Essay short story - but that's all in the past

Han Yiyi is two years older than me, no matter what standard is used to measure it is a first-class beauty, I used to be my senior sister when I was in high school, when I first entered the school, she won the first prize for her new concept, and a group of teachers suddenly felt that our school was outstanding, and they patted their heads to set up a literary club and wanted to hand it over to the senior sister to be responsible, but they didn't expect that Han Yiyi, who studied and loved writing in their minds, was simply a lazy and indescribable person, and refused to say anything. Pen & Fun & Pavilion www.biquge.info

Although the literary club was finally set up, I also joined in out of the longing for the man of the year Han Yiyi, but at that time I didn't know much about literature and senior sisters, I only remember that the original name of senior sister was Han Ci, and I changed my name to Han Yiyi because I felt that there were too many strokes and it was very tiring to write, and I simply omitted the surname during the exam, leaving only the lonely two horizontals, and then I may have discovered the loneliness of these two horizontals, so I simply pulled them into a very long horizontal.

If you think about it carefully, such an anecdote can only be a plus point for Sister Han, and in my opinion, such a person even wants to be friends.

Although they are alumni, in the same club, but the communication between each other is actually pitiful, the only time that it can be called an exchange of a dialogue is because of a questionnaire of the senior sister, the legend is that it is a "basic" literary knowledge questionnaire for the first level of the senior sister's mate selection.

The reason why I put quotation marks is because I couldn't answer a single question in this questionnaire under the banner of foundation, but in the end I scored an astonishing 97 points, not because of Baidu, but because of Liu Su.

Liu Su is a down-and-out literary young man, good at language and history, can write a small fresh and sad that makes people look up at the sky at a 45-degree angle, and can also steadily score 65+ in the district-level mock exam.

But with what I know about him over the years, Liu Su's way of thinking is actually no different from that of normal men, but this does not prevent him from getting-like physical and chemical results, fortunately, the college entrance examination system of the magic capital allows him to completely get rid of the entanglement of potassium, calcium, sodium, magnesium and aluminum, and Newton's laws, which is why he can help me fill out the questionnaire so leisurely in physics class when everyone is at risk.

It didn't help me at all, though.

Because since there will be such a questionnaire, if someone answers it well, something like "Huh? Why do you think Kafka is a representative of existentialism? I thought I was the only one who thought so. Such a question should be asked, and it is perfectly deserved.

I can ask Liu Su in advance and write down some relevant knowledge of each question, so that even if I can't answer my senior sister's question at all, I can change the topic without leaving a trace. But that's completely meaningless, in fact, people like Han Yiyi don't really care about this so-called questionnaire, there is no difference between 97 points and 0 points in her heart, at most a passerby who seems to know something, from passerby A to passerby B, I don't feel that there is much difference in this.

It doesn't make any difference at all, in any sense of the word.

So all I can say is, "Ha, my friend filled out that form, and I just started reading the books mentioned above." ”

"Hmm."

The expression is flat, probably because I am used to not getting resonant answers to such questions.

I learned that Han Yiyi and I were in the same university at the end of our freshman year, which shows how slim the chance of seeing each other again is if the two of us don't keep in touch, and it will take nearly a year for a chance encounter to happen in a university with only more than 10,000 people. Han Yiyi is still the same Han Yiyi, with lazy eyes, arrogant behavior, and strong aura, if there is any change, it is also in a good direction.

People, after going to a new place, they will always miss the past, even Han Yiyi is not exempt from vulgarity. Two people who have never really talked to each other in the same school and club for two years have met in college and put on a posture that I haven't seen for many years, which reminds me of Liu Su's previous words, "No matter how bad it is, the past is better than the present." ”

Ah, right. When we met by chance, the one standing next to Han Yiyi was Mai Mang, and I was able to intersect with Han Yiyi in the future.

Han Yi, the lazy queen who didn't run 800 meters in all the physical education classes in the three years of high school, started playing table tennis and joined the school team. Even I, who have always been calm about such things, couldn't help but show a surprised expression when I learned about it. Han Yiyi probably couldn't see such an expression, and explained that it was because her roommate Mai Mang pestered her like kraft candy all day long to ask her to spar, so she had to fight.

