349. Chapter 234. He missed her
Hearing this, Ouyang Luoxun's hand that was painting suddenly paused, and the ink left a black mark on the rice paper, which was slowly rendered.
An Qiyue saw that this painting was ruined because of her own words, and suddenly felt guilty, and hurriedly said: "Brother-in-law, I'm sorry, I ......"
"Hate." A simple word, Ouyang Luoxun did not hide it. If it weren't for Ye Hui'er, Xuanqing wouldn't have died.
Hearing this, An Qiyue looked up at Ouyang Luoxun in surprise and couldn't see her angry face. She originally thought that Ouyang Luoxun might really hate Ye Hui'er, but with such a man in white clothes and like an immortal, it was really difficult for her to associate him with the word "hate".
Because Ouyang Luoxun looks like a person who has no desires and no desires, and no seven emotions and six desires.
However, his love for Xuanqing made him have seven emotions and six desires, a feeling of loving someone, and a feeling of hating someone.
“…… Oh, I see. An Qiyue nodded a little disappointedly, knowing in her heart that Ye Hui'er had done something, I was afraid that none of them would be able to forgive her. Ouyang Luoxun loves his sister so much, it is normal for him to hate Ye Hui'er.
But An Qiyue still didn't give up and asked: "Brother-in-law, did you really never love Sister Hui'er in your previous life?" If you hadn't given her hope in your previous life, I don't think she would have fallen so deeply, and this obsession wouldn't have become what it is now. ”
Seeing that Ouyang Luoxun's face was getting more and more gloomy, An Qiyue's words became smaller and smaller in the end. She couldn't help but feel worried, afraid that she would really upset her brother-in-law.
But Ouyang Luoxun didn't have any reaction, but said in a firm voice: "I have always loved Fengxi alone, from the past to the present, and in the future, I have only her in my heart." Ye Hui'er is just the person I admitted wrong in my previous life, and at that time, I thought I was responsible for her. ”
Ouyang Luoxun was unprecedented, explaining his feelings to An Qiyue, which made Ouyang Luoxun himself a little surprised.
In fact, he would choose to let Ye Hui'er go, also because he knew that Ye Hui'er would become what she is now in this life, and he himself was responsible. It is precisely because he gave Ye Huier hope in his previous life that Ye Huier will become more and more unable to let go, become more and more paranoid, and go more and more wrong on this road.
It's just that now that Gu Guò An Qiyue's mouth asked, Ouyang Luoxun looked directly at this question.
If you didn't recognize the wrong person in your previous life, confirm everything, and think carefully about the ins and outs of things, you can actually find flaws, and there will be no entanglements with Ye Hui'er in your previous life, no regrets between yourself and Fengxi III, and no grievances and entanglements in this life.
It's a pity that at that time, he himself was also evading, and he subconsciously didn't want to believe the fact that he recognized the wrong person from the beginning.
It was because he knew his mistake clearly in his heart that he finally chose to let Ye Hui'er go and let her continue to live.
An Qiyue saw that Ouyang Luoxun said calmly, without a trace of unnaturalness, and completely trusted it in her heart. She originally thought that Ouyang Luoxun was willing to let Ye Hui'er live, it would be because he actually had affection for Ye Hui'er, but now it seems that it is not love at all. And An Qiyue could probably guess from Ouyang Luoxun's words why he chose to let Ye Hui'er go.
"That'...... Brother-in-law, would you mind if I went to visit her? After hesitating for a moment, An Qiyue still decided to ask. After thinking about it, she still wanted to go and see Ye Hui'er. If you go to visit Ye Hui'er by yourself, and let Ouyang Luoxun and them know how much they think about it afterwards, it is better to ask for his intention first.
Ouyang Luoxun looked at An Qiyue's expectant eyes in front of him, and said in a cold voice: "Your affairs with her have nothing to do with me. If you want to go, don't ask me. ”
The implication is that he will not interfere in An Qiyue's interaction with Ye Hui'er. After all, Ouyang Luoxun also knew in his heart that compared to Xuanqing, I am afraid that An Qiyue and Ye Hui'er, who have lived together for more than ten years, are more cordial.
An Qiyue got Ouyang Luoxun's consent, and immediately smiled, feeling a sense of relief. When she just saw Ouyang Luoxun say the word "hate" so calmly, she thought that Ouyang Luoxun would not agree with her to see Ye Hui'er.
As a result, he spent the belly of a gentleman with the heart of a villain.
After An Qiyue left Ouyang Luoxun's study, Ouyang Luoxun stood alone in front of the table, silently staring at Feng Xi's face in the painting, with endless sadness and loneliness in his eyes. He stretched out his hand and gently stroked the face of Xuan Qing in the painting, as if he was caressing his lover's cheek, so careful and tender.
