357. Chapter 242. Hopes are dashed
Hearing this, Su Qianyan suddenly fell silent, lowered her head, and looked at the stones on the ground with wide eyes, but she felt that her eyes were becoming more and more blurry and wet, making her vision more and more unclear.
Holding back the tears in his eyes, Su Qianyan pretended to be calm in a low voice: "Really? ”
Li Qiyuan nodded and said firmly: "It will be, you are such a good girl, you will definitely meet a good man who you love and love you." ”
"Huh." Su Qianyan suddenly let out a mocking dry laugh, suddenly raised his head, looked up at Li Qiyuan who was standing beside him, with tears in his eyes, and looked serious and aggrieved: "But, I only like him, what should I do?" Cousin, over the years, you have changed so many women, but there is one that can make you forget Sister Xiangning? ”
"......" Su Qianyan's questioning made Li Qiyuan speechless for a while. Yes, he himself has not been able to get out for so many years, how can he be sure that Su Qianyan will be able to come out at once? He can't even deceive himself, so how can he deceive others?
Seeing that Li Qiyuan didn't speak, the corners of Su Qianyan's lips twitched, but the smile he pulled out was more ugly than crying. I only heard her murmur: "He is God, and we are far apart, I know this." But liking him is my business, and I don't ask him to like me the way I like him, do I? All I need to do is keep that love in my heart. It doesn't matter if he doesn't like me. Anyway...... No man would like a woman like me. ”
As she spoke, the tears in her eyes flowed involuntarily, and she couldn't help it no matter how much she couldn't bear it.
Su Qianyan's words poked at the tip of Li Qiyuan's heart, making him very distressed. Li Qiyuan looked at Su Qianyan and said seriously word by word: "No, you are very good, in this world, there are not many girls like you." ”
"Then why doesn't he like me? Is it because I used to quarrel with him every day, so he hates me very much? Or did I do something to make him feel bored? Su Qianyan looked straight at Li Qiyuan, the grief and hope in his eyes were flickering, and the tears were particularly crystal clear under the sunshine.
"It's not your fault, you haven't done anything wrong, that's the real you. It's just that there is no such thing as feelings, and there is no reward for paying. Li Qiyuan squatted down, stretched out his hand, and gently wiped the tears on Su Qianyan's cheeks. Looking at her, her eyes were full of distress.
Su Qianyan looked straight at Li Qiyuan's gentle gaze, the grievances and losses in his heart were rolling like a tide at this moment, and he couldn't hold back it, and suddenly cried out with a "wow-", threw himself into Li Qiyuan's arms, buried his head in his chest, and cried.
shed sad tears for this fruitless relationship that was forced to end at the beginning.
For the first time, Su Qianyan knew that the person she liked didn't like her, which was such a sad thing.
She thought that in her life, she would never forget the person who was on the night of the night. After knowing each other for a year and a half, although he left her not many memories, most of them were noisy, but they were enough for her to slowly reminisce for a long, long time.
Li Qiyuan reached out and gently patted Su Qianyan's back, helping her to calm her down and give her silent comfort. At least, his cousin can still provide her with a broad shoulder to lean on when she is most sad and sad, so that she can vent her feelings wantonly.
Su Qianyan buried her head in Li Qiyuan's arms, and cried for a long, long time, crying until her voice was hoarse and she was tired, and her voice gradually became quieter and became a whispered sob.
At this time, the clothes on Li Qiyuan's chest had already been soaked with Su Qianyan's tears, but he didn't complain, and he didn't dislike Su Qianyan's tears at all, so he let her snot and tears on his chest, and then rubbed them all on his clothes. Although the clothes on his chest had been tortured miserably, seeing Su Qianyan's affection, he finally got better, and Li Qiyuan's face finally had a faint smile.
He patted her gently on the back, and his voice was gentle enough to pinch out the water, "Alright, let's go home." ”
"Yes!" Su Qianyan's head was still buried in Li Qiyuan's arms, and he nodded fiercely while choking.
In the blink of an eye, she has been away from home for a year and a half, and it is time to go back and have a look. I don't know, how is her father, do you miss her very much?
Anyway, at this moment, when she was the saddest and saddest, she suddenly missed her father very, very much. Suddenly she wants to be coquettish in her father's arms like she did when she was a child, even if she has any unreasonable requests, her father will spoil her as always and help her get what she wants.
It's just that this relationship is the only one that her father can't help her get.
When Su Qianyan had cried enough, she was the same person again. hid all her sadness and fragility, and raised that heartless smile on her face again, and became her willful, chic and arrogant lady of Sujiabao.
The world is so big, let her go in the future.
She thought that she still had a lifetime to see all the beauty of this world!