As a result, because he was too smart, he was able to be on an equal footing with Mai Mang, who had played for eight years, and easily entered the school team. She probably thought that the reason for my surprise was "why would someone like her play table tennis", but after this explanation, I was obviously even more surprised by the incident that "people like her can play table tennis", and my expression involuntarily became more exaggerated.

Han Yiyi probably felt that I was challenging her bottom line, and with her style, she didn't want to continue to explain, so she simply took out a racket from Mai Mang's bag and proposed to compete.

It wasn't a great game at all, one side had to lose, the other didn't need to move, and although I was only two or three points ahead of her all the time, she should be able to clearly feel that the two of us were not on the same level.

"So, didn't the president even read the information sheet of the members of the department back then? In my specialty column, I only wrote the third place in the table tennis high school group. ”

"Who would remember that kind of thing."

"So what kind of thing does Senpai remember?"

"Hmm......" Han Yi squinted his eyes and thought for a moment, "I remember Liu Su, you think Kafka is actually a representative of existentialism. ”

"Huh? Isn't your name Su Yin? "It was Mai Mang who spoke up.

"Huh?" Han Yiyi was probably still intoxicated by his amazing memory, and he was able to remember the name on an inconsequential questionnaire so long ago.

So, so, so, that's why I said that Liu Su was completely useless to help me. What scene could be more embarrassing than not even knowing each other's names when we meet again?

It's just that I remember the wrong name and I'm so sure.

Then it took me more than half an hour to explain this complicated relationship to Mai Mang, the off-line star.

"But.... Since it has reached this point, it will develop in a better direction in the future, which is called bottoming out. "The dog-headed military advisor Mai Mang was very optimistic about my situation, shaking the drink in his hand and imagining a bright future.

"Anyway... With her level, how did she get open to you? "Mai Mang's best result was the second place in the city's women's singles, and she often practiced together when she was in the same school in junior high school.

"Huh? I fought her with my right hand, and if I didn't let her win more, there would be no one to practice with me. "Sure enough, it's a Maiman-style solution.

"So she didn't notice that you were left-handed or didn't notice that she was playing with her right hand?" It's really a headache, it's hard enough to get Han Yiyi's attention.

"Hmm...... I guess I didn't even notice. ”

In the end, I was forced to become Mai Mang's sparring partner, and the lazy queen Han Yiyi still preferred to sit and watch rather than play, and fortunately, I also crossed paths with Han Yiyi because of this.

So do you need to re-sort out the relationship between the characters, I, Su Yin, Mai Mang's little brother, Liu Su's good friend, and Han Yiyi, my roommate who likes Mai Mang. However, this is the story of Liu Su and Mai Mang. Combing is done.

To be honest, I don't know how these two people hooked up, probably because spring is coming, and the wild animals are all in estrus, and Liu Su and Mai Mang hooked up and ran into each other.

Han Yiyi, who learned the news, seemed to be very excited and said that this was really a good thing.

I said that my friend is off the list, which is of course a good thing.

Han Yiyi said no, a guy like Mai Mang will definitely be distracted when he falls in love, and I will be able to win against her next time.

This logic is particularly strange, as if her skills will improve if she keeps sitting on the sidelines.

Then we started to bet on how long it would take for an off-line character like Mai Mang to break up, and who would say that they would break up first. It's easy to fall in love and it's hard to stay together, Mai Mang's consistent routine is incomprehensible, and Liu Su is a very self-egoistic literary and artistic young man, and the accommodation needed to fall in love will definitely make the two of them quite distressed.

Two months later, Liu Su mentioned the breakup first, because he couldn't stand the characteristics of Mai Mang's agreed things that changed with his mood, and he said that he was too tired. Han Yiyi and I didn't make a good bet when we first made a bet, and in the past two days, I was thinking about what to prepare to get closer, but they reconciled again before I thought about it, saying that it was because I broke up and missed it very much, and I was more tired.

