was naturally different from usual because she shouted too loudly. But hearing Ouyang Luoxun ask, she really remembered that the voice seemed to be a little familiar, but she couldn't remember it for a while.

Ouyang Luoxun saw An Qiyue's contemplative appearance, and did not force her, but just waited quietly on the side. He was afraid that if he asked urgently, An Qiyue would not be able to think about it.

People are always like this, the more anxious they are, the easier it is to make mistakes, and the more anxious they are, the easier it is to not remember what they want to remember.

Ouyang Luoxun knew this very well in his heart.

Ouyang Luoxun saw that An Qiyue was still thinking with a sad face, so he simply began to guide her: "If it is someone you know, then think about it, there are only a few women around us, Su Qianyan is impossible, Muluo should not be able to, and Qingqian is even less ......."

He was about to use the elimination method to line up the impossible candidates one by one, but was suddenly interrupted by An Qiyue's voice.

I saw An Qiyue suddenly regain her spirits, clapping her hands and saying, "I remembered!" That voice seems to be a god! ”

Hearing this, Ouyang Luoxun's brows furrowed slightly, and he shook his head in just a second, and denied: "It can't be her." "I just investigated it at night, and the young people were taken to the Asura Realm, and now their life and death are still unknown, how can they suddenly run out to save people?

It can be said that among all of them, Ouyang Luoxun felt that the most unlikely person to appear was Qing Qian.

No matter how much Qingqian loves Fengxi, the Asura Realm is not a place where she can enter and exit when she wants. What's more, she was personally brought back by the charm king of the Asura clan, and she would not be allowed to escape so quickly.

Ouyang Luoxun's sanity was calm and terrifying, and he analyzed everything very well. But he only missed the word "love", and he is not a person who can give everything for love. And the charm of the Asura clan really let Qing Qian go.

Sometimes, reason can make some people miss a lot.

Seeing Ouyang Luoxun's affirmative appearance, An Qiyue was not sure in her heart, but now she was shaken, and muttered to herself in distress: "But it's really like it......" At this moment, she really hated herself, if she could hold on a little longer, even if it was only two seconds, she would have enough time to look back and see who that person was. It's a pity that she doesn't have so many ifs.

The two of them sat in this restaurant with sad faces, and Ouyang Luoxun was no longer in the mood to drink. was thinking about An Qiyue's words, and his heart was filtering one possible candidate after another.

He even guessed that it could be a friend of Feng Xi in the God Realm who rushed to save Feng Xi? But as far as he knew, Fengxi didn't move much in the God Realm, and if it weren't for the fact that he was looking for himself in the first place, it seemed that he hadn't even come out of the Phoenix Mountain.

And Feng Xi's friends around him seem to be only Qingqian. But Ouyang Luoxun was determined again that that person could not be Qingqian. Even if it was really Qing Qian, he felt that Qing Qian didn't have the ability to keep Feng Xi's soul safe and sound.

Thinking about it, Ouyang Luoxun never had a suitable suspect in his heart, which made him feel irritable.

It is precisely because Feng Yu and Qing Qian concealed his part of the matter at the beginning that Ouyang Luoxun is now as clueless as he is now. Reason made him even more unable to find the possibility of believing that Feng Xi was still alive......

In fact, sometimes, why doesn't he want to be irrational? Why don't you want to be hopeful about those things in your heart? It's just that hundreds of thousands of years of habit make him unable to do it, and he is afraid that in the end, the greater the hope, the greater the disappointment......

Especially in Fengxi's matter, Ouyang Luoxun really felt that he couldn't afford to be hurt. But he is still struggling, unwilling to give up the slightest possibility and opportunity, as long as there is a little hope, he wants to try and find.

The two of them sat face to face, worried about the same thing, sad for the same person.

On the other side, inside King Jing's Mansion.

Since Ye Hui'er decided to keep the child in her belly three months ago and followed Ouyang Luochen back to King Jing's Mansion in the capital, she took the initiative to consciously move out of her princess's house.

Almost the day she returned, she packed up the things in her room and moved to a room in the backyard of the palace that no one had lived in for a long time. Personally cleaned up the cobweb-covered house with a few maids from the palace and moved in.

In the blink of an eye, she had been living in that room for three months.

In the past three months, Ye Hui'er has barely stepped out of the backyard, and has been recuperating in the backyard, let alone seeing Ouyang Luochen.

She still remembers what Ouyang Luochen said three months ago, and she still remembers the events of that day, and it has become something she can't forget in her life. She remembered him saying that he should not be in front of him again, that he did not want to see him again.

The servants in the palace could see that their princess had fallen out of favor since she returned from the hunt! I thought it was just a small contradiction between the princess and the princess, and the princess moved to the backyard by herself. They all thought that the princess loved the princess so much, and in a few days, the prince would personally take the princess back to the front yard to live.

But as the days passed, their prince and princess never even met once, let alone one of them bowed their heads first.

Their Lord Jing didn't even ask about the princess's life in the backyard, and the once pampered love suddenly turned into indifference, and the two became strangers.

The servants in the palace naturally knew that their princess had really fallen out of favor!

When Ye Hui'er came back from hunting, she was already pregnant for more than a month in her belly. Another three months had passed, by which time her lower abdomen had bulged and the baby was already four months old and had taken shape.

Ye Hui'er's belly bulged quite big, and when she first returned to the palace, her morning sickness was also very serious, and anyone with eyes knew that she was pregnant.

Although Ye Hui'er is not loved by these subordinates in the palace, she is Xuanqing's sister in the end, and she is the princess that Ouyang Luochen is marrying. Now the people in the palace suddenly saw that Ye Hui'er, who was pregnant, was so snubbed by their own prince, and they couldn't help but wonder in their hearts, and some even felt sorry for Ye Hui'er, after all, they were pregnant women now, which was different from usual.

Since Ye Hui'er moved to the backyard, except for the three meals that were delivered by someone on a regular basis, she didn't let those subordinates who left the palace serve her. She began to do everything in her own life.

She was not born in a rich family, she grew up on her own since she was a child, and she used to help her father and mother do some fine work and sell it in the market. So now her life in the backyard is not difficult for her. On the contrary, compared with the life in the front yard before, she began to feel that this kind of life now made her feel more stable and comfortable.