Chapter 553: After Impulse
After the Great Turkic Khan of Baidao Prefecture gave up his plan to move his tent northward and returned to Zihe Town in accordance with his will, Yang Guang was finally much happier in his heart. Pen ~ fun ~ pavilion www.biquge.info
The great damage caused to him by An Ruoxi's death has gradually faded with the successful resolution of this incident.
Since the crossing, Yang Guang is still facing such a major life event as life and death for the first time. And An Ruoxi, as the first intimate lover and wife he met when he traveled back to the Sui Dynasty, her death gave Yang Guang a bigger blow, so that only by using this almost extreme way to give his enemies in his mind a fierce revenge can he vent and relieve the grief and anger that had been depressed in his heart for many days.
After some impulse, from An Ruoxi's death to the death of his sixth uncle Yang Shuang, Yang Guang actually realized a truth: life is short, and death may come to his head at any time. (Of course, for him, it was in vain)
After gradually relieving himself from the grief of the past few days and regaining his usual sanity and calmness, Yang Guang also secretly pondered An Ruoxi in his heart from time to time: Undoubtedly, An Ruoxi's feelings for him were sincere, and she didn't seem to approve of Yuwen Panruo's practice of restoring the imperial power of the Yuwen clan with the help of the Turks, but she did not hesitate to sacrifice herself to complete Yuwen Panruo's restoration plan at the critical time when she personally led the hussar battalion out of the pass to attack Yuannina Mountain and capture Yuwen Yue. What did she think?
Obviously, An Ruoxi is unwilling and unwilling to be an undercover agent, she has been able to get rid of Yuwen Panruo's control and live peacefully and smoothly by her side, but why did she confess everything to herself when she doubted her and opened her mouth to test her, and then chose the desperate path of suicide? With her own understanding of An Ruoxi, she is by no means a timid person, but on the contrary, with her mind and wisdom, she can find hundreds of ways to dispel the doubts about her in her heart and continue to lurk around her.
In the end, Yang Guang still used the Dharma name used by An Ruoxi when he became a monk: the word "sound" thought that he had found the answer to all these questions: An Ruoxi used death to settle her various grievances in the world, and the last voice she left in this world was the purest and loudest sound that happened from the baby who fell to the ground in her womb.
The cold came and the summer went by, and before I knew it, it had entered the spring of the sixth year of the emperor's reign. In the spring of the second year after An Ruoxi's death, Princess Xiao E took Yang Jian, a baby who was less than a year old, to Bingzhou to worship his biological mother.
As early as Xiao Er learned of An Ruoxi's death, she proposed to her mother-in-law Dugu Jialuo that she should return to Yang Guang in Bingzhou and accompany him through this difficult time of grief. Although Dugu Jialuo felt sorry for his son, he agreed to Xiao E's request on the spot, but when he turned around, he thought that Xiao E would leave Beijing and go to Bingzhou to accompany Yang Guang, and he would definitely bring his grandchildren Yang Zhao and Yang Jian with him.
Xiao E also thought of the cold in the north, worried that the two children were too young to withstand the cold in the north, so he nodded and agreed.
finally looked forward to the spring of next year, Xiao Er brought up the old matter again, and proposed to Dugu Jialuo to take his son north and reunite with his husband. Dugu Jialuo didn't know what to think about, so he ordered Xiao E to bring his biological son Yang Zhao to Zhengyang Palace to be raised by her grandmother, and only allowed Xiao E to bring An Ruoxi's son Yang Jian to Bingzhou.
Even if Xiao E is very smart, she can't guess that the reason why her mother-in-law is like this is because she still has the idea of separating her from her concubine in her heart, and she is reluctant to let her grandson suffer in the north, so she is willing to ask Xiao E to take away Yang Jian, who is actually a concubine.
Xiao E is an open-minded woman, but she feels that in this way, Yang Jian can be fulfilled to go to Bingzhou to worship his biological mother An Ruoxi, so she happily took Yang Jian and a child on the road.
Xiao E arrived in Bingzhou with Yang Jian, accompanied by Yang Guang and Yang Lihua sisters and brothers, and came to the grave of An Ruoxi after Daxingguo Temple.
"I haven't seen you for more than half a year, and the prince has reduced a lot, and in the future, Jian'er will be by your side, which is the same as Ruoxi. Please also ask the prince to take care of himself and eat more food on weekdays. After worshipping An Ruoxi, returning to the dormitory of Jinyang Palace, Xiao Er personally cooked a few delicious dishes, and when he returned to the dormitory, he saw Yang Guang holding Yang Jian to coax him to sleep, so he opened his mouth to persuade Yang Guangdao.
Yang Guang became a father before he was sixteen years old, and he was not yet nineteen years old this year, and he was already the father of two children, holding his second son Yang Jian in his arms, as if he was not holding his own son, but his little brother, feeling extremely novel and fun, obviously coaxing Yang Jian to sleep, but he couldn't help patting his son's ass with his left hand, and scraping his son's cheek with his right hand, making Xiao Yang Jian giggle and laugh non-stop, where is there still a little sleepiness.
"He's not a toy in the hands of the prince, but he's also a dignified prince." Xiao E saw that Yang Guang was only caring about teasing his son and ignoring what he had just said, so he ordered someone to arrange a few small dishes he had made on several cases in the hall, and at the same time walked over and stretched out his hand to ask for Xiao Yang Jian from Yang Guang's arms, hugged him in his arms, and joked with Yang Guang.
"The queen mother is quite tolerant of Jian'er, and she didn't stop her father from making him king." Yang Guang took the wet towel from the maid's hand, wiped his hands, and said to Xiao E with a smile, "Look at Jian'er, you are white and fat, I have to thank you very much." ”
As soon as he turned around, he saw the food laid out on several cases, but he suddenly frowned, wanted to say something but couldn't help but didn't say it, only ordered Chi Shao to take his son from Xiao E's hands and call Xiao E to come over to eat with him.
"Don't be busy thanking me first, I still have something to ask the prince." Xiao E smiled and walked to the front of a few cases, sat down next to Yang Guang, and said.
"Princess, please speak. I don't know what kind of thing is being asked of me? Yang Guang picked up the chopsticks, took a piece of spring bamboo shoots and chewed it in his mouth, and asked.
"It's not Xiao Yu's kid, he is less than fifteen years old, and he pesters me all day long and says that I want to be a guard by my father's side. I am a daughter-in-law, and for the sake of my brother's affairs, how to open my mouth to my father, so I want to ask the prince to talk to my father another day, and fulfill this kid's wish. ”
"Xiao Yu? He, a weak boy who can't stand on his feet when the wind blows, how can he also have the heart to be a guard? Yang Guangyin recalled that it was Xiao Yu who single-handedly contributed to the good things between him and Xiao E, and couldn't help but smile and ask half-jokingly.