Just as I was struggling with whether to offset the plus and minus or pay a bet each, Mai Mang broke up again. Ay? If you divide me, I can't divide you? Silly, right?

First he divided her and then she divided him, and it was really fucked up to and fro.

Regular training was followed by group practice, and when I walked to Mai Mang's table, Liu Su jumped out of nowhere, snatched the racket in my hand, smiled at Mai Mang, and said, "How about the two of us play a game." ”

"Huh?" Mai Mang raised his head a little unexpectedly, and immediately showed an extremely bright smile, "Okay." ”

"Did these two break up or not?" I ran to Han Yiyi and sat down.

"I don't know, but it should be reconciled after this fight."

I said no, Miss Mai Mang can be bought with one game? Aren't the two of us called by her as slaves every day?

Han Yihe smiled one by one, saying that you are a stupid hanger, and you will not be wronged for being single for a lifetime, and if you go to change, you will definitely be a slave as a sparring partner, but if you change Liu Su, you will be able to return home sweetly after a while.

Why is this, am I cheap?

Han Yiyi glanced at me like an idiot, and said that Mai Mang wanted a boyfriend or a sparring partner, and what people valued was the changes that Liu Su made for himself.

I thought for a moment and said, "That's true, but don't you think it's a good thing for Mai Mang to smile so brightly?" ”

"That's for you."

There is a kind of truth to that.

After the reunion, Mai Mang and Liu Su were more crooked than the first acquaintance, which I didn't expect. Liu Su's moves to please girls are full of tricks and are unique. At that time, Mai Mang would always pull me and Han Yiyi whenever he had affection, and we just looked at this pair of living treasures whose logic was different from ordinary people, and the affection showed us so much that we couldn't open our eyes. I didn't think they had already split up twice, and I didn't think of any problems they would encounter that these two aliens couldn't solve.

But the problem still arises.

Liu Su's family can be described by a very cheesy word, that is, the scholarly family, the kind through and through. I don't mean to ridicule at all, Liu Su's character can have such a literary accomplishment is completely due to family reasons, his ancestors were literati during the Republic of China, although his parents are very indulgent to Liu Su on weekdays, but they are very strict in reading. Not to mention Liu Su, even when I went to his house earlier, it was not because I didn't like to read and get an education.

As for Mai Mang, although he occupies a number of characteristics that are often loved: he is generous, lively and cheerful, and has a solid family background, but because he does not like to read, he was vetoed by Liu Su's parents. Although the two of them like each other and have spent nearly two years together, the firmness of Liu Su's parents' decision after learning about this is really beyond everyone's imagination.

I acted as a lobbyist when I accompanied Liu Su to meet his parents, taking myself as an example: Uncle, you see, I didn't like reading earlier, but this can't be changed, I have read so many books in the past four years, and I have already caught up with most of my peers, how can I ask everyone to compare with Liu Su, do you say?

Liu Su's father Tie Qing's complexion finally improved slightly, but he still refused to let go. The situation has improved, I wanted to persuade him again at another time, and always give the old-fashioned old man a step down slowly, but I didn't expect Liu Su, who is usually smart and smooth, to slap the table with his father at this time to express his position.

As a result, the old man picked up the pen holder at hand and smashed his son in the face in front of me, an outsider, and let out a sentence that even Mai Mang and Han Yiyi, who were waiting for good news on the nineteenth floor, could hear clearly, "Get out." ”

After the two of us escaped in embarrassment, Mai Mang hurriedly rushed up and rubbed Liu Su's face in distress.

I want to vomit with the curvature hook at the corner of Liu Su's mouth, "Ayo, look at your courtesy, just like a little girl." ”

"Huh? You're bullying me, aren't you? ”

"What do you want?" Liu Su turned over and stared at Mai Mang, with a smile in his eyes and a sissy gaze. There was no dignity left to maintain, and I decided to remain silent.

Liu Su smiled very happily, he probably felt that he was amazing, in order for Mai Mang to be able to turn his face with his old man, such a level of love would probably not be separated for the rest of his life.

I don't think it's funny, no matter how ugly the showdown is after any couple's separation, there should be a moment like this.

