Chapter 68 068 A clear conscience
If anyone saw this scene, they would definitely be shocked. For a week, everyone knew that the company commander was crazy to clean up Long Xiaoqi, which was real, but now the company commander was sitting with Long Xiaoqi and smoking. A company commander, a private, the gap between the two is too big and too big, and to a certain extent it is completely opposite.
But these two soldiers with completely different identities are sitting here smoking.
"How did it feel to train this week?" Wu Changsheng exhaled a puff of smoke and asked Long Xiaoqi.
"Tired, bitter, if I were given a gun, I would not hesitate to choose suicide." Long Xiaoqi smiled bitterly: "Company commander, I mean seriously, I thought about death more than once. ”
"This is how special forces are trained, the most basic form of physical training. After a month you'll get used to it and you won't feel anything. Wu Changsheng said lightly: "I also wanted to commit suicide at the beginning, and I was forced to go crazy, it's all the same." They all think I'm cleaning you up, but they don't know that I'm training you to the standards of the special forces. I don't know if they'll be able to handle it, but I know you'll be able to hold on, because you're the Flag Protector of the Banner Company, the only Flag Guard. ”
Wu Changsheng's cleaning up of Long Xiaoqi was not cleaning up at all, he was training Long Xiaoqi, from the memorial service and after making all the reports that should be done, he returned to the company and began to train Long Xiaoqi.
"You are a good soldier and a bad soldier, and sooner or later you will get out of the reconnaissance company. When you kill people on the border, when you hang the bodies of mercenaries in the air, I know that the place where you should be staying is not the reconnaissance company. You are a member of the Battle Flag Company, even if the Battle Flag Company is removed, your roots are still in the Battle Flag Company. Wu Changsheng turned his head to look at Long Xiaoqi, who had a blue nose and swollen face, and laughed self-deprecatingly: "Do you know how much I envy you?" You can take out that junk with an impulsive shot, but I can't, I have to obey orders, I have to take the whole company to obey orders...... In fact, think about it, happiness and revenge are the pursuit that men should have...... Long Xiaoqi, do you think I'm a qualified company commander? ”
Wu Changsheng suddenly asked this question, because he didn't know if he was a qualified company commander.
"Qualified, you are a qualified company commander." Long Xiaoqi replied.
"I ...... Really? Wu Changsheng's voice trembled.
Long Xiaoqi's cigarette smoking stopped, and he suddenly saw that the company commander Wu Changsheng's eyes were full of tears, his lips were buzzing, and his dark cheeks were full of self-deprecation and pain.
The company commander cried? The commander of the most wolf reconnaissance company of the wolf regiment cried! What a tough man this is, but crying makes people feel so worried.
"I'm not qualified, I'm not a qualified company commander because I'm sorry for my soldiers! Two dead, two dead, how do I explain to their parents? Long Xiaoqi, how do you say I explain to their parents? ......" Wu Changsheng burst into tears, grabbed Long Xiaoqi's arm, and said in great pain: "One is seventeen years old, and the other is twenty-one years old...... I'm not afraid of my superiors investigating me, and I'm not afraid of ...... Woowoowoo...... I'm afraid to face their parents, who sent their children to the army to defend their country, but in the end they died at my hands...... I have a guilty conscience! ”
No one can watch their soldiers die in cold blood, and any commander will always want to bring his soldiers out alive. Dead, dead, dead in the prime of life......
Wu Changsheng looked up to the sky and cried, tears falling to the ground, smashing out small mud puddles. He didn't cry much, but Long Xiaoqi clearly heard heart-rending remorse. At this time, Wu Changsheng was not a company commander, he was just a sinner.
Maybe Long Xiaoqi didn't think it was his fault, maybe everyone didn't think it was his fault, but this reconnaissance company commander couldn't cross this threshold in his heart! He was thinking about nothing else, just how to face the parents of the sacrificed soldiers, and he thought he was ashamed and guilty.
"Company commander, it's not actually your problem, it's ......"
"It's not my problem, whose problem could it be? They are my soldiers! Wu Changsheng shook a handful of tears.
But more tears poured out again, and at this moment, the company commander, who could make every soldier in the reconnaissance company fearful, was extremely fragile.
"My own nephew is dead! Do you know? Wu Changsheng gritted his teeth and said, "Do you know how much I want to rush outside the border and kill all those bitches?" Do you know how my big brother and sister-in-law looked at me when they came? ”
Long Xiaoqi was stunned, he knew that the seventeen-year-old private's name was Wu Chengshuang, and he was a private like him, but he didn't know that this was the nephew of the company commander Wu Changsheng.
Wu Changsheng grabbed his head in pain and lowered his proud head deeply......
"Company commander, since you are here to be a soldier, you must be ready to sacrifice your life for the country. It's not something you can control, you're doing the right thing, there's nothing wrong with you. Long Xiaoqi comforted Wu Changsheng.
"You know!" Wu Changsheng scolded.
"I don't know much, but I've seen a lot. My surname is Long, and I am the Dragon family, the last of the Dragon family. Long Xiaoqi said lightly.
His voice was full of gloom, full of the vicissitudes of life. His surname is Long, and he is a member of the Long family, and he is used to sacrifice when he is at home, although he has not experienced it himself. He cried, hugged the grave and cried for his life, is it useful? What kind of fate does the family have to endure if you are born; What kind of environment you stay in, what kind of suffering you have to endure.
"It turns out ......" Wu Changsheng looked at Long Xiaoqi with teary eyes, and said silently: "You understand." ”
The iron-blooded tough guy had tears on his face, Long Xiaoqi couldn't stand it anymore, he really couldn't stand it. But he has no right to accuse Wu Changsheng of venting at this time, as long as he is a human being, he always has his own weak side.
The commander of the reconnaissance company is a tough guy, an iron man, and he has fragile power!
"I haven't cried for a long time, but I didn't expect to cry again more than ten years later in front of a recruit." Wu Changsheng smiled, he lit a cigarette and said to Long Xiaoqi: "Remember the training method I taught you, if I fail, you will be responsible for avenging our brother." I've got to go, I've got to get out ......."
"Company commander, where are you going?" Long Xiaoqi asked.
"You think the reason I'm crying here is just because of my guilt?" Wu Changsheng looked up at the sky and said softly: "The handling opinions are about to come down, I have to change jobs and go home......
"What? Changing jobs? Long Xiaoqi jumped up violently and said in disbelief: "What kind of bullshit is this?" You're the commander of a reconnaissance company, you're a special forces, you're ......"
Before he finished speaking, Wu Changsheng stretched out his hand to stop Long Xiaoqi.
"Xiao Qi, this is an era of peace, understand? I can't be happy with revenge, but you can. Maybe you don't identify with the reconnaissance company, maybe you never thought of yourself as a soldier of the reconnaissance company, but that's not the case in your heart. No one else knows what a flag guard is, but I know what a flag guard is. Wu Changsheng stared into Long Xiaoqi's eyes and said, "The flag guard is the king of individual soldiers, and the king of individual soldiers can be happy with revenge!" I don't have anything left for you, I can only teach you how to enter the Dragon Hidden Force faster. And that's what I want to tell you...... The reconnaissance company is also your home, and deep down in your heart, you also regard the reconnaissance company as your home, but you don't want to admit it...... Flag Guard, you are not just a Flag Guard of the Battle Flag Company! ”
Wu Changsheng wiped away his tears, raised his chest and walked down the mountain.
Crying is just venting, and you have to bear what you should bear...... Sometimes crying, it's also a man's ocean!