304. The Second World. Chapter 53. Jing Haoran's heart was broken
"It's okay, I've taken care of it." Ru Jingxin immediately rejected Jing Haoran's kindness, joking, she was just a pretext, where could she find some housework for him to help.
"That'll be fine." Jing Haoran nodded, took the wine jug and added a glass of wine to his wine glass, raised the wine glass and drank it all, but there was a lack of interest on his face.
Jing Haoran just finished drinking the wine glass, so he added another glass to himself, took a clean wine glass, poured a glass, pushed it in front of Ru Jingxin, took a deep breath and said: "Brother Dong came just in time, come, drink with me!" As he spoke, he had another cup of belly.
Ru Jingxin looked at the full glass of wine in front of her, and her heart was a little entangled, her injury had not healed, and it seemed that she was not suitable for drinking...... But Jing Haoran was gracious, and she couldn't refuse.
Moreover, even if she was blind, she could see that Jing Haoran was not in an unusual mood today, and after hesitating for a few seconds, she didn't shirk, picked up the wine glass in front of her, and drank it all without any ambiguity.
Since knowing each other for more than a year, Jing Haoran has been treating her well, whether it is her identity as Ru Jingxin or Dong Boshu's identity, Jing Haoran has treated her very well, especially after she was injured, he can be regarded as taking good care of her, and he is not ruthless to her like Shao Yixuan.
Such affection made Ru Jingxin unable to refuse Jing Haoran, who was in a lonely mood, at this moment.
After a glass of wine, Ru Jingxin felt like a fire burning in her chest, and everywhere the wine passed was spicy and spicy, but she didn't show any discomfort on her face, but said with concern: "Brother Jing, you ...... It seems that he is not in a good mood, what's wrong? Tell me about it, brother. ”
Jing Haoran let out a chuckle while adding wine to the wine glass, and there was an unconcealable loneliness in his eyes, which was clearly captured by Ru Jingxin.
I only heard Jing Haoran say lightly: "It's nothing, don't say it." As he spoke, he drank a glass of wine by himself, but forgot to persuade Dong Boshu to drink again.
As soon as he heard Dong Boshu ask himself, Jing Haoran's mind came up with the scene of last night, which made him extremely uncomfortable.
Last night, he was worried about Ru Jingxin, so he took advantage of the moonlight to visit her in Baicaotang, but he didn't want Ru Jingxin to be asleep, he wanted to push the door in, but he heard a soft murmur inside, "Yixuan...... Yixuan ......", it was Ru Jingxin who was calling Shao Yixuan's name one by one.
Hearing Ru Jingxin shouting Shao Yixuan's name in his sleep, his hand stretched out to push the door paused in mid-air, and he didn't make any movement for a long time, only feeling that his heart hurt at that moment, and he was sullen and uncomfortable.
He finally did not have the courage to open the door again, and stood outside it for a long time, and then returned to his lodgings.
Even if he Jing Haoran is a fool, he should know what's going on. What's more, as early as when Ru Jingxin went to block the knife for Shao Yixuan, he vaguely guessed Ru Jingxin's feelings for Shao Yixuan, and when he heard Ru Jingxin call Shao Yixuan's name in a dream, he was even more sure of his guess, Ru Jingxin fell in love with Shao Yixuan.
It's just that this certainty made his heart extremely uncomfortable.
In the past month, Jing Haoran has been in inner struggle and torment every day, after facing such a life-and-death incident as Ru Jingxin, how can he not detect his thoughts?
Even if he deliberately escaped his sincerity, he felt that it was difficult, and he couldn't help but think of Ru Jingxin's face, her smile and smile, and Ru Jingxin's every qiē made him feel intoxicated.
This is the first time Jing Haoran has fallen in love with a woman since he came out of his mother's womb, but he never thought that it would be the first time he fell in love with someone, and that person would be the wife of Shao Yixuan, who was as close as a brother.
Even though the husband and wife relationship between Ru Jingxin and Shao Yixuan is in name only, they have the status of husband and wife after all, and the identities of the two are special, he has no chance to show his sincerity, and he can't even show his sincerity.
Falling in love with Ru Jingxin, for Jing Haoran, it was really a very sad thing for him, he was tormented by benevolence, righteousness, morality and his own selfishness, and he couldn't find any breakthrough to vent his madness, so he could only use alcohol to kill his sorrows.
In particular, when he heard Ru Jingxin's shout in his dream last night, the torment in his heart was even more uncomfortable. He used to think that if Ru Jingxin didn't have Shao Yixuan in his heart, and the person in Shao Yixuan's heart was Yueyu, perhaps, after the big thing was done, he would have the opportunity to take Ru Jingxin away, but now, he felt that it was a luxury to even think about it.
He fell in love with Ru Jingxin, but Ru Jingxin fell in love with Shao Yixuan, which was really a sad thing for him.
Thinking of these things that made him struggle unbearable, Jing Haoran drank glass after glass of wine, muffled and did not speak, and the sound of dyed songs and playing the piano sounded in his ears, and the desolate and mournful tune made him even more sad.
It was the first time for Ru Jingxin to see Jing Haoran who was so exposed, and at the same time, she was surprised, but she was also a little worried about him, she didn't know what kind of thing it was, and she could actually use wine to dispel her sorrows like this with Jing Haoran, who has always been calm and chic.
But Jing Haoran didn't want to say it, and she couldn't ask any more, so she could only accompany him silently by his side.
Looking at Jing Haoran's cup after glass of wine, Ru Jingxin could see that he had drunk high, and finally couldn't help but reach out and hold down Jing Haoran's hand holding the wine glass, and with the other hand, he took the wine jug in front of Jing Haoran that was about to bottom out, and said with concern: "Don't drink it, I'm not here to see you drinking." ”
Jing Haoran raised his eyes and glanced at Dong Boshu in front of him, the corners of his lips were slightly hooked, and there was a touch of sadness in his smile, but his hand was withdrawn from Dong Boshu's hand, and he still took the glass of wine and drank it.
After putting down the wine glass, Jing Haoran's big palm slapped on Dong Boshu's shoulder, but Dong Boshu's shoulder close to Jing Haoran was his right shoulder, that is, the shoulder that was stabbed by the dagger.
Fortunately, Ru Jingxin reacted in time, and did not show a grinning expression, only gritted her teeth and endured it, without letting Jing Haoran see her pain.
Jing Haoran really didn't see Dong Boshu's discomfort, so he only patted Dong Boshu's shoulder and asked lonely: "Brother Dong, have you ever liked any girl?" ”
Girl?
After such a word popped up in Ru Jingxin's mind, she couldn't help but raise her eyebrows, she didn't like any girl as a woman, but she really liked a man.