Among all the young people who have vowed to stay together and get married, there are very few who have succeeded and completed their lives hand in hand. Everyone also understands it very well, but they just pretend to forget it when they are together. Privately, Han Yiyi and I discussed it one by one, and we didn't think they would make it to the end, but we sincerely hoped that there would be a miracle between them.

In fact, it doesn't matter, we are all in our early twenties, how slim it is to meet true love, the future is so unpredictable, who can make a presumptuous assertion?

But at such a time, if you don't do what you want once, you will not think about it when you are old. If you don't toss when you're in your twenties, do you have to recuperate and wait until you're old to cheat and divorce and catch a small amount of property? It's better to work late than early, I just want to consume all the absurdities concentrated in the early twenties, and then do my duty to be a good citizen of life.

Mai Tianran and Liu Rebellion tossed hand in hand for half a year, one day Liu Rebellion didn't sleep at three o'clock in the morning and asked me to go out to admire the moon, after I came out, he didn't speak, and looked at me with a desperate face.

He said, it's over, we're completely divided this time.

The reason is that Liu Su was once ordered to break up by his parents, and simply pulled Mai Mang home to see his parents fighting against the water, and after Liu's father and Liu mother met, they politely invited Mai Mang to the side, and sparks splashed and quarreled with Liu Su with exquisite words. Just came out of the house, Mai Mang quarreled with Liu Su again, because he felt that Liu Su was too disrespectful to his parents.

Liu Su said that my parents and I have always been like this, this has nothing to do with respect or disrespect, they have no concept to me, it is impossible to follow them, we are rational and equal dialogue. Mai Mang said, even if they are wrong, they are your parents, isn't it basic to be filial as an only child.

I can understand how desperate it must have been from Liu Su's perspective at that time, the road ahead was confused, and the originally determined person seemed to have become blurred all of a sudden, and he fought against his old-fashioned parents every day, in exchange for why are you like this, not filial piety at all.

Although it is well known that Mai Mang's attention, which has always been off-line, often shifts from the main contradiction to the minutiae, Liu Su still can't bear such accusations at this time. So he said that he broke up, and in order to show his determination, he also deleted all contact information in front of Mai Mang.

If Liu Su hadn't met Mai Mang, he met a talented girl according to his parents' requirements and had a peaceful relationship, it seemed that it would not be impossible. But if a vitality angel like Mai Mang has been met and lost, it is really difficult to get used to it. And Liu Su, who obviously proposed the breakup, became the one who couldn't afford to hurt the most.

I said what to do.

Liu Su thought about it and said that I would chase her back.

Frankly speaking, Mai Mang is the girl I don't understand the most. Although Han Yiyi is talented and arrogant, he is actually a person who is cold on the outside and hot on the inside. Although the quality of what she wants is rare, it is clearly placed in front of you after all. If one day you do this and move her, she will definitely go with you without saying a word. Mai Mang is not, you can easily get close to her, but you can never understand what this innocent guy is thinking in his head, what she wants is very simple, but such a simple thing is not something that everyone can get.

Liu Su is the kind of person who believes that if he believes something, he must let others follow him, he may not know it himself, but it is like this in his bones. On the surface, there will be a process of discussion, but with Liu Su's eloquence, it will be difficult for you to gain the upper hand in the argument. When he wanted to divide it, he deleted some things that he could delete at that time on impulse, and when he wanted to get back together, he could take care of everything that could be taken care of by Mai Mang.

At this time, even if Mai Mang said to let him kneel, I think he would not hesitate to do so, and he would be relieved. But if I think about it, even if he kneels in front of me, I don't feel like he's letting go, because now it's all because he wants to.

He can divide if he wants to, and if he wants to get back together, he will pester you, although breaking up is something that only one party can do, but this kind of move is undoubtedly very point-dropping. He couldn't give the simple Mai Mang what he wanted most, a sense of security. He can kneel now, but he will leave at any time depending on his mood. Of course, this is my analysis, and a single-celled organism like Maimang doesn't need a reason to make a decision.

