Chapter 1819: Chasing the past with a smile, not seeing a thousand years of tears (39)
"Ling Yue ......"
Xiao Yu has been hiding feelings for a long time, and he has brewed countless words to say, but when he opened his mouth, there were only these two words that came out of his mouth.
In the silent light and shadow, Feng Lingyue stopped her tears and tried to sketch a light smile, but it seemed to have become more difficult than ever, she finally succeeded, but Xiao Yu's heart seemed to be shattered at this moment.
Feng Lingyue's movements were so skillful, as if she had done it alone many times in the boundless years, so that Xiao Yu couldn't imagine how much loneliness and longing she had experienced.
"Xiao Lang...... In fact, I have a lot of things to say to you, but now is not the right opportunity, maybe these tears will make you miss and heartbreak, but it is the truest emotion in my long years, if you can't forget, just keep them all in your heart, no matter what the difference, I always believe that the future awaits us, there are boundless years. ”
Feng Lingyue comforted softly, Xiao Yu's tears were like bursting the embankment, he couldn't hold back at all, he realized more and more deeply that he owed Feng Lingyue too much, and he would definitely use the rest of his life to make amends, so that he could seek a balance between the way in his heart and the person he loved.
"Ling Yue ......"
Thinking like this, Xiao Yu finally said, "Believe me, the years of staying together like that will definitely come in the future, and I will seek everything in my life." ”
Feng Lingyue smiled lightly, but tears fell again, "I have always believed in you, Xiao Lang. ”
"Yu'er, do you know......"
Di Xuan's voice sounded softly, "When I met your father many years ago and decided to stay with him for the rest of my life, everyone didn't understand and thought that what I made was the stupidest decision in the world, but I understand that no matter how broad and bright a person has a future that seems, what she can really control is actually very limited, and what is truly worth cherishing is even more so. So when I met your father, I knew that he was the happiness of my life, and that no matter how turbulent and short this life was, I was very satisfied, because what he could give me, even if it didn't seem like much to outsiders, was all that he had in life. ”
"Although you are loyal to love, you are too burdened by external things, so you will place more expectations for love in the ethereal future, and easily put the years that you should really stay together behind time. ”
Di Xuan's voice came softly, and every word was clearly engraved in Xiao Yu's heart, and he began to believe that the two lights and shadows that existed in front of him were not false, but real, just blocked by some kind of time and space. As for who did this, dragging Di Xuan and Feng Lingyue here with him, he didn't have an answer, but his perception of the two of them became more and more real.
"Mother......
When he realized that all this might be true, he couldn't hold back the emotion in his heart anymore, and stepped forward and fell to his knees.
Di Xuan looked at Xiao Yu lovingly, gently stretched out her right hand, trying to touch Xiao Yu, but she didn't expect her fingertips to really touch Xiao Yu, this time it was not only Xiao Yu, but even Di Xuan's expression hesitated.
"Yu'er!"
Di Xuan groaned for a while, and suddenly said, "Hurry up and get out of here, all this may be a trap!"
Xiao Yu looked up at Di Xuan, "Mother, what do you know?"
Di Xuan shook his head, "I don't know, but all this is too real, since someone has built such a real world, there must be some kind of conspiracy hidden, you get out of here quickly, don't fall into the trap of others." ”
"Uncle......"
Hearing Di Xuan say this, Xiao Yu's expression calmed down a little, "The only person who can guide me and my mother to this heavy world should be my uncle." ”
"Whether it's him or not, the best option right now is to get out of here. Di Xuan's voice suddenly had a trace of unconcealed anxiety.
Xiao Yu's eyes moved, "Mother, are you worried that I am not my uncle's opponent?"
Di Xuan looked at Xiao Yu, the wisdom he showed was no longer in her cognition, and after a long time, Di Xuan finally said, "Since you know a lot, there is no need for my mother to say anything, the confidence and strength you have are beyond my control and cognition, but my mother still wants to say a word to you." ”
"What-"
"Now you are far from being your uncle's opponent, and if you want to defeat him, you need to rely on outside forces. ”
Xiao Yu thought for a while, and said, "I understand this, and I won't rely only on my own strength, but there is a question, I also want to ask my mother." ”
"You ask. Although Di Xuan said this, he seemed to know what Xiao Yu wanted to ask.
Xiao Yu pondered for a moment and said, "If one day in the future, I really face my uncle head-on, who my mother hopes will win." ”
"Of course it's you!" Di Xuan said without hesitation, "I don't care about the way of heaven, what I really care about is just the person I care about." ”
"But Uncle ......"
"Your uncle does care about me, but that's because I'm his only remaining family affection, and I still have you and your father, the world is like this, there is never absolute fairness, you should already be able to understand, no matter what choice you make, I will love you the same, but if you and him are opposite each other, I will definitely choose you in the end. ”
Xiao Yu listened attentively, and his heart was infinitely warm, this is an emotion that only a mother can have, private and absolute, but pure.
Such an affirmative answer made Xiao Yu's heart inject endless warmth and strength, maybe he had always thought that everything should seek harmony and fairness, but from his mother's preference, no matter who would gladly accept it.
"As the years go by, everything will come to a conclusion eventually, and I will be very happy if you are in charge of it in the end, but you don't have to worry too much about it, no matter what, you can only do it more smoothly if you follow the steps accordingly. ”
Xiao Yu bowed his head, "Yu'er will always remember it in my heart." ”
Di Xuan nodded with satisfaction, "It's good to understand, in that case, you should get out of here quickly now, and don't make any more stops." ”
When Xiao Yu heard this, he shook his head, "No-"
"Huh?"
Di Xuan was shocked, although Xiao Yu's voice was calm, but as his mother, she could really sense the decisiveness between Xiao Yu's words, which meant that he rejected his offer, and was determined to stay here, and tried to do something.
"Yu'er, since you know that you can't stay here for long, and even know that all this is just a trap, why do you insist on going against the trend?"