After a while, he said softly and gently: "I know, you don't want to see her embarrassed, do you?" ”
He understands the guilt of Xuanqing in this life for his own sister, and it is precisely because of that guilt that Xuanqing did not willingly fight with Ye Hui'er for Ouyang Luochen.
The place where the ink is smeared is the corner of the eye that is dazzling in the painting.
Ouyang Luoxun's eyes were filled with sadness.
Looking at the drop of ink that ruined the entire painting, the corners of Ouyang Luoxun's lips couldn't help but draw a bitter arc.
He couldn't help but smile bitterly: "Looking at An Qiyue's face that is exactly the same as yours, I really can't disappoint her...... What to do? I can't bear to see your face, to have an unhappy expression. ”
He stroked the clear cheeks in the painting, and said in a sad and gloomy voice: "Qing'er, I miss you so much......"
He really, really missed her.
After staring at the painting silently for a long time, and was about to put away the scroll and paint it again, he suddenly knocked on the door of Ouyang Luoxun's study on the dark night, and said, "Mo Li and I have something to do with you." ”
Ouyang Luoxun's subordinates did not stop, and while seriously rolling the scroll in their hands, they said lightly: "Come in." "Even if it's a failed work, he will treat it gently. Just because the painting is the beloved in his heart.
When Dark Night and Yin Mo came in, Ouyang Luoxun had already rolled up the painting and was putting the scroll into the cabinet on the side.
Ouyang Luoxun then remembered that when he came back, An Qiyue said that they had something to do with him tonight. It's just that he was in a bad mood when he came back and forgot what An Qiyue said.
Yin Moli watched Ouyang Luoxun put away the scroll, and asked as if unintentionally, "I just saw An Qiyue pass over here, what's the matter?" Did she come to you? ”
Ouyang Luoxun whispered "um", and didn't want to continue on this topic, so he asked, "Listen to her, you have something to do with me tonight?" ”
Looking at Ouyang Luoxun's obvious mood, he sighed and said, "I know you're in a bad mood now, but you still have to focus on the overall situation in everything." Don't leave the night to look at the stars, and find that tonight is the best time for you to go back to the body of the deity. Your soul has already been gathered under the action of the spirit lamp, so don't delay it any longer. ”
When Ouyang Luoxun heard this, he nodded indifferently and didn't speak. It's as if what he said on the night had nothing to do with him, and he wasn't in the mood.
Seeing Ouyang Luoxun in such a state, he couldn't say what he felt in his heart at night, of course he knew that since Xuanqing died, Ouyang Luoxun didn't care about anything. He didn't even seem to care if he couldn't return to his original body.
But Ouyang Luoxun didn't care, but they cared.
After thinking about it, he said with emotion: "Luo Xun, your mortal body can't support her for long, even if it's not for yourself, just for her, you have to quickly return to the body of the deity." ”
Hearing this, Ouyang Luoxun's expression was stunned, and his gaze softened a little, "I will." ”
Seeing that Ouyang Luoxun finally had motivation, Dark Night and Yin Moli also relaxed a little. The two of them were afraid that Ouyang Luoxun would be so depressed that they didn't care about anything.
Fortunately, there is still such a person in this world who makes him care.
Yin Moli looked Ouyang Luoxun up and down, touched his chin and said, "How is your mana restored now?" Didn't you just release a powerful mana a while ago, and it caused some damage to your own body. And you're still raising her......"
Yin Moli wanted to speak and stopped, what he was referring to was the powerful power that erupted when Ouyang Luoxun's love collapsed on the day Xuanqing died, and that day actually caused damage to Ouyang Luoxun's own body. He was really a little worried about Ouyang Luoxun's current load situation.
Ouyang Luoxun didn't have the slightest wave in his eyes, and only replied with three words simply but firmly, "I'm fine." ”
Even for the sake of that person, he had to succeed.
Indeed, that person did not have time to wait any longer, he had to hurry back to the body of the deity before he could continue to raise her. Otherwise, even she would leave him, and he really didn't know how he should live......
Seeing that Ouyang Luoxun was sure that he was fine, Yin Moli had to nod and didn't say anything more.
They all believed that Ouyang Luoxun would definitely be able to survive.
What's more, now Ouyang Luoxun must do his best to return to the body of the deity, not only for that person, but also for the upcoming battle between the Asura Realm and the God Realm......
The divine realm needs him.
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When it was almost midnight, Ouyang Luoxun opened the secret passage of the study, and the three of them entered the tunnel one after another.
As soon as I entered, the entrance to the tunnel closed.
The three of them were shrouded in darkness, and they only felt that they were surrounded by a chill. The night took out the night pearl that had been prepared in his sleeve a long time ago, and illuminated the staircase in the darkness.
After walking for a while, the three of them began to feel the temperature getting lower and lower, and ice began to appear on the stairs under their feet. The further down you go, the thicker the ice on the stairs.
After a while, the three of them finally reached the bottom covered by the thousand-year-old Xuan Ice, and their horizons suddenly became wider.