Now that it's been deleted, there's no need to add it back, so why lie to yourself.

Mai Mang's response is actually forget it, it's hard for her to make such a detour.

Liu Su's sincerity is indeed very sufficient, I don't know if he has moved himself, Han Yiyi and I are very moved. His love is like nine suns that rise into the sky and are showing you brightly. One unbeliever, two; If two can't be done, three...... There are nine suns hanging in the sky of Maimang, and it is almost impossible to grow a single grass.

He just brushed the floor and dried all the water, and then left as if nothing had happened. If you like it, chase it like Kuafu chasing the sun, and if you can't catch up, it all depends on creation; If you don't like it, you can't hide from it, unless you have the ability to catch up and give Kuafu to the sun. I persuaded him a few times, saying, forget it, it's too low to be interesting, and it's very reluctant to catch up, and the unequal relationship can't be maintained.

Liu Su stiffened his neck and argued, "This is not an unequal relationship, we just had an awkward relationship." Even if my mom doesn't like her, even if my dad takes out the household registration book and says that if they want to be together, they can go directly to register......."

"It's not like the ...... I know"

", as soon as I stretched out my hand, I was slapped to the ground and lay on my stomach." This is the Uncle Liu I remember.

"So why are you bothering, when you had a quarrel with your parents, she was with you, and now you are the only one left, even if you win, who are you going to register with?"

Liu Su said I don't believe it, I don't believe that she can forget me so quickly, I've been here for more than two years, how can I break it off if I say it. As long as I keep going, she will be moved.

That's true, but does persistence as a cause necessarily lead to compound effects? Definitely not, if I could, there wouldn't be so many fuck-up stories in this world.

In the early summer of that year, I was called out by Liu Su to talk about my heart, and I said that I would not drink, but I left the restaurant, and I went back to a barbecue restaurant for a walk. The black smoke miasma has an atmosphere, and if you accidentally cry out, you can say that it is smoked. He didn't mention Mai Mang this time, and ate meat and drank wine. Later, when I was tired of walking, I simply sat on the side of the road, drank all the wine, knocked on the wine bottle, patiently and carefully found the angle, knocked on the ground, and finally broke it.

I don't know why he did it, maybe he thought it was a romantic cool thing to do and break the bottle on an early summer night, a weird performance art.

…… Wait, he didn't want to kill himself by cutting his wrists with a broken wine bottle. I was suddenly frightened and a little sober, but I didn't dare to ask directly, just waited for him to stand up in fear, then sent him to the dormitory, and then called Mai Mang, and told him about tonight's events, telling him that Liu Su might want to commit suicide and asked her to pay attention.

Mai Mang can say it, he is a more selfish person than anyone else in his bones, even if he rushes over and kills me, he will not kill himself. I don't know if it's right or wrong, but I guess I don't have a chance to say this kind of thing.

I don't know if Mai Mang really forgot about it, and it doesn't matter if this truth is what she plans to do. Even if she is reluctant to give up on Liu Su in her heart, if she is determined to say goodbye to this past, what is the value of this reluctance.

Two and a half months after Liu Su invited me to admire the moon, Mai Mang found a new boyfriend. I didn't dare to tell Liu Su at the first time after I learned about it, because I had a bad cold after that moon viewing, and it was just a few days before I wanted to suffer from it again. But he still didn't hide it, Liu Su really did it that night, this time not only to admire the moon, but also to bring a few cans of beer, raise a glass to invite Mingyue, and the shadow became a trio.

Liu rebelled excitedly took out his mobile phone, pointed to the photo on it and spat at me, "Can this little white face compare with me?" ”

I immediately stated, how can this little white face compare with you.

There is no flattery in it, Liu Su, as a standard literary and artistic beautiful man, has a high evaluation among women. The beauty of appearance is particularly easy to obtain in this era, but there are fewer people who can calm down and flip through the books. Under the advantages of one another, Liu Su, who has been heard and seen all the year round, and has received cultural edification, is particularly temperamental.

