Section II
"That's what you kid does!" It's clean when it's dead, but it's bitter for the wife and children. Pen %Fun%Pavilion www.biquge.info Okay! The organization trusts you, so you won't change people, but you must be careful and careful, don't make any mess for Lao Tzu. Ma Dingchu knew that if Xie Zhengbiao was replaced at this time, not only would the smooth intelligence network that had been built up with great difficulty have to start again, but more importantly, this withdrawal, the enemy would know that Xie Zhengbiao was not dead, and it would definitely intensify their search for Comrade "Sharp Knife", so that Comrade "Sharp Knife" might soon be exposed, and letting Comrade Xie Zhengbiao's work continue would be a helpless move in itself. In the end, Ma Dingchu gave some tasks, telling him that soon the city would carry out a comprehensive clean-up of the bandits in the suburbs, let him always pay attention to the enemy's movements, transmit useful information in time, and leave first.
Xie Zhengbiao did not leave immediately, but by the lake, in a quiet and elegant environment, no matter how well he rationalized his thoughts and thought about it, he had a lot to think about......
His thoughts wandered with the fish in the lake in front of him.
Isn't he dead? How is it still alive? Who is buried in the tomb of "Xie Zhengbiao"? Xie Zhengbiao's eyes flashed in front of an unknown scene, for others, this is a fact that has happened, but for him, this is just a dream.
In fact, Xie Zhengbiao was part of the secret plan to "catch ducks". The specific people and tasks involved in this plan are top secret, and the people involved do not know each other, only their own tasks. For example, the internal line "Red Arrow" comrades planted by the sub-district in Dayao Mountain, Wei Yan, secretary of the municipal party committee, and Mo Yun, deputy commissioner of the regional special office, are not clear, and the "sharp knife" and Comrade Xie Zhengbiao in Wei Yan's hands are not clear to the sub-district and the special office, and the intelligence channels that the special office also has are not very clear. This state of affairs is mainly due to the fact that the resources at the disposal of various fronts are different, the nature of their work is different, and the angles are different; more importantly, it is to reduce the unnecessary harm caused to intelligence personnel by leaking their identities. In any case, all the people and intelligence personnel are just a role in this big drama of bandits, and they are just a chess piece in the big chessboard of this game of bandits, and each of them is playing their due role.
Xie Zhengbiao is a small episode in this big play. He didn't know if Lu Xiaodie was on the side of red justice, he didn't want to know, and he didn't have the right to know, he only knew that he bandaged a gauze stained with red liquid on the back of his head as required, and placed a cotton pad in his hat.
At the moment when he was hit hard by Lu Xiaodie, he suddenly felt the power of the thick rod pin, and he suddenly felt that the sky was spinning, and at the moment he fell unconscious, he consciously pressed his head, and then he didn't know anything.
In this way, he was declared "sacrificed" and quickly "buried". And the body buried in his grave was another soldier who had died in the battle against the bandits.
When he awoke, he was in a dark room, and he thought that if he hadn't been protected by that cotton mat, he would have been in another world. This Lu Xiaodie is so ruthless! A person who wants her own life, if it is not carefully arranged, how can she still be her own comrade?
Since then, he has not been allowed to see the familiar faces of the past, including his dearest wife and children, as well as his closest colleagues and comrades-in-arms. What was especially unbearable for him was that from the moment he was knocked down, his wife and children would live in endless grief and hardship, they had dried their tears, they were grieving, they were silently bearing the emotional blow of losing their husband and father, they had dried their tears......
For all this, it is them, not themselves, who suffer the most, and it is them, not themselves, who lose the most.
For all this, he could not do anything, he could only bear it silently and face it bravely. Because this is the trust of the higher organization, the need for the task of suppressing bandits, the desire of the people to look forward to the victory of the suppression of bandits, and the duty of being a bandit suppression fighter. For this reason, he can only live in loneliness, in the dark night, in the days when he travels in disguise every day, and in the longing for his wife and children......
He wanted to take the time to see his wife and children, of course, on the premise of not being discovered by his wife and children.
He was also going to see the family of the fallen soldier. They also need help and care, especially Xie Zhengbiao. Thinking of the soldier who was lying quietly in his grave, although he was sacrificed, his soul was still fighting to suppress the bandits, for Xie Zhengbiao, who was still alive, what reason did he have not to complete the task assigned by his superiors?
For this fighter, Xie Zhengbiao felt a little guilty and uneasy. However, the director said that when the bandits are cleared, the organization will hold a funeral ceremony for this soldier, and the soldier and his family will never be wronged, and the people will never forget him.
After leaving the park, Xie Zhengbiao bought some rice noodles and his son's favorite cloud cake, quietly came to the courtyard of his house, looked left and right, and saw that there was no one around, so he flashed into the yard, came to the door, and unconsciously helped his hand to the door, I really wanted to push the door in as usual! Say, "Wife! I am back! Then he took his son in his arms, took out his son's favorite cloud cake, and teased him, as if his wife's delicate greetings and son's innocent greetings sounded in his ears. Instead of doing so, he tiptoed to the window and peeked into the room.
"Why don't you listen to your mother? I told you not to fight with your classmates, but you didn't listen, and look at what this face was caught. The wife caressed her son's face in distress.
"I didn't! Did my classmates bully me first, saying that my dad was dead and there was no dad left, they weren't afraid of me and dared to bully me, and if I didn't have a dad, would they dare to bully me? I don't do it...... I won't do ......it," the son cried out in tears, his hands clutching at each other, unconvinced.
"Without Dad, you have to be like a man, and you have to give up what you have to give, you know?" The wife said helplessly.
"I don't! I won't ......," the son cried heartbreakingly.
"I can't control you, can I?" The wife picked up the feather duster and slapped her son's buttocks, the son cried and hid behind his mother, the wife dragged and kept beating, and the two turned in circles.
The wife was tired, and the son was crying hoarsely, the wife took the son in her arms, stroked it, and said: "Mom beats you for your good, your father is gone, you have to solve many things by yourself, or what will you do in the future?" Bad learning, injured, disabled, how can I be worthy of your dead father. The wife began to weep as she spoke.
"Mom, I was wrong, I don't dare anymore." The son snuggled up in his mother's arms.
Xie Zhengbiao was so sad that he couldn't stand it, he turned around, leaned his back against the wall, and tears flowed out. When he turned around, his elbow touched the dustpan of dried radish and fell to the ground with a "snap", Xie Zhengbiao was afraid of being discovered by his wife and children, so he hurriedly left the yard.