The four of them returned to the carriage together and set off in the direction of Shangguo. Along the way, it was a bit fun to play while rushing to the road.
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On the other side, the divine realm.
As soon as Bai Luoxun, Stygian Night, and Muluo returned to the Divine Realm, they separated.
Bai Luoxun did not go directly back to his Qingqiu Country, but first went to the Kunlun Ruins to meet the person who had been his first master 100,000 years ago. The night of the dark night is to return to the territory of his White Tiger Clan, and Muluo is to go back to the Nine Heavens to report the good news of Bai Luoxun and the return of the night to the god realm to the Heavenly Monarch.
It's just that when I came back to the God Realm this time, because the Old Fox Emperor and the Tiger Emperor had both passed away in the great battle three hundred years ago, Bai Luoxun and Dark Night, as the young masters of the two clans, naturally wanted to hurry up and inherit the throne of the emperors of the two clans. In addition, the two of them didn't have a good impression of the Heavenly Monarch in the Nine Heavens, so they didn't go in person. When the two returned to their respective territories, they had to prepare for the ceremony of taking over the throne.
Bai Luoxun went to Kunlun Ruins and spent a day, and this day's time has passed another year in the mortal world. Out of Kunlun Ruins, Bai Luoxun went straight back to the country of Qingqiu.
But as soon as he returned to the country of Qingqiu, the first thing he did was not to meet the elders of Qingqiu, nor to do anything about inheriting the throne of Qingqiu Emperor, he didn't even tell anyone about his return, and went directly to the back mountain of Qingqiu.
In his memory, that place, the cave where Feng Xi's body was placed.
Bai Luoxun walked in a hurry along the way, as if someone was chasing him behind, and his steps were in a hurry.
Until the others arrived at the door of the cave, the car suddenly stopped under their feet, and the person stopped at the door, his brows were tightened, and there was some hesitation and struggle on his face.
It was obviously very close to Fengxi, but he couldn't help but feel uneasy in his heart, and his feelings were indescribably complicated.
He was afraid, afraid that he wouldn't be able to see Fengxi, and he wouldn't be able to see the face that made him think about it day and night, and he was about to go crazy......
He couldn't imagine that it had been more than three hundred years since he left Feng Xi's side. In the past three hundred years, Feng Xi's body has not been fed by his heart's blood, and now his soul is scattered again, and he is afraid that Feng Xi's body has also ......
He didn't dare to think about it, as long as he had the slightest thought, he shook his head and completely rejected it.
He just wants to continue to preserve Feng Xi's body, he doesn't care how much blood he wants to take, he can do it! In this way, he can at least see the face that is about to go crazy that makes him miss, and at least he can feel that the person he loves is by his side and has never left......
Now he doesn't dare to expect too much, and even feels that such thoughts are already extravagant hopes.
Bai Luoxun's people stayed at the entrance of this cave for a moment, and he could not ignore the uneasy feelings in his heart, and he could not ignore the tension that came from the bottom of his heart.
Finally, he took a deep breath and took a step towards the cave. Bypassing the enchantments he had set up, he made his way to the innermost part of the cave.
But when he came to the innermost part of the cave, his legs seemed to be suddenly nailed somewhere, but his pupils instantly widened, and his eyes stared at the empty crystal coffin not far away, his eyes full of unbelievable feelings. As if hypnotizing himself, he shook his head and muttered, "How can it be ......?"
In an instant, his heart was almost stopping.
Bai Luoxun staggered, ran to the front of the crystal coffin, reached out and grabbed the edge of the crystal coffin, and looked inside, but he never saw Feng Xi's figure.
He looked at the emptiness inside in despair, not even a single scum......
The whole person instantly seemed to have been drained of all his energy, his body suddenly softened, and he sat down beside the crystal coffin, but his hand was still tightly grasping the edge of the crystal coffin.
Bai Luoxun's hand caressed the crystal coffin, and a layer of moisture appeared in his eyes, making his vision gradually blur. His heart was empty, and the heart-rending feeling resurfaced clearly, and the last trace of hope in his heart was completely gone......
Before, he always thought that when he came back to Qingqiu, he would be able to see Fengxi's beautiful face again......
But the reality finally crushed his whole person and made him miserable. After all, he still saw the result he feared the most, and God took away even his last hope.
Two lines of tears slipped from the corners of his eyes and dripped down his cheeks onto the ground, and the tears were quickly absorbed by the dirt on the ground and disappeared, leaving only a small wet shadow that accumulated more and more on the ground.
He pressed his face tightly against the crystal coffin, breathed deeply into the air around him, and tried his best to feel the smell of Fengxi, her body odor, and the traces of her past......