But it doesn't matter, in a relationship, if you really tear your face and say it explicitly, there is no logic at all, I want you, then everything about you is perfect, if I am determined to let you out, then it is over, and there is no reason to talk about it. Anything inappropriate and the like is just an excuse and a rhetoric on the scene, and if you really want to get to the source, it will embarrass both parties.

Fortunately, it was the end of the junior year at this time, and Mai Mang would graduate in some time. If you leave this school, you will basically not have a chance to see each other again. At the beginning, it took me more than half a year to meet Han Yiyi in this mere one-third of an acre, and now Liu Su wants to meet Mai Mang by chance in this world, how long it will take, I can't calculate.

I met Mai Mang the night before the graduation ceremony, because she was very confused, and she came over in a mess for four years without knowing what she was going to do. Of course, I didn't expect me to answer this question for her, but as the first person who knew her in this school, we came out to relax.

As a result, when we were walking on Huaihai Road, I received a call from Liu Su, who asked me where you are, and I said that I was walking with someone on Huaihai Road.

Liu Su asked, Han Yiyi is still Maimang.

I hesitated, but told the truth.

He said you two stay there and don't move, I'll be right there.

I really couldn't say a word for a long time, I said Sister Mai, you see that we have been friends for thirteen years, you have followed Liu Su, you don't promise me to jump off the building.

Mai Mang said go, why don't you jump, turn right in front of the city government, the building is luxurious and magnificent, and it is guaranteed that you will make headlines.

I said Sister Mai, we have known each other for so long, and you are too ruthless.

Mai Mang said, you should understand that after knowing me for so long, I just want a stable family type, not a fashionable model that keeps breaking up with me.

When Liu Su arrived, Mai Mang had already left, and he almost had to do it with me on the street for this matter, I said I can't help it, I can't persuade me to hold on to others, look at you, there are so many good girls who stick to you, why bother practicing yourself like this.

Liu Su said Okay, wow, you didn't say it when I asked you about Mai Mang, and you didn't say it when we first started talking, but now you persuade me not to practice myself.

As soon as I heard it, I was also angry, you kid has the ability to go and solve the matter clearly in person, this has something to do with me, you wanted to know what it was, I inquired for you, and now what do you want to help me run errands for you, what do you want to deduct this black pot from me, do it if you like it, it's best to jump down from the front city hall building.

After that, I left, listening to him all day nagging about what he had done, annoying.

Later, I learned from Han Yiyi that Liu Su finally seized the opportunity to have a face-to-face interview with Mai Mang. The content of the conversation was not as terrifying as I thought, in fact, their conversation lasted less than a minute, because Mai Mang did not let Liu Su finish his words at all, and the result was announced. The truth of the matter is as simple as that, she said, "Liu Su, we met too early."

Even when Han Yiyi, who had not changed much from laziness to his expression and tone, heard this sentence, I could feel the thrilling atmosphere at that time. I said later, Han Yiyi said that I would leave later, what is there to see about this kind of thing.

I said, why didn't you tell me earlier?

Han Yiyi said, why do you want to tell you, you know it.

And then there was no then.

I remembered that day many years ago, Mai Mang said, I want to eat shrimp, I want to eat shrimp. Liu Su helped her peel it off and carefully shaved the mud intestines. Mai Mang said, Asu Asu, are you going to spoil me for a few years? Liu Su said with a serious expression, for a lifetime.

The vulgarity of this answer was clearly beyond the limits of Maimang's patience. She stood up suddenly, walked around to the back of Liu Su's seat, and covered his eyes. Say don't play those false, don't say those nonsense, I just want you to love me for a second.

You try to imagine it first. The smell of spring meadows, the breeze of summer nights, the fallen leaves of autumn, the white world of ice and snow in winter. You are standing in the middle of the snow, and suddenly a cute little bear runs out and says, "Are you going to roll on the snow with me?"

You said yes, and then you hugged the fluffy and rolled out in the snow. Does it feel good? You think of me and everything about me with this feeling. In this second, there is nothing in your world, not even yourself. It's just me, just love me, I'm everything. Can you try to do that, even for a second?

Liu Su said, okay. After a moment, he said, "Okay." ”

Mai Mang finally smiled, laughing happily and openly, smiling as if he had taken advantage of something, and laughed so much that people couldn't help but giggle and began to reflect on whether he was yin again. smiled like a successful traitor, a junior in the upper position. She said, now, Liu Su, you can't forget me for the rest of your life.

How beautiful they were at that time, as a bystander, I can feel tired of it. But I don't know when this relationship turned into a ring. You hurt me once, I broke up with you for a round, broke up and regretted it, said never to contact again and broke my promise. The two of them went back and forth, but they never ran into each other again, and they kept hurting each other.

Later, Mai Mang changed boyfriends a few times, and Liu Su also changed a lot of girlfriends, and I could see from their faces that they still liked each other. They haven't seen each other since, which isn't necessarily bad, but I always feel like they haven't forgotten each other. Maybe they don't necessarily like each other, but in all fairness, they probably won't be able to get rid of each other for the rest of their lives.

There is nothing in this world that cannot be given up, but if something happens, it can never be changed. I've been following Han Yiyi for a long time, and I can't even shock me with such ups and downs in a relationship. Maybe they can be together, there's nothing wrong with that, and their separation isn't for some insoluble reason. People will always change, as long as there is a heart, this matter may not be impossible to solve. Liu Su couldn't bear to make Mai Mang sad at all, if these two people settled down, they must be the best pair. But not so. Not so.

When Mai Mang and Han Yiyi graduated, I published a book, and although it didn't sell much, it was still a bit famous. Another piece of news is that the captain of our table tennis team, who is in the same class as these two senior sisters, got married. So my celebration and graduation and wedding ceremonies ended up together, which was really big news. Because the matter was so sensational, it directly led to the end of the staff far exceeded, and the people who didn't know the three parties to watch the excitement were crowded into several tables, resulting in me, as a third of the protagonists, having to stand aside and eat with a bowl of vegetables.

I secretly glanced at the groom with a bowl next to me, and I felt that he was not as good as Liu Su. I remembered that year, Liu Su's birthday gift to Mai Mang was a hand-drawn zodiac sign, and girls like Mai Mang like this. Each page is a sketch of Mai Mang with constellation elements, with all kinds of poems that I can't read. I recalled Mai Mang's expression at that time, and it didn't seem to be much different from now. At this time, Mai Mang was staring at me, thoughtful, and said, "I didn't see it before, it turns out that the little junior brother is also a good guy." ”

I leaned against the wall and nodded a little further away with my chin: "Well, if only that one thought so." ”

After this strange grand ceremony, the beauty Han Yiyi is always given by someone. I returned to the private room after settling the account with the groom, and saw that Han Yiyi had just picked up his handbag and was about to follow a boy towards the door. Hurriedly went up and stopped the boy and gave him twenty yuan: "Good boy, take a taxi back by yourself." Without saying a word, he pulled his female companion over and walked away.

After walking a long way, Han Yiyi looked back with a smile: "He must have the heart to bite his tongue and commit suicide now." ”

"No, the cooked ducks are flying."

"You're a duck." Han Yi gave me a blank look.

chatted and chatted back to Mai Mang and Liu Su, thanks to his escort of this book, he was able to have such a result, but he did not show up at today's celebration banquet.

When Han Yiyi talked about it, he was like a Martian who saw through the red dust. She said that this is the earth, where generations love and hate life and death, and generation after generation miss the person they could have loved the most, just because the love is not at the right time.

None of us are from Mars, and we all want to find someone early, and then we can't find it. Some stories are tragic, but maybe a little earlier, a little later, a little more, a little less, and things will be completely different.

But that's all in the past.

"Forget it, let's not talk about it." Han Yi waved his hand one by one, "So, you should develop in the direction of a writer in the future, right?" ”

"No, that's all there is to it. I'm not even interested in any of these things. ”

"Huh?" Not interested?

"It's just to prove to you how far a heart that really likes a person can support him on the road of obscurity."

The footsteps stopped.

That's right, generation after generation loves and hates life and death here.

We love and hate life and death here.